Chapter 98: I'm Sorry
When will Mo Xian and I not get together and leave more than we do now?
Suddenly, I yearn for that kind of married life, make breakfast for him in the morning, go out to work together, send a message to greet me during the lunch break, pick me up from work in the evening, eat skewers on the roadside, he drinks beer and I drink juice, and on holidays and anniversaries, make a little surprise or something, plain and beautiful.
In two or three years, with a son and a half daughter, a warm and loving little family will be complete.
But all this is really far away from me, and the ordinary life that ordinary people can reach and even feel bored with is unbearable in my opinion.
But I can't help but think, will Mo Xianye's child and I look like him, or like me?
If only we could have a child.
"Stand there like a fool." Jiugu's voice suddenly sounded, startling me.
Quickly calmed down and said, "He's gone." ”
"Gone." Jiu Gu walked past me and walked forward, "Come here." ”
I hurriedly followed, and she led me to the innermost room, where she sat cross-legged and placed the little porcelain vase containing my little piece of porcelain on the coffee table.
I looked at the small porcelain vase, but I didn't dare to reach out and take it, waiting for the ninth aunt to speak.
Jiu Gu seemed to be thinking about how to speak, and said after a while: "From the time I sealed the soul in your body to now, it has been four days since the head and tail, tonight is the night of the full moon, the yin qi outside is extremely heavy, and the seal may be broken at night, and now there are two paths in front of you, one, I will help you continue to seal tonight; Second, take this opportunity to strip that soul from your body, and with the help of tonight's moonlight, merge with the soul that belongs to you. ”
"If you choose the first one, then, on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, you have to be careful, and you can't stay in a place where the yin qi is very heavy for a long time, and your body can't be corroded by a lot of yin qi; If you choose the second one, the process may be very painful, and it may even be counterattacked, if you are unfortunately counterattacked, not only will you not get the seven exquisite hearts, but you will kill yourself, this risk, no matter when it is fused, you have to endure it. ”
"However, once the fusion is successful, then this will be a milestone turning point for you, and it is up to you how to choose."
"I'll pick the second one." I made a decision almost without hesitation, because it was a decision that I had been thinking about in my head many days ago.
This is Changbai Mountain, the land of outstanding people, and it is the night of the full moon, Jiugu is willing to help me, it is the right time and place, and I am afraid that I will have to wait for a long time if I miss this opportunity.
I don't want to wait any longer.
Jiugu should have felt a little relieved to see me make such a decision, and the tone of her voice to me softened a little: "Integration also has the benefits of integration, no matter how you choose, there are pros and cons, think it out yourself, no matter what the consequences are, you can accept it, right?" ”
"Yes, I can accept it." I said, "But I hope to succeed and help Mo Xianye." ”
"Okay, I'll do my best to help you." Jiu Gu reached out and patted the back of my hand, as if to comfort me.
I hurriedly added: "We have to be careful, whether we succeed or not, we can't make too much noise, so as not to cause some unnecessary trouble." ”
"Do you need to say that? I have lived in this cave for thousands of years, living in a secluded place, and this peace does not want to be broken for no reason. Jiu Gu said, putting away the small porcelain vase again, "Clean up and go out with me." ”
"Where are you going?" I asked casually.
Jiu Gu didn't speak, she picked up a bag and walked in front, I followed behind, and after getting out of the cave, after walking a short distance, I saw a person standing behind a big tree, half-covering his body.
He heard footsteps, turned to look at us, and when I recognized the person, he was surprised, "Grandpa Mo? ”
I never thought that Grandpa Mo would appear here.
Jiu Gu had already stepped forward and asked, "Have you arranged everything I asked you to arrange?" ”
"It's all arranged, don't worry." Grandpa Mo said kindly, "Xiao Jiu, I ......"
"Let's go now." Jiugu didn't let Grandpa Mo finish his words, and missed him walking forward, Grandpa Mo sighed and shook his head slightly.
I looked at him like that, and I seemed very sad, and I couldn't help but start to guess the relationship between Aunt Jiu and Grandpa Mo.
Grandpa Mo is Mo Xianye's own grandfather, and Mo Xianye's mother is Jiugu's own sister, so it is impossible for Grandpa Mo to be Jiugu's father.
If it's not a father, then it should be an uncle or something, or an uncle?
"What are you doing in a daze, let's go!" Jiugu had already walked away, but then she turned around and called me again, and walked forward with me.
A few days ago, the black fog had already dissipated, and the forest was filled with a faint white mist, Grandpa Mo walked in front, Jiugu grabbed me and followed behind, the more I walked, the more the terrain went up, and after walking for more than twenty minutes, we climbed to the top of a mountain peak, and when we looked down from the top, we could see a large area of sunken hinterland.
