Siguan walked very smoothly in July, was admitted to Q University, studied finance, and was a first-class top among the children in the compound. The Wen family's face was very bright, and everyone looked at Ah Heng with much eagerness.

Originally, Ah Heng thought that Siwan Rao would not leave home even if he went to college, because there was Yan Xi here. However, he packed up his things and moved to the school apartment.

On the day he left, Yan Xi was still hiding behind her, looking at Siguan with big eyes clean and ignorant.

Siwan stretched out his hand, his slender knuckles, and the temperature of the sun's rubbing, wanted to touch the young man's hair, but he dodged it and took a step back.

Siwan smiled, beautiful dimples, sunny eyes, he stepped forward, regardless of the teenager's break-free, hugged him tightly.

Then, letting go, the big-eyed boy retracted into the puppet.

He said: "Ah Heng, I'm going to try to 'quit drugs'. ”

Ah Heng raised his eyes and looked at him with a gentle gaze.

Thinking about him, he has to let go......

Siwan smiled, with indescribable pity in his eyes: "Ah Heng, you are eighteen years old this year, are you?" ”

Ah Heng nodded cautiously.

"You'll be nineteen next year, twenty years later, and then you'll be thirty, you'll get married, you'll have children, you'll have a whole home, you'll have a good job; When you are forty years old, you will worry about the growth of your children, you will feel tired at work, and you will occasionally want to go for a walk in the woods with your husband, who is also busy and hardworking. When you reach the age of 50 and your children grow up and gradually leave home, you and your husband will rely on each other. Sixty years old, teasing grandchildren, enjoying the family; At the age of seventy, sitting in a rocking chair, thinking about a lifetime, maybe closing his eyes, this life has been broken. ”

Siwan said lightly, looking at Yan Xi calmly, his eyes full of pain and struggle.

Ah Heng pursed her lips, a little panicked in her heart, knowing that what Siwan said was all the happiness she expected, but she felt that she was missing something. She blurted out: "What about Yanxi......"

"When you are eighteen, he is seventeen; When you are nineteen, he is seventeen; When you are seventy years old, Yan Xi is still seventeen years old. He may not grow up again in his life, and you are inadvertently old. You say, where else would Yan Xi be? ”

The seven rings in Yan Xi's smile, in the sun, flashed with a silver cold light, which was very dazzling.

She took a step back, smiled and took the young man's hand, between her fingers, soft and peaceful: "After all, he's still alive, isn't he?" ”

Siwan chuckled and looked at the two figures under the banyan tree: "Ah Heng, I'll try now, leave Yanxi and see if I can live." He Chao, do you feel tired, or, Yan Xi no longer relies on you, entrust him to me, okay? ”

At the beginning of the third year of high school, Xiao Shrimp got his wish and was admitted to Xilin, Grandpa He was originally weak, and he was much tougher when he met happy events.

Mary sneered: "What kind of diligence are you pretending, do you think that the cow is not a cow when it reaches the West Mountain?" ”

Xin Dayi patted the case and raised his arms: "Teacher Guo, I don't want to sit with this dead lady, he affects my study, you don't care!" ”

Ms. Guo coughed, pretending not to hear clearly: "Xin Dayi, don't make a loud noise in class!" ”

The boys shouted: "Auntie, don't take the immortals as goddesses, the blessing of eight lifetimes of cultivation can be at the same table with Mary for two years!" ”

Xin Dayi burst into tears and said: "Lao Tzu will expose your gender sooner or later, you are waiting!" ”

Rousi sneered: "What are you waiting for?" Waiting for you to publicize that your aunt has a crush on a shemale, but is willing to be a shemale? ”

Xin Shao was angry: "Grandma's, don't say that Lao Tzu is straight, that is, bent, and attacking, and always attacking!! ”

Rousi sneered: "You attack? Do you tap a refrigerator or a game console? ”

Ah Heng choked on saliva, and held back his laughter in pain.

"Finally laughed." The meat silk teased the corners of his eyes, and when he saw Ah Heng's smile, he also smiled, his eyebrows and eyes were picturesque, like very rose petals.

I don't know what that kid Siguan said to her, she was miserable all day long, without a trace of smile.

Ah Heng smiled: "Mary, when I was seventy years old, I really wanted to lie in the rocking chair and not think about anything. ”

Mary was confused: "What do you mean?" ”

Ah Heng opened his mouth gently, closed his eyes, and the corners of his lips were a gentle smile: "I have always wanted a home, complete, and only for me." Next to me, there are my husband, my children, they are the closest people to me. I will learn to be a good wife, a good mother. When they are happy, share their joy; When they are sad, share happiness with them. And when I'm working hard and failing, seeing them feels like they have the whole world. This kind of home is what I have always wanted. ”

Xin Dayi turned around, looked at her for a long time, raised thick eyebrows, and said in a thick voice: "That's it, it's good." ”

Ah Heng opened his eyes suddenly, his gaze sharp and calm: "Even if you have a lot of dissatisfaction in your hearts, can't you question such a life?" Is it just because I chose that I can't and can't do anything about it? ”

Sindayi was stunned: "Isn't it?" Your life, how can others make decisions for you. ”

It's getting colder and colder, and it seems that winter is getting closer. Siguan has been in college for a long time and has not gone home for a few days.

