Chapter 36: Belated Tenderness
He pulled her, and she followed him, a short corridor, as if she had walked out of many years. This hand is so warm, this figure, it feels so familiar, as if I have seen it somewhere; But she didn't remember anything.
There was silence in the study, he looked at her, she looked at him, and what he had to say was in his eyes, and only when he could see it could he understand.
Although there are thousands of feelings in my heart, I just want to take a good look at her at this moment.
The eyes of the two people stared, and what they saw was all tenderness, and there was a mist, which made each other intoxicated dimly.
The people who are haunted by their dreams finally meet as they wish. This meeting really moved the soul.
Born as a human being, if you can, how happy it is to get the tenderness of the person you can rest assured in this life, and how missable it is.
The gaze of two pairs of eyes seems to have forgotten a thousand years; This belated warmth drunk each other's hearts.
The affectionate eyes touched again, and after a long time, he still pulled the person into his arms, and the dreamlike feeling was a little real.
She heard his heartbeat, the voice of a long-cheressed heartbeat.
He had been looking forward to this moment for a long time, but he was afraid, he had been afraid, the longing and bitterness that he had endured all these years, the bitterness and loneliness he had swallowed, the sincerity and sadness he had hidden, all collapsed in one moment, turned into two lines of tears, slipped and slipped down......
She suddenly noticed that something had fallen on her forehead and hair, warm and slightly itchy.
Suddenly looking up, that face made her feel distressed, even if he closed his eyes, he couldn't hold back the two lines of hot tears, tears poured out, down her cheeks, drop by drop, on her forehead, on her cheeks, on her neck, on her heart......
The jade hand covered his face and gently wiped away his tears, a big hand covered her small hand, so that it was tightly pressed against his cheek, and he held her hand greedily and pressed it against his face, and the hot tears came out of her eyes again, flowing into her fingers, wetting the palms of her hands.
The pain in my heart is pumping......
For a long time, for a long time, time seemed to freeze.
She noticed that the fingers of his left hand seemed to be different, and when she looked up, she saw that two fingers were wearing finger covers, which looked a little different, but they were not obvious. Guan Duyuan didn't know that she would suddenly see his fingers, and she panicked, and quickly retracted to arrange her sleeves to cover up.
He asked softly, "Are you hungry?" He was afraid that she would ask about it, and he didn't have the courage to tell her the truth.
He stretched out his right hand to gently arrange her sideburns, and he also saw the warmth in her eyes, he knew that she also had her own in her heart.
No matter how sad he is, the first thing he thinks of is that he can't freeze her, he can't starve her, what he is most afraid of is to make her cry, three years ago, let her cry, he regrets it to death, and he is afraid to die.
She shook her head slightly, resting her head on his chest.
A muffled voice came from his chest, and she said, "General, don't be sad, you can't hide alone, I'm here, we're all here!"
There was a throbbing pain in his abdomen, a choked throat, and a "I'm here" could resist it all.
Even if the rivers and mountains are picturesque, no matter how you command thousands of troops and horses, you can't resist the distress of that person's "I'm here".
He muttered to himself, "I know, I know ......."
After a long time, he said to her: "Girl, don't call me a general, even if I am a general of the world, I am not your general!" I'm just your husband! You, the husband of a man! ā
This title is so unfamiliar, she opened her mouth, but she couldn't shout it. His heart was like a knife, tearing open bloody wounds.
He panicked and hurriedly said guiltily: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry for you, girl, I shouldn't have snubbed you, I shouldn't have left you alone in the house, I made you wronged, I made you sad, I made you unhappy, I'm not a good person, I'm not a person, I'm not as good as a brute, girl, you beat me! Is it okay to hit me? ā
She couldn't keep up with his thoughts, and stared at him blankly, at that moment, as if everything was so strange again.
The sudden change in her feeling made her shake her mind.
He began to slap and slap himself, hard, trying to kill himself. She was distressed, she couldn't bear it, she panicked to hold his hands, she cried and begged him not to fight, and roared heartbreakingly to make him stop.
"Don't fight, you can't fight, I won't allow you to fight! Do you hear that? You stop! Stop ......"
All the grievances, tortures, pains, and loneliness she has endured in the past two years have all turned into tears at this moment, like a flood that bursts the embankment, and it can't be stopped.
