Under Han Le's repeated insistence, the hospital still went through the discharge procedures for Han Le, because strictly speaking, Han Le did not appear in much physical condition now, and although the indicators were still a little different, it was only a bad recovery. The doctor asked Han Le to prescribe some medicine to help him recover, and warned him that if he felt unwell after returning home, he must come over as soon as possible.

Han Le originally wanted to take a look at Xie Yongqing before leaving, but was told by a director of the hospital that Xie Yongqing's body had been claimed by their family and that they might have been cremated now.

"I have to go to Xie Yongqing's house to see him." On the way home, Han Le said to Qiao Yiyu.

Qiao Yiyu knew what Han Le meant, and nodded: "I'll go with you." ”

After arriving home, Han Le called Xie Yongqing's family, and it was Xie Yongqing's mother who answered the phone, her voice was low and hoarse, but when Han Le mentioned Xie Yongqing's relics, she recovered a little bit of spirit, and hurriedly said that she could come to Shanghai to get it - but Han Le said that there was no need, they could send it over.

There are not many items, except for a computer that Xie Yongqing specified for Han Le - although it was inevitably checked by the police, the others are nothing more than some winter clothes, and many books piled under the bed, a small half of which are professional books, and the others are all kinds of novels, magazines and newspapers, "Science Fiction World", "Reader", and even a few "Bosom Friends" - that was found by Han Le in the items left by a tenant, he took a few glances, and then Xie Yongqing took it over to look at it, but he didn't expect it to be kept until now.

Books Han Le felt that there was no need to bring them, mainly clothes, Xie Yongqing had taken a lot of them away when he went home before, and there were almost a few left-barely enough to change, when he was cleaning up, Han Le guessed that maybe he had already made this decision since the last time Xie Yongqing went home, and even prepared for it - the police said that Xie Yongqing had left a suicide note in advance at home, which also verified this guess.

When someone knocked on the door when it was almost cleaned up, Han Le subconsciously thought about whether it would be Zhu Yuxiang - but after thinking about it, Zhu Yuxiang didn't know if he was dead or alive now. So by the way, I asked Qiao Yiyu, Qiao Yiyu shook her head, before Han Le was transferred to the ordinary ward, Zhu Yuxiang's life and death were still uncertain, and then she didn't care about this issue.

"Dong Chou?" After opening the door, Han Le was a little surprised to see someone coming, "Why are you here?" ”

"I heard that you are just sick, come and see you," Zhou Hai said, and then glanced at Qiao Yiyu openly, "You are all okay." ”

"It's fine." Han Le invited Zhou Hai to enter the door as he spoke.

Since Qiao Yiyu made it clear that Han Le was her boyfriend, Zhou Hai hadn't appeared in their lives for a long time, and Han Le once thought that he should have given up, but the look in his eyes when he entered the door just now let him know that the other party shouldn't have it yet.

In fact, as Han Le guessed, after learning from Su Pei that the relationship between Han Le and Qiao Yiyu was fake, he picked up the idea that he had given up again, and he also came into contact with many girls from art academies during that time, but I have to say that it is difficult for Zhou Hai to find this kind of temperament on Qiao Yiyu from them - especially when Zhou Hai clearly shows his worth, and can maintain Qiao Yiyu's attitude of not being humble or arrogant, it is almost nothing.

But Zhou Hai is not willing to be like Zhu Yuxiang, he can ignore all of this because he likes it, and it is even more impossible for him to demote himself to the position of Zhu Yuxiang - let Qiao Yiyu choose to be a chosen person, his view of mate selection has not changed, this kind of thing should be a thing for two people to understand each other, and then consciously voluntarily, among which excessive behavior will destroy this kind of conscious voluntariness - liking a person and liking to be pursued by a person are two different things in many cases, Most men often show an illusion when pursuing women - in Zhou Hai's realm, he no longer wants to create this illusion for the other party by opening the peacock screen, he will hope that the other party can like a more life-like self.

When he learned that Han Le had an accident, he was still in a meeting at the Beijing branch, and he had the urge to buy a plane ticket back immediately - it is impossible to say that there is no schadenfreude, but in the end, it is still not, it is not easy for a person of his age to be impulsive once. However, it is precisely because of this self-cultivation that he did not lose his temper too much when he learned the news of Han Le's discharge from the hospital, and he will come over to take a look today, and the reason is simply ridiculous to say - he just suddenly wanted to come to see Qiao Yiyu, after all, the three of them are still friends in name.

Zhou Hai wanted to stay here for a while, but Han Le didn't have the time to entertain him anymore - after agreeing to Qiao Yiyu's solution, Han Le felt that his time was becoming more and more precious, just like the last bit of time before the death of a terminally ill patient, he had to seize this time and finish everything he wanted to do.

