When Ah Heng arrived at the hospital with Mr. Li's research team, it was seven days after submitting the application form.

She had promised to go back to City B in mid-March, but now she is in a hurry and can't take care of it. Before leaving, he had to apologize on the phone.

Yan Xi's voice sounded much more energetic than before, and he asked her to rest assured and pay attention not to get infected. If he could find time, he would go to H City to see her.

Ah Heng smiled, and when he hung up the phone, taking advantage of the dark and high wind around him, he secretly kissed the microphone and buried it in the night, relying on no one to see it, blushing all the way.

There is a girl in my family who has just grown up, cough, of course.

Who is snickering? Don't be angry, hold on!

Our children are thin-skinned.

Only Ah Heng went to the dormitory, Xiao Wu helped her pack her luggage, and suddenly asked: "Is Yan Xi ready to quit her job in the entertainment industry?" ”

Ah Heng's movements on his hand slowed down, and he wondered, "What do you say?" ”

Xiao Wu said: "During this time, Yan Xi's work has been replaced by newcomers, and the catwalk planes of the various programs he set before have also been pushed off, and this matter is being discussed in the jar." ”

Ah Heng said: "I don't know very well, he is often willful, and his personality fluctuates, but when he thinks it clearly, it is a conclusion, and no one can shake it." Then, shaking his head and sighing, he smiled, "Let him think about it." ”

In short, let him think about it, and if he really likes him, let him be more tolerant.

Xiao Wu pinched the child's face, puffed up his cheeks, and said: "You really love him." ”

But I don't know whose vinegar it is.

Although my family Yanxi still doesn't know who his family is, my little six is really my little sister.

When I went to the hospital, I only said that I was taking virus samples for experiments, but I never imagined that it would develop into an uncontrollable state.

In the intensive care unit, patients wearing oxygen masks struggle in agony, often stopping breathing at night with bare muscles, while hospitals can only inject intravenous injections with ordinary tranquilizers and antibiotics. It is the helplessness that cannot be tolerated as a medical worker, but under the weight of the increasing number of patients, the soul is tormented.

Of the eighteen people who came, only five persevered in the end, including Mr. Li and four students.

Ah Heng stayed there. She couldn't remember why she had stayed, but she just watched her classmate leave with a cold eye.

When it comes to death, who is not afraid? But holding such a sick child, watching him cough, watching him panting, watching him cry in her arms to find his mother, my heart is always very sad.

The child's nickname was Xiaoxiao, and it was a task assigned to her by Mr. Li. Very young, just learned to speak but got this disease, and was even isolated because of the prominence of the disease, unable to touch the arms of his mother, who never left.

Xiaoxiao's mother didn't cry, but just begged Ah Heng to take good care of the children, and took a lot of chocolate candy, saying that Xiaoxiao likes to eat.

Ah Heng knew that the child had pneumonia and couldn't get irritating food, but he couldn't bear it, so he took the candy and coaxed him with sugar when he smiled.

Xiaoxiao is very funny, always stretching out his little hand to grab the mask on her face, he has never seen Ah Heng's appearance, just shouted vaguely: "Twitter." ”

Ah Heng smiled, took Xiaoxiao into his arms and fed him, and said, "Wrong, it's sister...... Sister, sister, smile. ”

Laughing giggles: "Tweet, tweet, tweet...... Ji. ”

The little head is crooked, the hair is soft, smiling and laughing, childish and cute.

Gu Feibai, who stayed with him, always frowned and warned: "Don't get too close to him, although he is a child, he is still a patient after all." ”

Ah Heng said: "Although he is a patient, he is still a child after all. In this way, do you think the words can also make sense? ”

Gu Feibai glanced at her lightly, tightened his fingers, and left arrogantly.

The Tao is different, and it is not conspiratory.

Xiaoxiao's illness was not very serious at first, but then she suddenly developed a fever during the night. The child is too young to take strong injections, Xiaoxiao has been with a high fever that does not go away, and he has tried ice compresses, alcohol rubs, and cooling blankets, but there is no effect.

The attending physician said, "The child is no longer good, please inform the parents." ”

Ah Heng was stunned for a night with Xiaoxiao, her forehead was tightly pressed against his, and she mechanically changed the towel to wipe his body, she said: "Xiaoxiao, you wait, mom will be here soon, soon." ”

Laughing but sleeping soundly and sweetly, his little hand clutched a few pieces of chocolate candy tightly until the morning light was faint, and he didn't lose his hand. A small child, whose body is still very soft, is gradually, cold, cold......

When the smiling mother arrived, she snatched the child from her hand and cried bitterly. She cried and beat Ah Heng: "You return my smile, smile, my smile!" ”

Ah Heng looked at her, took off his mask, and gently bowed his head and said sorry.

When I turned around, the corridor of the hospital was very deep and deep, there was no daylight, no lights, it was dark and cold.

Behind him, there was Gu Feibai's voice, and he shouted, "Wen Heng." ”

Ah Heng didn't look back, dressed in white, with weak shoulders. She hadn't been in contact with anyone for two months, and was at the hospital day and night.

