Chapter 259: Lan Ye, I Like You [Confession]
Lan Ye and the others lived in a hotel, but as a person who likes to work hard, he has more suites than others, such as a living room and a large balcony.
Qiao Xuan squatted in the corner of the balcony, holding her legs with her arms and her head buried in her thighs, motionless.
Lan Ye went downstairs one step ahead of Ji Zhizhou, and he also took people away one step first.
It's just that I didn't expect that the drunk Qiao Xuan would be like this.
Lan Ye took a glass of warm water, handed it to Qiao Xuan, and said softly, "Drink some water first, how much wine did you and Xi Chen drink?" ”
Qiao Xuan didn't move, still maintaining this posture, she curled up in the corner of the balcony, her whole person was shrouded in the night, and even the light couldn't shine on her.
When Lan Ye was studying abroad, he used to study psychology for a period of time.
Qiao Xuan's current state is self-blame, sadness, despair, and collapse...... All kinds of negative emotions are superimposed, and each of them is like a mountain, until Qiao Xuan is crushed alive.
Lan Ye put the cup aside, simply sat next to Qiao Xuan, sat on the ground casually, and said softly: "I know that this competition has hit you hard, you are the first year to play e-sports, the first time to go to the world championship, you must be hoping to win the championship in your heart, but the truth is very different from what you expected, the result of the top 16 has hit your confidence completely, so that you can't face yourself, the team, and me." ”
Lan Ye's words, every sentence poked Qiao Xuan's heart.
But Qiao Xuan was still unmoved.
It was as if she was wearing a thick leather armor and hid all her thoughts underneath.
But those thoughts were like sharp arrows, and countless scars were drawn on her heart.
Lan Ye sighed lightly: "You know, I had a smooth journey in the year of my debut, even if I occasionally lost games, but I never lost in the World Championship, but I have seen too many people who have failed, some people are annoyed, some people are desperate, I really don't want you to be like this, but even if it's me...... There is no way to change the current facts. ”
"Xuanxuan, I don't want to comfort you, I don't want to say those useless words, I have to tell you, you are only eighteen years old, your career has just begun, the victory in the spring and summer is the road you have walked, the failure in the world championship is also the road you have walked, there is everything on this road, if you can go to the end, when you look back, maybe today's defeat is not so difficult to accept."
"S9 is over, there's S10, there's S11...... League of Legends isn't over, the Pro League isn't over, you've got a future, there's next year, there's a long, long time......"
Speaking of this, Lan Ye turned his head to look at Qiao Xuan, and said in a low voice: "No matter how long you have to go, whether you get what you want, or regret it in the end, I will accompany you...... Xuanxuan, I ......"
Lan Ye slowly lowered his eyes and said slowly: "I'm to you, actually-"
Qiao Xuan didn't hear Lan Ye's next words, she suddenly raised her head, her eyes were red, her eyes were very confused without focus, and her face was drunk crimson.
Lan Ye touched her hot cheeks, "Is it uncomfortable?" Is there anything wrong with it? ”
Qiao Xuan didn't speak, just looked at Lan Ye so fixedly, without blinking, without an instant.
Lan Ye paused and asked softly, "The balcony is a little cold, do you want to go back to the room?" ”
Qiao Xuan was still silent, she looked at Lan Ye, she drank too much, she actually couldn't see clearly, but she just looked at Lan Ye so straight.
Lan Ye also knew that Qiao Xuan was really drunk.
He was thinking about whether to carry Qiao Xuan back to the house first, and then slowly sober up.
But in the next second, Lan Ye panicked.
Qiao Xuan looked at Lan Ye for a long, long time, and suddenly a mist appeared in her eyes.
A tear slipped down defenselessly.
"Xuanxuan-" Lan Ye's heart ached.
Qiao Xuan never cried, even if she suffered so much hardship, she could still grit her teeth and carry on.
Whether it is joy, anger, sorrow, or sorrow.
Qiao Xuan has always been the silent and strong Qiao Xuan, she is a girl, but she is not weak at all.
And now, without warning, he cried.
Lan Ye was distressed, and wiped away her tears with her fingers: "Don't cry, what's so sad, you say it, tell me, okay if you don't cry?" ”
Qiao Xuan held Lan Ye's hand and looked at him quietly, the tears in her eyes fell big.
Lan Ye only felt that the back of his hand was hot, and it was Qiao Xuan's tears that fell on his hand.
The temperature of this tear was imprinted straight on his skin and on his heart.
"Lan Ye," Qiao Xuan suddenly spoke, her voice was as distant as a dream, because she was crying, with a hint of trill: "I like you, you know?" ”
For a moment, Lan Ye was stunned.
He looked at Qiao Xuan blankly, his mind and brain were stagnant, and only Qiao Xuan's voice was in his ears.
In this place where there is no atmosphere and is not romantic, Qiao Xuan, who experienced the blow of defeat and was almost desperate and drunk, confessed to Lan Ye.
"I like you, I like you! I really like you so much," Qiao Xuan cried and muttered, "Because I like you, I try my best to make myself as good as you...... No matter what others say, even if they discriminate against my gender and don't recognize everything about me, I know what I really want...... I'm just because I like you, you're my dream, it's my person who wants to get closer and closer anyway......"
"Xuanxuan......" Lan Ye looked at Qiao Xuan with complicated eyes.
Qiao Xuan held Lan Ye's hand tightly, tears kept falling, and her voice trembled undecently: "You said that the girl you like, if she is the strongest king, if she is the world champion, but I ...... I'm not, I'm not a world champion...... I'm nothing, I'm just a loser...... I'm too far from the trophy, I'm with you...... It's too far away...... No matter how hard I try, even if I want to burn my life, I still can't catch up with you...... What am I going to do...... What am I going to do? You are so important to me, you are my salvation...... You are the most important person in this world to me, I really ...... I really want to stand in the same position as you and be recognized by everyone......"
Qiao Xuan couldn't cry, her eyes were red, and her face was full of tears: "I want you, I want the world champion, I want everyone to admit it, even if I'm a girl, but I'm as good as you, I think you know...... Know ......"
Qiao Xuan closed her eyes, a large string of tears fell, and she said to herself in despair: "...... Know...... I like you......"
Lan Ye hugged Qiao Xuan violently, his voice was no longer confident, but trembled slightly: "I know, I know, you like me, I like you, we all know it...... Xuanxuan, you are the best, in my heart, in my eyes, you are the best player in the world, and the only person I like and want to spend the rest of my life with. ”
Qiao Xuan cried and shook her head: "I'm not - I'm not a world champion." ”
Lan Ye only felt that his heart was twisted into strands, and the pain was almost dripping blood.