Chapter Ninety-Three: To Go or Not to Go

Rong Yue didn't say a word, just looked at Xi Zhengxuan with an unfamiliar expression.

Don't cry, don't laugh, don't laugh, don't grieve.

From the time Xi Zhengxuan knew her to the present, he had never seen Rongyue in this state.

It seemed that all emotions had been withdrawn from her body, and her indifferent and expressionless appearance made Xi Zhengxuan a little flustered for no reason.

He was stunned, "Rongyue? He called out to her tentatively.

The familiar tall figure gradually came closer, and Rong Yue slowly raised his head like a slow motion in a movie lens.

The bottom of the eyes is the same thin coolness.

"How...... What's wrong? Xi Zhengxuan's beautiful brows frowned slightly, and a trace of helplessness rose on his handsome face.

I just came back from the club, and I thought of going home and reminded Rong Yue to remember that she must be on time for tomorrow's game, but when she went downstairs, she happened to meet her when she returned from work.

But she doesn't seem to be in a good mood?

Xi Zhengxuan didn't know how to coax girls, especially when facing Rongyue, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

But Rong Yue suddenly raised his hand.

"Let's see." Her voice is very low and deep, and she is full of enthusiasm on weekdays, which is in great contrast.

The light was dim, Xi Zhengxuan didn't see it clearly at first glance, and only glanced at it quickly when he subconsciously took it.

Immediately, his face froze.

Oh, sure enough.

Rong Yue stared at Xi Zhengxuan closely, and any change in his expression did not escape her eyes.

The black letters on the white background on the medical treatment form are clear, can you rely on it?

Xi Zhengxuan's fingers grasping the paper curled up uneasily.

At first, my heart sank, and my heart was not good, and then I began to think about how to explain it to Rong Yue.

He didn't want her to worry because he didn't want her to worry.

Of course...... There are also selfish intentions, just to play games, nothing else.

But girls seem to hate deception the most, even if it's a white lie.

Xi Zhengxuan scratched his head, raised his eyes and pursed his lips and hesitated: "I ......"

"I'll answer you." Rong Yue interrupted, and the four words were crisp and neat.

She stood with her backlight, and she was a lot shorter than Xi Zhengxuan, and from his point of view, her face was hidden in the halo, and she couldn't distinguish her emotions vaguely.

"Okay." Knowing that he was at a loss, Xi Zhengxuan didn't dare not agree.

The scene is like a "confession scene" -

"Secretly went to get four injections closed, admit it?"

"Recognition ......"

"I've checked the hazards of multiple lockdowns in a short period of time, and you as an athlete don't need me to remind you of the hazards, right?"

"...... right"

"Okay, then tell me why you are fighting?"

"Because ......"

"You don't have to say it, I know it if you don't say it."

At the end, Rong Yue suddenly waved his hand.

Xi Zhengxuan's words that he wanted to explain came to an abrupt end.

Because Rong Yue was silent for a moment, he suddenly raised his head and said in a choked voice-

"Xi Zhengxuan, I know that you have opinions, and I also know that you have dreams and pursuits, compared to me or Dong Le, you value ice hockey more than your body."

Seeing a line of tears slipping from Rong Yue's good-looking eyes, Xi Zhengxuan was stunned.

He really doesn't have a high emotional intelligence, so he only stood stupidly at this time, and he didn't even have the consciousness to help the girl wipe her tears.

Rong Yue smiled bitterly, raised his sleeve and wiped it on his face casually.

"If I didn't suspect or even find out, would you want to hide this matter for the rest of your life?"

She swept the medical treatment slip in Xi Zhengxuan's hand.

Should...... Yes.

Xi Zhengxuan replied in his heart, but he didn't dare to say it.

He wanted to comfort Rong Yue, but the words "don't cry" were stuck in his throat and couldn't come out.

"Yes, anyway, we're just friends, and you do have the right to choose not to tell your own secrets."

After a long time, Rong Yue took a deep breath, pursed her lips and said such a sentence.

At this point, she suddenly couldn't tell what she was angry about and what she was wronged about.

Is it because you don't know anything about it? Is it because of the sequelae that Xi Zhengxuan can't reverse? Or is it because of ...... He never included himself...... Further into a range of relationships?

She and Dong Le and others are at the level of friends.

is not special yet, Xi Zhengxuan can share some things with himself or even share them.

But after thinking about it deeply, Rong Yue felt that he didn't seem to be annoyed by this.

I think she has a secret.

She still doesn't dare to reveal her true identity to Xi Zhengxuan.

If you think about it from another perspective, Rong Yue is not qualified to accuse him.

So what really upset her was......

It's been so long, she's been such a patient person, and she's been waiting for so long, when will Xi Zhengxuan's wood be regarded as a different "friend"?

Being concealed and deceived may have been just a fuse, which ignited Rong Yue's extremely rational consciousness in the recent extremely difficult time.

The two of them do get along well, but maybe it just stops at harmony.

Dong Le and the others called her "sister-in-law" just to ridicule, and Xi Zhengxuan's daily concern was just the usual gentle cultivation.

has been single for a long time, and the details of others, no matter how "normal", may be magnified by themselves.

He didn't mean that.

He doesn't really have any good feelings.

He really only sees himself as an ordinary friend.

Rong Yue's heart sank to the bottom little by little.

