Chapter 47: There are gains and losses

Uncle Lu?

My eyes widened suddenly, and I couldn't tell the panic in my heart: "Lu ...... Fifth Master Lu! ”

"Girl, don't be so angry, with my friendship with your senior brother, we can be regarded as our own family." He smiled and said, "I was so busy some time ago that I neglected your side, and I was a little unhappy, right?" ”

I was unhappy, even hateful, hating why they were doing this to me.

I didn't speak, I kept my head down, my fingers wringing.

Lu Wuye obviously saw my little emotion, and said, "You blame me for tricking you into taking the poison?" ”

I raised my eyes sharply to stare at him, he smiled lightly, without dodging, he looked so open, he hurt me, how could he be so calm in front of me?

"You must be wondering, didn't Yun Sheng tell me to give it to you, right?" He then asked me rhetorically.

My heart is turbulent, and I also understand that a person like Lu Wuye is the best at attacking the heart, and he can't believe his words.

But I care, I care about what role Yun Sheng plays in this conspiracy, so subconsciously, I still hope that Lu Wuye can help explain it.

"Girl, you are wrong to blame Yun Sheng, that poison was given to you by my own initiative." Lu Wuye put his hands in his pockets, his eyes met mine, and he looked at me for a moment and said: "Yun Sheng and I have a long friendship, he is an excellent talent, he is a leader in the division, and it is very likely to take over the entire division, but before this, a big hidden danger he has to face is the revenge of the Mohu clan, this feud has lasted for tens of thousands of years, and now the Mohu clan is making a comeback, how can I not worry about Yunsheng?" ”

"From ancient times to the present, those who do big things are not informal, an excellent leader is very important, but it is difficult to sing a one-man show in the long run, Yun Sheng needs our help, he can't make up his mind we have to do it for him, and we have to solve his worries for him, girl, if it is really for Yun Sheng's good, I think, there are some things that can still be abandoned."

"In today's era, it is not as harsh on women as in ancient times, even if Yun Sheng knows all this, I think, he can only be grateful to you."

"Girl, I'm sorry for you, it's me Lu, so from now on, your business will be my Lu's business, I will use my actions to compensate you, and please don't be angry with Yunsheng."

After Lu Wuye's words, my heart that had become more and more firm before became confused, and there was only one sentence in my mind: Yun Sheng didn't know about the poison.

Everything is Lu Wuye's opinion, Yun Sheng is still in retreat, and I ...... Is it a betrayal of him?

When we meet again, how should I face him?

"Girl?" Seeing that I had been in a daze, Lu Wuye raised his voice slightly and called me.

I woke up suddenly, sorted out my emotions and said: "Uncle Lu, senior brother is my only relative, no matter what I want me to pay, as long as he is good, I am willing, as for the rest, let's take one step at a time." ”

"Regarding the poison, I have successfully let Mo Xianye eat it, and they are taking good care of me now, if there is anything you want me to do, you can also say it directly, I know the measure."

Lu Wuye was very surprised, he probably didn't expect me to accept the facts so calmly, but what could I do?

Am I pulling my throat to hold him accountable? Fight with him?

Can I fight it?

I'm not Lu Wuye's opponent, and I understand the fate of hitting the stone with an egg, I'm a mess now, the more I say, the more wrong I am, I need to calm down as soon as possible and make a good analysis.

"Yun Sheng's vision is good, you really deserve him." Lu Wuye exclaimed.

I smiled bitterly: "Uncle Lu praised me falsely, I was not worthy of the senior brother before, and in the future, I am afraid that I will not be worthy of it, but no matter what, he is my closest person, and I will support him unconditionally whatever he does." ”

"Things in this world are like this, there will be gains and losses, and there will be gains and losses." Lu Wuye said, "The poison has caused you to lose something, but correspondingly, Mo Xianye's cultivation foundation is profound, as long as you are willing and the method is grasped properly, you can help your own mana soar, such a big opportunity can not be encountered in a lifetime." ”

Oh, I feel that he used poison to cause me to lose my body, and I have to be grateful to his ancestors for eighteen generations.

As he spoke, he took out a pamphlet from his suit pocket, handed it to me, and said, "My main purpose in this visit is to give this to you." ”

I took it and looked at it, the book had no name, and the cover depicted a bewitching woman holding a nine-tailed white fox in her arms, leaning against a dense willow tree, very pleasant.

Turning the first page of the book, I just glanced at it, I closed it with a red face, and the content that Mo Xianye had taught me to double cultivate before instantly appeared in my mind.

But this book is obviously different from that of Moxian's Night Sect.

"Don't be embarrassed, this is a necessary channel, learn it, it will benefit you a lot, and you will be grateful for this book in the future." Lu Wuye said.

