Chapter 083: Deep Courtyard (3)
Na Qilan was already skinny because of the torture of this disease.
The autumn pattern was led by Qing'er and turned to the front of the ear room. "Sister Qiuwen, this is it. I'll be out there and I'll call you later. But the old lady is not there, so it is okay to think about it. ”
His eyes couldn't help but turn red again.
Autumn Moon asked him, in that case, then go in together.
But Qing'er shook her head again, saying that it was better to let the wind go outside. "Good sister, I think she wants to see her sister, and she has something important to say. No matter what she says, her sister just responds, and Qing'er begs her sister. ”
Autumn Pattern lifted the worn curtain and alarmed the half-deaf grandmother. It's also strange, this grandmother is deaf, but she turned around and looked at the autumn pattern that came in with the curtain.
Na Qilan was already lying on the kang and saw it, and her coughing intensified. She bent down, and there were a few more mouthfuls of red blood on the ground. The woman came again with a basin and wiped her face.
Autumn Pattern was taken aback. I haven't seen her for two months, Qilan is skinny, her complexion is sallow, and her hands are really like dry bones, especially her two eyes, which are deeply sunken, and they are really similar to dead people.
Seeing the autumn pattern, Qilan was even more excited, and gasped for breath in her mouth. Because of her thoughts, her heart disease worsened, and she was disgusted by the old lady, so she became a terminal illness. Autumn Wen had already forgiven her in her heart.
"Sister Qilan." Autumn Moon took her hand.
Qilan wanted to smile with her, but she tried to squeeze and squeezed, but she still couldn't squeeze out a smile, and the coughing kept coming. Autumn Wen asked Mama to go out for a while. Qiu Wen said softly, saying that the sun was good outside, and she went outside to bask in the sun, but this grandmother heard it again and bowed down and went out.
"Autumn Pattern ......" Qilan still choked up.
"Don't say it, I know what you have to say. Who does not make mistakes in the world? ”
Qilan choked up even more.
"Sister, it's nothing. The fact that I can come to see you proves that my heart has been put down. "Autumn lines' eye circles are also red.
A tear flowed from Qilan's eyes. "It's my life. The old lady treated me very well. It's because I have a high spirit, I don't climb it myself, and I don't believe in fate...... I'm to blame ......"
Although it was difficult to speak, Qilan said these words extremely neatly.
Qiu Wen took out a handkerchief to wipe her tears: "I understand, you are because you care about your uncle." Otherwise, I'll ask my uncle to come over. It's just that this uncle hasn't come back yet. ”
Qilan shook her head repeatedly.
"I look like a ghost, if the uncle doesn't see me, he will only be more disgusted with me when he sees it."
"How so?"
Qilan smiled bitterly and sighed deeply: "I'm going to die." It's not tomorrow, it's the day after tomorrow, and you can't escape it. Autumn pattern, I entrust you with one thing, after I die, please help me beg my uncle to bury me next to my parents. The grave of my parents is in a fruit shop twelve miles away in the suburbs, and I am buried there, and I am not afraid that my parents will accompany me in the end. ”
Qiu Wen nodded: "I will definitely tell the uncle." ”
For a while, the two were silent.
Na Qing'er patted the window outside again, and whispered to Qiu Wen: "Sister Qiu Wen, I heard that the old lady is coming back, let's leave quickly." ”
Autumn pattern can't.
Na Qilan took her hand and didn't let her go.
Qiu Wen said: "Don't worry, I want to come to see you tomorrow." ”
"Okay, then I'm looking forward to you. I'll hold on a little longer, just to see you. ”
"Sister, don't be discouraged yet. There are many strange things in this world, even if you are sick, you can get better. I must beg my uncle to find a reliable Lang Zhong to treat you. ”
Qilan shook her head: "It's still not necessary." The old lady didn't leave me completely, and Lang Zhong also found it for me. It's a pity that my heart is high, and I also have heart disease......"
Heart disease also requires cardiac medicine.
What is this heart medicine? Unless Shi Ximo came to visit Qilan at this time, and promised his affection for her in front of her, Qilan probably had a chance to alleviate it.
Autumn Pattern gritted her teeth and decided to go back and give it a try.
"Sister, for the sake of what you said to me at the beginning, I tried my best to persuade my uncle. Wait. ”
She let go of Qilan's hand and hurried back to the cottage in a hurry. That Qing'er was behind him, but he couldn't keep up. Qiu Wen stood on tiptoe in front of the gate of the grass house, and Uncle Bawang came back early.
seemed to have a heart, and at this time, Ximo sneezed on the street.
After boiling a cup of tea, Ximo remembered to write a letter to Jian Ran, so he ended his conversation with a plainclothes man and quickly returned to the mansion.
At that time, the autumn pattern is already eager to wear.
It's not just a desire to see through, it's just a burning heart.
When Ximo appeared in front of her, Qiuwen was still stunned, watching Ximo pass by.
"What's wrong with you?" Ximo stopped.
Qiu Wen came to his senses at this time, and half-knelt down and said: "Uncle, Qiu Wen has something to ask for!" ”
"What the hell is going on?"
Qiu Wen had tears in her eyes: "I went to see Sister Qilan just now, she ...... She couldn't do it. She said to you, uncle, you better go and see her......"
