Shuhe is a person who crawled back from the ghost gate, after such a catastrophe, coupled with long-term running and fatigue, the whole person is in a state of excessive fatigue, and the whole person is deficient in qi and blood, and it is extremely unsuitable for feeding children in such a physical condition.

The old gentleman came and went like the wind, I don't know who got fresh goat's milk, boiled it in a casserole, and then put it away, waited for the goat's milk to become warm, and then fed it to the baby. In this way, the child's milk problem is solved, but the adult's condition needs more time to recuperate.

How did they know how deep the worry was in her heart? The words of the man in black that night, and the father and queen mother she saw in her dreams, the memories she lost were pieced together like scattered starlight, and she didn't know when she would be able to piece together a starry sky.

The starry sky must have burst through the sky, remembering what the nurse said at the end, she guessed that there was an insurmountable hatred between her and the general, she didn't have the courage to look for any more memories, and she didn't have the courage to face the truth.

She carries these burdens in her heart alone, and others can't relieve her without knowing it. She knew that her father and queen mother were no longer in this world, and in that dark place, her father and queen mother were not happy at all. She thought of the queen mother's sad and unwilling eyes, and her heart was like a fire, and she couldn't bear to let her father and queen mother wander in that place all the time, like a lonely ghost in a lonely grave, not entering reincarnation.

She has heard others say that after death, people will enter reincarnation and reincarnate stories, if they do not enter reincarnation, they must have obsessions. What is the obsession of the father and the queen mother, revenge? She is very conflicted and does not dare to face the truth, but if she wants revenge, how can she do it without knowing the truth?

The old gentleman said that she needed to recuperate, and her mind was so confused that she could not recuperate at all, and she was torn between giving up her memories and taking revenge. I remembered the dream I once had, in which there was a woman who desperately wanted to escort her away, and now I finally understood that it was her mother, and the mother's unwilling and complaining eyes, when I remembered her, my heart hurt.

As soon as she saw the child, she unconsciously thought of the general and the time she spent with the general. The general's appearance was so clear, his eyebrows, his lips, his breath, every movement between his gestures, she could think of it, and it was sweet to think of him.

The days when I used to think of him were sweet, but now it is bitter, because someone told her that she loves the wrong person, she only loves one person, but it is wrong to love him. She didn't dare to think about it, and the thought of these made her heart ache like a cone, and there was endless fear.

She is extremely contradictory, all kinds of thoughts are like weeds in the water, climbing and entangled, and she has long been unable to pull clearly; Whoever she thought of was suffering from a heartache, it was a torment, she felt like she was going to be separated, half loved him, half didn't love him, half revenge, half escaped, and in the end, she was going to drive herself crazy.

Lying quietly, I don't know how long I have been lying, like a puppeteer, I have lost the ability to survive. Anyway, when the food is delivered, she eats it, and when the hot water comes, she washes it, He Huan said that if she wants to change her clothes, she will hold the child, and she will hold the child when she comes, but now she doesn't dare to hold the child, as soon as she sees him, she seems to see another person.

He Huan said: "Madam, you can name the baby!" Shu He looked at the child and shook his head. He Huan didn't know why, she felt that Mrs. had been a little weird in the past few days, and her eyes had become a little evasive and hesitant when she looked at the baby. Worry and fear grew little by little in He Huan's heart, spreading, and he didn't know when it exploded like a bomb.

Shu He had a dream, and when he woke up, it felt very real.

In her dream, she had a younger brother, and she always bullied him, but he still liked to revolve around her. He couldn't ride a horse, so she threw him on the back of the horse and left him alone, and with a slap, the horse galloped out, leaving him to hold the horse's neck and snoring in horror, "Sister, save me!" Suddenly the horse rolled over, and he fell off his horse, and the horse's hooves stomped on his back, and she saw her brother spitting blood from his mouth and dying. She panicked and ran towards him, crying loudly, until her brother was almost out of breath in her arms.

