Chapter 119: Thoughts

City B, Mu Chixiu's apartment.

He Chenxi turned on the light in the living room, this house was originally lived by Mu Chixiu and another friend at the same time, but because his friend went back to country M to develop, Mu Chixiu was the only one left. The room where He Chenxi lives now is the room where Mu Chixiu's friend once lived.

Next to the phone in the living room, there is a photo frame, and the photo in the frame is a photo of Mu Chixiu and his friends. His friend heard that he was engaged in acting planning, and judging from the photos, he was a refreshing and sunny young man. Sure enough, it makes sense for like to gather like things, He Chenxi thought.

He Chenxi, who was slumped on the sofa, felt that her heart suddenly had an unprecedented daz, and she still didn't know if Feng Ruolin was joking. If it's a joke, that's fine, but if not? So what to do?

When I opened the refrigerator, it was empty, with only a few leftover eggs from stir-frying, and there were no drinks. He Chenxi reluctantly closed the door of the refrigerator, then turned on the kitchen light and boiled a pot of boiling water. Listening to the sound of boiling water slowly boiling, I felt like I had returned to the time when I was still living in the He family's small villa.

At that time, I was so hungry that I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, so I sneaked down from the room, and then turned on the light of my mobile phone to boil hot water and bubble noodles in the kitchen to eat. The sound of boiling water was really loud, so He Chenxi would close the kitchen door tightly. Then it was to sneak back upstairs with a bowl of very hot instant noodles again.

The sound of snorting when eating noodles, He Chenxi still remembers it very clearly.

He Chenxi shook his head desperately in a trance, and then pulled himself back from his memory, the water had boiled, the switch jumped up by itself, and the smoke slowly came out of the water outlet of the kettle, slowly rising in mid-air, and then slowly dispersed.

Inexplicably, there was an urge to make a bowl of instant noodles, and He Chenxi felt that he was probably crazy. She sat down in the living room with a cup of hot tea and watched her own appearance reflected in the TV.

Everywhere in his body, there was still the breath of Gu Shengze's body. The fact that it can't be shielded makes He Chenxi feel like a woman who just gives some money and walks with someone. However, this seems to be the case. She didn't know what kind of mentality she had in that suffocating space, stretching all her nerves.

Gu Shengze can always run out suddenly when she thinks she has completely forgotten him, and tell her that she has never forgotten him. also let He Chenxi know how funny his self-deception is. He Chenxi suddenly felt that the glass of water in his hand was a little hot, but he didn't put it down.

Gu Shengze is also like this, just like this cup of water, which obviously feels hot, should be put down, but it can't be put down. He Chenxi suddenly felt that he was very funny, like a clown who had failed to perform, and he had exhausted his appearance. And the person who watched the performance was Gu Shengze.

Quietly pushed open the door of Mu Chixiu's room and turned on the light in the room. The first thing He Chenxi saw was the group photo on Mu Chixiu's desk. If I am not mistaken, it was taken with Mu Chixiu when she was five years old. At that time, Mu Chixiu was still a round fat man. It's good to eat, it's good to sleep on, and it's cute.

Even if you just stand in the doorway, you can see yourself in the photo with a big smile on your face. At this moment, He Chenxi felt a little mixed. This man really liked her for a long time, but she didn't notice it. Turning off the light in the room and closing the door of Mu Chixiu's room again, He Chenxi was completely silent.

When she is with him, she is undoubtedly the truest version of herself. He was able to forgive all her lies only because he loved her and was able to tolerate everything about her. When she broke the vase in the family when she was a child, her chubby brother would stand up and say that the vase was broken by his ball, and then when he came home, he would get a violent beating. But when she saw him again the next day, the smile on his face was still wide, as if nothing had to do with it.

Even though she was very young at that time, she also knew that the little chubby brother was not unrelated, but because the person he wanted to protect was her, so it didn't matter. Although because of Lu Niya's relationship, she once thought that she and Mu Chixiu were already people from two worlds, but now it seems that there has never been a gap between the two of them.

Moreover, Dad seems to really like Mu Chixiu. This is the biggest reason why He Chenxi did not refuse Mu Chixiu. In Dad's opinion, she and Mu Chixiu are probably like golden boys and girls, a pair made in heaven. Even in He Chenxi's own opinion, she had no reason to refuse Mu Chixiu. Judging from the conditions, she has long been unworthy of Mu Chixiu, even so, Mu Chixiu still has never disliked her.

