Maybe it's because Qiao Yiyu's appearance is similar to his favorite singer, Liu Yi showed unusual interest in her, and after swimming, he proposed that the four of them go to play tennis together, Han Le was the only one of the four who wouldn't know, but he still agreed, because Qiao Yiyu took the initiative to say that they were two in a group.

Qiao Yiyu's performance on the court is simply dazzling, one person plays two, and he can still firmly occupy the lead when he runs all over the court, Su Pei on the opposite side is the weak point, Qiao Yiyu hits the ball to him every time, Han Le simply becomes a spectator, holding a racket and standing stupidly in the opposite corner of Su Pei, ten minutes later, Su Pei half lay on the ground and shook his head again and again: "No, I can't play anymore." ”

Liu Yi was unwilling to fail, and asked to go head-to-head with Qiao Yiyu, Qiao Yiyu was also on the rise, so he agreed, Han Le sat back in the audience with relief, and admired Qiao Yiyu throwing the ball and waving the racket...... Watching her every move was a pleasure. Liu Yi, who was opposite him, had another style, every hit was fierce and tricky, but he was dealt with by Qiao Yiyu one by one.

The result was not unexpected, about twenty minutes later, Liu Yi walked off the field sweating profusely, and asked Qiao Yiyu when he sat down to drink water: "Are you an athlete?" ”

Qiao Yiyu denied: "It's just a hobby." ”

"Ordinary people don't have such good physical strength, they must have practiced."

Since he said so, Qiao Yiyu had no choice but to be modest: "I have practiced for a while." ”

After resting for a while, Liu Yi was still ready to put on the battle again, when his secretary called and could only say goodbye to everyone. Seeing his stride meteor disappearing into the back of the hall, Han Le felt a little emotional—this reminded him of Zhou Hai, but this one was more of an enhanced version, but for some reason, Han Le felt that he was not worried at all that Qiao Yiyu's position might be captured.

"I still have something to do, and I have to go," Qiao Yiyu stood up and said to the two of them again, "If you have something, call us." ”

"Okay." Han Le nodded, and Su Pei didn't speak.

"Oh, by the way, are you going to stay here forever?"

"Maybe." Han Le wasn't so sure.

After Qiao Yiyu left, Su Pei glanced at Han Le with some amusement: "You seem to be a little afraid of her...... I thought you were done. ”

Han Le ignored it, as soon as Su Pei mentioned this topic, Han Le remembered the scene when he used to play games with him, and those were all pretended by Su Pei...... In Han Le's heart, he always thought that being deceived was even more unbearable than being robbed.

"Don't be upset, I'm just asking," Su Pei said, and after a few seconds, he suddenly said, "Did she tell you her identity?" ”

Han Le glanced at Su Pei vigilantly, and his tone was a little unkind: "You think I'll tell you?" ”

"Your expression already tells me," Su Pei shook his head, "Is she related to that hibernation organization?" ”

Han Le stood up suddenly, raised his leg and left, Su Pei hurriedly followed, smiling and soft: "Okay, I don't ask, I don't ask." By the way, what do you say we eat at night? ”

As the saying goes, if you don't stretch out your hand and don't hit a smiling person, Han Le is angry and can't be angry with him, so he can only hate: "You just go eat the northwest wind." ”

Su Pei didn't care, and followed Han Le all the way to the elevator: "Why don't we go skydiving, have you jumped the parachute?" ”

Han Le didn't want to answer, although he was curious about this proposal, Su Pei didn't give up: "Bungee jumping can also be ...... Let me tell you, if you don't even experience this kind of stimulation once......"

……

Han Le felt that he was like the faint monarch in ancient times, and Su Pei was the number one traitor under the faint monarch, he hated him in his heart, but he had to admit that many of the suggestions of this traitor were what he liked and was willing to try. The most important thing is that Han Le himself is willing to be this faint king, if it was 35 years ago, he would definitely take the initiative to keep his distance from people like Su Pei, but now, Han Le feels that he doesn't care about anything, as long as he can make himself happy now, what does it matter?

Standing on the top of the jumping tower of hundreds of meters, the coach finally checked the safety measures for Han Le, and after confirming that there was no problem, he suggested that Han Le check it himself, Han Le ignored it, just looked at the distant water surface under his feet in a daze - I heard that at this height, even if a person falls into the water, he will be killed by the instantaneous reaction force on the surface of the water.

Su Pei just skipped and just came up, looking at Han Le on the side and smiling: "What's the matter, I'm afraid?" ”

Knowing that he was using a clumsy agitation method, Han Le couldn't help but fight back: "I don't think you were good just now." Han Le originally thought that since Su Pei had played this, it would definitely be nothing to him, but when he was about to jump, he was reluctant to move, and in the end, Han Le pushed him down, which surprised Han Le.

"The more you play with this thing, the more scared you become...... On the contrary, it is the first time to play a newborn calf, not afraid of tigers. ”

Han Le didn't know if this was the case, but he soon knew, and after glancing back at the coach, after the other party gave him a thumbs up, Han Le carefully moved a few steps forward, and the abyss was just around the corner.