She hugged the public phone in the hospital corridor and said softly: "Yanxi, do you know what, my first patient passed away. ”

She said: "Yanxi, you don't know, what a cute child he is, he laughs every day, like a kitten nesting in my arms, calling me chirping." He loves chocolate candy, because he sleeps at night when he is very young, he will wet the bed and rub his eyes to find a chatter. However, I wore a mask all the time...... He didn't even know I was ...... What ......" she squatted on the ground as she spoke, and at last choked up and wept bitterly.

"Yanxi, what should I do? Yanxi, I'm sad, you tell me, what should I do......"

"Yan Xi ......" she called the man's name, was broken, vulnerable, seeking the sadness of faith.

Not far away, stood the proud and cold man, looking at her back, his eyes were calm, but his eyes were red.

This phone has long been broken, how can she call it?

It's just a sustenance, that's it.

How could she be willing to let that person worry about her?

It's self-talking, real emotions, real pain, real ...... Miss.

He had never even really seen Yan Xi in her mouth, even if he heard his voice on the phone, even that person, every time he was on the other end of the phone, he whispered solemnly: "Thank you for taking care of Ah Heng, thank you." ”

But Ah Heng never even knew that when she fled from City B to City H, there was a man who accompanied her all the way until she was safely delivered to him.

For two whole autumns and winters, the man said, it's cold, can you stay with her more?

Can you buy her more candy?

Can you take her to an amusement park?

Can you tell her every day, baby, you're amazing?

Can...... Give her a warm home?

Can it?

He and her can be very close, holding her hand, but he doesn't know that she is afraid of loneliness, afraid of being denied, likes sweets, and her biggest dream in life is to be a good wife and mother.

Even on the day she ran away, the young man who was often strong and noble on TV, and the sharp man who often raised his eyebrows, asked him in a low voice: "Can you say 'happy birthday' to her at 0:00 on January 10th." ”

How sad it is, he boasts that he loves this woman very much, loves her deeply, but he doesn't know her birthday.

He often asked the beautiful young man who called in a cold voice: "In what capacity are you talking to me?" ”

The man named Yan Xi is no longer sharp and sharp, he is often at a loss, embarrassed and said: "I'm sorry, you may be able to treat me as her father or brother, marrying a daughter and a sister are in such a mood, please understand." ”

However, whose father and brother have done the ultimate, even when they are on the show, they often mention H City in a gentle tone, saying what a good place it is, the mountains and rivers are beautiful, and when I die of old age, bury me there.

What a good place, how good it is, there is your Ah Heng back then, my future wife, and the mother of my children.

Gu Feibai couldn't speak, and the scene that flashed in his mind was just a flash.

Everything has disappeared. He missed him, but he was just fascinated by the little girl in City B back then.

Back then, beside that little boy, there was once a little girl in a soft sweater, and when the mask was taken off, she smiled gently and said to him, I'm sorry.

"I'm sorry, I'm not the one you're looking for."

It was 1999.

Gu Feibai in 2003 stretched out his hand, pulled up the gentle woman in the white coat, and said, "Silly girl, stop crying." ”

He smiled with red eyes and handed her the phone: "It's just missing, how difficult it is." ”

When Mr. Li took them back to school, it was already June.

At that time, the whole school had been closed, and a ban was issued, and all students were not allowed to leave the school without permission, otherwise they would be expelled from the school.

A few days after Ah Heng returned to the dormitory, there were people in the building who had a fever one after another and were sent to the school hospital for isolation. Later, two were diagnosed at the school hospital.

As a result, they had to be quarantined in the dormitory for half a month.

Xiao Wu was very sad, and asked all day long: "My man, he finally came to H City once, I don't know if I can catch up!" ”

Ah Heng's heart moved, and he stammered and asked her, "Fifth sister...... You say, "What do you say?" ”

Xiao Wubai glanced at her: "I have no conscience, I only know that I am happy with Gu Feibai in the hospital." Yan Xi announced a few days ago that he would completely withdraw from the public eye after participating in and hosting a large-scale condolence tour of the country. H City Z Great Auditorium is the last stop. ”

Ah Heng was dumbfounded, and said, "He didn't tell me." I called him and he didn't say anything......"

Xiao Wu asked, "Then what did you say?" ”

"I said I'm alive, I'm alive and healthy, and then I haven't eaten sugar for a long time since the whole school has been quarantined; He said that he was alive and well, and then their school was not quarantined, and he didn't like candy, so he hadn't eaten candy for a long time......"

Xiao Wu vomited blood, suppressed the urge to slap the two children to death, and then sighed and looked at her: "Now you know, Yan Xi is indeed coming." ”

Ah Heng asked, "When?" ”

Xiao Wu said: "Five days later." ”

Ah Heng tears: "Then aren't we still isolated......"