Open the text message on your mobile phone, and you can see the text messages sent by Mu Chixiu every day. The content of the text messages is all about her health. These days, she hasn't even been able to find the time to visit him at Baptist Hospital, but he hasn't made a single phone call, and text messages are still being sent every day. Not a word about himself.

He Chenxi's hand holding the mobile phone trembled a little, and at this moment, she felt that she was very cheap. Tears just slipped down her eyes, and the bean-sized eyeballs rolled down the contours of her face and fell on the lit phone screen, blurring her vision. With trembling hands, she put the phone back in the pocket of her jacket and dragged her heavy body back to her room.

Opening the door of the room and walking into this dull darkness, He Chenxi helplessly recalled the memory given by Gu Shengze. Twisting the lamp on the desk, the dim light spread in a small circle around the lamp, illuminating He Chenxi's thin face, and the tears on his face were shining.

When I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower, the water hit my face mercilessly, not rough, but also gentle. It's like her feelings for Mu Chixiu, it's not warm, but it's not cold either. When he came out of the bathroom and really lay down on the bed, He Chenxi felt less tired. But the eyelids are so heavy that it makes people feel as if they are about to fall asleep.

The night was already dark, and the light of the table lamp shallow hit He Chenxi's cheeks, outlining a beautiful arc.

The next day, Baptist Hospital, City B.

Mu Chixiu sat quietly on the hospital bed, looking out the window with a slightly dull look. These days, the nurses in charge of Mu Chixiu have changed several times, and each one is more enchanting than the other. But today's one is a little different. Of course, in Mu Chixiu's eyes, they are all almost the same. If you have to say it, it's probably all black and white TV, nothing different. In his heart, only He Chenxi is color TV.

But his color TV hasn't been to the hospital for days, but he texts her every day to get her attention.

"If you feel uncomfortable after the injection, just ring this bell, and we will have a special nurse to take care of it."

The nurse told some things, in fact, Mu Chixiu didn't listen to all of them in his ears, he has always been in a trance recently, probably because he has been cultivating for a long time, and the speed of his head is slow.

After telling everything that should be admonished, the nurse put the shortboard behind her back with a shy face and said in a soft voice.

"So, that, I don't know you have a girlfriend?"

I thought that Mu Chixiu would give a little reaction, but the nurse waited for a long time, and Mu Chixiu still looked out the window motionlessly. The nurse's face turned even redder, she lowered her head, not daring to look at Mu Chixiu again, but her voice was louder.

"Do you have a girlfriend?!"

Mu Chixiu turned his head abruptly and looked at the nurse with a "black question mark" on his face.

"What do you say? Sorry, I didn't hear clearly. ”

Mu Chixiu really looked at the nurse with her head hanging down in a daze, but the nurse didn't say anything, and ran out of the ward in a hurry, but she was cautious when she closed the door.

"What's the matter, aren't you trying to tell me something? Why didn't they say anything one by one, and left. ”

Mu Chixiu shook his head a little helplessly, and then lay down on the hospital bed.

Today, what kind of text message should I send to Xiaoxi? If she just says that she misses, she will be burdened, so she still doesn't want to. Mu Chixiu wrote and deleted on the text message editing column, deleted and wrote, and finally withdrew from the text message page. Every day Xiaoxi sends text messages, it is when he is the most serious, it doesn't matter when he is sloppy, but he can't be sloppy when he writes text messages.

As Mu Chixiu was tossing and turning, when he wanted to write something, there was a knock on the door of the ward.

"Who?"

Mu Chixiu was startled by the sudden knock on the door, and sat up directly from the bed, looking at the door intently. The door was opened, and the person who walked in was He Chenxi.

How should Mu Chixiu's expression be described now? It's probably a city that always has a rainy day, and suddenly it has a sunny day. Mu Chixiu's hair was a little messy because he hadn't been tidied up much, and a few hairs floated out, looking like a particularly well-behaved puppy.

He Chenxi wore a light gray dress today, white leather shoes, and high braids, and the whole person looked particularly refreshing. With a light makeup, it looks as stunning as a hibiscus out of the water.

"Xiaoxi, why are you here?"

Mu Chixiu's pupils vibrate, and his voice trembled a little. He really didn't expect Xiao Xi to come over so suddenly.