Chapter Twenty-Five: I'd Rather Not Be Saved by You
Jingyu hurriedly put the sword away, and seemed a little embarrassed, as if she was really too childish. But there was no better way for him, and if he didn't, the general wouldn't have promised to recuperate.
During the time when the general was recuperating from his body, Jingyu was responsible for taking care of everything and continued to appear in the public eye with the appearance and identity of the general.
Since the Ninth Prince was deprived of his fiefdom and the crown prince was grounded, the eyeliner of both the mansion and the military camp has been much quieter.
Jingyu has been secretly investigating the Gu incident, but he hasn't gained much, but nothing like that has happened since then, and everything has been calm.
A pebble thrown into the river will cause ripples, but it will soon calm down, and it will be no different.
There are no major events in the army, and Guan Duyuan is naturally obediently recuperating in the mountains. The air in the mountains is quiet, and there is a natural hot spring in the back mountain of the residence, and I go to soak in the medicinal bath for an hour every day, and the body recovery is relatively optimistic.
The wounds on my body are gradually healing, and the poison of cold and damp qi has also been relieved a lot, although the joints often hurt due to the change of weather, I have obviously felt a lot more relieved recently, and everything is developing for the better.
After Shu He returned to the General's Mansion, everything was fine, but she never went out of the mansion to play again, what she did every day was to sit in the courtyard in a daze. When she sees birds flying in the sky, she sees fish swimming in the water, even if it is a tree or a cloud, she can see amazingly, and then stay for half an hour.
At first, she didn't feel anything, He Huan just thought that her wife was curious, and after a long time, she felt more and more abnormal. What the hell is going on with Madame, it can't be that her brain is broken, because when Madame plays with her, it's a different look.
Madame is not happy, is it?
The general is not happy either!
He Huan has been bored in his heart, why did the two of them become like this? Obviously, they can be a loving couple, but they are hard-working mandarin ducks. The general loves his wife so much, He Huan thought of the scarred general when he returned from the snowy mountain, remembered his tiredness, and remembered the sadness when he and his wife looked at each other......
She really doesn't understand, there are more things she doesn't understand, no one really wants to live clearly, and people who live clearly are tired!
It's winter, and the weather is cold.
Guan Duyuan arranged for Jingyu to bring Yun Dui back from the border pass, this Dayuan is still so cold, not to mention in the border pass, it is even colder, the child is already weak, if there is a problem with the cold, how can he explain it.
When she rescued him from the homeless people, she wanted to leave a relative for Shuhe, and she was just such a brother in this world. In that battle, Shuhe's family had all died, and Chidamu, who was driven out of the royal city early, escaped his life, and was later used as a slave as a homeless person.
In order to avoid trouble, he changed his name to Yundui, arranged to train in the army, and deliberately cultivated him. Born in Beiwan, he was born to be a martial arts material, not long after he was in the military camp, he was outstanding, in order to protect him, the general deliberately took him with him, and those who didn't know thought he was the general's adjutant general. Although he was born to practice martial arts, he is still much worse as a deputy general now.
Yun Dui is a very rational person, he remembers his identity, and he never oversteps, Guan Duyuan is always relieved to watch him grow all the way. He knew that his sister had lost her memory, and he also knew the hard work of the general, and he was willing to be a stranger and see his sister once in a while.
Every time I went to see her, she was extremely indifferent, she didn't look at him or talk to him, he felt uncomfortable looking at him, but he couldn't say anything. Even He Huan, who was rescued by the general, had to pretend to be a stranger in front of his sister, because the general said: "She hates me, she doesn't want to see anyone around me!" ”
But last time, when he went to give his sister red coral earrings, his sister talked to him and brought him pastries, although she still didn't remember anything, but he was so happy.
But he was also so sad, the pain of not being able to recognize him had been piercing him like a needle.
He didn't remember how he got back from his sister that day, he held back all the way, and when he saw the general, he couldn't help crying.
The general asked, "Your sister, she, is it okay?" ”
"General, sister, she... She's finally willing to look up at me! ”
The wind and horses and cows are not related to the question and answer, Guan Duyuan hugged Yun Dui, one was crying, and the other was sad.
Guan Duyuan's voice choked, "Yun Dui, I... I, I'm sorry! ”
Yun Du understood the general's pain, "General, it's not your fault, I never blamed you, and I believe my sister is too." ”
The general said, "No! She hates me! ”
Yun Du knew that her sister hated the general and married her, but she never saw her, this kind of deliberate snub was a kind of harm. At first, he didn't know the truth, and he hated the general so much that he wanted to kill him, so he practiced martial arts so desperately.
When he got to the general, that hatred changed, and in the face of the truth, he couldn't hate it. The general doesn't see his sister, that's protecting her, the women in the house are all eyeliner inserted by others, they don't love the general, but they will cause trouble. If the general favors anyone, then who will be targeted, his sister himself knows that Beiwan women have no intentions, and they can't fight those women.
In order to have troops to fight against the four princes, both the nine princes and the crown prince want the general's military power. The four princes have been leading troops to fight outside all the year round, and they have a deep heart, but also win the hearts of the people, and they have military power in their hands, which makes the prince and the nine princes jealous. The crown prince's position as the crown prince is already unstable, the ninth prince and the fourth prince are eyeing each other, and he wants a strong enough backing; The Nine Princes have been arrogant and domineering since he was a child, and he has long coveted the position of the crown prince, and he also needs a strong helper.