Ximo frowned: "Have you been to see her?" ”
"Yes. She's bad. If you take her back to the cottage and her heart is gone, I think she will probably get better. ”
Ximo sighed deeply.
"Autumn Pattern, you get up first. Qilan is sick, and I know it. Her disease is not a heart disease, but a family disease. Qilan's mother also died at a young age due to this disease. ”
When Qiu Wen heard this, he asked hard: "Is there really no way?" ”
"That's true. The old lady is not completely ruthless, she will not watch Qilan swallow little by little. Thinking of the companionship of the old days, I also looked for Langzhong. Helplessly, her disease penetrated deep into the bone marrow, which was really bad. ”
Ximo's face was also very gloomy.
The old lady has known about the problems brought by Qilan's womb for a long time. This is also the reason why she didn't want to point out Qilan to Ximo. I'm afraid she will die early. The old lady took care of Qilan, hoping that she could carry the disease over. If you can get better, you will marry her again. Helplessly, Qilan was not good. In addition, she has heart disease, no matter what medicine she takes, she can't get better.
The old lady inquired a few Lang Zhong and was also discouraged.
"However, for your sake, I'm willing to have someone take her to the cottage."
Autumn Pattern hurriedly thanked him.
Ximo said: "People are about to die, and their words are good." I'm going to see the old lady. ”
But it's still a step too late.
Before Ximo stepped into Xuanrui Hall, she heard a mother-in-law running over to report: "Qilan is out of breath...... she didn't know who to report, just because the old lady said that she was still halfway through. The stewards of Xuanruitang are not there, and some are just some miscellaneous ones.
They also have no owner.
Autumn Pattern hurriedly rushed into the ear room. She couldn't believe it. Although Qilan is weak, she still talked to her in the end, and she shouldn't have left so early.
The curtain of the door of the ear room was lifted, and the half-deaf grandmother was indifferent, but she still changed Qilan into a half-worn dress. Autumn Pattern held back tears. But the grandmother came to her and said, "Girl, don't be sad. Thinking about the people in this world, they will die both horizontally and vertically, sooner or later. It's also a good thing that Qilan went early. In my wife's opinion, a real person living in the world is only ten thousand times worse than going to hell. ”
Listening to her words, it is clear that she is a master again.
Qiu Wen was stunned and wanted to say something, but the mother opened the drawer again, found the gold and silver jewelry hidden by Qilan, and put them on with Qilan little by little.
For a while, the sun shone in from outside, and Qilan's face was still a little golden.
Qiu Wen looked at Qilan's face, her expression was calm, and her whole person was as peaceful as if she was asleep.
Ximo also came in.
He looked at Qilan's corpse and said silently: "Qilan, don't worry, I will bury you next to your parents in the fruit shop." Also, thank you for your continued care for me. ”
He ordered someone to prepare a coffin of good quality for Qilan.
For a while, the old lady returned home, and when she heard that Qilan was gone, the old lady was also very sad, and cried at Ximo: "I owe this girl." She is not bad in nature, I said it seriously, it scared her, this girl is a heavy heart. What can I do? I only buried her, and I thought of her taking care of me......"
"The grandson will give Qilan a decent funeral."
"I'll leave this matter to you. It's just that you don't overdo it, she's just a girl in the end. It was too pompous, but it made her unable to overtake her life smoothly. ”
The old lady did not forget to explain this.
Ximo has the idea of Ximo.
The old lady came back from meeting guests outside, and after talking all afternoon, she was already tired, and when she heard that Qilan had died, she just wanted to go into the room and lie down, she closed her eyes and sighed: "You are a proper person." After a while, you come to my room to get a treasure and put it in Qilan's coffin, which is also a funeral object. ”
The old lady entered the room and ordered someone to retreat.
She didn't want to see Qilan's remains, so she quietly wiped away her tears.
The burial of Qilan is all taken care of by Ximo. In the evening, Ximo returned to the grass house, Qiuwen served tea with him, and she still had a sentence in her heart: "Uncle, why did you have to refuse her in the first place?" ”
When Ximo heard this, he raised his head, looked at Qiu Wen, and stopped talking.
"Uncle, don't you want to tell me?"
Ximo whispered, "Do you want to hear the truth?" ”
Autumn Pattern nodded.
Ximo said: "If it weren't for you, if Qilan insisted on coming, I would be indispensable." But I met you. Although I couldn't say how I felt that day, I actually felt that Qilan came over and I felt redundant. ”
Autumn Pattern was taken aback.
"Uncle...... You ......"
She was so confused, at this moment, did the uncle confess to her? In fact, there have been some scandals in the house, about her and her uncle.
The body is not afraid of shadows. Autumn Pattern didn't take it to heart.
But now, after listening to the uncle's words, it seems that everything has been settled, and there is really some ambiguity between himself and the uncle.
"Autumn Pattern, I don't want to scare you. But it's my truth. You and I are different. ”
There was no one in the room, and Ximo suddenly pinched Qiu Wen's hand. Looking at each other, Ximo sighed even more: "Sympathy is not love." Love cannot be given freely. Autumn pattern, remember my words. I'm with Kilan, just sympathy. I will do my duty, but I can't force myself to love her. It is precisely because love cannot be forced that it is the most precious. ”