Chapter 4 Thin
"I'm in love with someone else."
Yang Er used such a faint sentence to instantly end all the years we had been together. The heaviness that has been piled up over a long period of time is so thin.
So vulnerable.
Otherwise, how could he have disappeared without a trace, without the slightest nostalgia, and not only for me, but for all the people around him.
Later, I also found Yang Er's colleague Xiao Chen, among his colleagues, I only knew Xiao Chen, in fact, I didn't know him, but Yang Er once took me to his wedding, which was the only time I participated in all his colleagues' activities.
When I got off work that day, I stood at the door of their company, and when I met Xiao Chen, I still introduced myself as Yang Er's girlfriend. Very well, he still remembers me and greeted me very politely.
So, I got straight to the point: "Do you know why Yang Er resigned?" Where did he go and did he contact you? ”
"Huh?"
He looked at me incredulously, and he must have felt in his heart that I was a failure as a girlfriend, and that he had to ask others about his boyfriend.
I struggled to explain, but I didn't know where to start.
Well, I was abandoned by Yang Er.
If I could say it directly, I wouldn't have to worry about it.
He seemed to see my embarrassment, and immediately broke the embarrassment, raised his voice and said: "After he finished the last plan last weekend, he resigned on Monday, and even everyone refused to practice it for him." ”
Last weekend? Mastermind?
He was ignoring my plan to work on the computer.
It turned out that he had already put the breakup on the agenda, but it was just the time to say it.
"If Yang Er has contacted us, I will definitely tell you." As I spoke, I saw a trace of pity in Xiao Chen's eyes.
My dilemma is something that others can see through at a glance.
Although I breathe, I feel that the air is full of sadness, whether I inhale or exhale, it is sadness, how can I hide it.
After thanking Xiao Chen and saying goodbye, I wandered the streets by myself again. Although there was no gain, there was a strange sense of balance in the heart, and Yang Er did not confide in everyone, and I was no exception in this matter.
If I did, I would have been even more disappointed.
It wasn't until nightfall that I finally mustered up the courage to tell my friend Su Yue about my worries.
Su Yue is my best friend in this city, and the only friend, I used to spend all my time on Yang Er, the social circle is very small, for me, Yang Er is my whole world, for which Su Yue often can't bear to look at me directly. Even this breakup, she said unceremoniously and coldly: "Look, I'm right, people who lose themselves in love are the stupidest." ”
All I can say is that she had a prophetic vision that was different from the ordinary. But now, I may not even be an ordinary person in her eyes.
"Could something happen to him?"
There was so much insecurity in my mind.
"Natural or man-made?" Su Yue grinded her nails disapplauded.
"You are not allowed to curse him." I said hurriedly.
"I'm not a wizard, it's really that effective, you should want me to help you spell him to change his mind."
"Let him be safe."
"If I can give you a certificate, I'll send you a Best Former Woman Award."
I held the tea and smiled bitterly, she had said that before, but at that time I won the Best Current Girlfriend award.
The difference between one word and the difference between the heavens.
Perhaps it was my weakness that touched the maternal brilliance in Su Yue's heart, and she began to comfort me.
"Why bother to be attached to someone who is empathetic and don't fall in love."
Seeing that I didn't respond, she changed her tone again: "If it were mine, only by giving him a slap can I relieve the hatred in my heart." ”
I shook my head and smiled weakly, this is definitely Su Yue's style, it is a style that I will never learn, and it is also a field of life that I can't reach.
"Otherwise, let's get a boyfriend again, and it will be better soon."
I didn't want Su Yue to be disappointed, so I said against my will: "Then you can introduce one to me." ”
Su Yue quickly saw through it: "Come on, you're too tendonous, don't hurt others." ”
I raised my teacup and silently drank my coffee that hadn't cooled down, agreeing with her.
Perhaps, I really have a devil called a tendon living in my heart.
Putting down the teacup, I thought again, maybe it was an angel.