In the era of relying on force to speak, military power is the greatest guarantee to obtain status and stabilize status, Guan Duyuan, the hereditary knighted general of three generations, has a power that cannot be underestimated, and they all want to win him over.
But the general never stands in line, wholeheartedly protects the people of the world, and does not get involved in the struggle for imperial power, this is the original intention of the general, and he has always done so. But because of this, the general's situation is becoming more and more difficult.
At that time, Twilight understood that the hurt she saw might be deep love.
The general sent someone to pick him up from Biansai, which was really much warmer than Biansai, but he still liked the endless desert and the yellow sand in the sky. Thinking that there were still relatives here, he couldn't wait to come back.
Jingyu takes Yundui to the small courtyard to meet the general.
When Yun Du saw the general, he was indescribably surprised, the general who was in the wind of the jade tree was so weak now, and the general who once dominated the battlefield had not seen him for three months......
He suspected that this was his own delusion, and he couldn't believe that it was true, and he looked at the secluded courtyard again, as if he understood a little.
Yun Du asked with concern, "General, what's wrong with you?" ”
Guan Duyuan pretended to be strong and said, "Yun Dusk, sit, isn't it okay for me?" ”
Twilight sat down, "Is that okay?" ”
Twilight thought, "The general won't tell me the truth." ”
He turned his head and asked Jingyu on the side, "Lord Jingyu, please tell me, what happened to the general?" ”
Guan Duyuan immediately spoke up to stop him: "Jingyu, don't ......"
Ignoring the general's obstruction, Jingyu directly replied to Yun Dui, saying, "The general went to the Snowy Tianshan Mountains to find the thousand-year-old Ice Purple Frost Flower to save his wife, and he was injured. ”
Guan Duyuan wanted to stop Jingyu, but he didn't have time.
The general spoke up again to stop him, "Jingyu, don't say it! ”
Jingyu was a little emotional, "Don't say it? General, he will know these things sooner or later, and you have done so much, do you really intend not to let Madame know? ”
The general said, "I never wanted her to know, I didn't want anyone to know, Jingyu, I ......" He couldn't say it anymore.
Desperate to find out the truth of the matter, Twilight eagerly asked, "What's wrong with Madame?" How did the general get hurt? Where is the general's wounded......"
Jingyu told Yun Du about the matter, "Madame has a high fever and is unconscious, so she can't be cured, and the doctor said that the thousand-year-old cold and purple frost flower in the snowy Tianshan Mountains can be cured, so the general will go and get it himself." When he returned, the general fainted, and he was treated here for nearly three months before recovering. The cold poison eroded into the bones, and the left hand was wasted, and finally tried all means to save the left hand, but the fingers were not saved......"
Guan Duyuan stopped Jingyu again, "Jingyu, don't talk about it, he doesn't need to know about this." ”
Cloud Twilight was extremely shocked in her heart, "Three months? Isn't that the same time I took to go to Biansai? ”
Jingyu did not shy away from saying: "Madame is seriously ill, and the general is worried about you, so he sent you to Biansai." ”
Silent, silent, Twilight looked at the general, and the general looked at Twilight.
Yun Dui's heart was as uncomfortable as a knife, and she asked him one by one, "So, you sent me to Biansai, are you afraid that I will know, that I will worry about my wife, that I will follow you to the snow mountain?" Are you afraid I'm going crazy? Are you still afraid that I won't survive? ”
"Twilight, I..."
Yun Twilight gradually couldn't control her emotions, "Say, you're afraid, you're afraid of everything, you're afraid that she will hate you, you're afraid that she'll think of everything, you're afraid that I'll go crazy if I'm sick, you're afraid that I won't survive, you're afraid that I know you're hurt." But general, do you know, what I'm most afraid of is that without you, without you, we really can't survive! ”
"Do you really think you're a god? Invulnerable? So why is your left hand useless? The left hand is useless, how can you lead the troops? How do you get to the battlefield? How can you still be a general? ”
"Do you think that if you carry everything alone, and if you are tired alone, everyone else will be better? I'm telling you now, no! It's not good at all, I'd rather not be saved by you......"
"Twilight, it's not like this, I'm ......" A tear slipped silently, and he quietly wiped it away.
All three had difficulty controlling their emotions, and what remained was endless silence.
No one is invulnerable, and those unknown scars, once opened, will be bloody.
After a long time, Yun Du asked Jingyu again, "Lord Jingyu, have you also gone to the Snowy Tianshan Mountain?" ”
Yundui's mood eased, but he still wanted to know the truth.
Jingyu said: "No, the situation was special at that time, the military affairs were urgent, and the general could not appear in front of his wife in his true face, so I pretended to be a general and stayed in the barracks. ”
"So, the general is going to the snowy Tianshan with your face?"
Jingyu nodded, indicating that it was like that. Twilight heard the sound of a collapse in her chest, what kind of sin and fate is this?
Yun Dui looked at Guan Duyuan's left hand, trembling slightly.
He asked Jingyu, "What did the general go through?" ”
Jingyu replied honestly, "I don't know, the general never said, and I don't dare to ask." ”
The two looked at Guan Duyuan at the same time, and the general's mood was not yet stable.
Clouddusk questioned him, "General, are you planning to hide it from everyone and not let anyone know?" Including me? ”
Jingyu helped on the side, "General, tell him, he should know this." ”
Guan Duyuan was silent for a long time before he slowly spoke......