"Fengyan, it's late, you can sleep for a while, there must be a lot of things waiting for you to do tomorrow." In the big bed room of the hotel less than two kilometers away from Ma Ren's school, Mi Xiaojun stood in front of Feng Yan, who was sitting on a chair and bowing his head silently, holding Feng Yan's head with one hand and gently caressing.

"I'm not sleepy, you can sleep first." Feng Yan raised his head and squeezed out a smile at Mi Xiaojun: "I'm really fine, you go to sleep first, I'll sleep in a while." ”

"Don't be like this, I feel very uncomfortable when I see you like this......"

"What are you doing, why are you still crying, okay, okay, don't cry......" Feng Yan straightened up, and Mi Xiaojun, who was wiping his tears, straddled Feng Yan's legs.

"I'm really fine...... Go wash and sleep, obedient ......" Feng Yan put his right hand around Mi Xiaojun's waist, and raised his left hand to gently wipe the tears on Mi Xiaojun's cheeks.

"Let's go...... I'll sit a little longer and go to sleep. ”

"Then I'll go take a shower first."

"Go ahead."

Mi Xiaojun put her mouth on Feng Yan's forehead, kissed it lightly, and then got up and walked into the bathroom.

At 1:45 in the morning, Mi Xiaojun, who was leaning on the head of the bed and staying up all night with Feng Yan, was already asleep, and Feng Yan, who was still sitting on the chair next to the bed, got up and picked up his coat and a box of matches on the table and walked out of the room cautiously.

The street lights on both sides of the street have been turned off, the noisy road on weekdays has also returned to calm, in the night, the road composed of four lanes is extraordinarily wide and clean, the wind and the wind stand in the middle of the road and look at the road that has been extending into the darkness in the distance, he wants to walk over, into the darkness that eats the road, he wants to see if the world on the opposite side is where the fat man just went, he really wants to go over to see if the fat man is happy there alone, and he wants to have a drink with him again, Listen to him tell himself about life, and by the way, tell him - cherish

Feng Yan kept walking and walking, walking and walking, the corners of his eyes and cheeks were dry and wet, wet and dry, but he couldn't walk to the "place" that was close in front of him, and I don't know how long it took, the light in front of him stopped Feng Yan's footsteps - it was Ma Ren's school.

Feng Yan looked at the light in front of him, his eyes full of worry.

"Alas!"

Feng Yan sighed deeply, turned and walked into the auxiliary road, and sat on the curb stone on the side of the road.

It was still quite cold in the middle of the night in autumn in Taixian County, and Feng Yan subconsciously pulled down his collar and took out the box of matches taken out of the hotel and most of the remaining half of the packs of cigarettes from his pocket.

"Fat man...... Brother, don't worry, I'll take care of the family for you, you...... Rest in peace. Feng Yan lit three cigarettes and stuck them in the cracks in the stones beside him.

"Ahem...... cough cough ...... "Feng Yan, who has never smoked, has formed an indissoluble bond with cigarettes since the departure of the fat man."

Feng Yan took out his mobile phone from his pants pocket, opened the call log, looked at Ma Ren's mobile phone number and paused for a long time, he really didn't know how to tell Ma Ren the news of his brother's death, and he didn't know how to comfort him at that time - especially when he saw the fat man's mutilated body......

"No, he must not be allowed to see the body of the fat man, never." Feng Yan didn't call Ma Ren in the end, he threw his phone on the asphalt next to him and looked up at the sky.

At this time, Feng Yan's mind was like a mess, this sudden and unprecedented huge pressure made him feel very bottomless, he was very afraid, he was afraid that if he failed to deal with the fat man's aftermath, he would feel more guilty and sorry for his good brother. I want to talk about "Our First Decade" with more like-minded people, pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~