Chapter 84 Life is like a summer flower, and it can't bloom

The cup in Yan Xi's hand shook slightly, splashing a few drops of brown. He looked at her, his eyes undisguised: "Ah Heng, what about you, what do you think of me?" Am I gay in your eyes? ”

Yan Xi said these three words easily, and his expression did not make any big waves.

He smiled flatly, with a clear mockery in his eyes.

Ah Heng's cup slipped from his hand, and the finely made porcelain was even broken, and the notches were fine and delicate.

She bowed her head, stunned, gay, gay, how can you say it so casually, and then, running away, it's not a good sign for the cup to break, for a lifetime...... It looks like it's worth a lot, how much do you have to lose......

The boss will do business, and he came over to change the cup diligently, saying that he hoped that the sky outside the wooden window would be no longer necessary, took out a few brand-new banknotes from his wallet and handed them to him, grabbed Ah Heng's hand, and threw it into the dusk.

Don't look back, the pace is fast and fast.

Ah Heng was pulled by him and his cuffs were wrinkled, and she said, "Yan Xi, let go, let go, I'm angry." ”

Under the sunset, the young man with a clean and white neck pulled her and ran up in the dim golden light.

If you change the scene, according to our words are less avant-garde, and we are not afraid of people's words and are afraid that no one will watch, he should have hugged Miss Wen horizontally, and said affectionately: "Lu Liu counts Mao Lao Tzu can't see it in his eyes, Lao Tzu's favorite thing in the world is my baby." ”

Let's change the scene, according to the truth that if a good article is not abused, it will not be a good article, and Yan Shaoxing should be extremely entangled and say deeply: "Ah Heng, I ...... I can't forget the land flow. Of course, Miss Wen silently shed tears and said "I bless you".

Ahem, alas, none of the above.

Yan Shao didn't actually say anything, he just pulled Ah Heng's hand...... Ah, no, it's the sleeves, holding back and running forward.

Under the sunset, the two of them gasped like cows, and they didn't let go until the gate of the former high school.

Ah Heng's leg was about to break, and he pointed at Yan Xi while panting: "Crazy!" Who said anything about you, didn't I just say that I don't want to see Lu Liu? What's the matter, it's still poking you in the heart? ”

The tone is like brewing Shanxi vinegar.

Yan Xi lowered her head, gently let go of her sleeve, and smiled: "Come with me, I think a little bit about the past few years." ”

Ah Heng looked at Ximen Jin's shining school card, stunned, the anger in his heart and helplessness taught him to transfer most of it lamely, and said, "Okay, I haven't been in for a long time." ”

The school building is quiet in the daylight that is about to darken, with a gentle breeze and grass. On the basketball court not far away, several young boys with youthful childishness were playing basketball, muscles, sweat, bumping fists, cheering, scoring, three points.

Yan Xicheng fell on the grass with the word "big", closed his eyes slightly, and the corners of his lips were a quiet smile.

The word tranquility describes him, which is somewhat inconsistent. Ah Heng was condescending, his eyes were gentle, and he bent up.

He said, "Yesterday, I had a dream. ”

Ah Heng asked, "What dream?" ”

"I married you, and we had a baby. You gave him a nice name, but unfortunately I can't remember. Then, our family of three lived in a house with a European fireplace and Persian carpets. He was still very young, sitting on the carpet playing with toys, and we called him to eat, no matter how much he shouted, he couldn't hear it. Then, I woke up. ”

Ah Heng put his chin on his hand and laughed: "Scared, why am I so unlucky, I have planted you in my hands all my life, and I even gave birth to a little deaf." ”

Yan Xi opened his eyes and looked at the glow of the sky: "However, you didn't see it, that child is really beautiful, with my eyes and your mouth." ”

The smile was as gentle as the first drop of dew in the morning sun.

Ah Heng blushed, thinking that the summer sun was worthy of summer in the evening, why was it so roasting?

He stood up and patted the grass behind him, and not far away someone on the basketball court had shot the ball off and rolled in their direction.