I nodded, "I'll do my best." ”

Lu Wuye glanced at the scene in the morgue, and said: "Don't interfere in the affairs of the city, the other party is not something you can deal with, I have also tried to touch the taboo over there over the years, but I have not been able to find a way, this is a problem." ”

As soon as he said this, I immediately became nervous, if it was really so dangerous, Yunlu ......

"Your main task now is to consume Mo Xianye as much as possible before Yun Sheng leaves the customs, and as for the rest, let it go."

Lu Wuye's words made me very embarrassed: "It's not that I want to take care of these messes, but the world is not peaceful, I don't look for trouble, but things keep rushing at me, I am in the whirlpool, and I have no ability to protect myself at all." ”

"It's up to you." Lu Wuye touched the sparse beard on his chin, and was inexplicably a little cunning, "Mo Xianye has many minions in his hands, and his ability is bigger than the other, as long as you can hold Mo Xianye's heart, let alone a few ghosts, even if it is heaven and earth, he is not a problem." ”

I frowned, always feeling that he was exaggerating, but he seemed to see my doubts: "Don't think I'm joking, when you really understand Mo Xianye, you will feel that my words are quite conservative." ”

After he finished speaking, he patted me on the shoulder and asked me to go back and think about what he said to me today, and then think about Yun Sheng, and make my own decision.

I nodded, and after he finished speaking, he was leaving, I stepped forward and grabbed his cuffs, and said, "Uncle Lu, that, Mo Xianye's temper is cold and smelly, except for coming to me when the effect of the medicine is onset, seeing me at the rest of the time is like seeing an enemy, it is impossible to expect to take him down in a short time, and I also need to work hard to live, right?" ”

Lu Wuye was a little puzzled: "What does the girl mean ......"

"Uncle Lu, can you lend me some magic weapons for self-preservation? After I take Mo Xianye, I will definitely return it to you as soon as possible. I smiled and begged for it.

Lu Wuye looked at me with a strained face, and then laughed as well: "What should I do, this is how it should be, but I didn't have many magic weapons with me, I asked Lu Zhao to send it to you after dawn, you can tell me what you want." ”

"You can help me choose, I don't know much, what I want most is all kinds of rune paper." I said.

Lu Wuye agreed, and not long after he left, Liu Yan woke up, shrunk in the corner with a blank face, and looked at Zhao Haibo, who was covered in blood, a little at a loss.

I put Qi Ying down, and the young man who had been hiding woke up his master, and the big guy brought Zhao Haibo back to the ward, all of them were in shock.

Liu Yan has been standing in the corridor outside the ward and has not entered, it is difficult for her to face Qi Ying and Zhao Haibo now, right?

"You send her back." Qi Ying wiped Zhao Haibo's wound with a hot towel, and said to me, her face was swollen, "She didn't mean it, I just hope that after this incident, we will return to the bridge and the road from now on, and everyone will not disturb each other's lives." ”

I nodded: "Then I'll go first." ”

Qi Ying chased after him again, and had to stuff me with a thousand yuan: "You take this money, I don't have much cash on me, don't be too little, thank you." ”

How can I ask for this money, pushed back and said: "Zhao Haibo's hospitalization cost is not small, you keep it yourself, I am not short of money." ”

Qi Ying glanced outside, although she was strong, but after all, she was a kind woman, so she didn't insist: "The little girl is also quite pitiful, I'm afraid that she really has a psychological problem, you help her adjust and adjust, let's get together again in the future." ”

"Okay."

I walked out of the room door, walked to Liu Yan's side, held her hand, and led her into the elevator.

As soon as the elevator door closed, she threw herself into my arms, crying.

I hugged her tightly and let her cry silently, I could understand her sadness.

Zhao Haibo's empathy and farewell love hit her hard, but such a terrifying thing happened, for her, this psychological shadow is afraid that she will not be able to get out for a while.

At that time, it was only two o'clock in the morning, and it was not easy to take a taxi, so I had to call Gu Xiaoxiao, she seemed to have been waiting for my call, and the phone was picked up as soon as it rang: "Hey, Ali, how is it?" ”

"We are now at the gate of the People's Hospital, can you find a way to come over?" I asked.

"Are you alone?" Gu Xiaoxiao asked.

I said that there was still Liu Yan, Gu Xiaoxiao said excitedly: "Has Liu Yan found it?" Great, her parents are dying, you wait a while, I'll contact her parents first, and I'll go over and meet you later. ”

After the phone hung up, Liu Yan grabbed my hand and sobbed: "Baili, I don't want my parents to see me like this." ”

I looked at her in a dress, because of the fight, now it is not the same, and besides, the black wedding dress on her body, she used to look amazing, but now the more she looks at it, the more she looks at it, the more she looks at it.

But there was really no place to buy clothes at this point, so I had to run back to the hospital and borrow a set of clothes from Qi Ying and come back to change for Liu Yan.