Listening to Mary, he had broken up with Lin Wanwan, and the girl was going to die or even run to the house to make trouble, and when she saw Yan Xi sitting next to her mother in the living room, her face turned white, and she left without saying a word.

Ah Heng sent the guest out, Lin Wanwan looked at her, his eyes were full of doubts and embarrassment: "Aren't you afraid of him?" ”

Does "he" refer to Yanxi?

Ah Heng smiled: "What are you afraid of him?" ”

Lin Wanwan was annoyed: "Wen Heng, didn't I warn you to stay away from Yanxi?" If you are stained by him, you will be ruined for the rest of your life. ”

Ah Heng thought thoughtfully: "Lin Wanwan, do you really like Siwan?" ”

Lin Wanwan's face turned even paler: "Siguan is handsome, gentle and considerate, and he is such an excellent person......

Ah Heng smiled: "If you are with him, for a lifetime, there will be no setbacks, right?" In the blink of an eye, he hid his smile, closed the door, and said lightly, "Miss Lin, goodbye, ah, no, never again." ”

Mother Wen shook her head: "Such a girl rashly runs to someone else's house, and she really doesn't look like a tutor." If you and Sir do this in the future, I will definitely scold you. ”

Ah Heng grabbed his mother's arm and smiled: "Mom, I took Yan Xi to the hospital for an examination yesterday, and Dr. Zheng said that Yan Xi may recover in the next second, or it may be like this for the rest of his life." ”

Mother Wen sighed, feeling a little uncomfortable in her heart: "Ah Heng, you will go to the best university like your brother in the future." ”

Ah Heng nodded and replied gently, "I will." ”

Mother Wen looked at her for a long time, and then glanced at Yan Xi on the sofa: "With our Wen family here, whatever kind of job you want to find in the future will be done." ”

Ah Heng smiled: "I know." ”

The mother's heart was crossed, and she opened her mouth, but she couldn't bear it but also hardened her heart: "If you are older, your father and I will find you a child with the same appearance, what do you think?" ”

Ah Heng looked out the window, it was getting late, got up, and held Yan Xi's hand tightly.

The man smiled at her, his eyes full of innocence and ignorance.

"Mom, it's getting late, we should go back."

Mother Wen shook her head, disagreeing with her evasive attitude: "Ah Heng, this is a problem you have to face, unless you, like Xiaoxi, are saved by time and will never grow up." ”

Ah Heng turned around, full of tears: "Mom, then I, when I grow up, is it okay to marry Yan Xi?" I don't want a son, I don't want a daughter, okay? I don't want a rocking chair, okay? ”

So, okay?

Yan Xi covered her eyes with her hand, and there was a hint of confusion in her big black and white eyes.

Slowly, a warm liquid flowed through his palms, and they were wet.

Scorching heat, he retracted his hand.

It hurts, it hurts, it's not the nose, it's not the hands, it's not the feet, it's not the eyes, where is that? Why does it hurt so much? Why do puppets hurt? ……

She choked up, not knowing whether it was joy or sorrow: "Yanxi, you wait for me to grow up, will we get married together?" ”

Last year, there was no snow in City B. This year, as soon as it entered December, the temperature dropped.

Siguan called home and said with a smile: "The weather forecast will drop sharply in the next few days, and the first snow will fall the day after tomorrow, so you have to hurry up and add cotton clothes." ”

Ah Heng smiled, seeing that Yan Xi had already been dressed up as a bear by her, she was confident: "Don't worry, Yan Xi will definitely not catch a cold 100% this year." In the past, he was disobedient and didn't dress well that he always caught a cold. ”

Siwan was silent for a while before he spoke: "That's good." ”

He was reluctant to hang up the phone and rampage. Ah Heng smiled, dragged the bulky bear to his side, and put the microphone to his ear.

Yan Xi was excited when he saw the phone, holding the phone, happy. Listening to the chatter on the other side of the microphone, I couldn't understand it, so I pulled the scarf with my hand. It's so tight, it's so sad...... He was like a child, tugging at a warm sunflower scarf.

Ah Heng pretended not to see it, in order to prevent him from freezing, he went around so many times, according to Yanxi's current IQ, it was really a pipe dream to unravel it.

The child blushed so much that he still couldn't untie it, and then, at first, he bit and bit with his teeth......

