Chapter 406 I have nothing to do with you
Old Man Lu wanted to come forward and hug this child, but he never had any warmth, so he didn't know how to express everything he wanted without being abrupt.
Why did you hide in the car in fear before, obviously you have already walked to the café, but the moment you see Live, you hide in the car again.
Running away from the wilderness, this word has never appeared in Mr. Lu's dictionary, but because of this unknown child, Mr. Lu has made exceptions again and again, and he loves deeply and is afraid. Old Man Lu can also be regarded as having a good taste of what it means to be a father.
Dionysus hid in the shadows and looked at Live in surprise, it turned out that the child of the underworld leader of this mysterious country was actually the Live who had just arrived yesterday?
Dionysus turned two corners before he realized what kind of mentality Live had towards his father.
"What is going on with the son who guards against the father and the father who wants to protect the son? It's kind of interesting. Dionysus continued to stare at the two men playfully.
Live has red eyes, but there is nothing fragile, it seems that the wind has fascinated his eyes and rubbed them for too long, so his eyes are red. But the fact is that Live has mixed feelings in his heart, and he can't tell what kind of feelings he should have to look at Old Man Lu.
His mother didn't intentionally discard herself, but she deliberately concealed her existence, and even after finding herself, she still didn't recognize him, just for the gray-haired man in front of her.
However, his mother did compensate for herself, so that she could be regarded as having no worries about food and clothing to spend her most important period.
It's just the lack of feelings, and it's not a little material that can make up for it, if it can, Live is willing to return all the money used, as long as he can find the warmth of his family.
But the truth doesn't allow it, Live can't change anything except passive acceptance, but the most pitiful thing should be the man in front of him, right?
The wife left early, the only son died before he could stand, and there was a relative, who was hidden for half his life, not chased by the enemy, not a conspiracy by someone with a heart, just an accident, the kindness of a beloved wife.
No one can complain, no one can say, except for accepting the fact that he has a son, he can't do anything, and even because of a misunderstanding, he may have to walk alone in this life.
He's the most pitiful person in this matter, right?
It's just that Live didn't intend to wronged himself and make up for an old man's regrets, so he cruelly refused all of Old Man Lu's requests.
"I have nothing to do with you, if I have to say it, you are just the sperm * sub provider that I appeared, and you have not paid me any responsibility and obligation."
"Maybe you have done everything a father should do to your other son, but for me, you will always be indebted, and now I don't ask you to do anything to make amends."
"As long as you pretend that you never knew there was a son like me, and that you never looked for me, that's enough." Live looked down at the letter in his hand.
"As for these letters, since you don't want to leave them to me, then you can take them back, I hope that after a hundred years, you will remember to leave these to me, and the rest belong to your family business or something."
Live looked at Old Man Lu seriously, and bit it clearly word by word, "Whoever wants you to give it to whom, no one wants it, you just donate it to do good deeds, it's okay, I don't need any of this." ”
"Don't let your affairs involve me, all I want is these letters from my mother, of course, if you don't want to give it, I can't do anything." Live pushed the letters out of his hand.
The meaning of the refusal is so obvious, there seems to be nothing to talk about, Old Man Lu lowered his head and sighed, he has been preparing for a meeting for a long time, and this will be the result in the end, Old Man Lu really feels bad in his heart, but he already knows it, doesn't he?
Isn't he also ready, the child doesn't want to be prepared by himself, but why is Old Man Lu's heart so sour after hearing such an answer?
"Keep it, give me an address, and I'll send you all the remaining relics of your mother." That's all you can do, right?
Don't give Live any heirs, just give the simplest relics to Live, go back and disband those forces of your own, arrange where the old people go, and you should be able to see your lover without any guilt, right?
"Let's go, butler." Turning around slowly, Old Man Lu couldn't help shedding a tear, and then seeing that there was no abnormality, the housekeeper and Old Man Lu helped each other to leave.
Live looked at the drop of water on the ground, didn't move for a long time, the coffee that the butler ordered had long since lost its temperature, and Live held the rim of the cup and didn't know what he should do.
arranged so much, but it turned out to be this ending, for the first time in Live's life, he just made a decision and wanted to regret it, should he chase that old man back?