Han Le took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and said that it was impossible not to be afraid, he hadn't jumped down yet, the huge fear was like an oil press, pushing out all the adrenaline in his body to resist the unknown huge threat, but this fear did not make Han Le feel stiff or overly nervous, and in this fear, Han Le was able to find a trace of longing - maybe everyone had imagined some pictures related to suicide when they were depressed, and Han Le even discussed it with Xie Yongqing many times, But it's not as real as standing here now.

If you don't have a safety rope on your body, if it's just the top of an ordinary building, if there is a sea of people flowing underneath, will you do it? Probably not, but he can now, where fear is just part of the game.

To be honest, in the process of falling, the fear is not as real as on the jump, there is only a huge thrill from the sense of speed, and the whole earth is dragging itself in its full mass, but it is doomed to failure...... Su Pei cried wolf howl when he fell just now, but Han Le gritted his teeth, didn't spit out a word, and even closed his eyes, imagining that if something went wrong with the safety measures, he would keep falling like this...... But this is only imagination after all, when he fell to the lowest point, the power of the safety rope came from his feet and waist, and he was pulled back to the sky by this greater force.

After two back-and-forth repetitions, his body had gradually adapted to this stimulation, and seemed to begin to realize that this game was just a trick to tease him, and refused to respond more, but Han Le cried out at this time: "Ah...... Ah......" The scream was even worse than Su Pei just now, because he used too much force, and his voice was a little sandy, and it sounded like a duck about to be slaughtered.

After trying it once, Han Le became addicted to extreme sports and asked to try skydiving. The newly hired athletic trainer he spent a lot of money suggested that Han Le take at least one day off, but Han Le ignored him. Anything is easy to do with money, the VIP service of the hotel is not a joke, just 6 hours later, after a few simple parachute training, Han Le was already standing in front of the plane door, and Su Pei, who was sitting behind him, followed with a pale face, he already regretted mentioning this suggestion a little.

When he used to play computer games, Han Le had this bad habit, once he found a fun game, he would play everything all the time, all night long, without moderation, until his energy and enthusiasm were completely drained, and now he is also in this situation. Every human perception can bring about so-called "pleasure", but it is not necessarily happiness, it is just a pure feeling - it is this feeling that lets you know that you are alive, that you have needs, that you have the motivation to do something, whatever it is, and that the result is good or bad, but one thing is certain, this feeling is definitely better than numbness.

After learning to skydive, Han Le was tired of playing non-stop for the next two days, there were not many places suitable for skydiving near Shenhai, Han Le also rented a boat to jump at sea, and he asked Su Pei to accompany him every time, for Su Pei, this exciting feeling is not worth enjoying, in the eyes of others, the job of a private detective is to take risks, but Su Pei doesn't think so - he thinks that the more risky work he needs, the more he needs to plan, for him, use his brain to make up for the risks that exist, It's a pleasure to do things that others see as impossible, but it's unacceptable for him to chase the thrill itself as Han Le is doing now.

"You haven't had enough?" After hearing Han Le's suggestion to try paramotor tomorrow, Su Pei finally couldn't stand it anymore and jumped up to object, "There are a lot of fun things...... Or I'll get you some tomorrow, it's definitely more exciting than this. ”

"Drugs?" Han Le said subconsciously.

"What's wrong with drugs?" Su Peiman didn't care, "Don't you just want to pursue excitement, drugs are much more exciting than these!" ”

This was true, but Han Le still shook his head, he was addicted to it, but he hadn't lost his mind yet.

"Or go find a woman," Su Pei didn't care about piercing Han Le's careful thoughts, "It's not difficult to find someone who is exactly like Qiao Yiyu." ”

Han Le snorted coldly and walked out of the door: "Then don't come, no one forced you to come." ”

Su Pei still followed, Han Le was lonely, but why wasn't he like this, he wouldn't starve to death if he left Han Le, but if he didn't follow Han Le, what could he do here? With a few thousand yuan, like Han Le in the past, wait for a month and then lie back? For Su Pei, this is even more difficult for him to accept. He spent so much energy in the future, not to be an otaku!

……

Even if he has a strong interest, he can't help Han Le from squandering like this, it can be said that he is no longer enjoying the beauty brought by interest, but wants to maliciously test the bottom limit of his interest, several times the parachute has just landed on the ship, Han Le got on the plane again after having a meal, and did not urge the staff to continue flying, but sat quietly inside and waited.

At first, the professor thought that Han Le deliberately wanted to train his skills, or really loved this sport, and gave him very positive encouragement for his excessive enthusiasm, but after three or four days in a row, the coach couldn't bear it, almost every day at dawn, Han Le went to call a plane, Han Le's current level coach didn't dare to let him fly alone, so he could only take him with him - but during the flight, Han Le was not interested in technical details at all, most of the time, he was in a daze between the sea and the sky, This made the coach who was with him can't help but start worrying.