Ah Heng roared angrily: "Ah, Yanxi, you are not allowed to learn from Xiao Ash!" ”

He didn't know when, while she wasn't paying attention, he smelled like Little Ash, and learned to roll around on the wool carpet every day, always rolling dog hair. Fortunately, there are no allergies.

Siguan originally told Yan Xi, "You have to be well-behaved, you have to wear more clothes and be more obedient", his mouth was very sharp, and he was suddenly startled by Ah Heng's roar, his hand shook, and the mobile phone snapped and fell to the ground.

End of call.

Ah Heng wondered, why Siwan hung up the phone without saying a word, but after all, his attention was on Yan Xi's saliva dripping on the scarf, his little face darkened, and he wiped the sunflower with saliva with a piece of paper.

Whether he is sick or not, this person has always had plenty of water.

Then, many years later, someone molested a baby and made a disgusted statement: "Hey, daughter-in-law, look, he is drooling again, so much saliva, I don't know who he ...... like" looked back and was heartbroken.

Ah Heng asked Cangtian speechlessly, yes, yes, I don't know whose excellent genes it is, the baby scraps a small towel a day, and spits bubbles and bubbles with a virtue.

He didn't remember her name, and he couldn't pronounce "Yanxi, Ah Heng" that he had taught thousands of times, just like a code name, in his heart, there was vaguely irreplaceable.

This appearance, Ah Heng is used to it, and she is ready for a lifetime, even if Siguan comes, she will inevitably refuse to entrust.

Yan Xi is a treasure, even if she doesn't grow up and is forever stuck in the old times, she is just her treasure.

She seems to be far away from the dream of a good wife and mother.

Ah Heng caught a cold and was dizzy, so he sent Yan Xi to the Wen family. It's infectious.

She patted his gloves with a smile: "Yanxi, you stay here for a few days, and I'll pick you up when I'm well." ”

Yan Xi learned from her, and she also smiled.

Mother Wen drove her back and told her to lie down and take medicine with warm water. In front of Ah Heng, she is becoming more and more like a real mother.

Ah Heng sniffed, groggy, looked at his mother and smiled: "Mom, if I hadn't been sick, I would have liked to hug you." ”

Then, turn around, wave your hand, and walk away in the cold wind.

Yan Xi realized something, cried out wow, and wanted to chase Ah Heng.

Mother Wen grabbed him, hugged him in her arms, and whispered: "Good, Bao, you are good, Ah Heng is just sick, if you follow her, her illness will be worse." Then, remembering the words of her daughter when she left, the corners of her eyes were moist, and she hugged the boy gently.

Ah Heng, can my mother hug Yanxi, whom you like so much, the same as holding you?

Ah Heng, in this way, will you not work so hard......

She shrunk into the bed and slept in the dark, coughing in a daze, but the surroundings were so quiet and relaxed, she didn't want to wake up at all.

She wanted to get a good night's sleep, and even if a tornado came, she didn't want to wake up.

She was really tired and tired, it was a feeling of stepping on cotton and her body was completely hollowed out......

The country is quiet and peaceful, and this world is very warm and safe. Relaxed all the force, only left between the fingers, holding something, but did not dare to let go easily.

God knows that if she loses it, with her qualifications, she will never be able to get it back.

That's who she identifies with, and she gave up her favorite rocking chair for him. She never expected him to remember such a girl, but could she not let her lose such a little girl......

When she woke up, there was a person sitting in front of the bed, with a beautiful figure, a purple sweater, black hair hanging down her forehead, and bright eyes indifferent.

It's him.

She struggled to her feet and asked him with a smile, "Why did you come here?" Did you sneak over without telling your mother? Disobedient! ”

He looked at her, his eyebrows were still clean and beautiful, but there seemed to be something wrong with him.

Ah Heng gently pulled his hand, but found that he forgot to put on gloves, and his fingertips were a little cold. Covered it, put it in the quilt, and began to scare him: "I don't wear a scarf or gloves, I'm frozen, I have to take very bitter medicine, I want to get an injection, such a thick needle!" ”

She was thicker than the needle, but the corners of the young man's lips had a gentle smile.

Ah Heng rubbed his eyes, thinking that he was dazzled, but he picked her up and was careful.

When I opened the window, the mist window showed a layer of frost flowers in full bloom, and the world was already white outside.

The flying snowflakes and goose feathers fall leisurely, which is the aftermath of the fall of the year, and the flow of snow-capped time.

The first snow.

Ah Heng smiled, a little uneasy in Yan Xi's arms. He looked up, but the man lowered his head, and the cold half of his face lightly pressed against her face, and slowly, tears wet the whole face.

He didn't speak for a long time, but at this time, he said dryly in a hoarse voice: "Ah Heng, I'm back." ”

Ah Heng, I'm back.

Keep your promise, the first, to see you.