"But he has no value now, that thing in Baihuai Village has been wiped out, but he is still alive, do you think all this is accidental!"

Long Chuan rarely spoke in such a loud voice, glared at An Ran and continued, "What does this mean, I think you know better than anyone else in your heart, if you continue to keep him by our side, you can't predict what trouble you will cause!" ”

An Ran gritted his teeth, but did not reply to Long Chuan's words, but looked at Tang Ning and Brother Neku, their faces were extremely ugly, and they both lowered their heads and remained silent.

"Okay, you're afraid of getting yourself in trouble, right, then I'll solve this matter myself!"

After finishing speaking, An Ran turned his head and walked towards me, grabbing me, "Zhanhao, let's go!" ”

But I stood still and didn't move, and I was dragged twice, and found that my expression was a little strange, "You are ......"

I gently pushed Enron's hand away.

From the quarrel they had just had, I had already vaguely guessed something at this time, but I still held the last trace of luck in my heart, looked at An Ran and said, "An Ran, you tell me that from the beginning, you have been lying to me, and everything you have done for me is to lead me to Baihuai Village and use my life to deal with that thing in the cave of Baihuai Village, right?" ”

Zhan Hao...... An Ran didn't continue, but I got the answer from her expression.

At that moment, I felt that my whole heart was frozen in cold ice, and I looked at An Ran and smiled, "Thank you, and thank you!" ”

After that, I walked away, and Enron shouted my name behind my back, but I just laughed in response.

Everything is a scam, there is no free lunch in the world, An Ran, Long Chuan, Brother Neku, they risked their lives to help me, it turned out that I was just a valuable bait for them.

At this time, I am most sad than Enron.

No wonder, before going to Baihuai Village that day, she suddenly treated me so well, it turned out that at that time she already knew that I couldn't leave Baihuai Village alive, which was a play before I died, the purpose was to make me a little happier.

I'm just a complete idiot, I'm stupid enough to think that Enron will really like me, I'm so idiotic that I think Neku brother and they helped me just out of kindness.

Hehe, what a fool I'm in!

When I returned to the rental house after a long absence, I just opened the door and heard a movement inside, but the room was empty.

I didn't feel any fear, and yelled at the empty room: "Don't hide, come out, don't you all want to hurt me?" I'm right here, all come out, eat me alive! ”

I squatted on the ground weakly, covering my head with my hands in pain, at this moment, I really hated that all those things that were going to harm me would show up and dismantle me.

I'm more afraid of being deceived than a ghost, being deceived by the people I love the most.

I collapsed on the ground weakly, trying to cry loudly, but I couldn't.

Wang Po, the old man, Zheng Dong, and those messy things, Brother Neku, Tang Ning, Long Chuan, and An Ran, they are all lying to me, and the whole world is lying to me!

Who the hell am I and why is all this happening to me?

On such days, I don't want to stay up for a day, no matter how dangerous it is, no matter how terrifying the demons and monsters are, I can grit my teeth and face it, but I really can't face the whole world deceiving me.

I went downstairs to the vegetable market and picked up some fat yellow eels, and after dark, I put out all the blood of these yellow eels and smeared them on myself, and then turned off the lights in the room.

Since I'm a sweet tooth in the eyes of those things, let's fulfill them tonight, eat them alive, and let this end sooner, I really can't hold on.

I just lay on the couch, waiting for that moment to come, but there was no fear in my heart, I just wanted to be free as soon as possible.

But the strange thing is that nothing unusual has happened after a long time, I smiled bitterly, I couldn't hide before, but now I took the initiative to send it to the door, but all those things are gone, do they also want to torture me?

I don't know how long it was, it should have been early in the morning, and there were three knocks outside the door.

I let out a soft breath, it's finally time to come.

But after waiting for a long time, there was no movement, and there was a knock on the door again, I smiled bitterly, do those things still need to knock when they enter the door?

I stood up and walked slowly towards the door, I even had some anticipation, what was standing at the door? A bloody face, or a long-haired female ghost with a tongue sticking out?

opened the door, but it was Brother Neku standing outside.

"What are you doing here?"

I asked coldly, and I didn't ask him how he found this place, and it shouldn't be difficult for them to find where I lived.

Brother Neku didn't speak, just glanced me up and down, "Don't you know that it is easy to provoke dirty things with yellow eel blood on your body?" ”

I sneered, "Isn't that what you guys want to see the most?" Shouldn't it be a good thing for you that I was devoured by those filthy things, and I disappeared from this world from now on? ”

Brother Neku sighed softly, reached out to turn on the light switch at the door, and then leaned into the room without my consent.

"There's something to talk about." I didn't speak politely, knowing that he must have something to do when he came to me at this time.

