Chapter 64: He's been looking for you for a long, long time
This question is very important to me, but Mo Xianye obviously has a hard time facing this question, and in the end, he didn't answer me, and missed me and left.
I don't actually know what psychology it is, so I have to get to the bottom of it, is it expectation?
Of course Mo Xianye won't marry me, what am I looking forward to?
Amusing.
But what I didn't expect was that my mood hadn't cleared up, and the person I didn't want to see the most recently came.
I didn't sleep well all night, and when I woke up early the next morning, the chicken soup in the pot was already broken, poured, washed, and after making breakfast, I lay behind the counter in a daze.
I felt like I was a bit of a waste, I didn't want to do anything all day, and I went about living every day.
It was at that time that Yun Sheng stepped through the door.
The morning sun lazily sprinkled behind him, reflecting his white robe with an extraordinarily fairy spirit.
He still looked so gentle, Yushu was in the wind, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and called softly: "Ah Li." ”
I was stunned behind the counter, I don't know what my face was, but it must have been bad.
Yun Sheng had already walked to the counter, reached out and stroked my hair, and smiled, "Scared you?" ”
"I ...... I didn't expect you to show up out of nowhere. I stumbled and said, "Are you done with your retreat?" ”
Yun Sheng nodded: "Yes, I came to Jiangcheng to see you as soon as it was over, and I wanted to surprise you." ”
Surprise, hehe, what a big surprise.
I forced myself to take it easy and asked with a smile, "Have you had breakfast?" I'm going to do it for you. ”
"I ate it at Lu Wuye's place." He didn't shy away from saying, "Fifth Master Lu meant to let you go over and get together today, I was afraid that you would be restrained, so I came over by myself." ”
I nodded: "Lu Zhao mentioned to me two days ago that you were coming to Jiangcheng, I just didn't expect you to come so soon." ”
"Because I want to see you soon, to make sure you're okay." Yun Sheng said, "Listening to them, Jiangcheng is not very peaceful during this time. ”
"Jiang Cheng is okay, it's mainly me, I have encountered some trouble." I walked out from behind the counter and sat on the couch with Yun Sheng, and as I spoke, I kept thinking about what I should talk to him about.
When I was thinking about this, I was surprised to find that between me and Yun Sheng, I also need to think twice about talking, I used to be in front of Yun Sheng, I never got entangled in anything, I never thought about what I could say and what I couldn't say.
In the end, everything has changed.
Yun Sheng wrapped my right hand in the palm of his hand and said, "With Fifth Master Lu here, I'm not worried, when I take over the master, I will take you out of Jiangcheng and protect you for the rest of your life." ”
My heart was bleeding and I asked him, "Senior brother, don't you ask what happened to me during this time?" ”
Does he really think I'm safe and sound now, nothing to ask, or is he running away from the topic?
Lu Zhao hinted to me before, don't mention the poisonous thing to Yun Sheng, Lu Wuye also said before, all this has nothing to do with Yun Sheng, at first I even believed Lu Wuye, and I was also happy in my heart, but after experiencing so many things, it is difficult for me to agree with their words anymore.
The more reluctant they are to bring up the subject, the more I have to ask them clearly, tear through their disguises, and see them for what they really are.
Yun Sheng paused, as if he didn't expect me to ask such a question, and then said: "Most things, Fifth Master Lu has already told me briefly, Ah Li, you have been wronged during this time, and Senior Brother has failed to protect you, which is a dereliction of duty by Senior Brother." ”
"Then did Fifth Master Lu tell you about the poison?" But I'm not going to get around the topic and get to the point with the most critical issues.
I stared at Yun Sheng, watching the change in his facial expression, watching the slight flickering in his eyes, and then frowning and asking me, "Poison?" What kind of kitsch? ”
Do you really not know?
"It's the poison you asked Lu Wuye to give me and give Mo Xianye to eat." This matter used to be my sore spot, I couldn't touch it, and I was overwhelmed when I touched it, but now I mentioned it myself and spread it out in front of Yun Sheng clearly.
If it weren't for the oolong affair with Liu Yi last night, I wouldn't have made up my mind, and I always had some worries in my heart, but if Liu Yi didn't even pay attention to the catastrophe in order to marry me, I think that Yunsheng would probably be the same as Liu Yi.
Yun Sheng shook his head: "I have never asked Fifth Master Lu to take any poison to you." ”
"I believe in you." Every answer he gave didn't answer the tip of my heart, there was always something in the crossing, and I don't know if I was expecting too much, or if he didn't dare to reach forward at all.
Yun Sheng was silent, looked at the door slightly, and I smiled bitterly: "Senior brother, you have changed." ”
Yun Sheng looked at me in surprise, and I continued: "Isn't Senior Brother aware of the efficacy of this thing? ”
"Senior Brother and Fifth Master Lu are so close, such a famous thing, shouldn't you not know it?"
