Chapter Ninety-Eight: Returning to His Hometown, But Unable to Reconcile with Himself

In Chidano's tent, an attendant knelt down in front of Chidanu and relayed all that he had overheard to his highness.

Chidanu asked in surprise: "He Hezhen, is that really what he said?" ”

The attendant prostrate on the place, "Returning to Your Highness, I really said that, the slave didn't dare to lie a word, it was true!" ”

Chidanu pondered for a moment, then waved his hand to the squire's feet. He paced alone in the tent, anxious, and afraid. Because what He Zhen said is true, Guan Duyuan will retaliate fiercely, if he can't grasp the weakness of the other party, he will be leveled by him this time, he doesn't want to lose the throne he can get soon.

It's no wonder that I thought too simple before, just focusing on a momentary carnival, but now I overheard these words, and if I think about it carefully, it is indeed the case. Alas, Chidanu was manic in his heart, and he hated He Zhenlai even more!

After thinking about it for a long time, Chidanu still had a hard time calming down, and he soon left his tent and rode his horse, where he went. Seeing Chidanu rushing out in such a hurry, He Zhen knew that his plan had worked. He guessed that Guan Zhen should be brought out by them soon, and He Zhen arranged for someone to follow Chidanu closely.

A fast horse from Dayuan also entered the pass at this time, and ran straight to Beiwan Wangcheng. The two countries were at war and did not kill the envoys, so the messenger quickly passed the checkpoint.

As the evening sun set approached, Shuhe's horses also ran towards the pass, but the sentry stopped them from entering, saying that she was delivering a letter. The sentry didn't believe it, because a messenger had just passed through the pass to the royal city and asked her to come out with a token that could prove her identity.

Shu He rummaged all over her body, no, in her panic, she remembered the sign Chang Wan gave them when she left. She opened the burden behind her, found the waist card from it, and showed it to the sentry generously, and saw the waist card, and the sentry recognized that it was the prince's, and it seemed that this was the prince's messenger, and she was immediately released.

Shu He didn't expect that the brand given by Chang Wan was so good that it could still get out of the customs, thinking that being powerful was good. The thought flashed through her, and as she passed through the pass, the familiar feeling reborn within herself.

Shu He felt that the smell of the wind was so familiar, and even the land she had stepped on was familiar, and she finally returned to her homeland after a long absence.

Running wildly against the wind, the road is getting flatter and wider, and the vision is getting wider and wider.

As soon as she looked up, she saw the sun setting, and the crimson afterglow reflected half of the sky. Today's sunset is exactly the same as the sunset when she met him that day, just as the glow reflects half of the sky, and they are running wildly in the slanting light of the sunset, and it was so good to be young at that time!

Time has passed in a blink of an eye, and it is today, but to this day, she doesn't feel sad, just a wave of hatred, yes, she hates!

She galloped on horseback, awake both physically and mentally, and although many of them were familiar smells, there were also many that could not be found in her memory. Fragmentary memories are pieced together, patchworked, and still not pieced together the entire starry sky.

After passing through the poplar forest, a burst of coolness passed by the ears, and the exclusive memory of childhood quietly climbed up to the head.

It's just that at this moment, she finally realized that she was not Shuhe, and the whole past she promised was the past, and the past could not be returned, she seemed to be a little sad, but it was far from the anger in her heart.

The evening breeze swept through the sideburns of her ears, flowing like a fine willow in March, and she couldn't care about such a poetic picture. After passing through the Gobi Desert and running into the endless steppe, the thick and heavy grass grew like crazy. A group of cattle, horses and sheep live leisurely on the grassland, a trickle of green and jade, like a silk scarf, tied around the neck of this prairie, embellished with a poetic life.

However, at this moment, in her eyes, it was a three-foot white silk that choked her throat, pinching her and making her breathless! Not only that, but also pinching Beiwan's Bai Aya, pinching Bai Aya, who once had a good past......