"Rong Yue ......" Xi Zhengxuan saw that her smile was getting more and more bleak, and he didn't know what inexplicable emotions were rolling in Rong Yue's heart at that time, so he only called softly, "I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just ......"

"If you still treat me as a friend, don't go on tomorrow's round." Number Seven

This is the first time that Rong Yue has restricted Xi Zhengxuan's activities in a commanding tone.

She had never been so serious before.

Xi Zhengxuan obviously didn't expect it, his mouth was still open halfway through the words, and he didn't know whether he should agree or not.

Rong Yue was also forced to get into the horns, and stubbornly asked, "Did you hear that?" ”

Xi Zhengxuan was silent for a moment and shook his head.

This is also the first time that he has directly rejected Rong Yue with a strong attitude.

"Nope."

Rong Yue's heart was stabbed hard.

She was angry, and she didn't notice a slight change in Xi Zhengxuan's expression, so she only said fiercely: "Okay!" Then you go! "It's like a child who loses his temper and says things against his will.

"You'll ...... tomorrow," Xi Zhengxuan wanted to ask.

"I'm not going." Rong Yue narrowed his eyes and looked at Xi Zhengxuan with a sneer.

The anticipation in his eyes was overwhelmed in an instant.

Rong Yue found out, and for a moment his heart softened.

But she forced herself to be tough.

"You're going to win, and I wish you win, but I'm not going, I'm a little ......"

Rong Yue lowered his head and forced back his crying.

Then, she turned around and went straight upstairs, turned her back to Xi Zhengxuan, and finished the second half of the sentence-

"I'm a little tired, so I'll rest first."

But in fact, she wanted to say-

"I'm a little disappointed."

She never seemed to be able to wait for a piece of wood to take the initiative.

Xi Zhengxuan quietly watched Rong Yue's figure disappear into the corridor.

The medical questionnaire had been crumpled up by him, and the sweat oozing from his palms soaked through the paper, sticky and uncomfortable.

When Rong Yue said that he couldn't go, Xi Zhengxuan's heart seemed to be wrinkled by this paper ball.

So, all the carefully prepared plans have come to naught?

He wants to win, he wants to get a third win with his own hands.

He has been shy and doesn't like to talk since he was a child, and his most confident and arrogant appearance is when he stands on the field.

So he wondered if he would stand there and say "like" to Rong Yue, and he would be more confident.

The four needles are closed for themselves, for the tryouts, and for the sake of standing up.

Xi Zhengxuan hung his head, and his chest turned inward.

He is also a stubborn temper, as can be seen from the fact that he would rather leave sequelae than get a closed injection.

So after Rong Yue said that he would not go to watch tomorrow's game, Xi Zhengxuan didn't insist on anything more, and went upstairs silently.

When he heard the sound of the door opening, Rong Yue had not yet entered the bedroom.

The atmosphere in the living room was eerily quiet, and neither of them spoke, each doing their own thing.

In fact, Rong Yue regretted it after losing his temper with Xi Zhengxuan.

Tomorrow's game is so important to him, and it is the most critical one, and he really shouldn't affect Xi Zhengxuan's mood on the eve of the game.

Rong Yue is a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person.

But she couldn't bear to apologize, and simply cleaned up and went into the house to rest.

When he got up the next day, Xi Zhengxuan was no longer there.

He didn't actually need to go out so early, he was deliberately avoiding her.

Rong Yue's heart is complicated, and she goes out with a bag on her back.

Messed up.

She completely messed up the relationship between the two.

Rong Yue rubbed her eyebrows with a headache.

I don't know if I ate dynamite or what I was doing last night, why I suddenly lost control of my emotions.

Sure enough, when you are busy with work, it is easy to be irrational.

After sleeping and waking up, Rong Yue reflected deeply, and felt that what he minded was indeed right, but he shouldn't have picked on that juncture last night.

It's just that now it's too late.

Rong Yue spent the morning in busy work and tangled emotions.

At lunch, the colleague next door asked her why she looked uneasy, Rong Yue couldn't answer, only asked blankly, "What time is it?" ”

The colleague looked at his watch, "It's going to be faster." ”

The final round of tryouts starts in less than an hour.

It's true...... Don't you go?

Rong Yue stared at her computer screen, and more than a dozen open image processing frames hit her visual nerves as if they could move.

Two villains were fighting overhead, and one said, "Go, that's the only one left, if you don't look at it, you'll definitely regret it!" ”

And the other said: "The task is so urgent, Director Han is still waiting to see your jokes, colleagues are working hard, you patted your ass and left?" What's more, the cruel words that were released yesterday were slapped in the face so quickly? Rongyue, where do you put your face? ”

The latter shouted so loudly that he suppressed the former to the point that he had nothing to say.

Rong Yue was frustrated and sat quietly for ten minutes, but finally couldn't sit still.

She looked at her phone.

It takes time to get to the venue from the company, and if you hesitate for five minutes at most, it will be too late if you don't leave......

Rong Yue gritted her teeth and looked at the bag beside her.

Right hand, subconsciously want to take it.

Coincidentally, there was a knock on the door outside.

Rong Yue raised her head and frowned.

The person who came was Director Han, who was holding a document in his hand, and threw it on her desk without looking at Rong Yue.

"This is the optimization details from the general manager's side, you can take a good look, we will dock the progress in half an hour."

Rong Yue breathed.

She looked at her bag, then at the papers in front of her.

Go...... Or not going?