The two of us squatted on the side of the road, snuggling up to each other, Liu Yan kept crying, her voice was small, very pitiful, but I was a little short of words for a while, and I didn't know how to comfort her.

"Will she come again?" Liu Yan asked me suddenly.

I quickly shook my head: "No, don't worry." ”

"How could I encounter such a thing, I really didn't mean to be like this, although I complained about Zhao Haibo and Qi Ying in my heart, but feelings are uncontrollable, if you don't love it, you don't love it, I still have a long life, and I will meet better people, why do you want to make such a fuss?" Liu Yan said bitterly.

I reached out and put my arm around her shoulder, comforting, "Everyone understands you, you just think it's a dream, wake up from the dream, and everything starts again." ”

"It's a nightmare." Liu Yan covered her face with her hands, and tears kept overflowing from between her fingers, "Bai Li, I'm a little scared, I'm afraid that she will come to me." ”

"People are afraid of ghosts for three points, ghosts are afraid of people for seven points, the heavier your psychological burden, the more suspicious you will be, Liu Yan, why did she find you, you should understand."

Liu Yan cried and shook her head, and I continued: "Because you have fallen out of love and have not been able to come out, the sadness and resentment released in your body have attracted her and been used by her, if you really come out, what can she do to you?" ”

"Evil does not prevail over good, this is an eternal truth, maybe this incident made you discover a different world, maybe you will panic because of it, but you should also be able to see, correspondingly, there are more powerful forces in this world to help us suppress these evil forces, panic is not necessary."

"Unexpected things will happen in this world at any time, you never know what will happen in the next moment, so what we have to do is to cherish the moment, think about your parents and relatives, think about your lofty ideals, do you think it's not worth worrying about what you have all day long?"

Liu Yan gradually stopped crying, leaned on my shoulder, looked at me with her chin slightly raised, her eyes were red, like a helpless rabbit.

"Your parents will come over in a while, promise me that you must adjust your emotions after you go back, and don't let them worry about you anymore." I confessed, "As you said, there are many good men in this world, and you deserve better." ”

Liu Yan nodded vigorously, reached out and put her arms around my neck and said, "Baili, you are so good." ”

I smiled, put my arm around Liu Yan, looked up at the moon in mid-air, and sighed inexplicably.

People are always like this, they can always see other people's things very openly, and they understand all the truths, but when it's their turn, they can't do it, and it's difficult to get out of that dead end.

……

We waited for more than half an hour, a black BMW stopped on the side of the road, and Liu Yan's parents got out of the car in a panic and rushed to Liu Yan.

Liu Yan called 'Mom and Dad', and the family of three hugged each other.

Gu Xiaoxiao walked over, looked at my embarrassed appearance, and reproached: "Didn't you say that Yunlu hasn't come back yet, so he won't move for the time being?" So why are you here and making yourself like this? ”

I stuck out my tongue and knew I was going to be scolded.

"Don't pretend to be pitiful and sympathetic, I won't forgive you this time, it's too much!"

"Ah Li, are you looking down on your ability? Or do you think I'm a burden? ”

Balabala, endlessly, every question made me unable to answer perfectly, and in the end, I really had no choice but to reach out and support my forehead, pretend to be weak, and 'faint' towards Gu Xiaoxiao's arms.

The chattering Gu Xiaoxiao caught me, pinched me nervously, and asked me how I did it, is there anything wrong?

Liu Yan saw me like this, and immediately came over to take me to the hospital behind me, I quickly waved my hand and said no, it was caused by excessive physical exertion, tiredness and sleepiness.

They hurriedly sent me back, Gu Xiaoxiao stayed to take care of me, and Liu Yan and they left in the car.

But after a while, Liu Yan went and returned, carrying a large bag of food and supplements, and I don't know where they bought it in the middle of the night.

Gu Xiaoxiao said to make me something to eat, so I went to the bathroom to take a bath, and when I came out, I saw a bowl of dumplings on the coffee table, and there were a few piles of hairy grandpa neatly lined up next to the bowl, and I was surprised: "This money ......"

"Liu Yan's parents gave it, stuffed it in a bag." Gu Xiaoxiao found a hair dryer to help me blow my hair and urged me to eat dumplings, "Liu Yan knows how tricky this matter is, and they should give you this reward." ”

I scratched my chopsticks in the bowl, but I couldn't eat: "Xiaoxiao, Yunlu hasn't come back yet." ”

Gu Xiaoxiao paused, sat down and asked me, "Ah Li, you tell me the truth, did that thing manipulate Liu Yan to do bad things again tonight?" How did you settle this matter? ”

"I didn't settle it, but someone came forward to help me get rid of the things that were attached to Liu Yan, Liu Yan is safe, but we can't move from the city, so I'm very worried about Yunlu now, I shouldn't let her be in danger alone." I blame myself in my heart, if something happens to Yunlu, how should I explain to Yunshuang?