That hinterland is densely packed with redwood trees, extremely dense, each tree grows tall and tall, this kind of redwood tree species is very precious, one can be sold for a very high price, it stands to reason that even in the deep mountains, such a large area of redwoods, from ancient times to the present, no one has ever found it, but on the market, no one knows.
I couldn't help but think that maybe the area where this redwood tree is located was originally enchanted, and ordinary people can't see their existence at all.
I don't understand why Grandpa Mo and Jiugu brought me here, I want to ask, Grandpa Mo has already taken the lead down the hill, and I can only follow Jiugu down.
As soon as I entered the redwood forest, I felt a chilly air rushing over my face, and I felt as if something had hit me in my head.
Jiu Gu was keenly aware of it, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”
"It feels a little ...... Not good. As I spoke, I felt a whirlwind of pain, as if something was about to burst out of my body in the next moment.
"Sure enough, the yin and evil qi on this side of the ancestral tomb is suitable for stripping away the soul." As Jiu Gu spoke, she condensed her true qi and pressed my head, and a warm air flow ran down from my head, and I immediately felt much better.
When I was completely calm, Jiu Gu asked, "This is the appetizer, the next pain may be a hundred times and a thousand times that of this, you have to be mentally prepared." ”
"I can bear it." I gritted my teeth and said.
This is a necessary process, and it is the right thing to peel off the soul as soon as possible and merge it back with my own soul.
While we were talking here, over there, Grandpa Mo's hand pressed on a redwood tree that was thick with seven or eight people hugging each other, and then, with a bang, a big hole suddenly appeared under the intertwined roots of the redwood tree.
From our point of view, there was a dim light in the cave, which should have been at least lit.
Jiugu dragged me to follow Grandpa Mo, who held his cane in one hand and walked down step by step.
In fact, Grandpa Mo's body doesn't need any crutches, he is not like Grandpa Bai, who is riddled with diseases all year round, and he can't travel without wheelchairs and crutches, Grandpa Mo's crutches are one of his personal weapons, and he is exploring the way with crutches at this time.
Jiugu and I followed up, and the first thing we saw was a row of more than 20 steps, and after walking to the bottom of the steps, there was a stone gate in front of me, and a black fox was carved on the stone door.
The black fox looked up at the moon, and the nine furry tails behind him were suffocating, this should be regarded as the totem of the black fox clan, right?
Grandpa Mo turned on the mechanism, and I held my breath and waited for the scene inside.
But when the stone door was opened, there was an empty room inside, empty and empty.
Grandpa Mo led us in, walked through the room, touched the wall on the right, I don't know what we touched, the whole wall on the right suddenly moved, revealing another room.
This room is very large, the cold is oppressive, and in the center is a large stone platform, and there is even a faint layer of mist around the stone platform.
After crossing the stone platform, it was as if I had stepped on a ball of cotton, my feet were soft, and my eyes were dark, and I almost screamed for birth, but in the blink of an eye, we were in another room.
In this room, there are dense tablets, the tribute on the table is very fresh, obviously someone is taking care of it, in front of the table is a huge three-legged copper tripod, the copper tripod is burning thick and high incense tower, the smell of incense is very strong.
"Glass girl, come and worship, please bless you with peace and security." Grandpa Mo and Aunt Jiu first put on incense, then beckoned me over, lit three more sandalwoods, and handed them to me.
I took it, knelt on the ground, prayed sincerely, and after kowtowing three times, I closed my eyes and prayed, asking my ancestors and ancestors to bless me, smoothly merge my soul, and refine my seven exquisite hearts.
In fact, when I was praying, I was thinking, this is the ancestral tomb of the Black Fox Clan, not the White Fox Clan, can these ancestors bless me?
But it's just like that, things are man-made, everything depends on the ancestors, and the ancestors have to be busy to death.
After the worship, Jiugu came over and held my hand, and suddenly it was dark in front of my eyes, and in a trance, we returned to the room with a huge stone platform.
This back and forth made me feel like I was in a brief dream.
Jiugu asked me to sit in the middle of the stone platform, and I asked, "Is this the beginning?" ”
"Yes, here we go." Jiugu said, "No matter what happens next, no matter how scared or painful you are, or even hallucinations, you have to be firm in your beliefs and don't give up halfway." ”
Grandpa Mo walked over, patted me on the shoulder and said, "Li girl, Ah Jiu and I will do our best to protect you, you don't have to worry about all the factors in the outside world, the key is that you have to control your own heart, when you really can't stand it, think about Ah Ye." ”
I nodded: "I'm mentally prepared, I won't give up, I'm sorry for you." ”
With that, I took off my shoes and stepped onto the stone platform.
