Chapter 46 Where do the little puppets make their home?
By the time Sindayi and Mary pulled the two apart, the child who had been beaten was already stupefied and had no idea what was going on.
Ah Heng sighed, picked up the door number and put it in the palm of his hand, his nose was a little sour: "Don't rob it, Yanxi, no one will rob your home." ”
The young man looked at her ignorantly, looked down again, and saw the door number on the palm of his left hand, after all, he clenched it and felt at ease.
She apologized to the boy who had been beaten.
Although this person was not injured, but he was suddenly attacked, he was a little unhappy in his heart, his face sank, and he said to Ah Heng: "Yan Xi is stupid, I don't have the same knowledge as him." But Wen Heng, he looks like this, in order not to hurt people, let's send it to a psychiatric hospital as soon as possible! ”
Xinda Yi became angry: "You're stupid, believe it or not, Lao Tzu will send you to a mental hospital now!" ”
The man glanced at Xin Dayi, knew that he couldn't afford to provoke this group of high-ranking cadres, snorted, and left in disdain.
Mary wanted to say something to comfort Ah Heng, but Ah Heng looked at Yan Xi with a smile: "Our Yan Xi is not stupid, right?" ”
The boy looked down and looked at his "home" with little to no reaction.
He used to shout "We Ah Heng", such a proud tone, "Our Ah Heng is beautiful, cooking is delicious, and talking is interesting, do you know?" "I know, normal, for this is the truth of few words; I don't know, it doesn't matter, Ben Shao will chant "We Ah Heng", so that you all know that my truth is also your truth.
He is such a logic that he wants the world to know the good of his baby.
So, Yan Xi, we Yan Xi, will it be too late for me to call you like this from now on?
On Saturday, Ah Heng took Yanxi to the hospital for treatment. Listening to Siguan's meaning, for Yanxi's illness, psychological treatment is still necessary at first, and if it cannot be well controlled, drug treatment will be used.
That was the first time Ah Heng walked into Tianwu General Hospital. She took Yan Xi's hand, and always felt that it was not a bad thing for him to fall into his own world and not take care of his surroundings.
Tianwu is more like a sanatorium than a hospital. A garden of birds and flowers, a clean and tidy gym equipment, and countless patients who are identified by numbers in uniform clothing.
01 to the unknown, they have no name.
The nurse scolded, like a very reprimanded an ignorant child: "0377, don't grab 0324's cookies." ”
But in fact, they were two young people in their prime. One of them, somewhat brutally, grabbed something in the hands of another fat young man, but the fat young man picked at his lips with his hands, his teeth were already oozing blood, and his cheeks were smiling strangely.
The young, muscular male nurse stepped forward to pull the man, while the other patients gathered in a circle, clapping their hands, smiling and applauding like children.
Ah Heng took a step back, bumped into Yan Xi, and turned around, with a panic. But the young man's expression was unusually calm, without any expression, or so empty that he could not read anything, there was everything, there was nothing.
Dr. Cheng is a man who has passed his old age, wears a white coat, looks clean, and is a gentle person. He called his name: "Yanxi." ”
Yan Xi only looked down at his "home" and ignored it.
Doctor Zheng smiled and looked at Ah Heng: "You and Siguan?" ……”
"Brother and sister."
Dr. Zheng nodded: "No wonder, it looks so similar." In the past, he brought Yan Xi here, but today I changed you, so I must have trusted Yan Xi very closely. ”
She only heard the first half of the sentence. In the past, it was Siguan who brought Yan Xi here, but what about Grandpa Yan and Guard Li? Why didn't they come, was it because they were afraid of damaging the family's reputation......
Ah Heng's heart was a little cold.
Dr. Zheng seemed to see through Ah Heng's thoughts, and explained a little unnaturally: "Mr. Yan is busy with official business, but every time he will call and ask carefully. ”
Ah Heng smiled bitterly, did he have time to call but didn't have time to take Yanxi to see a doctor? No wonder, Yan Xi will be locked up at home for half a year......
For half a year, even the Xin family hid it.
She looked at Yan Xi, but Yan Xi only hung her head, her black hair was attached to her forehead, faintly covering her big bright eyes.
Ah Heng held his hand, unconsciously increased his strength, Yan Xi was in pain, raised his eyes, and pushed her away.
Ah Heng was stunned, she could also become a ...... Hurt the people of Yanxi?
Dr. Zheng sighed, picked up a medical flashlight and examined Yan Xi's eyes, and shook his fingers in front of his eyes, the young man's eyes only followed slowly, not at all agile.
Dr. Zheng frowned and asked Ah Heng, "Has he been like this for the past few days, and he has no attention to anything?" ”
Ah Heng nodded and pointed to the thing that the young man was holding in the palm of his left hand: "Except for this." ”
"This should be the reason for inducing Yan Xi to get sick again." Dr. Cheng thought for a moment.