"But why don't you ask me how I get along with Mo Xianye these days?"
"Why don't you ask, why did Fifth Master Lu give me poison behind your back?"
One question after another is like a sharp knife stabbing at Yun Sheng, I want to cut open his heart with my own hands to see if his heart is red or black.
Yun Sheng didn't speak, just looked at me, I couldn't see much waves from the depths of his eyes, and my heart sank inch by inch.
smiled self-deprecatingly and spoke: "Senior brother, the Ali sitting in front of you is no longer the Ali of a few months ago, such a ...... Ali"
"I'll marry." Yun Sheng didn't let me continue, reached out and hugged me over, hugged me tightly, buried his face in my neck, and said word by word, "How can I not know how poisonous it is? So I can't ask, Ahri, my heart hurts as much as yours. ”
"Why did Fifth Master Lu take the wrong poison, I will ask him, but the matter has come to this point, and no one can undo it, Ah Li, Senior Brother knows that you have been wronged."
"No matter what you have experienced or what you have become, you are the most important person in Senior Brother's heart, and you are my Ali."
"I promised your master to take care of you for a lifetime, this promise will not change because of anything, when I take charge of the master, we will get married, I will carry you into the door with eight sedan chairs, and love you for the rest of my life."
I couldn't see his facial expressions, but I could hear the trills, and my heart ached.
He closed his eyes, held back his tears, and said: "Then the senior brother will take Ah Li back to the master's door, Ah Li doesn't want to carry the sedan chair, don't want to be famous, just want to see the senior brother every day." ”
Yun Sheng's body stiffened, raised his face to meet my eyes, I looked at him for a moment, but he said, "Ah Li, I'm sorry, I can't do it at the moment." ”
"Back then, your master, that is, my uncle, she left the master for a reason, you are her only disciple, the master side...... It must take some time to reconcile. Yun Sheng held my hand and said, "Ah Li, I believe that Senior Brother, as long as Senior Brother has real power in his hands, he will definitely circle you by my side as soon as possible and never be separated again." ”
This is said to be reasonable and well-founded, and it cannot help but be moving.
I also nodded cooperatively, and asked instead: "It's just that Senior Brother wants to grasp the real power, and he still needs Ah Li to be wronged for a while, right?" ”
I asked him with a smile, and after I finished asking, I kept looking at him, waiting for his answer.
I think the most sad feeling in the world is nothing more than this, right?
I thought that as long as I grew up, he would give me a happy marriage, but as everyone knows, in his mind, power is far more important than feelings, and I am just a stepping stone under his feet when necessary.
Even though I have made my words clear, I still haven't gotten a sentence of 'Ah Li, leave Mo Xianye, I don't want you to continue to be wronged.' ’
He can watch me go to meet his enemies again, and give me away, and I am in his mind, a few pounds and a few taels, obviously.
"So, no matter what grievances Ah Li suffers, Senior Brother can bear it, right?"
People have a bottom line, maybe I am willing to die for the sake of Yunsheng, but this does not mean that I can sell my feelings or even my body for him.
It's disgusting.
If Mo Xianye is not Mo Xianye, he is not so good, then what about attracting me, but a thug, a complete devil? How devastating will that be to me?
I thought, even if I can stand it physically, I can't bear it psychologically, right?
But Yun Sheng wants me to bear it, the kind that doesn't give me a way out.
"Ah Li......" Yun Sheng looked at me painfully.
I sneered in my heart, this time I met, Yun Sheng had destroyed all his good thoughts in my mind, and the previous hesitation was gone from now on.
Yun Sheng looked at the disappointed expression on my face, and said with a long sigh: "Ah Li, I know that you hate me and hate me for pushing you to Mo Xianye, but I said that I will pay for all this." ”
"You haven't lived in the division since you were a child, you don't understand the grievances and grievances, how powerful Mo Xianye is, how powerful the forces behind him are, it's not something that our division can resist at all, and you're different, even if he destroys our entire division, he won't touch you at all."
"Ah Li, you are the hope of our entire sect, how can I ignore my sect because of my own children's personal feelings?"
"Besides, do you think that without that pill, he wouldn't have found you? He's been looking for you for a long, long time. ”
My brows tightened: "He's looking for me?" We didn't know each other before, why did he look for me? ”
"Because you have something he desperately wants, he has waited for tens of thousands of years, and finally waited for you to be born, how can he let go easily when he meets in the vast sea of people?"
Yun Sheng said, looked at my heart, and then asked me, "You have been together for so long, haven't you noticed his strangeness?" ”
I shook my head: "No, what the hell does he want?" ”
"Your heart." Yun Sheng's words were astonishing.
I suddenly remembered that twice, I angered Mo Xianye to a certain extent, he pressed his hand on my heart, pressing down hard, it felt like he was going to dig out my heart, could it be that at that time, he moved to kill me?