"We were about to go to the train station, this is Xie Yongqing's relic," Han Le said with Xie Yongqing's suitcase in tow, and then Qiao Yiyu took it and opened the door, "I can't keep you, I'm sorry." ”

Zhou Hai also knew Xie Yongqing's name, but he didn't know what to say now, because he didn't know what Han Le and Qiao Yiyu thought of this roommate—so he wisely didn't speak, and only proposed when he walked out of the stairs: "Why don't I send you over, the car will be parked nearby." ”

Han Le didn't refuse, he didn't have much heart to stay in these jealousy now, after the car started, he stuck to the window to look at the scenery outside, looking at it, Han Le would even burst out laughing out loud - I don't know what he will look like when he sees this next time? Just think about it and look forward to it.

Zhou Hai tried to say a few words to Qiao Yiyu to ease the serious atmosphere, but he still failed-Han Le didn't have the heart to listen to him at all, he just thought about his own thoughts, and Qiao Yiyu was thinking about Han Le's arrangements, after the conversation in the hospital, Qiao Yiyu could no longer simply treat Han Le as an ancient person, he had become an important part of his life, and because of what happened in the hospital, he would maintain the same role for a long time to come- Qiao Yiyu couldn't find a very suitable word to define this relationship, if it was an ancient, he would definitely be willing to transform into husband and wife, after all, a man and a woman...... But Qiao Yiyu obviously doesn't think so, if it's a friend, to be honest, Qiao Yiyu feels that her previous relationship with Han Le was more just reflected in cooperation, rather than communication (this reason is also caused by herself, for the sake of confidentiality, she has to carefully consider the reliability of her friends), maybe the word "same way" will be more accurate, of course, this Tao is not the way of truth, but the way of the road - they are like two people who met on the road, because they had to go to the same destination because of coincidence.

The ticket was bought online by Qiao Yiyu in advance, and after arriving, he only needed to take his ID card to check the ticket - it is not difficult for Qiao Yiyu's "fake" ID card to do this.

bought a hard-seat ticket, Qiao Yiyu sat in the middle, and when she got into the train, she was still a little curious, such as the rack for luggage, there were so many people sitting, but after the train started, it was not interesting, so she closed her eyes and recuperated, Han Le calmly reaped the envious eyes of the men in half the carriage, and in the secret satisfaction, she fell asleep unconsciously.

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After getting off the bus, the two went to catch the bus to the countryside as soon as possible, fortunately, more than an hour later, the two got off the station by an unfamiliar highway bridge, at this time the sky was safe and dark, and there was an unpleasant and irritating smell in the air.

Xie Yongqing's parents were eating at home, and they were obviously unprepared for the arrival of the two - they thought that they would have to come in a few days, but they still reluctantly showed enthusiasm to greet them, and when they saw their son's clothes and personal belongings, Xie Yongqing's mother couldn't help but go back to the house, leaving only his father to smoke while thanking the two for coming to run, and then went to the kitchen to make a simple egg drop soup for the two of them to eat.

Xie Yongqing's portrait is still hanging in the middle of the dining table, Xie Yongqing in the black and white photo is expressionless, and his two eyes are looking out of the frame forcefully - in Han Le's impression, he has never seen Xie Yongqing have such a firm expression, this is not his style, if he is such a person, he will not embark on this desperate road. Han Le could almost imagine that Xie Yongqing must have been holding back a smile when he took this photo—but this seriousness, which he thought was a humorous expression, was used by his parents as the end and final note of his life. Han Le couldn't help but think, if he was also dead, which photo would appear on the tombstone?

After dinner, Han Le went to Xie Yongqing's room to take a look, this room was similar to his room in Han Le's room, except that there was a large wardrobe that is usually found in rural areas, under the bed, Han Le saw Xie Yongqing's textbooks from childhood to adulthood - it seems that this is also a habit of his, and there are even high school ones, Han Le opened several of the exercise books and flipped through them casually, which were basically neat homework and equally neat checks, and the crossed parts were pitiful, and one or two could not be found in one book, And there are corrected correct solutions on the side - this learning attitude is too embarrassing for Han Le.

However, there are still some flaws, for example, in one of them, Han Le actually saw the "chess book" left after he and Xie Yongqing played "backgammon paper" in his self-study class with Xie Yongqing in his freshman year, which was a battlefield composed of circles and crosses, and Han Le's talent in games and chess was also reflected at that time, and most of the winners were on Han Le's side.

When Han Le was reading these exercise books, his father sat on the side and smoked, and after Han Le finished reading a book, he would take it and look at it a few more times, and many times he still had words in his mouth: "Every year the exam is the top few, never let us worry about ......" As he spoke, he took out a pile of paper from a small wooden box - after reading clearly, Han Le found that they were all awards and certificates, three good students, learning pacesetters, and the first prize in biology competitions......

Then Xie Yongqing's mother also came over, and the conversation began to increase, and they began to talk about how well Xie Yongqing studied well, how he was liked by teachers at school, and he got a scholarship every year in college, etc., etc., etc., etc. - but Han Le heard a question, they never mentioned what kind of person their son was, what he was interested in, why he went to study biology, what he thought after getting these honors, why he didn't look for a job after graduation and went to graduate school, and continued to take the doctoral exam after the graduate school entrance examination......