Then the scene turned to the palace hall, full of corpses, rivers of blood, shocking, apparently just after a catastrophe. Her mother hid her and her brother and told her not to keep silent and to protect her brother.

The picture turned again, she took her brother's hand and kept running and running, for fear of being caught by the people behind, they ran to a secluded alley, hiding, and a large number of people and horses chasing them galloped through the avenue in front, but one soldier still found them.

In desperation, she grabbed the stone bullet at her foot and shot the man's eye, the man's eye was injured, and the attack power decreased, she took the opportunity to fly and snatch the man's sword, and before the man could react, the sword stabbed into the man's throat. She hid the man's body and told her brother that he would hide it here until she returned, and despite his frightened and attached eyes, she flew on her horse, and she would never forget the helpless eyes she saw when she turned back......

Even though it was a dream, it felt real to her. She suddenly thought of Yundui, the younger brother she recognized, the look in Yundui's eyes when he said goodbye to him in the yard that day, and the sister in his mouth, and she finally understood why.

No wonder when she saw Yun Du crying that day, her heart would also tear and hurt, no wonder her tears would fall uncontrollably, because the blood of two people is the same, blood is close to each other, and the emotions are the same.

She remembered the jade pendant that Yun Du had left her, she had always kept it by her side, and she hurriedly took the jade pendant from the waist of the set of clothes next to the pillow, and took it in her hand to look at it carefully.

Two lines of tears fell, when Yun Du gave her the jade pendant that day, his eyes were moist alone, and now she is alone with tears like rain.

She couldn't imagine how much her heart hurt when she faced her sister who couldn't remember or recognize her with amnesia. She remembered that this jade pendant was given by her grandmother, and it was accidentally broken by him, and the queen mother wanted to punish him, it was her, she was punished for her younger brother, but he didn't expect him to remember this incident so deeply, so deep that he couldn't forget it for the rest of his life!

Scenes from the past come to mind, and scattered memories are slowly pieced together into a small starry sky.

She blamed herself so much that she was even breathing heavily. She recalls that day, she hid her brother in the alley, leaving him alone and waiting, and he never waited for the man who said he would go back to pick him up, an orphan with nothing and isolated from the world. She's going to find him, she's going to make up for her mistakes and take back everything that belongs to him!

Shu He woke up from his dream with difficulty, and he was very tired physically and mentally. She looked out of the small lattice window, and the twilight that was not dazzling was in response to her!

She knew that it was not yet dark at this time, and she lay quietly, as if she was waiting for something, hesitating about something......

No, she's brewing, brewing in her heart, she wants to brew a pot of moonshine boiled wine.

She said in her heart, "I have already left you once, and this time, I will never leave you alone again!" ”

If you don't explode in silence, you perish in silence. People who can't bear the inner torment brew a pot of strong moonshine wine. Finally, in the dead of night, Shu He escaped from the hospital.

Yes, she escaped, she didn't dare to say goodbye to He Huan, and only left a letter. She didn't have the courage to take the child away, because the seed of revenge in her heart was taking root and sprouting, rather than letting the child suffer with her, it was better to keep him by He Huan's side, at least to keep him safe.

Before leaving, she stroked the child's little hand, kissed the child's forehead, and said in her heart: "You are a good child, and I am not a good mother!" I'm sorry, kid! My mother is leaving, you must grow up safely, and you must be happy! No...... Don't miss me! ”

"Child, you have a good father, he will love him very much, leave you to him, I don't worry! It's a pity that we are blessed and can't stay together anymore......"

Shu He jumped down from the back window with a simple package on her back, and she saw that the horse that had been running with her was tied to the shed not far away. Slipping over lightly and pulling out the horse, he turned over and got on the horse.

Riding in the dust, leaving behind a cloud of dust and smoke, the whip waved in the night, as if to pluck the bright star far in the northwest.