Seven exquisite hearts, is it ......
I subconsciously reached out to my heart, but I still couldn't accept it: "I have a physical examination every year, and no doctor has ever said anything different about my heart, you ...... Maybe mistaken. ”
"There's no mistake, Ah Li, it's just that the time hasn't come, Mo Xian won't move you at night because he has to wait." Yun Sheng said earnestly, "Yes, for the sake of the master, Lu Wuye and I have more or less done some wrong things that are unfair to you, but Ah Li, we are also helping you, only if Mo Xian dies at night, the master can live, and you can live safely." ”
"Compared to life, some things are not so important, senior brother swears to the sky, when Mo Xian returns to the sky at night, I Yunsheng will immediately marry Bai Li as his wife, and I will not betray Bai Li in my life, otherwise the sky will hit five thunders and thunder, and I will not die well."
Yun Sheng swore a poisonous oath, sincerely, but I don't know why, I just can't believe what he said.
Maybe it's not just for Yun Sheng, I don't dare to believe anyone easily now, I've been deceived too many times, I'm afraid.
Yun Sheng sat with me in the store for a while, and finally it was Lu Wuye's phone call that called him away, and before leaving, he kept emphasizing that he would repay me all the debts he owes to me for the rest of his life, so that I could insist on it for the sake of the teacher, for him, and for myself.
After Yun Sheng left, I nestled on the sofa and pressed my hand to my heart, where there was a throbbing pain.
In fact, it is not difficult to analyze, at least ninety percent of Yun Sheng's words are true.
At the beginning, Mo Xian was poisoned at night and had a relationship with me, he could have stayed with me continuously and released the poison as soon as possible, but he didn't.
Not only did he try to open the cycle as long as possible, but he also taught me to cultivate, and transferred Yunshuang and Yunlu to Jiangcheng to help me do things, all of which was actually for one purpose, that is, to make my heart grow into the Seven Exquisite Hearts he needed as soon as possible.
Although I have never felt that my heart is different from anyone else's, Yunshuang has mentioned to me the Seven Exquisite Hearts, as well as the ghost crystals that have fallen from the ghosts.
Mo Xianye once personally took my hand, inserted it into the heart of the ghost, and took out the ghost crystal he wanted, and those are also the heart of the ghost, aren't they?
Moreover, I finally figured out that in less than two years, how Mo Xianye could save himself should be to collect all kinds of hearts in different states, such as ghost crystals of various colors, such as the Seven Exquisite Hearts.
These are the keys to helping him get through the hurdle in less than two years.
And the seven exquisite hearts, tens of thousands of years can only be reincarnated, of course, I am the key protection object.
I finally completely understood Mo Xianye's thoughts on me, but is Yun Sheng's side, as he said, really for the sake of the teacher?
Doesn't he have the slightest covetousness for the Seven Tricks?
Something that has only been reincarnated for tens of thousands of years, how precious, he used me to defeat Mo Xianye, isn't he afraid that this seven-trick exquisite heart of mine will provoke a bigger enemy?
As long as you calm down and analyze it carefully, you will be able to fully understand the overall situation.
With Mo Xianye, I may have two years left at most; With Yunsheng, I may not be able to live for a long time.
As for what eight sedan chairs, what swearing, for me, it doesn't make sense.
Whoever I talk to is destined to end well.
But can I get myself out? Apparently not.
No matter where I flee now, flee to the ends of the earth, with Mo Xianye's power, I should be able to chase me back, even if Mo Xianye doesn't chase me, Yun Sheng will not let me come nonsense, as long as he spreads the news that I have an immature seven-point exquisite heart in my body, I don't know how many people are eyeing me.
After Master's death, my biggest tie was Yun Sheng, and now Yun Sheng has chilled my heart, and I can't throw myself at him anymore, because such a person is not sure when and who will use me as a pawn.
If I had to cling to someone to protect myself, then I would probably prefer Moxian Night.
……
Just when my head hurt and my heart was sad, a hissing sound came from overhead, startling me.
As soon as I looked up, a black thing hung down and swayed in front of my eyes, which frightened me at the time.
The other party hissed and spit out the snake letter as if he was laughing at me, the snake letter stretched and contracted, and the black snake spat out: "Xiao Baili, what was you in a daze just now, are you thinking about me?" ”
I came back to my senses when I heard the voice, and said angrily: "Liu Yi, you still dare to provoke me, aren't you afraid that Mo Xianye will twist your head off?" ”
"He didn't dare to do this kind of thing that harmed yin morality." Liu Yi crossed over the beams of the room, hanging his head and said arrogantly.
