Chapter Ninety-Five: The Empty Door
The Qin Ming in Mu Qingqing's mouth is Qin Ming, who knows Xu Junlan, is like two completely different people, word by word, sentence by sentence makes Xu Junlan feel uncomfortable, she can't listen to it anymore, she cut off her words stiffly, and asked, "So, what are you looking for me for?" Just to tell me, how did you and him fall in love? ”
"Miss Xu, you misunderstood what I meant." Mu Qingqing hurriedly shook her head and said: "I didn't mean that, I know that my identity is not worthy of her, don't you think so, even I think so, he is a dazzling star high above, and I am a speck of dust on the ground, the two have no intersection, how can they achieve positive results?" ”
The words paused slightly, she bit her lower lip and lowered her head, a pair of hands covered with calluses because of perennial labor, tightly and uneasily rubbed the cuffs, she spoke softly, with endless inferiority: "I came to you, just to let you know more about Brother Ming, after all, the person who will grow old with him in the future is you." ”
Mu Qingqing raised her eyes to look at Xu Junlan, this was the first time since the two of them met, she was so bold to meet her eyes, with sincere pleading in her eyes, and said earnestly: "Brother Ming will be handed over to you in the future, please treat him well." ”
Xu Junlan didn't expect her to say such a thing, and she couldn't help but be stunned.
"Definitely!" This is the last thing Xu Junlan left for Mu Qingqing, but when Xu Junlan left, Mu Qingqing chased out of the door, she didn't seem to have finished what she had to say, but she finally lowered her head.
"Even if I can't be with Brother Ming, I won't betray Brother Ming."
Xu Junlan, who was some distance away, seemed to hear Mu Qingqing behind her say such words, she turned her head in a daze and looked at Mu Qingqing.
At that time, Mu Qingqing was standing in front of the door, the afterglow of the sunset sprinkled on her body, like a painting, she smiled and raised her eyes and waved her hand at Xu Junlan, and said, "In the future, you and Brother Ming must be happy." ”
Xu Junlan didn't know how much sincerity this blessing had at the time, but at that moment, looking at Mu Qingqing's infectious smile, she smiled unconsciously.
That is, on the night she married Qin Ming, Mu Qingqing chose to end her life quietly.
Actually, it can't be regarded as quiet, that night Mu Qingqing was wearing a big red wedding dress before she died, her parents came to Qin's house to make trouble, it was the night of Xu Junlan's cave candles, Qin Ming ran out like crazy, leaving her alone to sit on the big red brocade quilt, her eyes were empty.
"Even if I can't be with Brother Ming, I won't betray Brother Ming."
It was at that moment that Xu Junlan understood the meaning of Mu Qingqing's words.
Mu Qingqing loves Qin Ming deeply, and the worldly view of the gateway is like a huge mountain blocking the two of them, even if she and Qin Ming can't cross this huge mountain and can't cultivate to become husband and wife, but this relationship is sacred and inviolable in her heart.
She lives in this world, and it is impossible for her to not be a biological child in the future, except for Qin Ming, any man touching her body makes her feel that it is a blasphemy of this feeling.
Therefore, in order to protect this sacred love, she chose to leave.
Hearing Xu Junlan's words, Qin Wan asked, "Since that's the case, then why don't you explain it to him clearly?" ”
Xu Junlan smiled bitterly: "He didn't give me a chance to explain at all, he always thought that it was because of my existence that he and Mu Qingqing would be separated from yin and yang, he didn't believe me from the bottom of his bones, and no amount of explanation was just an exculpation in his opinion." ”
Qin Wan said: "Then you are really like this, escaping into the empty door?" Are you really willing to do it? ”
"I'm alone, and I came here from Yanjing City on foot." Xu Junlan said slowly, a smile rose at the corner of her lips, this smile was bitter and sarcastic: "The thousand-layer stairs of Fuxian Mountain walked step by step to the door of the nunnery, but I didn't want to turn back. ”
A whole thousand steps of stairs, every step she takes, what she thinks about is her Hongchen's past, step by step, looking back carefully, there are many good memories in the middle, but these good memories can't wash away Qin Ming's ruthlessness towards her.
She said: "Maybe, I still have nostalgia for my mother, and I still have love for Qin Ming, but when I step here, these are all gone, and I am obsessed with it again, it is my obsession after all, and it's time to let go." ”
I have had a crush for four years, I have loved for four years, I have been persistent for four years, and I have been waiting for four years......
In the past four years, all she had, with Qin Ming's ruthless kick, strangled their child, and completely strangled her four years, choosing to escape into the empty door, in addition to forgetting the troubles of Hongchen, there was also the intention of praying for the child.
The child who had just had a heartbeat, the child she had been looking forward to for four whole years, was always her debt.
This meeting with Xu Junlan, Qin Wan's heart became heavy, the two of them were best friends, but in the end, they ended up with the same fate.
That time she taught Xu Junlan to fight, it was nothing more than knowing that Xu Junlan loved Qin Ming deeply and wanted to think and think all about her heart. didn't expect that the few months of warmth she fought for became the grave of her heart.
Sure enough, the man ...... None of them are reliable.
Chatted with Xu Junlan a little more, originally she came to the nunnery without rest after a miscarriage, Qin Wan asked her to entrust her some, and it was getting late, so Qin Wan got up and said goodbye.
Out of the nunnery, she stood on a high place, looked at the stairs stretching under her feet, and remembered Xu Junlan's words.
After walking this thousand-layer staircase, there is no heart to turn back, Qin Ming, Qin Ming, how can you trample on her sincerity like this?
Qin Wan was stunned for a while, Fang walked down the steps, Xu Junlan was her friend, since she had fallen into this situation now, then she should also do something.
At the very least, the man can't be allowed to live happily.
"Help, is there anyone?"
As soon as he walked halfway up the mountain, he suddenly heard a faint cry for help, Qin Wan paused and listened carefully, and the cry for help sounded again.
Qin Wan thought for a while, then deviated from the staircase path, followed the voice of the cry for help, and it didn't take long to see a person sitting under the tree.
The man was dressed in a tie robe, and he was supposed to be a nun, about thirty or forty years old, and his right foot was accidentally injured by a beast clip, and the red blood had penetrated the trouser legs, and he could not walk, so he would call for help.
Qin Wan walked forward quickly, there was a basket beside her, which contained blue herbs, and she thought that she was also collecting medicine in the mountains, and she strayed into the Orion trap to get here.
Qin Wan squatted down and looked at the injured foot, she had seen the appearance of the beast trap, and she knew how to take it off, so she said softly: "It may hurt a little, bear with it." ”
The author's heart at this time is exactly the same as Xu Junlan's, the heart is dead~~~~ well, the data, collect, subscribe~~~~ That's it~~~~~~
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