But Gu Xiaoxiao's focus is obviously different: "Someone came forward? Who is this person? Ah Li, you recruited from the truth, are you Master Mo? ”

I was full of black lines: "It's really not, do you remember that I went with you to find a person named Lu Wuye?" ”

Gu Xiaoxiao was obviously a little disappointed, and then said enviously: "Ah Li, why did you suddenly know so many big people?" I've been friends with you for so many years, why do I feel like I don't know you all of a sudden? ”

"There have been so many things that have happened in the recent past, even I sometimes feel in a trance, but Xiaoxiao, for the time being, I don't want you to follow me to get involved, so there are some things I don't tell you, don't ask the bottom of it, okay?" I finally had a showdown with Gu Xiaoxiao.

Gu Xiaoxiao surprisingly understood me: "Ah Li, you don't have a psychological burden, I said before, your Yintang is black, but there is a faint flow of red light, no matter what you encounter during this time, I can understand, I just hope you can remember, when you are tired, injured, and need help, you must remember, you still have me and grandpa." ”

"Xiaoxiao, thank you." I hugged Gu Xiaoxiao, and I was very moved, it's good to have her as a good girlfriend.

By the time we packed everything and climbed into bed, it was almost four o'clock, and Yunlu still hadn't come back, so we sat on the bed with the lights on until dawn.

It's Saturday, you don't have to go to school, Gu Xiaoxiao is already red-eyed, I asked her to sleep for a while, but she refused: "I slept yesterday afternoon, I can stay up, you sleep, I'll call you when Yunlu comes back." ”

I shook my head: "I'm not sleepy, really, you sleep." ”

I'm not lying, it's true that I'm not that sleepy, it's just that the wounds on my body are a little uncomfortable, it seems that the cultivation is really good, at least the spirit is relatively sufficient.

Gu Xiaoxiao had a hard mouth, and after accompanying me for a while, she still fell asleep on my lap.

I didn't move her, leaned on the bedside and took out the booklet that Lu Wuye gave me, glanced at Gu Xiaoxiao with some weakness, and turned the booklet back, page by page with a red face.

The booklet is not thick, there is a villain painting on each page, and there is a short mental method under the painting, Mo Xian taught me the method of double cultivation before, so it is much easier to read this booklet again.

The double cultivation method taught to me by Mo Xianye is beneficial to both men and women, and the cultivation method in this booklet given to me by Lu Wuye, I seem to see that only the woman is the leader.

And what makes me more strange is that the woman drawn in the booklet was normal at first, why did she gradually grow something like a tail later? And the longer it gets, the more it gets?

I couldn't figure it out, but subconsciously I felt that it didn't seem to be a good thing, so I put it away again, and I didn't plan to use it.

After that, I thought back to what Lu Wuye said to me, and pondered how much of his words were true and how false.

I want to believe what he said, Yun Sheng is still in retreat, and I don't know what is happening at the moment, but I don't want to believe that Lu Wuye is a good person, and his various behaviors are very scheming in my eyes, including coquettishness, including letting Lu Zhao test me, and even more including the pamphlet he gave me.

What I'm most struggling with now is my relationship with Mo Xianye.

The hatred between Mo Xianye and Shimen has been around for a long time, that is to say, he and Yun Sheng are destined to stand on opposite sides, and if I face Mo Xianye, I will betray Yun Sheng.

And what about Mo Xianye, what does he think of me?

He said before that he regarded me as his woman and did not allow me to betray him, and those under him never regarded me as his own family, they were all waiting for Mo Xianye to leave me and be completely liberated.

In Mo Xianye, I don't have a sense of belonging, but here in Yunsheng, it seems to be even more difficult.

If in the past I could show my heart without scruples and wait for Yun Sheng, but now it is impossible.

Yun Sheng will dislike me, right? Even if I didn't have a relationship with Mo Xianye voluntarily, the facts have been decided, and a person like Yun Sheng who is clean and self-conscious, even if he doesn't say it, will have a pimple in his heart.

Why should I force myself into his life?

I don't know why, just thinking about it, I feel that I have been abandoned by both sides, and I have become an outcast who is not a human being inside and out.

I was thinking about it here, when there was a sudden sound of footsteps outside, I was startled, thinking if Lu Zhao was coming, so I removed Gu Xiaoxiao's head, got out of bed and walked out.

As soon as I got out of the bedroom door, before I could see who it was, a figure rushed up, and with a hard push, my back hit the door behind me at once, and my heart trembled, I was already injured, and I almost couldn't bear it.

Yunshuang pressed me against the wall with a dark face, arched her arms against my neck, and yelled at me, "I really fucking want to kill you!" ”