It was already about ten o'clock at noon when Feng Yan woke up, and the first thing Feng Yan did after opening his eyes was to pick up his mobile phone to see if Mi Xiaojun had replied to himself, but when he saw that the upper display bar of the mobile phone screen was clean, a strong sense of loss and crisis came to his heart, but now at this time Mi Xiaojun is definitely not good at calling in class, what if she doesn't return to send a message, or wait until noon when she gets out of class to call, just when Feng Yan is in a dilemma, the mobile phone lying on the bedside continues to vibrate, Feng Yan quickly picked up his mobile phone, and when he saw that the caller ID was "Sister Liu", he was suddenly disappointed

"Hey, Sister Liu"

"Little handsome guy, what are you doing?"

"What are you doing, in the dormitory, Sister Liu called me for something?"

"You kid, can you talk! I can't call you if it's okay, okay, hang up, remember to delete my contact information"

"Sister Liu,,, Sister Liu, I'm wrong, don't be angry, my child can't speak,,,,,," Feng Yan apologized and muttered in his heart that women are really difficult

"It's almost ,,, how can a clever young man be so stupid,,, I was bored and wanted to talk to you, but now I'm not in the mood at all, let's do it first, hang up,,, hey, by the way, remember to come and play with my sister when you have time."

"Toot ,,,,,"

Before Feng Yan could react, the other party had hung up the phone

"Inexplicably,,, women,,, can't be provoked,,," Feng Yan threw his mobile phone on the bed, leaned on the back of the bed with a sad face, and glanced at the mobile phone lying on the bed from time to time, and kept muttering Mi Xiaojun's name,,,,,,

At 11:10 p.m., just as Feng Yan was lying on the bed sighing and tossing and turning, a "jingling" message prompt sound came into Feng Yan's ears

"Mobile phone,,, mobile phone,,, mobile phone,,," Feng Yan immediately got up and pulled around on the bed looking for his mobile phone, and finally found the mobile phone in the crack next to the bed against the wall, Feng Yan hurriedly opened the mobile phone to check the information, sure enough, the message was sent by Mi Xiaojun, but the content of the message was not what Feng Yan wanted to see - "Feng Yan, you don't have to call me after class, you don't have to apologize to me, you are not wrong, it is me who is wrong, I should not be confident that you are worthy of my trust, I originally thought that no matter what difficulties I encountered, as long as the two of us were in one mind, everything would be solved, but it turned out that I thought too much, it turned out that I had always been wishful thinking,,,,,, you looked at the message you gave me last night,,, you disappointed me so much,,, you lost your temper so much, I really don't think it's because of my mother, because from your words I saw your lack of self-confidence and vanity and cheap and fragile so-called self-esteem,,, in fact, to put it bluntly, You are so angry and vicious because you are poor, it is your poverty that makes you lose your mind and expose your true nature,,, so, I think we will not end well even if we are barely together, because I don't want the other side of me to be a coward with a temper greater than his ability, long pain is better than short pain,,, last night you said bless me, today I will reply to you with a 'thank you'"

Feng Yan repeatedly looked at the message sent by Mi Xiaojun, every time he saw the word "poverty", Feng Yan was ashamed of the fire on his face, Mi Xiaojun was right, he lost control last night in the final analysis because he knew his current situation, but he couldn't do anything, Feng Yan, whose heart was higher than the sky, was repeatedly despised by Mi Xiaojun's mother, and the resentment burning in his heart devoured his reason,,,,,,, Feng Yan wanted to call Mi Xiaojun to apologize and leave this feeling, but after his finger touched the dial button, he retracted back, Feng Yan knows Mi Xiaojun too well, since she said that she broke up with herself, it is useless to call now,,,, Feng Yan lay on the bed and tried his best to control his emotions that were about to collapse, originally he came here to be able to give Mi Xiaojun a home that cannot be said to be superior, but at least stable, and now he has only been here for a long time, and the money has not been earned, but his lover is gone, it is really not as good as the sky, Feng Yan suddenly sat up from the bed, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his arm, picked up the mobile phone, and replied to Mi Xiaojun: "I was wrong, I'll change it,,,I'm not a coward",,,,,,

Mi Xiaojun, who had just finished school, smiled with relief when she saw Feng Yan's reply

Flashback:

"Mom, don't you want to be a poor boy? You are also from the countryside, don't you look down on the children in the countryside and look down on your own background, you always teach me not to forget my roots, have you done it yourself? ”

"You stupid girl, Mom is not for your future good, as long as you can have no worries about food and clothing in the future, Mom will forget her roots, what's the matter, Mom doesn't care, I repeat, I firmly oppose you and that poor boy, if you want to associate with him again, you don't have my mother,,, Dudu Dudu,,,?"

Mi Xiaojun recalled her mother's words, and her heart was very entangled, "Feng Yan, I'm sorry"

The decadent wind that lies in bed because of a broken love is pulled back to reality by the vibration of the mobile phone under the pillow

"Hey,,, fierce son"

"Brother Feng Yan, why are you so boring to talk and haven't woken up yet?"

"No, I'm lying on the bed, I'm not sleeping, what do you say?"

"It's nothing, it's just that I guess you're about to go to work and it's time to wake up, so I'll call you"

"Uh, be my alarm clock,,, by the way, grandma is okay"

"Huh? ,,,Brother, you are sleeping, didn't you just meet grandma yesterday? ,,,Brother, did grandma tell you something yesterday? ”

"No, I didn't say anything, just chatted,,, I'll tell you, you immediately go to find a serious job and go to work, just stay at home and spend more time with grandma, don't fool around all day,,, do you hear you!"

"I know, I also thought about it through yesterday's incident, and I went back to work in the hotel before my grandma found out, so as not to make her angry when she found out"

"It's good that you know,,, in two days the concentrator will be overhauled, and it may be busy for a while, and I will go to see you again when I am done."

"Okay brother, you pay attention to your body, then I'll hang up"

Feng Yan threw his phone on the bed, got up, sat on the edge of the bed, and was stunned for a few minutes, then got up and began to get dressed and get ready for work,,,,,,

Although Feng Yan has tried his best to clean up his mood, he can still see the depression from the smile he barely squeezed out and the obvious words, and he didn't say a few words to Xie Zhaojun after the whole class, making Xie Zhaojun inexplicable, but because he couldn't figure out Feng Yan's temper, Xie Zhaojun didn't dare to ask Feng Yan more, and after work, Feng Yan lay on the bed and turned off the light, and the dark room released the most vulnerable side of Feng Yan - a man lay in the dark room and let the tears rage,,,,,,,,,,,,

"When you can hold hands, please don't just stand shoulder to shoulder, when you can hug, please don't just hold hands, when you can be together, please don't break up easily"