Chapter 57: Remembering the Past, My Heart Will Be Broken
Ran Ying looked up at the bright moon in the sky and said in a low voice: "A-Ying once told me that when a person dies, he will become a star in the sky, and he will always look at the living. β
Yu Wentai rubbed her head and whispered, "Ah Ying, do you know? You are an orphan, and I am already an orphan. You miss your brothers, and I miss my brothers......"
"I went out of Wuchuan with my father and brother at the age of fifteen, and the eldest brother Yu Wenyu died in the Nanhe River of Wuchuan in order to save his father who fell from a horse. In the same year, the second brother Yuwen Lian died in the Tang River. Two years later, my father died in Zuoren City, Dingzhou. The third brother Luo Sheng had the closest relationship with me and took care of me the most, but he was killed by Er Zhurong. Because I was wronged in front of Er Zhurong, and I was protected by He Bayue, I barely saved my life. My family has a good relationship with the Hebal clan, so I entered the customs from Hebalt. He Batyue was kind to me, trusted me, and entrusted me with important tasks, but he was victimized by Hou Mo Chen Yue...... From now on, there is no one in this world with whom I can confide. In the past ten years, I have walked on their blood, and I have had a very difficult time. But Ah Ying, since I met you, I feel very happy, very lively. β
He muttered and spoke. At this moment, he felt that the mottled scar in a hidden corner of his heart had suddenly healed.
He wanted to give her more, a little more than he was giving now.
His heart, at this moment, had a completely different change.
Several guards watched from afar, silent, but they were all sighing in their hearts. He was finally willing to talk to others about these heartbreaking but had to bury his heart in the depths of his heartβhe had a heart-to-heart with Ran Ying.
Yuwentai's twelve iron guards, everyone knows that they went out of Wuchuan with him, all of them are one hundred, loyal to him, and they are first-class heroes among the Xianbei people. But few people know that some of them used to be Yuwen Lian's guards, Yuwen Lian's guards, and Yuwen Luosheng's guards. They were all raised by Yuwen Qiu, and they were brothers and sisters. After the death of Yuwenqiu's father and brother, they all surrounded Yuwentai, the only surviving Yuwentai, and swore to protect him to the death, saving him from the brink of danger and death more than once.
But no matter how faithful a good general is, he can do nothing about the loneliness of his master. They all know his loneliness, which is not only the loneliness of a superior person who is too high to be cold, but also the loneliness of an orphan who is alone in the troubled world. His glory is shared by everyone, but his anguish has no one to tell, so he can only swallow it silently. They all looked forward to someone who would save his heart from this boundless loneliness.
Back then, as a young son and the most favored, how much he loved to laugh and how radiant he was.
He now sits on boundless power, but also sits on boundless loneliness.
Yang spurs horses, strategizes, and enters the phase, he knows it well. But he learned to hide, and he didn't like to laugh anymore.
Only when I see Ah Ying, my eyes will glow. It was the light they had once been familiar with, that belonged to that radiant teenager. They hope that Ah Ran can understand his heart, accept his heart, and take good care of and treasure it.
Ran Ying was stunned, what's wrong with him?
"Ah Ying, don't be sad anymore. A lot of things are fixed, he ...... He doesn't want to see you like that. It was very difficult for Yu Wentai to say this. He has always refused to accept the innocent relationship between Ran Ying and Yu Ziqing.
But in the past few days since entering the mountain, he has thought clearly, he must believe and accept what she has experienced, so that he can take her on the road forward.
Only if he accepts it, can she let go. It was something he had to do.
He wanted to move on with her.
Ran Ying lowered her eyes and was silent, not knowing what she was thinking. The moonlight shone over her body like a pale cyan tulle.
After a while, she said, "Ziqing, he saved my life...... I let him down like that. I don't have a chance to repay him anymore. β
She fled from Jinyang in a panic, not daring to stay on Gao Huan's territory, and went all the way to the west like a frightened bird. When she arrived in Chang'an, it was the cold winter of the heavy snow that closed the city, she was penniless, hungry and cold, and finally collapsed unconscious on the sparsely populated street.
That day happened to be the day of the winter vacation of Easy Academy, and Yu Ziqing, who went home, found the dying girl lying on the side of the road. He took her to an inn in the city and took care of her. He was afraid that his brother, who had always been strict, would know about it, so he racked his brains every day to lie and go out to visit her, and served her decoction and medicine for her, and was considerate.
For Ran Ying, after narrowly escaping death, the first person she saw when she opened her eyes was such a gentle and kind jade-like young man, needless to say, she was moved in her heart. A noble-born young man, his ten fingers have never touched the spring water, but he took care of her carefully by the sickbed, this affection is unforgettable.
Later, after the Chinese New Year, the academy was about to open, and Yu Ziqing lied again and begged Yu Jin to write a letter and recommend Lang Ying to the academy, so that she could settle down in a safe place and slowly plan for the future.
They spent a very simple and happy time in the academy, eating together, attending classes together, and reading together at night. The young man's feelings are quietly sprouting, but he is jerky and can't express them.
She knew that she didn't dare to like him, but she was quietly happy and sad for his love.
"After His Majesty's marriage, he asked me to flee with him to the south. But I didn't promise him. I don't think he should be reduced to the bottom for me with his background. I'm so self-righteous, I don't know him. What Ziqing wanted was precisely to escape from his origin. The Shu clan is still a scholar clan, the troubled times are still prosperous, and there is no difference in his heart. What he wants to do is a pigeon, flying freely in the sky, overlooking this splendid and magnificent mountain and river. β
Ran Ying sighed deeply: "I don't know his thoughts, and I'm also timid. I didn't expect him to rebel and escape this marriage in that way. He ......"
She couldn't go any longer, and tears fell.
Yu Wentai listened silently, and the pale and sad face of the young man came to mind. At this time, he also had a secret remorse in his heart, the young man had the grace to save her life, but he destroyed him.
It was a mistake he made in a moment of selfishness.
This incident will become the darkest secret buried in the depths of his heart, and it will also become the most dangerous foreshadowing between him and her. For countless nights to come, he would unconsciously think of the young man in white who vomited blood and died in order to stick to love, and was deeply disturbed by what he had done.
Yu Wentai comforted her in a deep voice: "Maybe many people are responsible for his death, but you don't need to blame yourself." There's nothing wrong with you. β
Ran Ying raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, and smiled bitterly: "Maybe many people are responsible for his death, but I am the only one who can save him, but I retract my hand because I am afraid." He saved me, but I pushed him off a cliff. I failed him......"
Later, a certain force in the underworld inflicted the most ferocious punishment on Yuwentai's mistakes in a special way. Fate crouched in a dark and dusty corner, waiting for a moment when the eerie fangs of the murderer who caused the tragedy would be bared.
And at this moment, both Yuwentai and Ran Ying have no idea what will happen in the future.