As soon as his feet touched the edge of the stone platform, he was frozen and subconsciously retracted, biting cold.
This stone room should be around the room dedicated to the ancestors of the Black Fox Clan, and this cold air has a lot to do with the ancestral tomb, and it is only here that I understand why Jiugu asked Grandpa Mo for help.
Of course, the ancestral tomb of the Black Fox clan cannot be casually let outsiders know the exact location, and the yin qi accumulated over the years in this ancestral tomb is very different from the yin qi formed around those ghosts outside.
But as long as the tablet can enter the ancestral tomb, the owner must have done a lot of good deeds and accumulated a lot of merits during his lifetime, what did the five immortals of Changbai Mountain rely on to ascend? It is by merit.
It is merit to subdue demons and eliminate demons, and it is merit to save the dead and help the wounded, and the black fox clan has accumulated many generations of merit, condensed in this ancestral tomb, and blessed future generations.
With the blessings of these merits, Yin Qi has become an excellent auxiliary material for cultivation, and for me, it has added a layer of protective color to me.
I breathed a sigh of relief and stepped back on the stone platform, my feet were freezing and sore at first, but after walking a few steps, I slowly got used to it.
When I stepped into the center of the stone platform, the radius of about 20 centimeters suddenly unraveled, forming a circle, and slowly rising.
I sat cross-legged on the round stone platform, Jiu Gu and Grandpa Mo sat on either side of me, cross-legged, pinching, and chanting words in their mouths, and as their incantations became faster and faster, my consciousness became more and more blurred.
Immediately after, I felt the tearing pain coming out of my body, and it became more and more painful.
Cold sweat began to break out all over my body, and my whole body was shivering.
I could even hear the girl's screams of pain.
She really wanted to peel it out of my body, but the process of peeling it was equivalent to digging a piece of your flesh out of your body raw, and this kind of pain was not something that ordinary people could bear.
"Hold on, hold on, endure the pain, and then you'll have a new lease of life."
"You go and reincarnate you, I stay to complete my own mission, and in the vast sea of people, we may never meet again."
"It's good for you and me not to meet, may you have no illness and no pain in the next life, and enjoy the best things in this world."
I silently cheered her up, and then silently recited the Heart Sutra of the King of the Earth for her, and after tonight, we are two independent individuals, together for more than 20 years, for me it is fate, for her, it is suffering.
Tonight, everything will change, and then we'll go back to our own homes and find our own mothers.
Maybe it was my chanting that really played a soothing role, and the tearing sensation gradually lessened, and my consciousness became more and more blurred, until suddenly something was withdrawn from my body, and I only felt like I was going to fall apart in the next moment, and I couldn't hold it anymore.
I heard Grandpa Mo shouting, "Ah Jiu, seal her!" ”
I frowned, just wanted to open my eyes to see what was wrong, why did I want to seal the girl's soul?
Shouldn't she be let go back to the underworld to be reincarnated at this time?
But before I could open my eyes, something slammed into me, and I realized instantly that it was my own spirit that was coming back.
I hurried to concentrate and concentrate on the arrival of that spirit.
Although it is not easy to strip the soul, but with the help of Jiugu and Grandpa Mo, they are both veterans, and the danger is relatively not so great, but there are too many uncertainties in the fusion of the soul.
My spirit was originally sealed in that small porcelain vase by Yun Sheng, and if you want to open the small porcelain vase, you need a special spell mental method.
That night in the temple, before I fell unconscious, there was a voice in my head chanting a mantra to me, and in retrospect, I realized that it was Yun Sheng telling me how to open the seal of the small porcelain bottle.
After all, at that time, he couldn't control me, so he could only use this method to trap me.
But I didn't tell anyone else about the heart spell, including Mo Xianye, Grandpa Mo and Jiu Gu, do you know how to open the seal of the small porcelain bottle?
As a cool breath rushed into my body, I suddenly realized with self-deprecation that people like Grandpa Mo and Jiugu decided to help me fuse my soul, so they would not fight unprepared battles.
As soon as the cool air penetrated into my body, it immediately scurried in my limbs, like a child who had been away from home for a long time, finding his way home again, and rushing home day and night.
The whole process didn't last long, only about ten minutes before and after, and the spirit was safely integrated into my body.
It went so smoothly that I didn't think it was normal.
Not only me, but even Grandpa Mo and Jiugu were stunned, and the three of them sat there in a daze, and after a while, Jiugu cautiously asked, "Baili, are you okay?" ”
"I ...... I feel good," I said hesitantly, "I don't feel like the fusion soul is not as uncomfortable as stripping the soul, and even the pain is not as strong." ”
"So now, do you feel that your body is full of strength? How do you feel different from usual? Jiu Gu continued to ask.
