Chapter 272: In this troubled world, everyone has his last resort
Zhen Zhen was tired, and hugged Ran Ying and sobbed: "Ah Ying, you are so ruthless, how can you not know that Ah Su has true feelings for you?" You're deliberately pretending not to know. But is Yuwentai okay with him? Why are you so cruel to him......"
Ran Ying didn't speak, only hugged Zhen Zhen tightly, and tears fell down line by line.
After a while, both calmed down. Ran Ying helped Zhen Zhen finish bathing herself, put on a clean dress for her, dried her long hair, took her to the bedroom to lie on the bed, and whispered, "Sleep for a while." β
Zhen Zhen took her hand: "Don't you go, okay?" β
Ran Ying nodded.
Zhenzhen's eyes closed for a moment, then opened them again. Those watery eyes looked straight at Ran Ying.
"What's wrong with you?" Ran Ying asked softly.
The little girl was obviously sleepy, but she stubbornly refused to sleep. She looked at Ran Ying stubbornly, and said, "Ah Ying, you are not good to Ah Su, I didn't want to come to see you, I don't want to see you." β
Ran Ying smiled: "But Gao Su entrusted you to me very early. If I have promised him, I will not fail him. β
"I'm not rare to live with you." The little girl pursed her lips, "But, I'm with you, and whenever you see me, you'll think of Asu...... I won't let you forget him. β
Ran Ying smiled softly, but her eyes turned red again: "I won't forget him." β
Vera looked at her with wide eyes for a long time, and took her hand tightly, she put her nose in her palm, as if sniffing her scent.
After a while, she raised her head, her eyes watery: "Ah Ying, I finally see you again, I have always missed you." β
Ran Ying smiled softly: "I miss you too." β
"Then do you want Asu? Even if...... Just think of him once in a while. She looked at her and asked cautiously.
Ran Ying raised her head, as if recalling. She said softly, "I...... I think of him occasionally. I always wanted him to be happy. β
Vera seemed satisfied. She sighed softly, lay down again, and babbled, "He's so stupid." He thinks of you like that every day, but you only think of him occasionally...... It's really unfair......"
"Sleep." Ran Ying smiled helplessly and gently stroked her smooth forehead.
She stayed by the bedside until she was asleep, then she got up and left the room.
At some point, the women who had come to the door were gone, the guards were gone, the two children were asleep, and the courtyard was empty, and it was dark at night.
A gust of evening breeze blew, bringing the fragrance of the clusters of autumn chrysanthemums in a corner of the courtyard.
Her mind was pulled back to Rinzai a few years ago, the chic Zhaowen Temple.
The white-clothed boy who came through the flower path was like stepping on snow in the air, and his light clothes were flying in the wind.
He is no longer alive.
Suddenly, a tear fell.
Hurriedly reached out and wiped it off.
Why cry? She asked herself.
He is Yuwentai's enemy, he calculates her several times, puts her in danger, and indirectly leads to A-Ying's death.
Why weep for him?
Is it for the child who lost his mother at a young age? Is it for the boy who lost his best friend?
For the days of Shoon-in, or for the snow of Mt. Shoumei?
He was dressed in white, walking in the snow with red plums, and the winter sun shone gently above his head......
Covered in scars, he walked through the impermanence of his fate, and the darkness and cold were his lingering nightmares......
He was dressed in white, but his eyes were always on the dark and boundless future.
He stood outside the world all his life.
It is probably only at the moment of death that I integrate into this world.
Ran Ying covered her mouth, and tears dripped down in large drops.
I didn't notice a very light footstep behind me. Yuwentai's broad palm landed on her shoulder.
"Why is a person crying here?" Cishen's gentle voice came.
Ran Ying leaned on him mournfully. His body temperature came through his shirt, and his grief was rolling again.
"What's wrong with you?" He asked again.
"Gao Su is dead, I feel so sad......" Tears rolled down in large pieces.
"Why do you feel sorry for him?" He asked.
Ran Ying choked: "I don't know either." I knew he wouldn't live to be thirty years old, but I heard that he was dead...... I just can't stand it......"
"Rest early, don't cry and break your body." Yu Wentai seemed to sigh lightly.
"Are you mad at me?" Ran Ying choked up and asked rhetorically, like a child who was afraid of making mistakes.
"I'm not mad at you."
But for no reason, I felt that my chest was a little blocked.
That feared opponent, he kills like a flower, and he is deservedly despicable. Even his immortal-like white figure smelled of blood.
But on the contrary, it is so obvious that he has shown mercy to Ah Ying's subordinates when he returns.
But it's so obvious, since Jin Yang came back, Ah Ying has taken pity on him a little.
Ah Ying is his gardenia that blooms alone in the bloody rain, cold and fragrant.
So Yu Wentai couldn't help but think that his beloved Ah Ying was also cherished by others in his heart.
The pair of crystal cups on the night of their wedding a few years ago, he later came out from Ah Ying's performance and was sent by Gao Su. He saw Ah Ying looking for the figure of the man on the street with his own eyes, and when he remembered it afterwards, he couldn't help but wonder if something had happened to them when they were in Linji......
Ah Ying's treatment of him is indeed different from others......
Ran Ying turned around and saw Yu Wentai dressed in a dark robe, solemn and quiet in the night.
He also looked down at her, with a complicated light in his eyes.
Mixed minds.
She was half-tilted, with a golden hairpin in her hair, her eyes were red, and her face was full of tears.
He suddenly realized that he hadn't seen her cry in a long time.
Ran Ying lowered her head, still sobbing: "He can't ask for it all his life...... Actually, he ...... He's not that bad......"
"I know." Yuwentai seemed to be careless, picked off a golden begonia on her head, and reinserted it.
"In this troubled world, everyone has his last resort." His expression was light, and his tone was light. His attention was in Ran Ying's hair, and he seemed to be checking whether the hairpin was plugged in.
It seems like that's something more important.
Ran Ying was stunned and looked up at him.
A long, long time ago, it seems that Gao Su also said this.
"He's the smartest and most vicious opponent I've ever faced in my life. He sees through people's hearts and understands human nature. Only after the deepest pain and darkness can I have the same pair of eyes as he didβand if it weren't for the hostility, I'd love to sit down with him for a drink or two. β
They have been living a life like fairy couples for almost six years, far away from the court and power. He has gradually become accustomed to not thinking about anything in this world, and has gradually become accustomed to having only a smart and lovely little wife and a pair of lovely children around him.
Maybe they will have more children in the future.
A big family, lively and lively. Settle for troubled times. It's not a blessing.
But Gao Su is dead, and the pattern of the world is about to change.
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