VIP Volume 514 How to Choose

Si Jingcheng stood at the door, and he didn't say anything for a long time, as if his throat was jammed.

"So that's the real reason?" It took a long time for Si Jingcheng to find his voice, but his heart was sour.

"Since you found out, I won't hide it from you. That's right, I'm a waste now, and I'm no longer qualified to love Qiqi. Shi Jingran didn't hide it anymore, because there was no way to hide it, this man was very smart, so it was better to tell him the truth.

Si Jingcheng took a few deep breaths before walking up to Shi Jingran, looking at his legs, and asking, "Is there really no way to stand up again?" No wonder he refuses to see Qiqi, he is not a ruthless person, nor is he a person who easily changes his mind, unless there is a last resort. It's just that he didn't expect his distress to be this.

Shi Jingran touched his unconscious lower limbs and smiled bitterly, "If I can stand up, there will be nothing for you today." "This is the truth, if it weren't for something that he couldn't control, he would never give Qiqi to others.

"But have you ever thought about Qiqi, I think she would rather guard you like this than face your death. Don't you think that's too cruel to her? Si Jingcheng questioned again, but this time the questioning was a little more unbearable than just now.

Shi Jingran raised his head to meet his gaze, and said seriously: "I know, Qiqi must be very painful, but this pain is short-lived, a year or two, or even ten or eight years, it will always fade away." But for her to face me now, it is a lifetime of hard work. If you were me, how would you choose? If I'm going to be in a wheelchair for the rest of my life, am I going to drag her down for the rest of my life?

She's still young, and she hasn't experienced a lot of good things yet, and she shouldn't have buried her youth for me, which is unfair to her. ”

Si Jingcheng admitted that what Shi Jingran said was right, and if it was him, he would choose this way. I'd rather suffer myself than have my loved ones affected by myself.

But during this time, he has been staying by Qiqi's side, he knows Qiqi's pain better than anyone else, she loves Shi Jingran so much, how can she say that she can let go of it.

"Shi Jingran, you are wrong, Qiqi is not what you think, and you are not qualified to make decisions for her. She never believed that you died, and because of this, she was able to hold on until now. As long as she can't find you for a day, she won't give up. Do you think she really wants to marry me? This is her most helpless way, because she said that you are careful and jealous. If you know she's going to marry someone else, you'll be back right away. So this wedding is for you, you understand? ”

When Lan Qianruo heard this, she realized that she had misunderstood Fu Qiqi, she was not a half-hearted woman at all. Looking at Shi Jingran again, his eyes were red at the moment, and his heart was more painful than anyone else.

"So, do you still think you're right?" Si Jingcheng asked him again. He knew that Qiqi would immediately return to Shi Jingran's side if he knew the truth, but he still had to fight for her, because he didn't want to see her in pain.

Shi Jingran held back the sourness in her heart and didn't let her tears flow. He really didn't expect Qiqi to use this method to find him, although this method was a bit stupid, but it did work very well for him. If it was any other time, he knew that he would not be able to hold on to the news for a minute, and he would take Qiqi back. But he can't now, he can't do anything, but he has to push Qiqi in front of others with both hands.

He suddenly asked Xiang Si Jingcheng, "Do you love her?" ”

Si Jingcheng was stunned for a moment, and replied seriously, "Love, I love her no less than you." ”

"Then do you have the confidence to give her happiness?" Shi Jingran looked at him equally seriously, if he was a little false about Qiqi, he didn't dare to hand Qiqi over to him.

Si Jingcheng frowned, "I am confident that I can give him everything I have, even if I don't have it, I will try my best to do it for her." But the question is, are these what Qiqi wants? All she wants is you, you know? His love is no less than Shi Jingran, but Qiqi chose him, so no matter what he does, it is meaningless.

Shi Jingran seemed to get the answer she wanted, and nodded with satisfaction, "Qiqi is a girl who attaches great importance to feelings, if I don't show up, her feelings for me will slowly fade." As long as you never leave her, sooner or later you will touch her heart. You will have a happy home, you will have a group of children, and you will be happy for a lifetime. ”

"What about you?" This time, without waiting for Si Jingcheng to speak, Lan Qianruo asked unwillingly. He thinks about others everywhere, doesn't he think about himself?

Shi Jingran smiled, "For me, I'm satisfied if she's happy." ”

Si Jingcheng can understand this feeling, just like when he let go, as long as he looked at Qiqi's happiness, he would be happy. But the premise is that Qiqi likes that man, if it is replaced by himself, he clearly knows that Qiqi does not love him, so she will not be happy.

"Shi Jingran, you are doing this irresponsibly. It's just your own thoughts, not Qiqi's thoughts. Or maybe you're gambling, but can you be sure you can win? How can you be sure that I can give Qiqi happiness? Why do you think Qiqi will be happy with me? Shi Jingran, you are doing what you think is right, not necessarily what Qiqi wants. You won't make him happy at all, it will make her more miserable. Don't you feel selfish that she suffers not just herself, but three others? ”

After hearing what Si Jingcheng said, Shi Jingran was silent, his hands clenched into fists, and he seemed to be struggling.