This is how many times I have appeared in my dreams, I really dream about this place! Yang spurred the horse, as if returning to the days of living in the wind, the wind here is so good, blowing her long hair fluttering, blowing the longing anticipation in her heart. But she didn't allow it, and soon stifled that expectation in the cradle.

Yes, she doesn't allow herself to have any expectations, and once she does, she will be disappointed. She didn't want to let herself down again, and that feeling of despair in the end was something she would never forget.

As she passed the river, she stopped, took a sip of water, and reflected herself in the water, and she looked at the face reflected in the water, and felt so strange, as if she didn't even know herself at the moment. Looking at the cattle and sheep in the distance, listening to the long song of the shepherd, fluttering on this grassland, she couldn't help but lie down by the little river and put her hand in this gurgling trickle.

This trickle is the snow on the snow-capped mountains that melts all year round and flows down, cold, when it flows through the palm of the hand, the coolness seems to extend to the internal organs, and the heart also flies.

The horse was also thirsty, and drank frantically in the creek, and then frantically graze. Shu He looked at the horse, and the fear in his heart became stronger and stronger.

Yes, she was a little scared now, and the closer she got to that place, the more she felt scared. A strong sense of fear surrounded her, and for a moment, she wanted to stay on this grassland, drive a herd of cattle and sheep by herself, soak up the sun on horseback, and rest from sunrise to sunset, there is nothing wrong with such a life.

There is green grass at a glance in summer, there is withered grass in autumn and a wild wilderness, there is snow in winter, and there are flowers in spring. This kind of ordinary person's life turned out to be a luxury, and she didn't even have the courage to hope for it now.

Lying on the grass and looking at the clear blue sky, it is really "cloudless and thousands of miles of sky"! It was so similar to the scene that day, except that today she was alone and she didn't have a drink in hand, and she asked herself, "So it's still different, right?" Nothing is constant in this world, right? ”

The cattle and sheep in the distance are submerged in the lush green grass, and the green is translucent and beautiful. The more she was in such a beautiful picture, the stronger the feeling of forbearance in her heart became, which was a sign that she could not reconcile with her own mind.

Yes, she can't reconcile with her heart anymore!

The past comes to mind, scene after scene, just like a movie. She really can't accept the past, and she can't shake hands with herself.

Those unforgettable images surfaced, which was undoubtedly not a test for her, but also a torture. In the end, she really didn't have the courage to think about it, so she turned over and buried her whole head in the river, letting the trickle flow through her cheeks, letting the trickle cool her heart.

After a long time, she rolled over and got up and walked towards the horse, turned over the horse, and ran towards the place that she was both afraid and so missed. The slanting sun behind him was gone, only a little faint afterglow.

Chidanu galloped back to the royal city on a fast horse and told his father everything he had heard, Chilunhar was very angry at first, and after Chidanu analyzed it, he also felt that it made sense, and immediately decided to use Guan Zhen as a killer weapon to repel Guan Duyuan. They all knew that Guan Duyuan would not abandon his father.

In order not to cause agitation, he set off immediately, and Chidanu took Guan Zhen quietly out of the royal city. Guan Zhen knew in his heart that this was to allow him to contain Guan Duyuan, and the war situation was not exactly like the Beiwan royal family's rumor, in this case, he also relaxed a little, his life and death were no longer important, the important thing was that his Duyuan could not make any mistakes.

The people sent by He Zhen have been staring from a distance, and at this time they saw Chidanu going out of the city, and there was a carriage behind him, presumably as the military advisor expected, Chidanu took General Zhenyuan, in order to blackmail Guan Duyuan. In that case, let's sneak in and see where he takes people.

As soon as Chidanu came out of the gate of the royal city, the masked messenger who delivered the message from Ohara entered the royal city, and the two almost passed by. With important people, Chidanu had little interest in the masked messenger.

The masked messenger was bent on delivering the letter to King Beiwan as soon as possible, and he didn't care who passed by, so the two of them missed it like this.