He was very afraid of her crying, and once made her cry, and regretted it to this day. Now seeing her tears, he panicked and was confused......
He begged her, "Girl, don't cry, don't cry, I listen to you, girl, I won't fight, don't fight, you don't want you to cry, I ......"
The distressed is about to die, hugging the person, extremely gentle, but also extremely painful.
Xu was tired of crying, she fell asleep in his arms, her breathing gradually calmed down, he gently picked her up, let her rest on the couch in the pavilion, he guarded her from a long distance.
When she woke up, the night had already sunk, she glanced around, it was so strange, she turned her head and saw Guan Duyuan sitting not far away. Only then did she remember that this was in Guan Duyuan's study.
Suddenly, her thoughts drifted into the distance.
She forced herself to stop thinking about it, and then took a closer look at the man in the distance. The face is very white and thin, with red lips and white teeth, a pointed chin, eyebrows like ink paintings, Danfeng's charming eyes are closed under the long eyelashes, sexy temptation, the hair is tied high with a crown of hair, a few strands of hair are brushed down from the sideburns, covering the cheeks and eyelashes, she can't help but want to reach out to brush the hair, too far away, but she can't.
In the haze, he suddenly came to his senses, walked over, held her hand, and gently, for fear that she would not like it.
He hurriedly said, "How long have you been awake?" IāI'm asleep, hungry? ā
She looked at him a little shyly, her eyes dodging unconsciously, "I just woke up, and I accidentally made a noise to you." ā
He explained: "No, I was supposed to watch you rest, but I didn't know that I also squinted. Is it cold or not? ā
She shook her head slightly, indicating that she was not cold, she suddenly got up, and he asked, "What's wrong with you?" What do you want to do? ā
Shu He said: "It's late at night, it's time to go back to the room." ā
He asked, "Why do you want to go back to your room?" ā
She didn't know how to answer, so she said nonsense, "This is the rule, and you have to return at night."
He really couldn't laugh or cry, obviously he was in the general's mansion, what night he was going to go home, this was to prevaricate him.
He said, "Don't worry, you just stay here, I won't bother you." ā
Seeing that she didn't speak, he added, "If you don't worry, I'll go outside." ā
She was also a little covered her head, it was originally a nonsense sentence, but I didn't expect him to understand it as something else. Although people misunderstood, she could only make mistakes for mistakes.
He said, "Don't toss, rest, I'll get you something to eat, and I'll be back soon." ā
Guan Duyuan tidied up his clothes and went out, saying that he would be back soon, and he would be back soon.
As soon as he pushed open the door, he saw Jingyu standing in the corridor outside the door, holding a food box in her hand.
Jingyu saw someone open the door and hurriedly said, "General! ā
Guan Duyuan was a little panicked and asked, "Uh... How did you get here? ā
Jingyu held up the food box in her hand to show him, meaning to tell him that she was here to bring you food.
Jingyu explained: "Miss He Huan said that the lady and the general didn't have dinner, and specially prepared food for you, and I saw a little girl in this corridor, the wind was blowing, so I sent it back, and I waited here." ā
Guan Duyuan was a little reluctant to go, and smiled apologetically.
Jingyu was very understanding, and he said, "General, you go back to the room first, and I will come to discuss with you later." ā
Shu He heard a voice talking at the door, thought it was He Huan, and also followed, she heard their conversation, it turned out to be Jingyu.
She said, "Come in now!" Don't delay! ā
Guan Duyuan was startled by the sudden voice behind him, Jingyu kept talking to the general, and didn't notice when Shuhe came out. Madame suddenly appeared to speak, and Jingyu felt that she was so frightened that her heart was about to come out.
Guan Duyuan hurriedly said, "How did you come out?" I'm not telling you to come out. ā
Shu He said: "I, I'd better go back!" ā
Jingyu blushed and turned white for a while, I don't know if it is better for me to go or stay, let's go, the food box is still in my hand, stay, I feel that the time is not right.
Guan Duyuan grabbed Shu He, for fear that she would leave, "What are you going back, the food is here", and pulled her back. Jingyu was still in the hallway, "You come in too!" Jingyu then carried the food box into the house and closed the door casually.