157, heart-to-heart

"This is the reason why I am unwilling to save the Song family, when I die, I still don't repent, self-deception and self-righteousness are the deep-rooted inheritance of your Song family? Hopeless! ”

Xu Shu's cold words sounded in his ears, but Song Wencai could no longer show the kind of madness he had at the beginning, he just smiled miserably, "Actually, you can still save the Song family, right?" ”

"What do I have to do with the Song family? Why should I go to all the trouble to save it? It's all rotten to the bone, what else is there to save? Xu Shu's words were ruthless, but they were facts.

Song Wencai thought about Xu Shu's words just now, but he really didn't want to prove what she said in person so quickly, so he forcibly held back his self-righteous argument and replaced it with a decadence of resignation, "No, it doesn't matter anymore!" The Song family deserves it! ”

Song Wencai's attitude changed so quickly that Xu Shu was slightly surprised, and secretly thought that what he said was too ruthless and knocked him down? However, after thinking about it today, Song Wen began to know his father's true nature, and it was inevitable that his mind would be a little abnormal, and it would be good to wait for him to slow down, but the Song family's time was running out, so he might not be able to slow down......

The narrow railing was uncomfortable to sit on, Song Wencai simply sat on the ground, leaned against the pillar, and looked at Xu Shu, but his pupils were not focused, "Xu Shu, do you know?" Actually, I was very ...... at first. I don't want to face you! ”

Of course Xu Shu knew, because Song Wen was scared to pee her pants in front of her, and this matter was also told to other girls as a joke!

"But that day I was really, really scared! My mother has loved me very much since I was a child, and I haven't suffered anything, but I was suddenly arrested and put in prison, what do you say that others don't believe it, that kind of powerlessness and panic swallow all thoughts little by little, and the growing fear of death, a little change will make people hysterical, but they can't be hysterical, they have to endure desperately, endure, endure......" Thinking of the days of imprisonment, Song Wencai's emotions gradually calmed down.

"Just when I was about to take it anymore, you suddenly appeared, at that time I didn't know it was you, I was taken to that dark room when the hairs on my body stood up, I was afraid of the dark, and I was afraid that there were other people waiting for me in the room, what to sit on me, the more I thought about it, the more I was afraid, the more I was afraid, the more I couldn't help but think about it...... In the end, ......" Song Wencai pulled a bitter smile at the corner of his mouth, "Let you see the joke!" ”

"After I was released, I knew that you saved me, and I was very grateful, but when my father wanted to take me to the door to thank you, I was so reluctant, I felt that I had no face to face you! Just like at this moment, the same faceless! ”

Song Wencai's pupils finally stopped dilating, and gradually imprinted Xu Shu's appearance in his mind, "Just because you saved me once and helped the Song family once, we were entangled, my father said that you can save the Song family, I came, I thought you could save the Song family, but I forgot to ask you, would you like to save the Song family!" I also forgot to ask myself, what qualifications do you have to ask you to save the Song family! I realized that I was so selfish that I never thought about myself and ignored others! Xu Shu, I'm sorry! ”

"People are selfish, you are not the only one, thankfully, you realized this earlier than others, and you still have a chance to correct it, so I don't blame you!" Xu Shu accepted Song Wencai's apology in a calm tone.

Xu Shu's understanding made Song Wencai suddenly feel relieved, "You have a life-saving grace for me, but I almost took revenge several times, but fortunately, I didn't succeed!" I also saw the affairs of the Song family, so I resigned myself to fate, debts always have to be repaid, but your kindness can only be repaid in the next life! ”

"Your father is right, I could save the Song family at the beginning, but I didn't want to, and now it's too late!" Xu Shu spoke in a low voice, "I was really angry when I knew what the Song family did in Fuzhou back then, I have never been so angry, I have always looked down on all people and things, but I can't keep calm in front of more than two hundred lives in vain, but what did your father do?" When he talked about the innocent people who died in vain, the contempt that passed by him was the cold-bloodedness in his bones, he was so natural, he was born with ruthlessness, and nothing could change it! If I had saved him, how could I be worthy of those who died in vain? I have done many things for profit, but I would never do anything without conscience! ”

"I know!" Song Wencai nodded, "After knowing the truth, I especially hope that the Song family can be retributed!" Really, this is what the Song family deserves, this is the debt owed by the Song family, and the debt must be repaid! I especially hope that he will be able to ...... Blood Debt and Blood Payment...... I know it's a big rebellion, and I can't say it outside, so I can only tell you, and I know you won't say it! ”

Song Wencai's trust in Xu Shu has not decreased, but has increased, "Aside from the things he did, he can actually be regarded as a very good father!" Although sometimes he would force me to do something I didn't want to do, it was true that he was kind to me...... Looking back now, it seems that he used me more than just today, and there were many things before, but I was so stupid at that time that I didn't even understand it......"

"Everyone has a stupid time...... Xu Shu's voice suddenly became a little ethereal, "If you are wholeheartedly good to a person, but that person hides her two hearts and doesn't plant her heels ruthlessly, how can you understand?" ”

"Thank you for letting me plant this heel, so that I can be a ghost before I die!" Greedy for life and afraid of death, such as Song Wencai, suddenly seemed to look down on life and death, "It is said that life and death have fate, and people will win the sky!" But since it is the mandate of heaven, it should be obeyed, and disobeying the mandate of heaven will be punished! The Song family has to pay the price for what it has done, I am also a descendant of the Song family, and I will also pay off the debts owed by the Song family! ”

"I'm really sorry about your tenth sister! I was too anxious that day, so I won the plan! Song Wencai's face suddenly reddened, that day in the garden, in the pavilion, he thought that the person lying on the table was Xu Shu, so when that person fell down, he subconsciously hugged it, but when he came to his senses and knew that the person was not Xu Shu, he felt disappointed in addition to being ashamed, yes, disappointed...... If that person is really Xu Shu...... Song Wencai covered his thumping chest with his hand, and an unspeakable thought sprouted in his heart.

"The matter of the tenth sister has passed, if it ......" Xu Shu paused and added, "I mean, if you are lucky enough to escape this catastrophe, I hope you can be a person worthy of your heart!" ”