This kind of thing is really amazing, obviously I don't have any feelings for it for three months, but at the moment when I knew that it existed, suddenly there was a wave of maternal love flooding my heart, and I unconsciously reached out and stroked the flat lower abdomen, which felt a little unreal.

Does it really exist? So tenacious want to live?

But......

Grandpa Mo didn't tell me, and hoped that this child would be shed unconsciously, which sounds cruel, but it is the most rational thing to do.

Mo Xianye and I are now unable to protect ourselves, and in a few months, he will face a catastrophe, and we really don't have the ability to try to be parents at this time.

More than 20 years ago, when I was reincarnated, I had no father or mother, and although Master was very kind to me, my childhood in the absence of my parents was really lonely.

I'm thinking, even if I withstood everything and brought it into this world, Mo Xianye and I couldn't give it a complete family, what should it do then?

I really don't dare to think about it, and the more I think about it, the more desperate I feel.

But it is also what Mo Xianye and I are looking forward to, in this troubled world, I can still have a child and pass on my bloodline, this is hope.

I closed my eyes and listened to the muffled hum in the ear room, not knowing what it was like.

In the end, I didn't go to Grandpa Mo to question, nor did I ask anyone if this child could stay.

I went back to my room, took a shower, got under the covers, put my face to the wall inside, and slept with my eyes closed, maybe when I fell asleep, I wouldn't have to face all the choices.

But how can you sleep?

The mind is full of the little guy in the belly who may not have taken shape yet.

No, it's not.

The gestation period of an ordinary fox is only about 60 days, while the gestation period of a human is 40 weeks, Mo Xianye and I have both cultivated into adults, but the essence is also a fox, so how long is my gestation period?

I tried my best to recall the pregnancy period of those pregnant women who cultivated into adults in the fox clan from childhood to adulthood, and the ones I remember most clearly were probably those younger brothers and sisters in the future.

It seems that the gestation period is short and long, five or six months accounts for the majority, it is normal to give birth to three or four little foxes in one litter, the lower the cultivation level, the shorter the gestation period, and the more little foxes are born.

Mo Xianye's cultivation level and I are relatively good in the clan, if I follow this law, my pregnancy period should be a little longer, and the number of little foxes I give birth to will be relatively small.

Thinking like this, I began to worry a little that it would be difficult for me to feed one, and if there were more than one, what should I do?

Thinking about it, I suddenly realized how much I longed for the little life in my belly, and this kind of feeling of gain and loss was actually all expectations for children.

From the bottom of my heart, I wanted to keep it.

Does Mo Hyun Ye like children? He didn't seem to approve of me getting pregnant, and he had more concerns than I did.

……

I lay in bed in the morning, thinking wildly, and on the one hand, I was still paying attention to the movement outside.

After Grandpa Bai went to find Grandpa Mo, he scolded and scolded, and beat him, and he would definitely make a decision in the end, this matter should be sooner rather than later, so I have been waiting for Grandpa Bai to come to me.

But no one came to look for me, until it was time for lunch, Yi Tian called me, and at the table, Grandpa Bai and Grandpa Mo were not there.

Grandpa Bai didn't move, in fact, he had already expressed his attitude, and he acquiesced.

Acquiesced to Grandpa Mo's approach, didn't tell me about my pregnancy, let me go with the flow, continue to conceive if I can, and have a natural abortion if I can't conceive, they don't intervene too much.

I can understand their feelings, I want to intervene, how can I intervene?

After all, now that Mo Xianye is in Mo Yanping's hands, the seven exquisite hearts in my body may be refined at any time, tell me at this time, you are pregnant, and the next choice is even more difficult to make.

That's it, people, it's hard to be confused.

……

Not long after lunch, Mo Xianye's mother returned, she came back alone, her face full of exhaustion.

I wanted to go over and ask her about the situation, but Mo Xianzhen took her to see Grandpa Mo before me.

I was pounding and it didn't look good.

After waiting for a while, Mo Xianzhen came out of the room first, and I quickly pulled him and asked, "How is it?" ”

"It's bad." Mo Xianzhen frowned, "The eldest brother is hidden, and he can't find it at the moment, Jiu Gu has gone to find someone to help, and there may be no way to save the eldest brother for the time being." ”

I nodded and asked hesitantly, "The one inside...... What is the attitude? ”

Mo Xianye's feelings for his mother are not too deep, he once told me not to get too close to her, too attached to her, and he seems to be a little wary of what he says.

He said that she is a selfish person, and a selfish person only cares about herself at a critical moment, and does not care about the life or death of others, if this is really the case, as a holy woman, can the entire fox clan really rely on her?