Brother Neku naturally sat on the sofa, took a cigarette from the coffee table, and looked up at me, "Do you hate us?" ”

I didn't speak, just twisted my head to the side.

Brother Neku smiled, "Actually, don't talk about you, I usually hate myself, I came here today, I didn't want to explain anything to you, I admit that from the beginning, everything we did to you was just for our own selfish interests, your life is very special, that thing in Baihuai Village has always been our biggest headache, only by giving you as a sacrifice to that thing's mouth, we have a chance to clean it up." ”

I didn't speak, and he said the same things as I had guessed.

"You can hate us."

Brother Neku then said, "But you can't hate Enron, we all have our own hardships in this business, you don't know what Enron's reaction was when we made this decision." ”

"But this is also a helpless thing, if you don't get rid of that thing in Baihuai Village, more people will die. I know what you're most sad about right now, do you think Enron cheated on your feelings? ”

These words made me feel my heart twitch slightly, he was right, what saddened me the most was indeed Enron's deception, only after experiencing it, did I know what it was like to be deceived by the person I loved the most.

He continued, "I came here today to tell you what love is, and your love for Enron is selfish. ”

"Nonsense!" I turned my head and glared at him, "You can say anything, but you can't say that my love for Enron is selfish!" ”

Brother Neku smiled, didn't bother with me, and continued, "If you really love her, you should understand everything she does, do you think she is the kind of cold-blooded person?" Even if it was a deception, before going to Baihuai Village, she didn't have to pretend to give you a chance. ”

"She's just guilty, I've been destined since I was born, and the people who do our job seem to be hard-hearted on the surface, but in fact, what kind of torment is going on in our hearts, I'm afraid only we know it."

"Zhang Zhanhao, do you know what Enron's reaction was when you left today? I've never seen her like that, her whole face is taut, and tears are falling down her face. At first, she was indeed lying to you, but later, she really wanted to help you, and she did not hesitate to fall out with us for your sake, Zhang Zhanhao, An Ran's thoughts, do you understand? ”

Then he told me a lot of things, I went from rejection at the beginning, to slowly accepting, indeed, many things I thought too simply, only knew from my own point of view.

When Brother Neku left, he patted me on the shoulder, "You spend the night thinking about it, if you think about it, you will go to the dormitory to find me tomorrow, if you still can't figure it out, I promise that I will never bother you again in the future, life is your own, I don't want to say anything, this time we are ready to help you sincerely, as for how you choose, that is your freedom." ”

This night, I couldn't calm down for a long time, my mind was full of what had happened these days, and Brother Neku's words pierced my heart every word.

As soon as dawn the next day, I had an idea in my heart, took a shower seriously, changed into clean clothes, stopped the car and went to Sichuan University.

Brother Neku seemed to expect me to come back, and he didn't react much when he saw me, so he threw a cigarette over, "Got it thought?" ”

I nodded, "You were right last night, I was too selfish......"

Brother Neku waved his hand to interrupt me, turned his head to glance at me, and said with a smile, "Don't talk nonsense, we are at fault in this matter first, and no one owes anyone, but I think it is necessary for you to go to Enron." ”

I nodded, and I called Enron, who was surprised to hear my voice, and we made an appointment to meet next to a flower bed at school.

I apologized to her very sincerely, An Ran showed a relieved expression, saying that I can understand, and then the two of us talked about a lot of things, and An Ran said thank you to me, it was I who let her know why their major metaphysical families have been declining over the years.

I don't know what I said to make her realize this, but I didn't ask much, just asked if she could tell me the truth.

An Ran shook her head apologetically, saying that she couldn't let me know about this matter for the time being, but she said that she wanted to reassure me that this time they really wanted to help me, and the crux of the problem was still the thing that was impersonating me.

And they have already thought of a way to force that thing to appear, but they need to prepare for some time, she, as well as Tang Ning and Long Chuan, will leave for a while these days to prepare something, let me stay with Brother Neku for a few days, and when they come back, it will be the time to force that thing to appear.

For the next few days, I stayed with Brother Neku, this guy yelled every day how he missed Downing, but after yelling, he would continue to peek into the dormitory opposite with a telescope.

I couldn't help it that day, and said to him: "You shout every day how much you like Downing, and then peek at other girls with a telescope, do you think it's good?" ”

Brother Neku turned his head and showed a smiling expression at me, "Hehe, I know you've been thinking about this, it's okay, it's just the right time, today I'll let you see what I see with the telescope every day." ”

After finishing speaking, Brother Neku handed over the binoculars, "Look at it yourself." ”

I was apprehensive and curious in my heart, could it be that Brother Neku took the telescope helmet opposite the girls' dormitory every day, and there was no other purpose?