I nodded without hesitation: "What are you talking about, you will be my girlfriend in the future, how can it increase the burden on me, of course I will treat you well, by the way, you rest here first, I see that you are so weak, go out and buy you some porridge to drink first, don't run around, your body can't move now." ”

She seemed to have something to say to me, but after a pause, she only nodded to me and continued to close her eyes to rest, she was weaker than just now, I don't know if it was my delusion, I felt that her face was getting paler and paler, and the whole person's complexion was no different from that of a dead person, although I had doubts in my heart, but I was still in a hurry to go out to buy porridge.

This is a small town in itself, and there are fewer stalls at night, I bought a porridge and ran to several shops, and came back an hour later, fortunately, the porridge was still hot, I walked to the room with the porridge, she seemed to be still sleeping, I walked over lightly, and gently touched her with my hand: "Don't sleep first, get up and eat something first, so that the body is not so empty, and you will continue to rest when you are ready." ”

She still didn't wake up after I finished speaking, and that's when I noticed her, she didn't seem to be breathing.

This conjecture has always been in my mind, I looked at it for a long time in a daze before I trembled and reached out and touched her nose, I couldn't feel any breathing, and then I began to shake Ma Wen's body vigorously, trying to wake her up, but I shouted for a long time and didn't have any reaction.

Her body became cold and stiff, I just didn't come back for an hour, why did it become like this?

Didn't she say she was waiting for me to come back?

At this time, the footsteps appeared again, and I suddenly turned my head and shouted reflexively: "Ma Wen, you are finally back, why did you scare me just now, do you know how worried I am about you." ”

As soon as the words fell, Ma Ming stood in place and sighed, and I saw that the person standing in front of me was Ma Ming.

He walked over and looked at Ma Wen on the bed: "She has been hiding it, I was also speculating at the time, why her strength has obviously disappeared and there is not much left to live, the success rate of this spell is almost zero, it is impossible to succeed, but she did become a human for a while, this may be the price she paid for herself, in order to be able to accompany you by your side, but she couldn't hold on that long, and she died within this hour." ”

I stood up, I was very dissatisfied with this explanation, I sneered: "What do you mean by this, didn't you tell me that this spell has been successful at the beginning, she has obviously woken up, and she has told me so many things in her heart, why did she become like this when I went out, what happened at that time, did you have something that has been hiding from me, you tell me!" ”

At this time, I almost used all my strength to pull Ma Ming's collar, he did not break free, but looked at me with an unbelievable look, he probably didn't expect me to react like this, Ma Wen and I finally expressed our hearts, seeing that we can finally be together, she can be by my side, I can also protect her like she protected me at the beginning, why not give me a chance?

Ma Ming patted me on the shoulder: "Some things are going to be lost after all, maybe you are really fateful, since you can't force it, then so be it, your future is still very long, you can't stop because of this matter, we still have to set off after today, after all, your body has not recovered." ”

These words didn't have any effect on me, at this time I would rather him echo me and say the same thing to me, rather than he persuade me to let go of the past, I shook off his shoulder: "People like you have no feelings at all, I thought you were very strange from the beginning, don't you have someone who can't let go, if there is a person like Ma Wen next to you, willing to pay for you without asking for anything in return, wouldn't you be like this?" ”

Ma Ming's expression was very indifferent: "Love is not a thing that is forced, she is just a passerby in your life, maybe in ten years you will forget this person's name, all the words you said at the beginning are also invalid, listen, the most important thing for you now is to restore your original body, this is the most important thing for you, everything else is secondary, understand?" ”

I don't know why, he is so concerned about me, I don't care what he means, I have been sitting on the edge of the bed looking at Ma Wen, I have been holding her hand and refusing to let go, I don't know how long it has passed, until I feel a sense of sleepiness before lying on the edge of the bed to fall asleep, in my sleep I always feel that I heard a familiar voice, like Ma Wen's voice.