Mo Xianzhen was stunned: "Do you mean the eldest aunt?" ”

I nodded, "Yes." ”

"When I was inside, my aunt didn't say anything, and I don't know what I'm talking about inside." Mo Xianzhen said truthfully.

I nodded, and then asked him, "I didn't see Yunlu when I came back this time, where did she go?" ”

"Yunlu has been in a very low mood since she came back last time, and grandpa asked her to go out for a walk." Mo Xianzhen replied.

I asked him, "Don't you know where she's going?" ”

"She didn't tell me that she has followed her eldest brother to a lot of places over the years, and she can take care of herself." Mo Xianzhen was very relieved.

I frowned slightly, and I didn't say anything more, after all, now is not a good time to talk about my children's private affairs, but I am just a little worried about Yunlu in my heart.

I went back to the room, I don't know what to do next, Jiugu must have gone to find the man in the cloak, after all, if we want to find someone in the underworld, only the man in the cloak can help us.

In fact, if it is determined that Mo Xianye is in the underworld or the elf clan, what is the difference? A small fox clan, and it is impossible to directly attack the elf clan.

Now there is only one word, etc.

When Mo Yanping came to me and took Mo Xianye to negotiate with me about the conditions, but he didn't take me on the highway before, it means that he won't come to me in the short term.

What the hell is he brewing? I always feel that there is something else going on in this matter, and for a while I can't guess what kind of medicine is sold in Mo Yanping's gourd.

Even at this moment, I kind of want to go to the man in the cloak, I want to have a good talk with him, put my attitude right, and beg him to help us regardless of his previous suspicions.

What I didn't expect was that after a while, there was a knock on my door.

The door was not closed, and when I looked up towards it, I saw the saint standing in the doorway, her right hand raised, still knocking on the door.

The afternoon sun shone obliquely in and hit her on the side of her face, and I almost recognized her as Jiugu at first sight.

Jiu Gu has a cold face all day long, one eye is covered with a mask, covering a small part of her face, there are lip beads in the middle of the person, and her hair is tied up, she is very capable, and Mo Xianye's mother looks very soft, with long hair fluttering, even if her face is a little haggard now, it can't cover the agility in her eyes.

These differences make us think that these two sisters don't look alike many times, but as long as you compare them carefully, you will find that their own eyebrows, eyes and faces are extremely similar.

I don't know much about Mo Xianye's mother, even if I have regained my previous memories now, but she disappeared a long time ago, and everything I know is passed down by word of mouth in the past.

According to legend, this woman named Mo Ziyu, on the day she was born, the entire fox clan was shrouded in a purple gas, and her life was unspeakably noble, and she was a well-deserved saint of the fox clan.

She has been well protected by the fox clan since she was a child, and her cultivation talent is also extremely high, and the fox clan almost worships her as a god, but no one ever thought that this holy woman was not willing to be the holy daughter of the fox clan, and when she was about to succeed, she eloped with someone.

But after going around and around, now everything is still on the right track, no matter how much she dodges, she can't escape the responsibility she should bear.

When I looked at her, she looked at me too, and then the corners of her mouth curled into a smile, and she walked towards me step by step.

I also stood up and called, "Auntie." ”

She walked over, patted me on the shoulder, and said with a smile, "Sit, I just heard that you came back and wanted to come and talk to you." ”

"After the two of us parted from the cliff under the Ascension Stage, we really haven't been able to sit down and have a good talk."

When I mentioned the time I ascended to Sendai, I was very grateful to her, and for so many years, my mother's bones were able to protect my true body at the bottom of the cliff unharmed, and she was also more or less protected by her.

Besides, she is Mo Xianye's mother.

I nodded: "There have been so many things that have happened lately, and it's rare to be able to sit down and talk in peace." ”

Mo Ziyu looked at me, there was a tangle in her eyes, she didn't speak, I didn't know what to say, fortunately I waited for her to speak.

After a while, she sighed: "Hey, what a beautiful person, it's a real match for our family, but it's a pity that creation makes people." ”

"Moxian will be fine at night." I was sure.

"Girl, I understand the relationship between you and Ah Ye, the more frustrated you are, the deeper the relationship between you will be, why wasn't this the case with Ah Ye's father back then?"

Her eyes became ethereal, as if she was reminiscing about the bits and pieces of the past.

Their relationship is far more thrilling than that of me and Mo Xianye, and it can be said that it defies the world's condemnation.

But they finally came together, and there was Mo Xianye.

"Girl, you and Ah Ye have many more choices than we did back then." She stared at me suddenly, and for a moment, I was nervous.

