Chapter 167 - One or Two Things in Chang'an (Chang'an is a place with dreams)
Chang'an is really a place full of dreams, at least the Chang'an City I have seen. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Info: When I was in my hometown, I often heard old scholars say, "If you have a dream, you must go to Chang'an." "I didn't understand what this sentence meant, but in the past few days, I have looked at the heroes of the world in Chang'an, and slowly I finally understood. Because people who have dreams should go to places where they have dreams, if you stay in the countryside all the time, no matter what lofty ideals you have, you can't achieve them, this is called limitation, this is my newly learned word.
In my hometown, I used to steal some time every day to go to the old scholar's house and ask him to tell us stories, because he was the most knowledgeable in the village, and he knew the most. Every time I saw the old scholar standing in the wind energetically, the wind blew his long shirt, and he laughed like that and said things that everyone didn't know, at that time my biggest dream was to become a person like the old scholar, because it was really handsome!
Later, I told the old scholar about this idea, and then I stole the two chickens in the house without telling my mother and went to the old scholar to apprentice. But I didn't expect this strange old man not only to accept me, but he kept scolding me, he scolded me for nothing else, but he actually scolded me for being short-sighted and unambitious, and I couldn't bear it anymore, because I felt that I was already the most dreamy person in this village, at least I thought so.
Because my friends are all thinking about repeating the life of their parents, but when I think of farming, taking a random mother-in-law to have a baby, and then continuing to farm, as long as these thoughts appear in my mind, I think it is better for me to hang myself on the beam of the house and die like this.
So I want to go out, I want to take a look at the rivers and lakes and the court in the mouth of the old scholar, I want to see the Qin Huai stunning beauty in the mouth of the old scholar, if I am lucky, maybe I will be favored by these beautiful women, and then have a night of spring dinner...... So I must go out, and I must be a person like the old scholar.....
But why did this dream become unambitious in the mouth of the old scholar, no wonder this old scholar was not popular in the village, he must have scolded people everywhere, so he only had a friend like me.... Why are they friends? Because he won't accept me as an apprentice, I can only think of other ways to get close to him. As for why you ask me why I want to please him, isn't it an idiot's question, because he knows the most, and I must learn from him!
Later, the old book died and died. told him not to listen to me, and told him to drink less, but he still didn't listen, now he died, he deserved it!
The night he died, he was still standing in the wind so chicly, and he was still holding his wine glass and drinking with Mingyue excitedly, because in his eyes, none of us deserved to drink with him. After he finished drinking, he straightened his back, and just like that, he stood and died in the wind, and the wind still blew his robe, and he still stood in the wind like that, perhaps this is what he often called "wind bones......... I really envy him for being so free and easy, so chic!
Actually, he did one thing the night he left, he invited me to drink, and then he talked to me a lot..... He also said that if you don't want to be like an ant mayfly all your life, then you must go to Chang'an, even if you sleep on the streets of Chang'an, you will feel that the streets are more beautiful than the hotbeds here.
Isn't this, what is it better to sleep on the street than a hotbed, complete nonsense.... But I always remember the last sentence of the old scholar, he said, "People are great because of their dreams." ”
Later, I ran away from home after saving a little entanglement! Who told my mother to want me to marry Erhua from the next village! The person I wanted to marry was on the Qinhuai River, in the poetry recited by the old scholar!
So, I went to Qinhuai at the first stop. I stayed in Qinhuai for two years, and I have seen all the stunning beauties on the Qinhuai River, and I really didn't lie to you, because I worked as a boatman on the Qinhuai River for those two years. Their beauty can only exist in the Book of Poetry, because the world can't carry their talents and feelings, let alone their beauty and pride.... I finally knew that there was really a fairy.,At that moment I finally knew why I didn't run away from home before.,And my mother asked me to marry Erhua and I ran away directly....
I have watched the water of the Qinhuai River for two years, and I have also watched the talented and beautiful women above for two years, so I decided to leave Qinhuai. As for you to ask me if I was taken in by one of the beauties, and then spent a moment of Spring Festival together, then I can only tell you that the water of the Qinhuai River is really beautiful....
I didn't expect that I would fight as soon as I came out of Qinhuai, don't ask me who fights whom, because the whole world is fighting.... If you go out, you will die, if you stay in Qinhuai, you may be able to see Qinhuai beauties for a few more years, because at least Qin Huai is still safe. But I just glanced at Qin Huai, and then prayed in my heart for this beautiful place, I hope that the war will never come here....
Probably my life is relatively big, after more than ten years of going around in various identities, I finally looked at all the places I wanted to go in my heart, and now there is only one place left.
During this time, I was a hungry person, and when I was hungry, I had to rush to eat the roots of trees. I worked as a guard for a large family, and once escorted a young lady to get married, and then I was robbed by bandits. Then I became a bandit, and at first I was not used to it, after all, I used to be a good person, but slowly I got used to it. When I thought that this life was the life of bandits, the officers and soldiers came again, and then I was confiscated, and since then I have been fighting for the country, and I am quite proud to think about it. But when the knife was on my neck, I had no choice but to continue to change my identity, this time as a rebel... I hope no one knows my identity, or else this identity will hurt my relatives....
Later, the rebels were exterminated, and as a prisoner, I was taken to Tuntian.... It's really interesting, Lao Tzu ran out of his life because he didn't want to farm, and in the end he still farmed?
Of course not, because once a senior official came to review and saved me, because that senior official actually knew me..... Actually, I didn't know him, until he talked about the beautiful Qinhuai River, I remembered that I once pulled him by boat, because he was very depressed at that time, and I confiscated his money.... Fate is really wonderful, the former down-and-out scholar is already a big official.
I chatted with him for a long time that night, and I probably had a feeling of meeting an old acquaintance in a foreign country, so we both had a good chat, and finally I asked him if the water of the Qinhuai River was still so beautiful?
Unexpectedly, after asking this question, he was silent. After a long time, he whispered, "Qin Huai, it's gone..."
Looking at his sad appearance, I don't know how to comfort him, maybe he was sad because he couldn't save the Qinhuai River, or maybe he was sad because the country's mountains and rivers were broken..... All I can say is "They go back to heaven, and the world can't keep them..."
After saying that, we both laughed, yes, the world can't keep them......
When I woke up the next day, I left without saying goodbye to him, because I knew that the grace of crossing the river that time was used to repay the grace of freedom that day, so I wouldn't have anything to do with him...