Chapter 4: Li Shuxu: Looking Up
Speeches are often boring, but because the people standing on it are different, they are not imaginary nerds, only talking about learning, but a gentle and humble son talking about learning and life, which makes people's eyes can't take their eyes off, as if they are shining.
Li Shuxu was in the classroom, looking at the luminous person in the projection, convinced, and fascinated by it, as if he was suspected of being a nymphomaniac.
"The second demon is staring at you." Ye Jianyan usually doesn't care much about these three roommates, but because she was involved, she immediately reminded Li Shuxu.
Li Shuxu knew what was going on, but he was still reluctant to look away, looked at the shadow standing in the projection, entered his memory, and lost his mind, as if imagining that the shadow was his own, or that he was standing with him.
Since you can't stand in front of that screen right now, let's do it next time. Li Shuxu whispered to himself in his heart.
That boy turned out to be Liu Yuanmo, not only good-looking, but also with good academic performance, he is simply a male god! Li Shuxu is immersed in his own little world, and he doesn't want to come out and return to reality.
"Why is Alley's face so red, and he feels like love, what's going on?" Mo Xi wanted to see that Teacher Feng didn't look over, and whispered to Jin Zili next to him.
"That's the expression of heartbeat." Jin Zili's face was unfathomable.
"Anyway, it......'s not as handsome as him," Mo Xi wanted to pout, and fell into his own memories arrogantly, and traces of a smirk appeared on his face.
"It's crazy...... Jin Zili complained to himself.
"The girl in the middle of the second row don't speak." Teacher Feng slashed at him with a knife, cutting off Mo Xi's thoughts.
The two dimensions immediately sit upright, so as not to be caught by the teacher again and leave a bad impression.
Li Shuxu also slowly returned to reality from his thoughts, and with the experience of the two sisters, he didn't dare to make too many movements, and sat quietly.
More than an hour passed, and all the people who were going to give speeches went through them one by one, and they also understood the schedule, and the class was almost over, and the whole class began to be lively, communicating and getting to know each other.
"It's going to be a hot station in the afternoon, come on!" Jin Zi looked far away and encouraged the good sisters.
I am Li Shuxu, a child from an ordinary family.
Mom and dad have always had a good relationship, they are family-oriented, and their lives have always been harmonious, and I think I am very happy.
Mom is a white-collar worker in a company, commonly known as "white bone essence", a white-collar backbone elite, who has always been very chic, which makes colleagues very envious; My father was a calligrapher and painter, but two years after I made my voice, he stopped participating in various activities of the Federation of Literary and Art Circles, and gradually faded into oblivion. Now my father tutors me at home every day to write calligraphy and paint Chinese paintings, saying that it is the essence of Chinese culture, and I am also very interested in it, pestering my father to teach me every day, and there is laughter and laughter every day.
When others see me, they praise me as a talented girl, but I know that behind this is more my father's sacrifice and dedication, he gave up all fame and fortune, and only did the work commonly known as "family cook" in other families at home. Other friends and correspondents all said that it was too condescending for a national treasure-level calligrapher and painter like him to stay at home to tutor his children in calligraphy and painting, but my father would smile gently every time, and then replied: "For my wife and daughter, everything is worth it." Every time I am said by others to be "strict wife", "daughter slave" and other titles are full of care, sometimes I will be in a good mood and will be skinned, hehe smiled: "What's wrong with my willingness?" "Even if my mother is not there, I can sour the people around me.
I grew up slowly, in such an environment, everything I was satisfied, I studied with my father's guidance, since I was a child, I was nurtured in calligraphy and painting, and all knowledge was learned quickly.
Mom doesn't need to spend any extra money on tutoring classes, and others will admire enviously: "You really saved the galaxy in your last life, and you have such a good husband with twenty-four filial piety!" This kind of "money for tutoring classes" in other people's mouths is held at home for the Qixi Festival, Valentine's Day, Children's Day, the bride price of the members' birthdays and wedding anniversaries, and the family will not have any conflicts, even if there is some unhappiness under the story of Mom and Dad.
I feel that God has really favored me too much and given me enough affection, care and love.
My grades have always been very good, almost always maintained the first grade, and the teacher has always praised me for saying that I am the top student in the next high school entrance examination, so I will continue to study hard.
What is the high school entrance examination? It's just an exam, what are you afraid of? I didn't really care about it, because my parents, my family, believed in me.
I continued to study my daily life, but I gradually discovered many shortcomings.
At school, because of my good grades, my classmates around me seemed to think that scumbags or ordinary students were not worthy of studying with top students, and there was no one in the corner of any place where I was.
I didn't have any friends throughout elementary and junior high school.
In fact, I don't care about grades or anything, as long as he is kind and well-behaved, I am happy to sit around and chat with them, talk about campus life, the characteristics of teachers, and learning methods...... Anything goes, as long as someone genuinely treats me, it's enough.
God may have done it on purpose, on the day of the Chinese language exam for the high school entrance examination, the content in front of the essay was very simple, I would like to be plenary, but the composition has become a hurdle that cannot be passed: thank your friends for an unforgettable time with you.
I was stunned, and for the first time, I was stumped by the title: I had never had friends, let alone spent a time, an unforgettable time.
I had to rely on my own feelings, based on the articles I had studied and the poems I had read, and I had to put together an article before I breathed a sigh of relief.
It is a fact that there are no true friends, and no matter how beautiful the details of the essay are, they are fake. I only got less than 40 out of 50 for the essay.
At that time, my heart was cold, cold, and I frantically wanted to find someone to talk to me and relieve my boredom, but it didn't work.
For the first time, I found myself alone, alone.
The final score of the high school entrance examination came down, and because of the Chinese composition, I could have won the title of "champion" in the teacher's mouth, but I only got the first Tanhua.
For an ordinary person, Tanhua is already very good and should be very satisfied, but I don't, I don't accept it!
Because I don't have friends, so many points are deducted for the essay, what if it's about family affection? At least it will be 47. The champion is steady.
I never cared about grades, and I suddenly started to care about these things, and I felt that I was so greedy: I wanted not only family, but also friendship. That's too demanding.
It couldn't be changed anyway, I just wanted to meet the champion, the legendary champion, and see who was the champion in the absence of friendship.
So, I came to Xiehui High School, the high school where the champion was located, and I just wanted to wait for an opportunity to compete against him.
But no one expected that I, who was originally holding a hostile posture, would be tempted, and the deer in my heart collided, and I could only hear the heartbeat of "plopping and plopping" intensifying.
Maybe this is a person who was born with his own halo, and others can only look up. I've got a long enough neck and only seen the outward look, will he see me? If not, tiptoe, is it enough?