And then she asked a question that I couldn't think of: "Girl, if, I mean if, if Ah Ye's catastrophe comes, he withstands it, the price is to cut off the love thread and fly to heaven, are you willing to fulfill him?" ”

This question was asked to me once many years ago, but in his questioning back then, there was no four words "cut off the love thread".

Back then, Mo Xianye and I agreed that he would cultivate the Nine Tails and fly to heaven, and when the assessment period was over, he asked to return to the world to report on his work, and we could be together forever.

At that time, although I knew that the possibility of him returning to the world to report back was very small, I still agreed to him with the little hope left.

Now, this question came out of Mo Ziyu's mouth, but I hesitated.

I don't understand why she asked me such a question at this time, is there any way she can help Mo Xian survive the Heavenly Tribulation and ascend to the Heavenly Court?

Can...... Cutting off the love thread, it's not that I say it, Mo Xianye and I can simply break it, the key is still in Mo Xianye, isn't it?

"Auntie, isn't it ......?"

"You don't ask, just answer me, do you want to."

She didn't let me go any further, staring at me with a very oppressive look that made me have to make a decision right away.

Actually, I don't like the current atmosphere, but I also understand that she won't ask me for no reason, for me, the most important thing is to be able to save Mo Xianye, as for the method and process, it really doesn't matter.

"Yes." I said seriously.

She immediately took my hand, and her eyes were full of relief: "Girl, in this world, there are really too many helpless things, but if everything is complete, life will not be so interesting, right?" ”

"We should always choose the most rewarding path, not the one we want to take, right?"

I don't know why, I looked at the tone and demeanor of her speech at that time, and I always felt that this was not said to me, but a summary of her own life.

Mo Ziyu didn't stay with me for long, everything seemed to be calm down again, and we were all waiting, waiting for Jiugu to come back.

……

Jiugu came back in the middle of the night, when I was lying on the bed in a daze and wanted to sleep, she entered my room with a cold air, I was awakened by a sudden start, and the next moment, she had already lit the lamp and stood by the bed.

I sat up and looked at her, feeling a little weak in my heart, after all, I had come back from the cloaked man and let her down.

I thought she would reproach me first, but she opened her mouth and said, "Bai Li, Ah Ye is afraid that this time...... There is less bad luck. ”

I held her cold hands at once, and asked eagerly, "Jiugu, don't scare me, what's going on?" Mo Yanping shouldn't have killed Mo Xian at night, his target has always been me, and the Seven Tricks Exquisite Heart is still on me, he won't act rashly. ”

I was in a big mess at that time, chattering to cheer myself up, and vigorously denying Jiugu.

Jiu Gu held my hand with her backhand, very hard, very hard, my hand hurt when I pinched it, and finally calmed me down.

"Bai Li, don't be excited, this is the beginning, you can't stand it, who will save Ah Ye?" Jiu Gu said bitterly.

I tried to calm down and asked, "Jiugu, what's going on?" Is there anything wrong with Mo Yanping? ”

"The news I heard is that Mo Yanping is preparing something on a large scale, which should be related to the sacrifice, and taking Ah Ye away at this time may be for sacrifice."

"Sacrifice?" I couldn't believe it, "He sacrificed Moxian Night?" Mo Xianye's life, in a few months, God himself will decide, isn't he afraid of being punished by God if he does this? ”

Jiu Gu was also puzzled: "Mo Yanping's hand caught us off guard, no one would have thought that he would suddenly make such a decision, obviously before, almost all of his eyes were still on you." ”

"Yes, since last night, I feel that everything is very abnormal, what important information did we miss that caused us to be unable to control Mo Yanping's rhythm?" I tried to remember everything that had happened from last night to now, and in the end I only thought of a few possibilities.

The first is that Yun Sheng was seriously injured, which caused Mo Yanping to go crazy, but if he went crazy, he should have poured his anger directly on me last night, how could he let me leave unharmed?

Second, last night, he poured so much yin and evil qi into my body, and the yin and evil qi in my body was saturated before, but in this case, he absorbed all the yin qi that he poured into, which showed that something had changed in my body, which directly caused Mo Yanping to change his strategy.

Third, it may be that Yun Sheng and Yun Shuang's brothers and sisters killed each other, which disappointed Mo Yanping, and recklessly wanted to pull the entire fox clan to their end, but this is extremely unlikely, after all, Mo Yanping's ambition was only about himself from the beginning, and his children were just tools in his hands, so what they were, they would not change the grand cause that Mo Yanping had insisted on for so many years.

Therefore, only the second possibility is the most reliable, and of course, the first and third possibilities cannot be completely ruled out.

If it is really the second possibility, what did Mo Yanping see in my body?

He...... Will I find out that I am pregnant?