Ah Heng stared: "What do you mean?" ”
"Generally speaking, hysteria is when the patient is unable to protect himself or relieve grief after being severely stimulated, and constantly makes psychological suggestions to himself, putting himself into an imaginary state of safety. Hysteria occurs when there is a psychological stimulus for him, or when a situation that he perceives as unsafe arises, he manifests himself in a state of hysteria. "Of course, there are also patients who are stuck in role-playing, and because they can't let go of their past grief, they change roles to abuse themselves. ”
"Yanxi, that's it." Dr. Zheng looked down at Yan Xi's medical records, "However, he is not a simple one condition, but two concurrent conditions. So, if you snatch something from his left hand, it will make him feel very upset and even attack others, and this thing will become a trigger for his emotional instability. And two years ago, he appeared in the second personality ......"
Ah Heng interrupted Dr. Zheng's words: "What is the second personality? ”
"The second personality is the character he plays." Dr. Cheng smiled, "Sometimes a patient's performance is more realistic than a drama actor. Two years ago, Yan Xi also insisted that he was Cinderella who lost the crystal slipper. ”
He stood up and smiled at Ah Heng: "Absolute silence is required for patient hypnotherapy, now, please go to the reception room and wait." ”
When I walked out of the hospital, the evening sun was just beautiful, and the quicksand-like gold softened the shadows.
Dr. Zheng came to the conclusion that this time, Yanxi's second personality was Pinocchio. He said that he didn't dare to tell the truth, his nose grew one centimeter every day, and he couldn't go home without his family's understanding.
Then, he was a little strange and asked her, "Who is Ah Heng?" During hypnosis, Yan Xi mentioned this person and cried. ”
The street where Tianwu General Hospital is located is a little remote, and she held Yan Xi's hand and never saw a taxi. When I came, I kept thinking about other things in my heart, and I forgot to remember the way.
"Yanxi, you stand here obediently, I'll stop the car at the intersection." Ah Heng smiled and let go of his hand, "Don't run around, you know?" ”
Yan Xi slowly raised his head, glanced at her, and lowered his head again.
When she returned, she was gone.
In my head, there was a blank slate.
"Yan ......" opened his mouth, but no matter what, he couldn't make a sound. She was mad, and despair came to her face.
Turning around, there are only a few small alleys around, crisscrossed, staggered, and silent. The quiet shadow of the sunset seemed to shake suddenly, and it seemed to be laughing at her, and it rushed towards her.
With no goal, no end, she kept running forward, against the light, as if with every step she took, she got closer to the darkness, but there was no other choice.
It's tired, it's tired...... It's even more tiring than the first time Yan Xi disappeared, staying up for two days and two nights......
She couldn't run, and stood under the cyan tiles.
Ancient alleys, the smell of decay and decay.
In the distance, a melodious voice faintly sounded: "Rattle, small noodles, Kunlun slave, buy it for the child......"
At the crossroads of the alley, there is a seller carrying a load of goods, gently and slowly shaking the rattle of the calfskin seam. The various masks of rough workmanship stung her eyes in the setting sun.
The thin figure, squatting in front of the load, with a slightly innocent face, in the sun, is a warm and cool black hair.
She walked up to him, and for a moment, tears flowed from her eyes.
Suddenly, the left side of the heart was a little numb, it was proud, and it felt that it was beating, but Ah Heng felt that it might be better to cut it off and stop beating.
"Yanxi, I guess, you don't know how much pain I have." Even if there is an antidote, the pain cannot be recovered. She encircled him in her arms, her eyes frighteningly red.
She bent over, her figure draped over his, and embraced, never wanting to let go.
The child-like boy, whose hair was faintly scented with milk, was quiet in her arms, and his voice was vague and indistinct, with syllables of one word.
"Masks, homes, too." He said to her, his voice was serious and laborious.
Ah Heng trembled a little. He also remembers that the family had masks that they bought together.
He nudged her away, squinting and pointing to the colorful masks on the load.
Ah Heng stood up, but the businessman who was carrying the load of goods smiled: "This kid has followed me all the way, and has been looking at the mask." ”
She smiled and wiped her tears: "Master, I'll buy it." ”
When she was digging out the money, the young man suddenly took her hand and ran wildly.
Ah Heng was startled, followed by him, and was pulled by him to stumble.
"Yanxi, where are you going?" She asked him, the wind was in her ears, and the sound was going to go away.
The boy didn't answer, and kept running.
Flyover, Trees, Parks, Streets...... Everywhere, far away, near, far away; It's blurred, it's clear, it's blurry.
The left hand is his "home"; The right hand is Yan Xi's Ah Heng.
Her left hand was a cool warmth. The knuckles are bent and tight, there are no gaps, and it seems that they are about to go to an uncertain place, with no other side and no end.
When she stopped, there was a door in front of her.
There is no house number.
He raised his face slightly, and said softly: "Home, you." ”
He knew she didn't remember the way, but he didn't know why she knew.
Ah Heng smiled, she didn't expect Yan Xi to run back with her, she looked at him and corrected gently: "This is your home." ”
Yan Xi shook his head, his big eyes pure and clear: "Yours." ”
"What about yours?"
The child, holding his head, began to cry bitterly, and his facial features were almost squeezed together.
"I'm bad, Ah Heng hates me, home, it's gone."
Dr. Zheng told her that Yan Xi's illness was severe, and it was still written that he had aphasia.
Slowly, he will isolate himself from the world completely.