Chapter 7 I miss you, when I am self-inflicted
Shu He was a little sober at this time, and when she saw Wu's mother walking in anxiously, Shu He's heart jumped, at her age, she had experienced a lot of things, and she was so impatient, Shu He guessed that the situation was not ordinarily bad.
Shu He looked at He Huan on the side again, she pretended to smile and looked at herself, the smile was more ugly than crying, Shu He guessed that their anxiety must be related to herself. She tried to open her mouth and asked, "Is it about Bangyue Tower?" But no one knew what she was asking.
Seeing this, Wu's mother immediately ordered someone to bring a pen and paper, Shu He shook his head and refused, still not having the courage to ask. Wu's mother hurriedly walked over to help Shu He up and sit, took a futon and put it behind Shu He, and gently let Shu He lean on the futon.
Xu was lying down for too long, and felt dizzy as soon as he sat up, so Shu He quickly closed his eyes and eased for a while, and then opened his eyes and looked around.
Everything is still the same, no more, no less, Shu He's heart is very astringent, she no longer has any emotions to express her feelings.
"Lost?" Shu He asked himself in his heart.
"Lost." She replied in her heart as well.
Shu He felt as if there were two people living in her body, she had never expected anything before, but now she had.
She also wanted a touch of mercy, from that person.
But that person never came to see her, he gave all his tenderness to other women, and never thought of giving it to himself.
Is it hard to take a look?
It's not difficult, it's just too lazy to watch.
Shu He could imagine his amorous feelings for the Chang family and the Jiang family, and her heart was tangled together and ached faintly. She thought she hadn't cared all along, but it didn't seem to be, otherwise her heart wouldn't hurt so much.
Although I have only seen it once, I have never looked at the eyebrows and eyes a few times, but the outline is very clear.
Dressed in red, with dark cloud sleeves, long black hair poured down, and the crown on top was exquisite. The body is dignified, the face is like the moon of the Mid-Autumn Festival, the temples are like a knife, and the eyebrows are like ink paintings.
I don't know why, in the past few days, Shuhe has always thought of that person, unconsciously remembered the appearance of wearing red clothes at the beginning, and thought of the person who was only on this side.
The appearance of that person came to mind, and Shu He felt incredible, that person was a general, but he was not rude at all. And she always felt that there was indifference and resolute sadness in those eyebrows.
That's it, just think of it as self-inflicted!
Shu He closed his eyes, and a tear slipped from the corner of his eye, but he couldn't hold back.
"Madame!"
"Madame!"
He Huan and Wu's mother were frightened by Shu He, they didn't know why Shu He cried, they had never seen Shu He cry.
"Madame! What are you feeling unwell? ”
Shu He shook his head.
What's uncomfortable?
Where is the comfort?
He Huan took out a handkerchief from under Shu He's pillow and wanted to wipe away her tears, but Shu He refused.
It's useless to cry, no one will come to see you when you cry, and who will you cry to? A line of tears slid down, flowed through the cheeks, stayed on the jawline, and finally did not stop, pouring down, dripping onto the green silk pajamas at the neckline.
Tears spread across the pajamas, and the marks were clear.
Wu's mother looked at Shuhe, tears appeared in the corners of her eyes, and she said in her heart, "They are all hard-working children."
He Huan's tears broke the embankment, but she didn't dare to cry, and wiped her tears silently.
I haven't eaten for many days, and Shu He's physical strength is already poor, and his mood swings are so big just now, and he is even weaker at this time.
Wu's mother hurriedly went to the kitchen to get a bowl of porridge and carefully fed it to Shuhe.
"Madam, you haven't eaten for a few days, and your body can't stand it, so let's eat something."
Shu He really didn't want to eat, there were only Wu Ma and He Huan around them, and they were also sincere to themselves, which made them sad and sad, if they didn't eat again, it would make them even more worried and sad.