Yan Xi raised his eyebrows, picked up the basketball and walked a few steps closer, squinting at the basket, that posture, that style, the cow was very similar to the god who suddenly appeared, and shot lightly.

Glittering, shining, shining, Yan Xi felt like she was radiating golden light.

And then...... Ahem, the ball hit the basket.

Yan Xi hid his face, puzzled, how could he not be hit...... How could it be......

A group of half-sized guys on the basketball court began to burst into laughter.

Ah Heng is embarrassed.

Yan Xi coughed: "I heard that the school history museum has been rebuilt again, let's go and take a look, there seems to be a photo of you in it." ”

Ah Heng: "How can there be mine?" ”

Yan Xi smiled: "There are photos of each champion, starting from the establishment of the school. ”

Ah Heng looked at it in disbelief, and the penultimate panel pasted in the glass window was indeed her photo.

"Ah, it's this one." She looked at the photo and rubbed her eyebrows, a little embarrassed.

It was the winter of the third year of high school, and on the days when he was sick, she bought a piece of roasted sweet potato, Yan Xi has never eaten sweet, and somehow had to share it with her that day. He broke half of it and was gnawing, and the head teacher said that the whole school should take pictures of information collection, and the sweet potatoes went to take pictures before they finished eating, and when the photos came out, both of them had a circle of beards on their mouths.

Yan Xi pointed to the photo and smiled: "Ah Heng, look, in fact, this is a photo of us." ”

Ah Heng wondered, squinting, there was an unclear figure in a school uniform behind her, framed on the same plane, and holding a piece of yellow cancan's unfinished sweet potato in her hand.

At that time, she seemed to be more likely to have than she is now.

There was a glint in his eyes, and he bowed down slightly, rubbing the glass with his hand until the silly girl's face became clearer.

He looked at it, as if he was thinking about something beloved, and after a while, he smiled: "Ah Heng, you weren't an ordinary stupid person at that time, whatever others say, as long as it is said in Beijing films that are more skilled than you, you will believe it." ”

He used to tease her, fourteen is fourteen, forty is forty, fourteen is not forty, forty is not fourteen; The bench is long, and the flat arm is wide......

The silly girl grew up in the south since she was a child, and she didn't distinguish between flat and warped, and in the end, she looked at the sky with a small face, whether it was fourteen or fourteen or forty-four.

Ah Heng sighed and was frustrated: "Yan Xi, you just pointed at me and didn't get angry with you-"

Before she could finish speaking, he kissed the picture of the silly girl gently.

He kissed her forehead and prayed for eternity. He pointed at the nose of the man in the photo and said stupid.

The smile is innocent, the fool is a fool, a little fool.

Ah Heng looked at him quietly, a little sour in his heart.

She wanted to say, Yanxi, why do you always look backwards in your life?

When there is Ah Heng, you can't let go of the land flow; When there is a land flow, you can't let go of Ah Heng; When there is the current Ah Heng, I can't let go of the Ah Heng in my memory.

However, there are two laws in the world, and they live up to the past.

It's the death day of Father Wen again.

Ah Heng always has nightmares when he sleeps, and the roar of the plane taking off gradually becomes clear, impacting the air current, and flying to heaven.

"Dad, don't fly, Mom won't let me. She should scold me when I go back, Dad......"

"Tomorrow is your mother's birthday, I haven't had her birthday in years. I'm going to rush back this year to surprise her. Besides, silly girl, if you don't say it, I won't say it, how will your mother know? ”

"Mom said absolutely not."

"Tomorrow is your mother's birthday."

"Mom, she said—"

"Okay, which of our two will show his stuff first when he goes back, punish him, ah, punish him for two years and not be allowed to enter the house."

"Ahem, okay, retractor."

"Children's things, your dad speaks and counts against the sky, what kind of hook to pull. Haha, such a big surprise, your mother must be happy. ”

When Ah Heng opened his eyes, the morning sun was just right.

The roar of the plane disappeared, and when I touched the corners of my forehead, it was all sweat.