Little five-point child's head: "Why are you so stupid, so stupid?" I'm looking for a male classmate to answer downstairs, we're on the second floor, and we will definitely be able to get out! ”

Ah Heng was frustrated: "Even if you go, so many people may not be able to see him." ”

Xiao Wu clenched his fists and bared his teeth: "Yan Xi's last host, we will wait at the door of the auditorium at noon to occupy a seat!" I don't believe it yet! ”

Then, the two children worked hard to turn it over.

Then, I suddenly looked back and found that I had no tickets, which was a tragedy......

Xiao Wu vomited blood: "After a thousand calculations, the old lady actually forgot to ask for a ticket." ”

Looking at the dust of the hand rubbing over the wall, our child burst into tears: "Fifth sister, you said that you would definitely be able to see Yan Xi, I haven't seen him for three months, Yan Xi!" ”

Xiao Wu sneered: "Otherwise, let's listen to it outside, Yan Xi is the boss of the voice." ”

Ah Heng continued to tear up, and banged on the door of the auditorium: "Yan Xi! ”

Missing is such a thing, the child is suffocating, suffocating until constipation, and it is nothing if he can't remember. But the key is not to give the child a chance, finally the sweetheart came to him, but he was blocked by a damn door.

If you want you, you can't block it, you can't block it!

A man with glasses who looked like an assistant walked over, pulled the glasses to the bridge of his nose, compared the photos in his hand for a long time, and pulled the child's braids: "Girl, is it you, are you Wen Heng?" ”

Ah Heng was sad and turned his head: "Who are you?" ”

The man with glasses smiled: "Why is it so much thinner than the black in the photo?" ”

Heng: "Who are you?" ”

Glasses man: "Oh, I forgot to mention, I'm Yan Xi's assistant, and he let me take you directly to the VIP seat." ”

In an instant, the birds and flowers of this world are full of vitality in all seasons.

Xiao Wu's eyes lit up, and he dragged Ah Heng to jump in, holding a glow stick, and sat proudly in the first row in the crowd.

Ahem, the director of the Academic Affairs Office on the left, and the ...... on the right Deputy Director of the Academic Affairs Office.

As soon as she waved a glow stick and shouted "DJ Yan, I love you like a mouse loves rice", someone poked her behind her: "Child, be quiet for a while." ”

Xiao Wu turned his head and looked, yo, what a familiar and kind old man, this is not ...... It's not ...... Headmaster? Tears run, look at the stage, damn, man, you really know how to arrange a seat.

Yan Xi happened to see them come in when he reported the program, smiled, and continued to concentrate, with a clear voice and a bright youth.

Ah Heng sat in the audience and looked at him seriously.

peacetime...... It's different. It seems that the whole body exudes the glow of midsummer fireflies, soft and beautiful, but not clear.

Xiao Wu looked at the program schedule and screamed: "Ah Heng Ah Heng, after a while, Yan Xi still has a song, what the autumn sea." ”

Ah Heng gasped: "He sings? ”

"What's wrong?" Xiao Wu wondered.

Ah Heng sneered: "You find an earplug first, don't blame me if you are deaf for a while." ”

Xiao Wu was excited: "What, you don't know how good Yan Xi's My Prayer is, I point to that song for three meals a day." I sue you, you can't slander him just by living in a house with him! ”

Heng: "I slandered him? Pull it down, it's the incomplete ......."

Then, I can't remember whether it was the fourth or fifth show, Yan Xi stood in the center of the stage with the microphone. The man seemed to be singing with his life.

.. I often wake up in the middle of the night and fantasize lonely

.. If you open the window, you can see the sea

.. It exists when it is forgotten

.. His choice to leave is also a denial of love

.. From that day on, I found myself

.. Somebody dies and doesn't want to have a future

.. The sea doesn't understand the people who make the tide

.. The summer has passed and will not come back

.. Like beach footprints, the attachment is still clear

.. Wait for time to bury

.. I never understood that love could be replaced

.. Confused, I didn't dare to reach out to love anymore

.. Gray-blue is in a mood that misses summer

.. The autumn sea

.. I often wake up in the middle of the night and fantasize lonely

.. If you open the window, you can see the sea

.. It exists when it is forgotten

.. The sea doesn't understand the people who make the tide

.. The summer has passed and will not come back

.. Like beach footprints, the attachment is still clear

.. Wait for time to bury

.. I never understood that love could be replaced

.. Confused, I didn't dare to reach out to love anymore

.. Gray-blue is in a mood that misses summer

.. The autumn sea

.. I never understood that love could be replaced

.. Confused, I didn't dare to reach out to love anymore

.. Gray-blue is in a mood that misses summer

.. The autumn sea

He sang "When it is forgotten, does it exist", adjusted the steps, walked to the front of the stage, bent down, took out a blue transparent candy from the pocket of his suit, looked at Ah Heng deeply, and gently fed it into her mouth. Then he smiled and doted, touched her head, leaned back, lay on the stage, with a bright forehead, looking at the sky, holding a microphone in one hand, in the sea of people, on his lips, singing a soul-calming song.

.. He sings, he chooses to leave, and he denies love.

.. He said that he never understood that love could be replaced.

.. The sea has not understood, but, my dear, do you understand?

.. Do you understand?