Chapter 544: Gong Nishang wants to become a monk
Xia Yiruo heard Duan Lingfeng say a lot of things Gong Nishang did this year along the way, and immediately glared at Duan Lingfeng, thanks to this man's love for Gong Nishang, he couldn't even see Gong Nishang's strange appearance!
Over the past year, Gong Nishang has constantly unloaded the burden on her shoulders, in order to one day be able to become a monk without worries!
Inside the Buddha hall, the royal incense is ethereal. The sound of wooden fish and chanting are intertwined, and the smoke of cigarettes is solemn and sacred.
Gong Nishang knelt on the group, clasped her hands together, and looked at the Buddha statue in front of her with eyes as light as water.
An amiable teacher next to him clasped his palms together, dragged a string of Buddhist beads on his palms, and said earnestly: "Female donor, you are not finished, so the Buddha will not accept you, you go back." ”
Gong Nishang's kneeling body stiffened, "Why?" Isn't the Buddha able to accommodate sentient beings? Why can't I still tolerate a little extra stuff in my heart! "She's just trying to clear her mind!
"Female benefactor, there are still too many things you can't let go of in your heart, and there are even more things you can't let go, even here, you can't make your heart like water." The teacher glanced at Gong Nishang with a painful face.
Gong Nishang lowered her head, but soon raised her head again, and looked at the teacher pleadingly, "Mrs. Shi, I beg you to let me become a monk!" I don't want to set foot in the red dust again, I don't want to put up with everything in the red dust anymore! ”
The teacher showed pity in her eyes, and after all, she just sighed: "Female donor, the things of the world should not be forced, you are constantly pursuing the people in front of you, how can you know that there are people like you behind you!" ”
Gong Nishang's long and curly eyelashes trembled slightly, and you could see how unsettled she was in her heart.
It's because she turned back that she wants to come here!
The eyes that had appeared in her eye sockets made her heart ache so much!
"If the donor insists on becoming a monk, the poor nun can also fulfill the donor's wish, but, donor, do you know that once you step here, there is no turning back!" The teacher was too unbearable.
Gong Nishang was not only trembling with her eyelashes at the moment, but even her entire body was trembling, and the tears in the corners of her eyes suddenly fell for some reason, smashing a tear on the ground.
"Female donor, why don't you let go of the obsession in your heart and go with her heart?" The teacher couldn't help but persuade again, she still couldn't bear to see such a woman trapped in the mud pond and couldn't extricate herself, even if she was a monk, she couldn't get rid of it!
Let go of obsession?!
That's an obsession that has been insisted on for several years, how can it be said to let go of it!
Go with the flow?!
This heart full of Helian Yuanrin, there may be other hearts?!
What makes Gong Nishang puzzled is that this heart is obviously Helian Yuanrin, but he doesn't mean to go to Helian Yuanrin!
Sometimes she even thought that she didn't love Helian Yuanrin anymore, she tried to forget Helian Yuanrin, but, I don't know why, this heartache made her unable to breathe, as if Helian Yuanrin had become her heart and could no longer be removed!
In this way, even if it is okay, while being reluctant to let go, and looking forward to that person, Gong Nishang is very painful to be tortured by these two feelings!
Yes, Gong Nishang felt Duan Lingfeng's heart, that's why she was so irritable, she couldn't bear to hurt Duan Lingfeng with such a heart, so she planned to leave home!
In this way, it is good to break everyone's thoughts!