Yu Jingzhe walked in and sat down in front of Live, "A long time ago, I had a very eccentric father. I've always wanted him to die sooner. Live looked up and listened intently, but waited a long time, but didn't wait for the next step.
"I always thought he didn't care about me because my mother was sick and he didn't do anything, not even the hospital."
"He adhered to his life creed until he died, but it was only after he died that I learned that he had schizophrenia." Yu Jingzhe looked out the window.
"He couldn't get close to my mother and me, and as soon as he did, he couldn't help but go berserk, because of this, he didn't say a word to our mother and son since I was 10 years old."
"When he died, I was not around, and I heard that his eyes were full of relief at that time." Yu Jingzhe turned his face back, "But this is such a person, he saved me 200,000 yuan, because I said when I was a child that I wanted to be a soldier." ”
"200,000 yuan is exactly the cost of a person to become a soldier, for this, he and my mother did not go to the hospital when they got sick, so they died on the bed."
"Only when I lose it, do I know the preciousness I once had, and sometimes I think, even if I can't see him, as long as I know the news that he is still alive, will I be able to feel at ease."
"But I found that I wished he had passed away, because only then would he not have to continue to suffer from the disease, and only then would I know the truth."
"Although I didn't have the opportunity to fulfill my filial piety, he was liberated, so it's good and real." Yu Jingzhe put his hand on his eyelids, looking wrapped in sadness.
"It's none of mine." How could Live not understand what Yu Jingzhe meant, but Live didn't want to bow his head and admit his vulnerability. "Yes, this is my story, and naturally it has nothing to do with you."
"But Live, this world is fair to everyone, your father is old, he missed your past days, don't let him continue to miss the rest of your days."
"I regret it, but there is really no way." What Yu Jingzhe didn't say was that when he saw the old gentleman leave, there was no business in his eyes.
If a person doesn't even have the meaning of living, then it's really not far from death, "Let's go back and see it early." "Don't wait until you really wake up, all you see is a lonely tombstone.
"He has nothing to do with me, he missed my past life, then he will definitely miss my future, because his life is running out for him." Live stood up and walked out past Gokyung-cheol.
Approaching dusk, the sun was not as hot as in the afternoon, and I thought it would not be long, but after reading a few letters and saying a few words, it was already late.
The dusk sun, just like the old man, was drooping and old, trying his best to resist the arrival of death, but he still had to take some sleepy steps and move forward little by little.
Even if you don't want to, time won't give you more, time is like an hourglass, the sand is getting less and less, and in the end, it seems to flow slowly, but it still inadvertently flows everything.
The only difference is that the hourglass can be reversed and flow back again, but life cannot come to an end and come back again. In this way, people are not as good as an hourglass.
Live paced slowly, enjoying the last bit of sunshine, letting the sun set in the west, pulling his shadow infinitely, "You have nothing to do with me, so you don't have to do it in the future." ”
Live made excuses for himself, but the lingering feeling of tightness in his chest from the beginning of reading the letter still lingered in his heart. He let out a long breath and tried to get rid of the feeling of not being like, but in doing so, it did nothing but make himself more uncomfortable.
Do you want to go back and see? An idea popped into lIve's mind, and he involuntarily changed direction and walked towards the place where he had left, only to find out when he arrived at the corner café.
These days, they are all relying on phone contact, where the old man lived, how long he lived, when he came, he didn't know anything, and now he wanted to go and see, but there was no clue at all.
A touch of bright green came out of the darkness, and he whistled towards Live in a good mood, "Don't be ninety-nine-eight, don't be ninety-eight, as long as you nod, take home the old man's news just now." ”
Dionysus showed his white teeth like a large dog, and he laughed a little when he watched Live, since it was providential, then don't disobey it.
Live, who has never been religious, decided to follow his heart once, hoping that this time he could reap something different. "Then you talk about it, I'll see before making a decision."
"On the top floor of the Hilton Hotel, there are accidents you want, don't let that lonely old man wait too long."