So their confusion was understandable, and in the end, his father asked a question that he couldn't figure out these days: "How to go and ...... well"

Han Le couldn't answer his question, Xie Yongqing made it very clear in the letter he left him, his parents were just parents, and they were just genetically inherited, and maybe they knew something about what he liked to eat, height, weight, birthday, etc., but it was almost impossible to really understand the ideas and practices.

Han Le's parents originally wanted to stay with them here, but because of the pungent air quality, the two still declined, and Han Le still knew something about the countryside in Belvedere, as long as he waited on the side of the road for a while, he would definitely be able to wait for a private car to go to the city - many car owners live in the city and go to the countryside to run errands, and it is also by the way to go back and take someone, as long as you pay some fare.

When he went to the hotel near the station to open a room, Han Le realized the ambiguity of this option when he was asked whether it was one room or two rooms, but Qiao Yiyu didn't realize this problem, and after being consulted, he naturally said: "A double room." "Han Le's body is almost inseparable from Qiao Yiyu now, and now most of the energy of his immune system is used to attack artificial bacteria, and Qiao Yiyu must be activated for a period of time every day to eliminate any possible hidden dangers in the body.

There is a computer in the room of the hotel, but the configuration is average, and the Internet speed is not comparable to that at home, and Han Le found that he was not interested in the Internet at all now, so he moved a chair and went to the window to look at the stars in a daze.

I don't know when, Qiao Yiyu appeared behind him, his hand gently leaned on his back and began to "treat", if he was still in the hospital because of his illness, now he will inevitably have some reactions - but he knows very well that Qiao Yiyu does not have this kind of mind for him, he still remembers that in the conversation in the hospital, he mentioned that he could accept being "bound" by Qiao Yiyu's side, but Qiao Yiyu replied that she couldn't, she also had various plans to try other types of lifestyles, such as traveling around the world, to learn how to "do business", to observe and even get in touch with every detail that she considers important in the 21st century...... She had already planned these plans before she came, and in these plans, there was no place for Han Le - and to be honest, Qiao Yiyu didn't change her mind because of Han Le, not to mention that maybe Han Le himself wouldn't like such an arrangement.

Han Le could only say that he relied on words to distract his unreasonable attention: "Then according to what you said, the era you live in is the era of communism?" In the conversation at the hospital, Qiao Yiyu took the initiative to reveal a lot of information, and there is no doubt that this information made Han Le feel incredible, and it was also an important reason why he was willing to accept Qiao Yiyu's proposal.

"You can say that, but it's not what you think."

If someone else said this, Han Le would definitely refute how do you know what I imagined, but the object was Qiao Yiyu, and he didn't have this desire to debate - the facts are the best illustration, in front of the future people, as an "ancient", he almost has no right to speak, maybe all the results of his current thinking, the other party has already seen the answer in history.

"Then let's talk about it, how is it different."

"Communism is like a dream for you, more of a feeling and imagination, just like someone imagines heaven," Qiao Yiyu said, "and this dream is not concrete, and there are great doubts for you, doubting whether that scenario is unrealistic or not......

"We had such a dream," Mr. Han said, "but reality shows that it is not realistic...... Is it because of insufficient productivity? The debate on these systems on the Internet is even more abundant, and most of the arguments of the opponents are because the "unkind" part of human nature cannot be avoided.

"Productivity ......" Qiao Yiyu paused, but quickly understood, "It can also be said that it is the level of scientific and technological development...... But technological developments go far beyond productivity...... In fact, the so-called communist life is like that, it looks beautiful in your eyes, but the people who live in it are still not satisfied. ”

"It's not hard to imagine," Han Le agreed, and then guessed, "That means that your era was only materially rich, not spiritually rich?" ”

"The actual situation is a bit like this," Qiao Yiyu replied, "but ...... There is still a big gap with what you think, the sensory enjoyment, that is, you say spiritual wealth, it is indeed not much, but this is our voluntariness, as long as the individual is willing, he can choose a life with a particularly rich spirit. ”

"Is there anyone who doesn't want to?" Han Le was a little puzzled, "Individuals always want to be as free as possible. ”

"This kind of thinking is rare in our time," Qiao Yiyu shook his head, looked at Han Le, and said, "Forget it, don't talk about this, the more you say, the more confused you will be." ”

"Yes, I can imagine," Han Le also thinks, "If I go back to ancient times and find someone and say, in a few hundred years, everyone will have such a box at home, in which they can watch plays, play, talk, go wherever they want, and they can sit in a car longer than a dragon, and an iron bird flying in the sky...... They will also be said to be confused. ”

Qiao Yiyu was silent, it was actually inappropriate to say such a topic in front of Han Le - it was a bit too emotional, just as modern people told primitive people how pathetic they were - Qiao Yiyu didn't say this explicitly, but Han Le already vaguely felt it.

"Maybe I'll be able to see it if I have the chance."

"Very likely," Qiao Yiyu nodded, and then left his hand, "Okay, let's go to bed early." ”