Lan Qianruo couldn't help but say: "Actually, I think what Mr. Si said is right, Qiqi is all about you in her heart, if she is reluctant to be with others, she will not be happy." If it were me, I would rather face you like this than the news of your death. ”

"Don't talk about it!" Shi Jingran suddenly turned his wheelchair and stopped looking at them. The attitude is very firm, "I have already decided, if Si Jingcheng really loves Qiqi, give her happiness, instead of watching her stay with a paralyzed person for the rest of her life." I hope you can keep it a secret when you see me today, if Qiqi knows, I will make her completely lose her thoughts. ”

"You ......"

"Jing Ran!"

Lan Qianruo and Si Jingcheng both knew what he meant, and he didn't mind turning fake death into real death.

"Just give me the last bit of dignity." This was Shi Jingran's last begging.

Si Jingcheng looked at his back and sighed. "Well, I respect your decision and give you time to think about it. Tomorrow is the day I get married to Qiqi, this is the last day, and it is also your last chance. I hope you'll think it through. The happiness of Qiqi is in your hands! After Si Jingcheng said this, he stopped talking nonsense, turned around and left again.

Lan Qianruo looked at Shi Jingran, his face was very bad, his face was tense, presumably his heart was also struggling.

"Jingran, I agree with Si Jingcheng's point of view, what you want to give Qiqi is not necessarily what she wants. Your decision now may be related to the fate of three people. It's not that your leg can't be cured, but even if it can't be cured, what if you can't stand up for the rest of your life? Can't you love without legs? Can't you accept love? What is the most important thing in life? It's companionship. It is a person who loves each other and never leaves the company. You can do this, and I think for Qiqi, this is the greatest happiness. ”

Shi Jingran was still silent, looking into the distance with a misty gaze, but Lan Qianruo knew that he had listened, but he didn't know if he could change his mind.

"Tomorrow is Qiqi's wedding, and I hope to see you there. There is nothing in the world that cannot be overcome, as long as your heart is strong enough. ”

After she finished speaking, she looked at Shi Jingran for a moment, and then turned to leave. She knew she should give him some time to think, after all, they couldn't make decisions for him.

At this moment, Shi Jingran was the only one left in the room, and he had been sitting there quietly, motionless like a carving. Watch as the sun slides down little by little, and finally disappears completely. Then night fell, and the black sky was full of stars, like a child's eyes twinkling and twinkling.

Time passed minute by minute, and the night was long, and it was difficult to endure. He sat in a room with no light, and often sat all night.

Tonight was a long night, but he felt that it was too fast, and he wished it was longer. But no matter how long the night is, there will be an end, and the dawn will come after all.

Today is Fu Qiqi's wedding day, and everyone is preparing for this day and is busy. Even Fu Jingxin was busy with a big belly. The family seems to be very busy, only Fu Qiqi, the party, has no joy in his heart.

Fu Jingxin followed the makeup artist to Qiqi's room, and when she saw that she was not ready, she couldn't help but start to worry.

"Qiqi, why haven't you put on your wedding dress yet? The car to welcome the relatives will come in a while? What are you still rubbing? As he spoke, he hurriedly took out Fu Qiqi's wedding dress, and the makeup artist gave Qiqi makeup.

Fu Qiqi looked at them, and finally got up from the bed, "You don't have to be busy, I'll just come by myself." ”

The makeup artist looked at Fu Jingxin and was a little embarrassed. Fu Jingxin also asked with some doubts: "Qiqi, do you want to put on your own makeup?" ”

Fu Qiqi nodded, "Yes, I want to make it myself, don't worry, I have learned makeup techniques." ”

Since Qiqi had decided, Fu Jingxin didn't say anything, so she had to ask the makeup artist to go back first and stay to help her sister.

Fu Qiqi sat in front of the dresser, looked at the cosmetics on the table, and began to put on makeup for himself.

"Sister, you don't have to be busy, sit down and rest for a while, and talk to me."

Fu Jingxin sat down beside her after hearing this, she also knew that although today was the big day of Qiqi, she didn't like it in her heart, which made her very worried.

"Qiqi, since you have decided, let's live a good life with Jingcheng, right? Jingcheng isn't worse than Jingran, is it? ”

Fu Qiqi's eyebrows were raised for a moment, and then he continued casually, "Sister, I know, it's not a question of who is better. Whether in terms of appearance or ability, Jingcheng is no worse than Jingran, but the feelings cannot be compared. In my heart, except for Shi Jingran, I will never love others again in this life. ”

Fu Jingxin couldn't help but sigh, looked at her sister distressedly, then picked up the comb and slowly helped her comb her hair.

"I know that love can't be forced, but Jing Ran won't come back, and you don't have to wronged yourself anymore, and it's not fair to Jingcheng. Even if he already knew that you loved Jing Ran in your heart, marrying him under such circumstances would not make his heart feel good. In fact, she is very grateful to Si Jingcheng, knowing that Qiqi does not love him, and she still tolerates her so much, which is not something that ordinary men can do.