She changed into fresh clothes and went to the bathroom to brush her teeth, and Yan Xi walked in with dark circles under her eyes. He ignored her anger and drank half a night's wine.

Ah Heng felt uncomfortable, but she just said that she hated Lu Liu, what could she do. She never tried to force him or anything, just to see what position she was in his heart.

Ah Heng said: "Yan Xi, don't drink alcohol, it's not good for your health." ”

He washed his face with water: "It is not uncommon for Yan Xi to drink alcohol, and only when Yan Shuai's grandson drinks wine and sells face can people see it." In the blurred sound of the water, his voice was a little cold, "You are a girl, don't worry about these things." ”

Ah Heng said: "I didn't want to care about you, but a few days ago, when I watched TV, I said that there were a few more people in the country who died of hepatitis after drinking, and I was afraid that you would die early." ”

Yan Xi lowered his head, with water droplets hanging from his hair, and smiled softly: "I ...... yesterday When I came back yesterday, I saw that there were still sugar gourds selling on the street, and I bought you a bunch and put it in the glass of the coffee table, so you can eat it. ”

Ah Heng ran over, it was hot, and it melted all night, and the table was full of sugar gum, like red tears.

She sighed in her heart, this stupid person with no common sense, wants to hurt people but can't learn it.

I took a bite and lost my teeth with soreness.

Yan Xi frowned: "Can't you eat it?" Throw it away. ”

Ah Heng shook his head: "It's rare for you to give me something." ”

His hand holding a towel to wipe his face stiffened, don't look over it, what is in his eyes, others can probably not see. He said, "Today is Uncle Wen's death day, you can go back to Wen's house with me." ”

Ah Heng was stuck with a hawthorn in his mouth, so sour that he burst into tears.

Yan Xi took a tissue and hugged her into his arms: "What are you crying about, they don't like you They are confused in their hearts, Uncle Wen is transparent, children in the family, you are the one who hurts the most." ”

The tears in Ah Heng's eyes were like ice ballast, painful and piercing, and he whispered: "But this one who likes me and let me die." ”

Yan Xi chuckled: "You are so honest, if you don't let the court try it, you will recruit yourself." ”

He let go of her, looked into her eyes, and said flatly: "On a plane, Uncle Wen had a heart attack, why did you become the murderer of your father?" Could it be that you flew the plane? ”

Ah Heng said: "I should persuade my father not to let him fly." ”

His eyes were big and bright: "I don't understand this again, Uncle Wen is a big living person, and you are a daughter, can you still control your father's two legs?" According to what you say, my mother almost died in childbirth when she gave birth to me, and I should have committed suicide when I was born, and your logic is very good, no wonder she doesn't like me. ”

He knew where her heart was, and she didn't go back to the Wen family not because of her mother's scolding, not because her brother and sister were estranged, but because of her conscience, and she was tormented when she saw her father's tablet.

He patted her on the back, smiled, and showed his white teeth, and said, "You can't hide in your heart for the rest of your life, and you can't pretend to be strong." You have to live well, and be a real Ah Heng in front of them, this Ah Heng in front of Yan Xi. For the rest, I'll work hard, okay? ”

Ah Heng nodded with a smile, heavy, but speechless. This comfort, heard in her ears, is more precious than ten thousand gold.

His face turned pale: "I'm so sorry I can't take you against the whole world." He couldn't give her so much love, so that she had the courage to stop caring about the Wen family.

Ah Heng looked at him and frowned slightly: "I always feel that your appearance has changed a lot compared to before." ”

Although it still looks the same, it always feels like a brilliant sunflower slowly withering, and there is a lot less anger and pride, which cannot be recovered.

"Well, it's not like ...... Yan Xi. ”

Yan Xi snorted: "Have you become more handsome?" ”

Ah Heng pursed his thin lips: "Hehe, there is less clarity, I still like the way you used to be, lawless." ”

He hugged her fiercely, closed his eyes, and said softly: "I don't care about anything, as long as you don't collapse and can still stand in this world, I don't care about anything." ”

The voice, the throat was a subtle vibration.

