Chapter 718: Self-Abandonment
Bo Siyu's gaze was firm, "Qiao Youxia, you must understand one thing, that is, to love someone is to give." ”
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"You love me, so you can't accept it. , but I love you too, so I can't leave you behind, it's not that we don't love each other, it's that we encounter different situations. ”
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"You can't be so selfish, only care about yourself, let me give up on you, why don't you leave me?"
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Bo Siyu looked at her firmly, "I told you, everyone has the value of his existence, and my value is you, I am also equivalent to a parasite, a parasite on you, you are not there, I can't live." ”
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"This is my fate."
Qiao Youxia lay on his shoulder, only feeling a little weak.
Yes, it was his fate, but it was all thanks to her......
She is a lonely star, as long as people who approach her, none of them will end well!
Li Qiancheng is now half-paralyzed.
Bo Siyu, now death is not far away.
Hehe, Qiao Youxia, what else can you do besides hurting others!
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From this day on, Qiao Youxia completely entered a state of self-abandonment.
She felt like a waste.
She would cooperate with the doctor's examination experiments, eat and sleep, but she became more and more silent.
She doesn't want to confide in anyone anymore, and does her own thing every day.
For example, as soon as I have time, I start writing things, writing letters.
Whenever I have time, I will make some handicrafts.
I can knit sweaters and draw.
It was as if she wanted to fill all her time, and she wanted to do her best to leave something in this world.
But these are all symbols of self-abandonment......
Bo Siyu would persuade at first, but then he didn't persuade her, just quietly accompanied her, and she supported everything she did.
Time flickered for half a month, and Qiao Youxia finished painting one painting after another, knitting half a sweater, almost racing against time.
She didn't know that she might die one day, and she had to be prepared to leave something for Bo Siyu.
At the same time, we must also find a way to make Bo Siyu accept her death, even if she is not happy, she should not die so early.
He had to understand a truth.
Love is not the only thing in life.
On this day, Bo Si accompanied Qiao Youxia to watch the sunset in the back garden.
The sun goes down and rises every day, but what about people?
If you sleep today, will you wake up tomorrow?
If you don't live until tomorrow, you will always be unknown.
And her life seems to be timed, and she may really wake up from a sleep and never wake up again.
She is not afraid of death, but what she can't let go of is that she has to take a Bo Siyu when she dies.
Qiao Youxia looked at the red clouds in the sky, his eyes were confused and sad.
The most unsightly thing for Bo Siyu is Qiao Youxia's appearance, but what can he do?
In the end, he could only take her into his arms and say in a deep voice, "You'll be fine." ”
Qiao Youxia didn't believe this sentence anymore.
She looked at the red glow in the distance, and her eyes gradually became sour.
The days at this time are the fastest, and I feel that I can't get enough of the sun and go down, leaving only a circle of light on the horizon.
"Joe and summer, the sun is setting, will it rise tomorrow morning, right?" Bo Siyu also looked at the same cloud as her and asked.
"......" Qiao Youxia didn't understand what it meant to ask.
She didn't say a word, but looked at him quietly
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