But even if he found out, wouldn't he have one more chip in his hand? Why can't you let me go?

This old guy is really hard to see.

I couldn't figure it out anymore, so I asked instead, "Jiu Gu, have you heard any news about Yunshuang and them?" ”

"Yun Sheng was cut by Yun Shuang The major artery on his neck, and the internal injuries in his body are also very serious, the retreat is certain, and it is impossible to come out in a day or two, Yun Shuang has done a great thing this time, but she is definitely not having a good time now." Jiugu's news is really well-informed.

No one can help Yun Shuang, and the best case scenario is that as I imagined before, Mo Yanping will turn his gaze to Yun Shuang without Yun Sheng's right-hand man.

I lowered my head, hesitated, and said, "Jiugu, do I still have a way out?" ”

I asked this suddenly, but Jiu Gu suddenly understood, she shook her head: "From the moment you walked out of the cliff, you have no way out, it's not that this retreat is blocked by him, but that he wants you to retreat now, and he can't go back." ”

"It's all my fault, I shouldn't have been so impulsive." I repented.

Jiu Gu reached out and touched my head, and said with a wry smile: "Actually, this process has to be experienced sooner or later, but you are too anxious and have advanced all the processes, so you don't have to feel guilty, but you must put in more effort than before to go on well." ”

I nodded vigorously: "I will cooperate with you to go on." ”

"I haven't gone to your grandfather Mo yet, I'm going to see you directly, you have to know these things, I don't believe in anyone, I only believe that only you can really save Ah Ye, Bai Li, you won't let me down, right?" Jiugu said solemnly.

I nodded vigorously: "As long as there is a glimmer of hope, I will not give up easily." ”

After Jiugu left, I collapsed on the bed all of a sudden, my mind was full of Mo Xianye, I really wanted to get news from him, and I was afraid of getting bad news from him, this kind of contradictory psychological torture I wanted to die.

I touched my lower abdomen, and even wondered, what should I do if Mo Xianye was really sacrificed?

When that really happens, I'm going to go crazy, right? No matter what, I'm going to drag Mo Yanping to hell together, I will!

……

Early the next morning, there was a lot of commotion in the yard, everyone was busy, and when I was wondering, I happened to meet Yi Tian who came out to bring washing water to Grandpa Bai, so I asked.

Yi Tian said in surprise: "Sister Bai, you forgot, tomorrow will be February Erlong will raise its head, this is the most important festival in Changbai Mountain, can you not be busy?" ”

"Tomorrow is the second of February?" It's been a long time since I've been paying attention to the date, and every day is a mess.

Last time, we went to the ghost market on the night of the Lantern Festival, and in a flash, half a month has passed, and the days have passed so fast.

In February, the second dragon raised its head, all the immortals in Changbai Mountain are going to worship the dragon's head incense, no matter what the fox clan usually makes trouble, on this day, everyone must unite and hold a grand sacrifice, and pray for blessings on the dragon's head incense, this year will certainly be no exception.

Yi Tian saw that I was wandering out of the world, dragged me, and said, "Sister Bai, aren't you going to the front hall?" I heard that early this morning, someone from the snake clan came. ”

"The Snake Clan is here? Who's coming? "Before the civil strife of the Snake Clan, they didn't walk around us very often, and when there was any big thing, we usually came to visit, and they rarely took the initiative to come to us.

Could it be that the snake clan is here to ask for cooperation?

Yi Tian shook his head: "I just heard what Brother Zhen said, and I didn't ask in detail." ”

"I'll go over and take care of Grandpa Bai now." I gave an explanation, and hurried to the antechamber.

The front hall was cleared, the door was closed, and there were people guarding outside, and I was stopped when I walked over, but Mo Xianzhen came out and took me in.

There were a lot of people sitting in the front hall, on the main seat, on one side sat Grandpa Mo, on the other side sat Liu Yi's mother, there was a black cloth pinned to her sleeve, and the next sat was her husband and two elders who came together.

And under Grandpa Mo, in addition to Mo Ziyu Jiugu, there is also my uncle Bai Fuhu, and further down, Brother Huang Zhigao is also there.

Standing in the back row were the elders of the clan and the best of the juniors.

The fact that this battle rarely occurs shows how important the matter we are talking about today is.

As soon as I entered, everyone's eyes were cast, and Liu Yi's mother beckoned to me and said, "Bai Li, come here." ”

I glanced crampedly at Grandpa Mo, he nodded slightly, and I walked towards Liu Yi's mother.

"Before Xiao Yi left, he told me thousands of times, and the last thing I couldn't let go of was your white glass." Liu Yi's mother took my hand and patted me on the back of my hand, which made me not know how to take it for a while.