I seem to have fallen into a dream, I seem to have encountered the situation in this dream, although it is familiar but I can't remember it for a while, Ma Wen in the dream is still what she is now, she has become a real human being, I finally mustered up the courage to take her hand, but after holding hands, she suddenly turned her head to look at me, she was covered in blood, and her white dress was also dyed blood red.

Those eyes were full of hatred, as if they were dissatisfied with me, as if they were resentful of why I didn't protect her well, and I said that I would protect her well in the future, but she died unexpectedly.

This sentence made me fall into deep thought for an instant.

Could it be that she died accidentally, not because of her own reasons at all, and the spell was very successful.

After this speculation, I woke up instantly, my forehead was full of cold sweat, I can never forget the plot in the dream just now, I was very concerned about this matter but couldn't say it, now I feel a chill in my back, I stood up, Ma Ming had fallen asleep on the sofa, I looked at his face, could it be that he was the one who killed Ma Wen?

At present, there is only one possibility, because the only person I have contacted so far is Ma Ming, but I remember that his attitude towards Ma Wen has always been very good, and his identity is simply different from Ma Wen, and it is impossible to kill Ma Wen with his current ability.

And he didn't do it for any reason.

So everything in the dream is fake?

I've always guessed, I didn't even know when Ma Ming stood up, until he turned on the night light at the head of the bed I came to my senses, he looked at me sleepily: "What are you doing, you don't sleep this big night, just stand here, look at you as if you have something on your mind, tell me?" ”

He looked very calm, not like a person who had done such a thing, since I had doubts in my heart, then I had to express it, I nodded and sat on the opposite side of his sofa, I poured a glass of boiling water and drank it, and after taking a sip, I looked at him: "Where are you and in the room for an hour when I went out to buy porridge yesterday, I want to know if there is anything unusual about her after I left, and what is the real cause of death." ”

In fact, what I said was already obvious, and he also knew that I had some suspicions in my heart, after all, he couldn't get rid of suspicion, he was the only one except me at the time, and I wasn't there for an hour, if he wanted to avoid answering this question, the suspicion would only be greater, so he could only tell me the truth.

Ma Ming took a sip and looked at me: "I know what you are thinking in your heart, because you have been outside, and you don't know what my condition is, even if you doubt me, I don't have any opinion, after all, this has become a fact, but what I want to say is that her death has nothing to do with me, I have been outside for this hour, if you don't believe it, you can go to the boss to ask about the situation, I also came back after you came back, I thought she could last longer, and I didn't want to disturb the world of the two of you, That's why I went out. ”

This explanation is indeed very reasonable, he did not stutter when he spoke, as if he was recounting the most ordinary thing, and I had no reason to continue to doubt him, and the words that came to my mouth were still not said in the end, and now I feel that her death has nothing to do with other people, it is entirely because of my own problems, if I didn't have to let her go, there wouldn't be so many things.

In the end, I still fell into self-blame, I muttered: "Why is she like this, this will only make me feel more guilty and self-blame, I just hope I can make her happier than now, now it's okay, she's dead, and the murderer is me." ”

Ma Ming didn't answer me immediately, but paused before saying: "Some things are destined, she is willing to pay for you, maybe she will still die for you when she encounters something, it's just that the order of time is different, all you have to do now is to cheer up, no one will understand you because of your uneasiness, you have forgotten your identity as a half-demon, if you really want to become a human being, you have to rely on yourself, you don't want to live a life of no human and no ghost, right?" ”

I nodded, I still had to cheer up when she was dead.

I don't know when I fell asleep, I only know that after waking up, Ma Wen's body is gone, and there are no traces on the bed, as if she never appeared here, I wish I saw all dreams, all these experiences are dreams, it's good that I never met her alive, so that she wouldn't die for me.

But these are ifs, and there are never ifs in life.

Early the next morning, after Ma Ming and I left the room, I returned to the original place, the old man was still waiting for me in the original place, he seemed to know that I would definitely succeed in getting the pill, I didn't ask me about it after I came, looked at my eyes and said: "It seems that something happened to you, your eyes are the same as the eyes I saw when I lost that little monster." ”