"Hey, Yanxi, what's wrong with you?" Ah Heng felt that he was inexplicable.

He took his hand, but smiled lightly, and said seriously: "When I get to the Wen family in a while, you can echo what I say, and then talk about family affection." They miss you and feel ashamed, Siguan and Aunt Yunyi's thoughts, I can guess a few points. ”

When they arrived at Wen's house, Wen's mother and sister-in-law Zhang were packing up the folded paper ingots and stacking them to put in the car. Wen Lao sat on the sofa, full of silver hair, holding a piece of candy to feed Xiao Bailing in the cage, without much emotion.

Siwan and Si'er stood in front of the stairs in plain clothes, not knowing what they were arguing. Siwan looked at Si'er with an eyebrow, helpless and angry.

They turned their faces and saw Yan Xi and Ah Heng, Si Wan smiled and said, "I'm back." ”

Ah Heng was startled, he looked like he looked like a few years ago when he and she didn't have a mustard.

Si'er snorted coldly and walked towards the door, and when he came to Yan Xi's side, he lightly sarcastically said in his right ear: "You drink less, you work hard like this, I don't know who will feel sorry for you." ”

Mother Wen's expression was also a little stiff, but when she walked in front of Yan Xi, she had a tiger face: "You know that you have come to see me, an old lady, are you going to take my daughter to the edge of the sky?" ”

Yan Xi laughed: "Auntie, if you are an old lady, where can you teach Gong Li and Maggie Cheung?" ”

Mother Wen pursed her lips and nodded at his forehead, but she couldn't help laughing: "Since I was a child, I can coax people with a mouth." ”

Yan Xi glanced at Ah Heng, and Ah Heng echoed: "Yes, Mom, you are young and young, not an old lady." Touching his nose, he couldn't think of anything else, and added sincerely, "Really." ”

Mother Wen laughed, pinched her nose, and warmed her voice: "No, my girl can't follow the most tricky mouth, she was born too honest." ”

Ah Heng lowered his head: "Mom, aren't you annoyed with me?" ”

Mother Wen looked at Yan Xi, this child's smile was good-looking and fluttering, and her heart was sour, she knew it was like this, she knew it was like this!

She shook her head, hugged Ah Heng, and cried: "Mom doesn't annoy you, Mom is at fault, she shouldn't beat you, she shouldn't let you go home." I have never blamed you for your father's affairs, it's just that he wants you to be with the Gu family's children, and his mother wants to fulfill his last wish. ”

She only said part of the reason, but she kept some dirty and dirty things, like a mess, she still couldn't figure it out, why bother to let her daughter suffer from those things between men?

It's not that she doesn't have resentment when her daughter is transferred, but what can she do? In order to protect the whole family, what other good way does she have besides Aisel?

Ah Heng, from birth to adulthood, calculated carefully, the days by her side were less than three hundred and sixty days. She was born with a red mole on her right wrist, and she remembers it so clearly, but when her father-in-law retrieved the missing child, the mole disappeared for no reason. As a mother, she wants to cry and make a fuss, but what can she do in the face of her mother-in-law's pleading eyes and her husband's gloomy clouds?

That year, she heard that next door, the well-known fox spirit of the Yan family died in childbirth, one corpse and two lives.

But the father-in-law looked at her, the sharp eyes of the eagle falcon were unfathomable, and he said: "Yunyi, you should laugh, my Wen family has finally kept a little blood." ”

Her heart was bloody, and she couldn't sleep all night, shaking Si'er's cradle and telling herself over and over again, "This is my daughter." ”

It wasn't until fifteen years later that her little Ah Heng returned to her with a red mole on her right hand, but her daughter was already Si'er.

Come to think of it, there is no fate to be a mother and daughter.

When I burned paper for my husband, I put my hands together, and I hope you will bless you and Anguo.

Behind him, the pair of children were fingers interlocked, made in heaven.