Chapter 53: Another Choice
The reckless world seemed to shrink smaller and smaller, so small that only the two of them remained. In this boundless desolate universe, the boundless darkness in this desolate universe, only the two of them remain.
These are two lonely children, abandoned in the infinite space and space.
Ziqing's gaze finally softened when she looked at Ran Ying: "Ah Ying...... You...... Then why do you bother to come to me? See me as a picture of people who are not ghosts or ghosts......"
Ran Ying frowned, and her eyes turned red again. She looked deeply at the young man in front of her, she had really liked him!
I like it so much, I really want to entrust my life to him!
"Ziqing, your life shouldn't be like this. I don't want you to do that. β
He lowered his eyes, was silent for a long time, and then raised his head and asked softly, "Ah Ying, am I not good enough?" β
He hated and resented, entangled in this painful dream, and did not want to wake up for a long time.
"Ziqing, how could you be bad...... But I don't dare bet. I'm sorry, I didn't dare to bet ......" Ran Ying's voice was a little choked. Ziqing is such a good gentleman, he is so kind, soft, and gentle. Deposit long. Love, how could he be bad? How could she be willing to give up on him?
But an edict tore them apart, and what else could she do if she didn't give up on him? What results can be obtained by disobeying Tianyan? She was so contradictory, so cowardly. Compared with his simple and persistent love, she is so forward-looking, looking left and right.
He was born with everything, and all he wanted was love.
But she didn't dare to bet, she had no confidence. She was empty-handed, nothing.
It's the most unlovely!
His heart ached violently, and he said bitterly, "You don't dare to gamble...... But how could I be willing to be born as a child of the Yu family...... Why didn't you want to go with me then...... I want to give up everything, as long as I am with you, I don't need you to gamble, I will gamble! But you can't even deny such an opportunity! You're really sorry for me...... You're sorry for me......"
But is she to blame? Why did His Majesty give him a marriage? Why did he have to be born in such a high family, and he couldn't help himself, and it was out of her reach?
Thinking of this, Ziqing only felt a piercing pain. Why was he born in the Yu clan?!
He suddenly asked stupidly: "Ah Ying, if I want you to go with me now, will you agree?" If we choose again, will we still have a chance? β
Ran Ying raised her head and looked at him, did he want to take her away? Now, give up everything and just grab each other?
This question has been tossed and turned in her mind thousands of times. How many times she dreamed back at midnight, she secretly regretted that refusal, and she thought thousands of times that if there was another chance, she would definitely go with him.
The sad girl suddenly felt a hint of sweetness. In this troubled world without relatives and no reason, there is such a young man who is willing to take on her whole life with his thin shoulders.
Her heart suddenly swelled with blind emotion.
What the future, what the future, don't think about it. I just want to hold on to him at this moment, go to the edge of the sky, go to the corner of the earth, even if I go to Huangquan Road, I will never let go.
All kinds of sanity can't withstand a moment's heartbeat.
The tears that had been held back for a long time suddenly slid down her face, and she nodded: "Okay." β
Ziqing's heart suddenly burst with a heart-rending pain. Two lines of tears rolled down again, and he covered his face suddenly: "Ah Ying! Ah Ying! Why didn't you say it earlier! Now that I am a person who despises myself, how can I be qualified to be with you? How am I going to be your husband again?! I don't deserve it, I've ruined myself! β
Ran Ying looked at him stunned, wanting to get closer, but took two steps back.
She used to be so close to longing for happiness. This young man who cares about her so much has fallen into a bottomless abyss.
There has never been a time in my life when I regret it so much, why didn't I go with him in the first place?! Nowadays, many things can no longer be reversed and cannot be turned back!
Don't look back!!
She suddenly smiled lightly, raised her hand to wipe away the tears rolling down her face, and said firmly: "Ziqing, this life is already like this. We all have work to do. In troubled times, you were born in the clan, whether it is for your family or the world, you still have responsibilities. β
She looked up at the red light looming in the sky and muttered, "We all have to continue on this long road." β
Ziqing looked at her stunned, and suddenly laughed in despair: "It seems that Prime Minister Yuwen has trained Master Changshi well......"
Laughing and laughing, tears but bursting away: "But Ah Ying, I have nowhere to explain my life......"
This life is a missed one!
The only wish is that this moment will be stretched and stretched again, that time can stop at this moment when I can see her with my own eyes, and that those desperate nights will never come again.
He was reluctant to look away from her. She's going to marry a woman after all, right? But their lives have nothing to do with each other after all.
She said that she wanted to move on, but her eyebrows and eyes were full of sadnessβ
Is it because of me? She finally felt sad for me.
She liked him, Ziqing was finally convinced.
Ran Ying looked at Ziqing's gentle eyes. The boy who played "Phoenix Seeking Phoenix" for her is back.
"Ziqing." She whispered to him, but could no longer speak. What she was trying to say, did he understand?
Ziqing looked at her, smiled comfortingly and gently, gently wrapped the broken hair scattered on her cheeks behind her ears, and whispered: "Ah Ying, if there is an afterlife, don't bear me anymore......"
Ran Ying nodded, frowned, and held back.
Such a good Lang Jun will lose him in this life!
He took two steps back, and finally looked at her deeply with his beautiful ink-stained eyes.
Then he turned around and left step by step.
Ran Ying looked at his departing figure, and tears finally rolled down one by one.
His thin white back went farther and farther away, and finally, he disappeared around the corner at the end of the long street.
I don't know how long I looked at the same place, and the sky faintly glowed with a hint of rose.
Ran Ying wiped a handful of tears, turned around and was about to walk back, but suddenly saw Yu Wentai standing not far from the long street looking at her.
I couldn't help but shudder.
Probably too sad, neither she nor Ziqing noticed when he arrived, and how long they watched them here.
Yuwentai stood in the morning breeze. The morning breeze in July was very refreshing on his body, but Yuwentai actually felt cold to his heart.
He had never seen Ran Ying so sad and painful. She always has a lot of tricks when facing him, and she refuses his love again and again so dashing and calm. But in front of the young man, she was so fragile, it turned out that her tears were left for her Ziqing.
She liked the boy more than he knew.
Ran Ying's eyes were red, and there were still tears in the corners of her eyes. She walked towards Yuwentai, walked up to him, and looked up at him.
He looked at her too. His eyes were cold, and his fists were clenched.
Is he angry? She has a wife. The husband looked at each other with tears in his eyes on the long street where no one was around, reliving old dreams. Was he angry at this?
He is Yu Wentai, who looks down on the world, she refuses to obey him, but she has a wife. The husband met in the wee hours of the morning, was he angry about this?
Ran Ying herself thought it was funny. She had never responded to him or anything. She had obviously rejected him, why did he still have a betrayed expression?
Well, it doesn't matter. The things in this world are just that you bear me, and I bear him. And what is there to refute and explain.
The corners of Ran Ying's mouth curled, she sneered, lowered her eyes, passed him without saying a word, and staggered back.
Yuwentai saw the sneer on the corner of her lips, as if he was laughing at his wishful thinking. His eyes narrowed, and a cloud of anger in his chest burned like hay to sparks.