I sneered: "I don't know who was scared by someone's words last night and ran away without a trace in an instant." ”
"I'm not running away, I'm fearing my elders, okay? Don't talk nonsense if you don't understand, my weak heart is very fragile, and you can't afford to be scared. Liu Yi said playfully.
I stretched out my hand towards him, and the black snake quickly wrapped my fingers around my arm, and I looked at him with some amusement: "Why don't you show up?" Is it because it has been suppressed for too long and is not strong enough? Last night, you only showed your human head. ”
"Don't mention that sad thing." Liu Yi was very unhappy, "Xiao Baili, you wait, it won't be long before I recover, don't be fascinated by my handsome and peerless figure that splits the sky." ”
"Then don't wait, I'm already fascinated by you now, we didn't get married last night, or it's better to hit the sun than to choose a day, let's worship heaven and earth now, right?" I'm kidding.
Liu Yi was so frightened by me that he fell on the sofa all of a sudden, and shook his head: "Don't, I was wrong, auntie, I don't dare to mention marrying you again, Mo Xianye will really screw my head off." ”
"Are you so afraid of him?" With Liu Yi, my mood finally changed a lot, "I heard him say, you are his junior, you shouldn't be his great-grandchild, right?" ”
The snake's head immediately raised his head: "Don't talk nonsense, I will call him an uncle at most, although our two ancestors have a relationship, but they are not of the same race, I can not even call him an uncle." ”
"Oh, I heard that Mo Xianye's family is very powerful, and he is considered the leader of the fox clan, and your family can even be compared to his family?" I deliberately provoked Liu Yi with words.
Liu Yi really refused to admit defeat: "Although the Mohu clan is powerful, it has already been ...... because of the failure of Moxian's night ascension to immortal ten thousand years ago."
As he spoke, he suddenly stopped talking, obviously, he said that he had leaked his mouth, for fear that Mo Xianye would know, and he would not be able to eat and walk around.
I smiled evilly: "Mo Xian failed to ascend to immortal at night? Why? ”
"Don't ask me, I won't say anything more if I am killed, Xiao Baili, you talk to me, I didn't expect you to be so bad-hearted." Liu Yi said that he was about to wander away.
I didn't stop him, I clasped my hands to my chest, and said without impatience: "If you don't say it's okay, then I'll tell Mo Xianye later, you came to pester me again today, and asked me to marry you, I'll see how he will react." ”
"You ......" Liu Yi was angry, flicked his snake tail, and hit me the face, "You made me not a human inside and out." ”
I shrugged my shoulders and said that I was also helpless, but he said: "Mo Xianye's matter, you still have to ask him yourself, the failure of the immortal ascension is his rebellion, within one day, from the hope of the whole clan, to the laughing stock of the world, no one wants to mention it again, I said, I am looking for death." ”
I smacked Liu Yi's words slightly, and then asked, "Mo Xianye's failure to ascend to immortal back then wasn't because of his own reasons, was it?" Someone harmed him? ”
"How similar is the way everything in this world gets along, the bigger the race, the more I cheat, and there is no reason to be guilty of it, so I can only endure it by myself, endure it, and slowly, little by little, and find it again." Liu Yi said, "Mo Xianye is already very good, but if you change to someone else, you won't survive today, Xiao Baili, you are favored by him, it is a curse, but it is also a blessing." ”
Is it a curse or a blessing?
Where does the disaster come from, and where does it come from the blessing?
But from Liu Yi's words, it sounded like he respected and appreciated Mo Xianye more, a snake spirit who had been cultivating for more than 5,000 years and had turned into a bearded snake spirit would easily not admire anyone, right?
I leaned over and approached Liu Yi, pretending to be very disdainful: "You said the opposite, it should be Mo Xianye who can meet me, it is his creation, right?" ”
"After all, not everyone has a seven-trick heart."
Liu Yi pestered me last night, and it must have the same purpose, so I want to know more, and it is much easier to ask from Liu Yi than to ask Mo Xianye.
"Xiao Baili, you can have a snack, don't see people and offer treasures, you only have one heart, and you can't satisfy the cultivators of the whole world." Liu Yi kindly reminded me.
I took the opportunity to say, "What am I afraid of?" The one that's beating in my chest right now is still an ordinary heart, isn't it? If you want to grow into a seven-trick exquisite heart, it's early. ”
"It's hard to say about this thing, as long as the conditions are reached and mature, it's just a matter of moments, don't take it lightly." Liu Yi said sourly, "Although I also want it, if Mo Xianye robs me, I can still give it with both hands willingly." ”
This is simply putting my life at risk, and it sounds a little cruel.
But now is not the time to dwell on this, I have to take advantage of Liu Yi's willingness to say and ask more: "A paper marriage is a necessary condition for the maturity of the seven exquisite hearts, right?" ”
What I didn't expect was that Liu Yi shook his head, refused to say more than half a minute, and hurriedly wanted to leave, maybe he was scared by me.