"Ma'am, is it unappetizing? I'll do it again. ”

I really didn't have much appetite, and I barely moved my chopsticks for dinner, and He Huan looked at Shu He with a worried face.

"No, I ate a few more chestnut cakes, and I can't eat them anymore."

"Then I'll make some hawthorn tea to help digestion."

Shu He nodded, and He Huan hurriedly went to the kitchen to get the hawthorn.

Her abdomen was very uncomfortable, so she simply walked a few steps, got up and walked to the courtyard.

The cold wind at night does not bring any temperature, just like this general's mansion. Standing on the courtyard wall and looking out, she couldn't look out, this big courtyard, she felt as if she couldn't accommodate herself.

I haven't been out of the house for a long time, I have forgotten the appearance of the cross street, and I haven't drunk bamboo tube wine for a long time.

"Could it really be that this general's mansion imprisoned me? But it's more like I've imprisoned myself. Shu He asked himself in his heart, and answered himself again.

She thought again, "It's true that Guan Duyuan doesn't love me, and it's true that he doesn't let me go to the courtyard of the side house, but there is really no rule that I am not allowed to leave the house." ”

Not far away, a few maids walked by talking and laughing, carrying a jar of wine and a few food boxes.

"The general is back, and the master is happy."

"That's right, as soon as the general returned home, he came to see our master, which shows how good the general is to our master."

"Our master is the person on the tip of the general's heart. Unlike some, the general never glanced at it. ”

"It's not good for you to be quiet, don't let people hear it."

"What are you afraid of, the fact I said, the general doesn't want to see it, it's not something I said out of thin air."

"Our master is really favored, and the generals of those rooms also went, but I haven't seen anyone so attentive to our master."

"You also said, today, the little hoof over there is showing off in front of me, saying that the general has brought something strange. Hmph, what is it to bring something, the general's heart has been given to our master. ”

What else was said later, Shu He didn't hear clearly, these were a few maids of the Chang family.

Chang's family, Chang Wan, has been domineering for many years, has a perverse personality, has a very good appetite for Guan Duyuan, and is really a person who puts it on the tip of his heart, and always goes to Chang's door first when he comes back from the expedition.

In the entire General's Mansion, no one doesn't know that she is the general's favorite, the more favored she is, the more domineering she is, Shu He feels that she has occupied the name of the General's Mansion, and she has obtained the real power of the General's Mansion.

Chang's family doesn't want to see Shu He, if it weren't for Shu He, she would be the veritable master of the General's Mansion.

Shu He has been thinking about why Guan Duyuan loves her so much, why he gave him the name. In addition to pulling hatred for herself, this name has not given herself anything, and she is not uncommon for such a name.

Chang's hatred is so deep that as long as he can find an opportunity to frame her, he never gives up. But Shu He doesn't care, whether she does it or not, it's all her fault, she is used to it. After a few times, she didn't accept the offer, and Chang shifted the target.

There are also Jiang's Jiangli and Rong's Rongmin in the house, which are not fuel-efficient lamps, let them fight.

It seems that it is still the same as always, Guan Duyuan went to Chang Wan's residence when he came back, they are really a loving couple, they can't leave for a moment, I don't know how the two of them lived when Guan Duyuan went on the expedition, they must have thought about it very painfully.

He Huan came back, holding the soaked hawthorn water, she didn't know what Shu He heard.

"Madam, it's cool at night, let's go in."

Shu He didn't feel cold at all, but blew a little wind and relaxed all over.

"I'm not cold, you go in, I still want to stand for a while."

After He Huan sent the teacup back to the room, he came out again. She was holding a cloak to let Shuhe drape, she felt that it was not winter yet, it was not so cold, she did not put it on.

"It's not cold yet, you can't help but be weak when I am weak!"

He Huan lowered his head, and when he raised his head again, his eyes were red.

"Madame's body, she has lost a lot of weight this year, He Huan is worried..."

"Silly girl, what are you worried about, I'm not good." Before she could finish speaking, Shu He interrupted her.

Shu He felt that this stupid girl had suffered a lot and suffered a lot with her, but she still thought about herself, and sometimes she felt very sorry for He Huan.

I don't know how long I stood in the wind, but when I turned around and went back to the house, He Huan was so sleepy that she couldn't open her eyes, so she hurried back to the house to rest.

For some reason, she always felt that there was a pair of eyes staring at her somewhere, she looked around, and there was no one, she thought that she had been sent to monitor herself, and it was useless to monitor, she still had self-knowledge, and she would not disturb anyone's peace.

Lying in bed, tossing and turning, I couldn't sleep, and since I found out that I couldn't remember the things before, my heart has been empty and panicked.

Shu He only knew that he was an unfavored general's wife, and he couldn't think of anything else.

Even He Huan, who stayed by his side every day, didn't know if he knew him before. Wu's mother told herself a little bit, saying that she was her niece, and it was her arrangement to tie the knot with the general, Wu's mother was Guan Duyuan's nurse, and he treated her like his own mother, and he listened to the nurse. "The words of the matchmaker of his parents", he will not disobey.

"Then why did Mother Wu ask me to marry Guan Duyuan? Why didn't he love himself and agree to marry? Am I really Mama Wu's niece? Why do I feel so strange? Is my name Shuhe? She asked herself over and over again, but she couldn't think of an answer.

There were so many things she couldn't figure out, and sadly she couldn't think of anything, how much she wanted to know who she was!

As soon as I thought about it, I thought of the fifth watch, and I was in a daze, and I didn't know when I would fall asleep.

Shuhe seemed to be touching her head, and in a blink of an eye, it seemed to be a grassland, she rode a small white horse, galloping with the wind on the endless field, a zigzag river in the distance, the river water was green and clear.

When she was tired of running, she and the little white horse drank the clear river water to their heart's content, the water was so cool, and the blue sky and white clouds swam in the water. Suddenly, a horse's roar was heard, and a sharp cut broke the silence, and several sturdy reddish-brown horses galloped forward, and the sound reverberated throughout the grassland, and the momentum was mighty.

The people on horseback, waving their whips, but unfortunately she couldn't see their faces clearly, they felt familiar, and they couldn't speak.

I don't know how I got to a room, the room was so big, richly decorated, like a palace, but unfortunately it was empty, she cried out, not knowing who she was looking for. Suddenly a great number of strangers came in, armed with swords and bows and arrows, and approached her with fierce spirits. She was so frightened that she kept backing until there was no way back, and the men didn't stop, and they approached me with knives.

She couldn't escape, she couldn't shout, she shouted "Father save me" and "Queen mother save me", but no one appeared, and no one answered her.

"What are you shouting, your father and queen mother are dead, you killed all those you killed, you killed many people, you are a scourge."

The men were getting closer and closer, and the sword aimed at her was getting closer and closer, and she watched as a long sword stabbed into her chest, bright red liquid gushing out, countless swords piercing her, she heard the sound of the sword stabbing into her body, and heard the shouts of those people, as if in celebration.

The red liquid soaked her and flowed into a red path, which crawled towards the people, and they stepped on the red liquid and sang.

She couldn't feel the pain anymore, and in the end there were no tears.

I was suffocating, I was so uncomfortable, I heard someone shouting about me, it seemed to be He Huan's voice. She tried to open her eyes and look around, it was completely different from the scene just now, He Huan looked at her worriedly.

Luckily it was a dream.

Finally woke up.

"Ma'am, another nightmare?"

Shu He nodded weakly, recently he has been sleeping less and less, but he has more and more dreams, and every time he wakes up, he is covered in a cold sweat and his whole body is weak.

After He Huan scrubbed her with a warm handkerchief, she felt a little more relaxed.