Shu He originally wanted to hold the bowl by himself, but he didn't want to have a weak wrist and knocked over the bowl. Mother Wu hurriedly took back the bowl that had not completely let go, and fed it to Shuhe spoonful by spoonful.
Shuhe opened her mouth with difficulty, Wu's mother fed her and drank, although it was porridge, it was quite difficult to swallow, her throat was swollen, and it was very painful to swallow something. Swallow two mouthfuls, take a break, and finally swallow a bowl of porridge.
Wu's mother is very happy, in her opinion, as long as Shuhe eats, it will get better. But this is a kind of torment for Shuhe.
As soon as she ate it, her stomach rolled with colic, as if she was about to crush her internal organs. Shu He barely supported himself, but his face became more and more pale, bloodless, and his lips began to turn white, and the whole person was like a pale piece of paper.
Cold sweat began to bubble out, spasms and convulsions, and finally I couldn't hold back, "wow" and vomited, turned over the river and the sea, and vomited all the porridge I had just eaten, and finally only retched. The water that comes out of the spit is also bitter, and the air in the whole room is bitter.
Her reaction scared He Huan and Wu's mother, He Huan was at a loss, Wu's mother hurriedly ordered the other girls to clean up the mess, and she went to fetch a basin of water to scrub me.
When I vomited it, I felt a lot more relaxed, and the colic was relieved a lot, but my face was still pale.
He Huan was silently crying on the side, Shu He wanted to comfort her, but she had no strength, no strength at all.
After some cleaning, Shu He was also tired of tossing, Wu Ma hugged her, gently flattened it, covered the bedding, arranged for everyone to perform their duties, and instructed He Huan to stay by Shu He's side every step of the way.
Needless to say, even if she doesn't command, He Huan will guard her wife.
Guan Duyuan came back from outside, walked to Chang's courtyard, and heard something being said in the corridor outside the door, so he immediately stood still and listened carefully.
"What, you're saying the one over there isn't help? It's true? Have you inquired clearly? ”
"It's true, I saw with my own eyes the spittoon brought out by the maid, the smell smoked to death, it was all the residue of vomit, it seems that it can't be lived."
"I haven't seen you for a few days, why is this like this?"
"Isn't this a rush to move land for you, the general spoils you so much, and the position of the lord will be yours sooner or later."
"You be quiet, don't let outsiders listen, I think the position of the main master, the general gave it better than my own, right?"
"Yes, yes, you're right, or are you reasonable."
"It's all sick like that, and the general still hasn't gone to the courtyard to take a look?"
"No, the general never sets foot in that courtyard."
The woman, Chang Shi, was happy and laughed, "Go, pour me a cup of lotus seed soup, I'm going to go to the heart fire too." ”
Guan Duyuan was about to walk forward when he heard the voice of talking.
"Wait, don't be busy getting porridge. You said that master, the general who is so sick doesn't go to take a look, is it really so ruthless? ”
"It doesn't matter if he's ruthless and affectionate, as long as the general is always good to you."
"Just you can talk. I haven't always understood, the master never chases after the general, he doesn't seem to care, do you think the two of them have any relationship? ”
Guan Duyuan's face was immediately gloomy and sunk like ice.
"Oh, according to me, you are just too worried, people don't see it, don't you see it, do they see it every day, you are happy?"
"That's right, as long as the general comes back, come to me. Speaking of which, I'm angry, Jiang's fox always seduces the general, and the general eats her set, hum. ”
Listening to Chang Wan's tone, it seems that she is really angry.
"Don't think about it, the general is still towards you. I'll go get the lotus seed soup, and you quench the fire. ”
Chang Wan's maid Peony walked out, Guan Duyuan wanted to find a place to hide, and it was not good to be bumped into the corner of the wall, but he was in an empty corridor before and after, too late, not thinking much, he jumped lightly and flew onto the roof beam of the corridor.
Guan Duanyuan's face was dark, and he was in a very bad mood, and when Peony walked away, he jumped down, turned around, and hurried to the study. Jingyu should have come back at this time, I don't know what the situation is.