During a break back to the ship, the coach called Su Pei and the doctor who accompanied the ship, and carefully expressed his worries: "Has Mr. Han been mentally stimulated before?" ”

No matter how powerful Su Pei is, he will not know that Han Le had a history of depression in college, but this is not difficult to judge, and after returning to the hotel in the evening, the coach and Su Pei went to find a psychiatrist without Han Le, and invited them to play Texas Hold'em together as an ordinary friend.

Han Le had a very good time that night, he has always liked this kind of face-to-face, wits and courage * game, and he is also lucky, he won nearly a few thousand yuan in a few hours, although this money is nothing, but after all, this is the first pot of gold that Han Le won by gambling.

But the doctor's conclusion does not become optimistic because of this: "depression...... How long has this been going on for him? ”

"It's been almost a week." Su Pei touched his waist as he spoke, thanks to Han Le, after a week, he felt that his waist circumference was smaller.

"That should have just begun, and it's likely that the patient himself is aware of the problem, and he has coping experience before, and he's trying to make himself happy," the doctor's words were full of worry, "It's a positive coping strategy, but it makes me more worried, because usually patients who can think this way will recover naturally after a while, unless they are very stimulated during the period?" Is this the case in his life? ”

Yes, too much, first my best friend committed suicide, then got a terminal illness, tossed in the hospital for almost half a month, and hibernate immediately before he could get better, and woke up 35 years later...... When he first heard that Han Le was depressed, Su Pei still felt that the person with this disease must be hypocritical, but now that he recalls it, it seems that it is not normal for him not to be sick.

But Su Pei could only mutter these words in his stomach, and could only say to the doctor: "Maybe, I don't know very well...... Is there any harm in this disease? ”

"Depression is one of the most common mental illnesses, sometimes patients can be cured naturally as long as they do something happy, but if it is serious, it is difficult to reverse the situation," said this, the doctor frowned, "According to my observation just now, Mr. Han's current situation is relatively serious...... But he is still in the adjustment period, and it is difficult to say whether he will return to normal through this self-regulation method, so it will take a while of observation, of course, it would be better if you could provide Mr. Han's previous relevant medical records. ”

"Then if you don't have a medical record, how long do you need to be observed?" Su Pei took advantage of Qiao Yiyu's absence, and he copied the house at Han Le's house, so he naturally knew that there was no so-called medical record.

"Between a month and three months, if there is a new situation during this period, you can still contact me, but during this time, it is best for you to let him adjust on his own, this kind of self-recovery will allow the patient to build up self-confidence and prevent recurrence of the disease in the future."

"Oh, and," the doctor remembered, as he stood up, "it is better not to let him be subjected to any further irritation, which is likely to aggravate his condition." ”

Su Pei asked cautiously: "If it is very serious, will he commit suicide?" ”

"It's hard to say, usually patients don't do this kind of thing until the last minute, but ......" When the doctor said this, he glanced at Su Pei and grasped the information very keenly, "Wait, is it possible that someone among the people he knows has already committed suicide?" ”

"That's his best friend," Su Pei didn't want to say, but he said it anyway, "I committed suicide a month ago, and I think it probably has something to do with his illness." ”

"If that's the case, you'd better be more careful and always have someone with him...... Depression is most afraid of loneliness, does he have any other friends now? When the doctor spoke, he glanced at Su Pei.

But Su Pei shook his head, he didn't think that he and Han Le were friends.

"Then you should encourage him to make more friends, at least let him get along with people more, he is so rich, introduce him to a few girls, hold a few parties, it shouldn't be difficult for you."

Of course, the difficulty does not exist, Su Pei also suggested so, of course, his purpose was not to treat the disease, and he didn't know that Han Le would get sick, but Han Le refused, according to his understanding of Han Le, he didn't like many people very much, as for finding girls...... Su Pei didn't think it was feasible.

"I mean, can't it be controlled with drugs?" Su Pei asked, "For example, some antidepressant drugs, ...... that can make people happy."

"What you said is a drug, not a drug," the doctor said to Su Pei in a serious tone of warning, "I want to correct your point of view, depression is a mental illness, not a nervous disease, and the purpose of most psychotropic drugs is to hinder people's ability to think and make people numb, and the consequences of depression itself are like this...... The only thing the drug does is to numb him to the point that he can't even think of suicide, and I won't let my patients do that unless they have to. ”

When he came back from sending off the doctor, Han Le was still playing poker with people on the Internet, but the online game felt too different from the real person, Han Le's attention was not so concentrated, and when he saw Su Pei, he talked to him: "Go to bed early, don't be unable to get up tomorrow." ”

Su Pei naturally knew that he was talking about going to play paramotor tomorrow, if it was before, he would have already begun to complain about Han Le's tireless perverted behavior of indulging in a game, but now he only has sympathy for Han Le: "Han Le, if you are tired of skydiving, have you ever thought about playing again?" ”

"Didn't you say that the life of a rich man is colorful?" Han Leman didn't care, "Skiing, racing......"

"What if you get tired of it?"

"Then start from scratch and play again." Han Le replied casually.

"Do you still want to play Company of Heroes? I still have it on my computer. ”

Han Le turned his head sideways and looked at him squarely: "That was the game of 35 years ago. ”