I silently felt it for a moment and shook my head: "I don't feel anything." ”
Jiu Gu was suddenly deflated: "How can this be? Why is it not at all the same as we imagined? ”
As she spoke, she stood up, and with her two hands came to probe my pulse, to my heart, and finally said in despair: "The soul has merged, but she has not changed, nothing has changed." ”
"She didn't grow a tail, she didn't recover her mana more than 8,000 years ago, and she didn't form any seven-trick exquisite heart."
"Everything is fake, all fake!"
"Yun Sheng, it must have been raised by Yun Sheng's son of a bitch, the news was released by him, he deceived everyone, and the seven tricks and exquisite heart did not turn to Bai Li's body at all."
"Nope! Nothing! ”
Jiugu screamed like crazy, she couldn't accept this reality, she felt that all her expectations had turned into bubbles at this moment, her brain was empty, and her heart was ...... It's also empty.
I was also stunned at the time, my soul had obviously fused, but I didn't have seven exquisite hearts in my body, so all the previous rumors were false?
Can...... If it's fake, why can it fool everyone?
Is it because no one has really seen the appearance of the Seven Tricks Exquisite Heart, and everything is hearsay and nonsense?
How so? Why!
I don't have a seven-trick exquisite heart, what should Mo Xianye do?
Time is running out, it's really running out!
Grandpa Mo couldn't hide his disappointment, but he was calm after all, and he didn't forget to comfort Jiu Gu at this time: "Xiao Jiu, don't be like this, we still have time and opportunity to find the Seven Tricks Exquisite Heart, don't give up until the last moment." ”
"I'm going to destroy Yun Sheng who killed a thousand knives, no one wants to stop me!" Jiu Gu shouted and rushed out.
Grandpa Mo stood up and wanted to chase after him, but at that moment, my stomach rolled in a while, my mouth opened, and a mouthful of black blood spit out of my mouth, which shocked Grandpa Mo and immediately stopped.
"Grandpa Mo, don't ...... Leave me alone and go after Jiugu. As I spoke, another mouthful of black blood spat out, one after another, as if I wanted to vomit all the blood in my body.
No one expected that the result would be like this, but once the news of my Seven Tricks of Exquisite Heart spreads, what will happen next is unpredictable.
Those people in the outside world may only feel disappointed and feel that it is not worth working in vain.
But what about the people of the fox clan?
Especially in the eyes of Yun Sheng and even his parents, if Mo Xianye can't get the Seven Tricks Exquisite Heart, he should be out!
Look at me again, not only do I not have a seven-trick exquisite heart, but not even a single fox hair comes out, what qualifications do I have to say that I am a member of the fox clan?
Then what face do I have to stay in the fox clan and stay in Changbai Mountain?
Besides, now that Huang Wanting is already on the White Fox's side, she is fighting with Yun Sheng, and at this time, if everything is debunked, it is inevitable that the Huang Xian clan will not take this opportunity to attack the fox clan.
So, this news has to be announced, but now is by no means the best time, it has to be slow.
In the end, I didn't see how Grandpa Mo decided, because of the continuous vomiting of blood, my body couldn't stand it, and I fainted all of a sudden.
……
When I woke up again, I was already lying in Jiugu's cave, and Mo Xianye was sitting next to the bed, holding my hand tightly, and I didn't see anyone else.
The moment I saw Mo Xianye, I couldn't help crying, tears fell straight down, I got up and threw myself into his arms, and apologized vigorously: "I'm sorry, Mo Xianye, I'm really sorry." ”
"I didn't expect it to be like this, why did it happen?"
"I can't help you, what should I do, Mo Xianye, I don't have the Seven Tricks to give you, what should you do?"
I cried so hard that I hated myself for being useless.
For so long, I've actually firmly believed in the fact that I have seven exquisite hearts, but why would God play such a joke on me? Gave me full hope, but crushed it with my own hands?
Mo Xianye smiled: "Don't cry, don't cry, don't you want to be like this, isn't it better if you don't have it?" I don't want you to have a seven-trick mind. ”
"It's you, why are you taking such a big risk from me? Rash integration, if it fails, what will happen to you? ”
"No matter what happens in the future, you are not allowed to gamble with your own life, do you hear it."
"However, if you don't have the Seven Tricks Exquisite Heart, you will die, and you will be wiped out!"
"How can you let me live without you?" At that moment, I really felt unprecedented despair, and the strength that I had been twisting before was instantly discharged.
Mo Xianye stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes, and said thoughtlessly: "Bai Li, let's get married." ”