Chapter 460: Mingyou: It's me, and I have failed two lives
Sakura has been paying for the sake of Mingyu.
However, the most regrettable thing is that Sakura's death didn't make Mingyu fall in love with her.
Mingyou doesn't love her, she knows it well. But he always wanted to deceive himself, and said to himself: "He admitted that I was his fiancée, so he must also like me in his heart." ”
Otherwise, how could he agree to such a ridiculous request?!
Until later—
When Sakura died, she said that the biggest regret in her life was nothing else, and her only regret was why Mingyou didn't fall in love with her. She hated, but the hatred faded away.
Too much love, not enough hate.
I love it too much, why hate it?
She knew she couldn't, so when she died, the afterthought was to erase all memories of this time between Mingyou and her.
Let him go.
The humility of love means that even if she loves to death, even if she dies, she doesn't want her figure to haunt him in his future memories. Didn't want to disturb him for the rest of his life. I want him to be well.
What if he finally meets his beloved? If there is still this past in memory, wouldn't it be dirty? Therefore, she didn't want to dirty his memories and return his quiet world.
When I closed my eyes, tears slid down.
Only then did she remember that it was a fate that God had arranged for her to love him so much. It was he who brought her from the Western Regions to East Asia and accompanied her to grow tenaciously on the land of East Asia. At first, he would always come to see her, but then somehow, he never came again. She wanted to see him, like crazy to see him, but he just wouldn't come.
Day after day.
The fungus does not know the obscurity, and the cockroach does not know the spring and autumn.
Minutes and seconds, years and months, for a long time......
When she was about to die, thinking that her life was coming to an end, he still didn't come.
With such a deep obsession, her stamens bloom little by little, and the petals are also resurrected.
Until one day, the girl passed by.
She was completely blooming, ate her without hesitation, and became her.
After that, she became Sakura.
The cherry tree that is unique in the world.
When she met Mingyou again, even if she didn't recognize him as the one who brought her to the land of East Asia, she still fell in love with him without hesitation, and she also longed for his love. Just a little bit is fine.
……
Mingyou, do you know that I have been waiting for you for a long, long time, so long that it is about to wither...... I, who became a cherry blossom, loved you for a long, long time until I died. Tomorrow, next year, the next life, mayflies can't wait for tomorrow, grasshoppers can't wait for next year, and I, can I still wait for the next life......
I longed for if I could meet you again in my next life, could I love me for you again......
Good no good......
Just once, or ......
……
"Mingyou, you and her have been destined for three lives, when it comes to feelings, after all, you owe her."
After the memory was retraced, Ning Ke couldn't help but sigh.
Love in the world is the most hurtful.
The past of Mingyou and Sakura is imperfect, but in the end, it is the most memorable. No matter how many lives Sakura relives, they are all planted on Mingyou.
And Mingyou, who experienced Sakura's three lives, finally fell in love with her in the last life.
It's a love that's too lowly.
"It's me who has failed her for two lives......"
The dusty memory was awakened, and this missing memory, he had always thought was unimportant, but it turned out to be so important.