Chapter 13: The Heartbroken
I don't know what happened to this kid Yong? When I came back that day, I saw him downstairs, and he was so haggard. Alas, I hope he gets better soon.
I couldn't resist giving him a call and asking where he was.
He said he was alone, wandering aimlessly on the side of the street.
I was taken aback and quickly asked where he was, and I drove over to pick him up and we talked.
He didn't seem to want to see me, and I asked again and again before he told me the location.
I settled the bill and drove out to the garage.
As I walked out onto the street, I lowered the window and a cold wind blew in. I think, at this time, what Xiaoyong needs most should be the comfort and explanation of others, I went to the hot spring resort in the mountains for two nights, and chatted so much with my comrade-in-arms He Bin, and the mood was better, it can be seen that as the party Xiaoyong, the mood is even more uncomfortable, he doesn't want to see me, because he feels guilty about me.
Alas, sometimes, when everyone is confused and depressed, they need to have friends around them to be able to explain themselves, in fact, it is not that we do not understand those truths, but we especially need to hear others repeat it again, so as to verify and strengthen the correctness of those truths. Even though many times, we can comfort others with the same thing, but we can't convince ourselves.
Even if you can't convince yourself, you have to comfort this young man, otherwise, he may sink down. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but step on the accelerator deeply.
Xiao Yong was strolling along a river.
I parked the car and walked over to find him. There happened to be a couple of stone benches there, and we sat down. I handed him a cigarette and he took it without hesitation.
It was the first time we had a face-to-face chat since the last incident. I saw that he had lost a lot of weight and was a little sluggish.
"Don't think too much, the past is gone. Time will be the best painkiller. "I slapped him.
"Brother, you don't know...... I ......" he began to sob.
"It's okay, you can get out." I looked at him and said.
"Brother, I'm really sorry for you."
"I've figured this out, I don't blame you, this result is not what you think. I came to you just to think that you can also come out, people are no longer there, no matter how guilty and sad it is, it's useless, right? Life still has to move forward......" I grabbed his shoulder hard, "life, life, in fact, is to be born and live, isn't it?" Now, we just have to live well! ”
"Hmm...... I am now, I have insomnia every night, I can't sleep at all. Brother, I don't know how to live at all. He held his head.
"Someone else can drive for you, but they can't walk for you. In the coming days, you still have to rely on yourself, cheer up, take your steps, and become the sunny, handsome, and talented you again! I looked at him as I spoke, "I believe in you, I can do it!" ”
"Big brother, you know what? A few days before she committed suicide, she sent me a message saying: 'I have to jump out of the window, and then grow wings in the process of falling, and take me with me, and fly to you.' I didn't feel it at all, and now that I think about it, if I had ...... Alas......" he burst into tears.
I let him lean on my shoulder and cry as much as he could.
Men, cry! Sometimes, such catharsis may be better than his own silent tears.
After a long time, he slowly recovered.
"Brother, I want to resign." He said suddenly.
"What resignation? Are you stupid? Don't let emotional matters get in the way of your career. At this time, don't be impulsive. I said.
"I want to calm down for a while and then go on my own."
"Entrepreneurship?"
"Yes."
"Have you thought about what to do?"
"I haven't thought about it yet."
"Then why did you resign first? You can go to work while thinking about how to start a business, and after thinking about it, you have all the conditions in place, and then you quit your job to start a business. Silly boy. I looked at him and said. I thought to myself: what a tenacious guy.
"Brother, you have a point. However, I want to push myself so that I can ......"
"Only then can the potential be stimulated, right? I know you'll say that. What kind of bullshit theory is this, if I were your dad, I'd beat you up! I stared at him.
"Okay, I can't say you, brother, I'll think about it again. However, thank you so much today, I feel a lot better, and I know what to do, after all, if I continue to be so sad, it will not do me or the people around me......" He looked at me with grateful eyes.
Yes, in fact, he understands the truth. I think.
Too serious, often hurt by feelings; Too persistent, often confused by reality...... As a result, we often feel tired, not because of physical exertion, but because of the old age of the soul that is lost in the cracks of the spirit.
Sometimes I think, a lot of times, maybe I should really be a little confused, a little simpler. If you look down on everything, you may not be so tired and confused.
Perhaps, only at this age can they have such an understanding, these young people, some of them have youth that can be squandered, how can they understand this.
Xiaoyong's life was originally very beautiful, but because of emotional problems, it is now a mess, alas, perhaps, I also have some responsibility...... Looking at his distant back, I fell into deep thought.