Chapter 75: Carrying hatred and living too hard
"Hate, how can you not hate."
Meng Li turned her head to look at the sea of clouds again, saying hatred in her mouth, but it gave people the feeling of infinite melancholy.
"The cottage is where I grew up, and I never imagined that one day it would be shattered in my hands in this way. They may be some of the most vicious people, but they are sincere to me, and my father may not be a good man, but he is a good father, and I have no right to accuse them.
I just wanted to save some people from leaving, but I didn't want to do it, but my father died in front of me to save me.
I hate myself for being too kind-hearted, and I hate myself for being powerless. If I could be stronger, maybe I would have been able to reverse my father's mind and take the cottage on the right path; If I had been a little more ruthless, maybe I would have been a qualified bandit, and I wouldn't have thought about saving people and eventually let the cottage fall into such a situation.
So, instead of saying I hate you, I hate myself more.
Hates yourself, even if you kill your father, you don't want to give yourself this chance to take revenge.
I'm sorry, Mo'er, I'm still not strong enough, I feel too tired to be a man. Especially living with hatred in the future makes me feel even more painful. ”
Gently, Meng Li's words were like sighs.
Meng Li's answer surprised Xuanyi, but she immediately realized that Meng Li was going to do something stupid.
Sure enough, after Meng Li finished speaking, she hugged Meng Shan's body and fell straight behind her. The moment she fell, she glanced back at Xuanyi, and that glance contained endless relief and apology.
"Don't!"
Xuanyi shouted, slammed forward with a wrong footstep, and stretched out his hand to grab Meng Li, but he was finally one step short, seeing Meng Li disappear into the sea of clouds with Meng Shan's corpse.
Xuanyi rushed too hard, and at this time, her whole body also threw herself on the edge of the cliff, and when she was about to fall, a force came from her waist and brought her back violently.
Immediately, she threw herself into the man's arms with this force, and fell to the edge of the cliff with the man.
"What are you doing! You can't fall if you want to! Yun Tang hugged Xuanyi in his arms and shouted angrily.
The moment he saw Xuanyi rushing out, his heart stopped, and the internal force exploded straight over, which was worthy of pulling back Xuanyi, who had almost fallen off the cliff.
Because of the fear in his heart, the hand holding Xuanyi at the moment was trembling badly, and he couldn't be afraid.
"Why, why did she choose to die." The picture of Meng Li falling off the cliff kept replaying in her mind, and Xuanyi didn't understand why she did it at all.
Heartache was so painful that she couldn't breathe, Xuanyi grabbed Yuntang's clothes, and for the first time, she felt that the emotions that mortals possessed had overwhelmed her.
Patting the person in his arms, Yuntang softly comforted Xuanyi not to think too much. "She is a very transparent woman, if she was alive, she would not be able to let go of the revenge of killing her father, but if she died, everything would be gone. Moreover, the cottage will be broken by us, and she will not be able to escape the blame, and her heart must be very tormented. She was a very kind woman. ”
"I'd rather she wasn't so kind." In this way, she will not choose to carry all the consequences herself, but choose the path of death. Xuanyi would rather come to her for revenge, just take revenge for the rest of her life, at least she is still alive.
"If she's not so kind, is she still her?"
Yun Tang's words made Xuanyi fall silent, and after a long time, he let out a long sigh.
Xuanyi pushed Yuntang away and stood up, "Thank you just now, let's go." With that, she walked towards the outside of the courtyard.
There was still the cold fragrance and temperature of Xuanyi in his arms, which made Yuntang very reluctant, and he couldn't wait to hold Xuanyi for a while. Thinking like this, Yun Tang felt a pang in his heart, and felt incredible about his thoughts, he actually had this kind of thought about a man, what was going on.
The chaotic Yuntang did not leave with Xuanyi, he sat on the edge of the cliff, watching the sea of clouds surging, and his thoughts were like the sea of clouds, surging endlessly.