Chapter 221: Ironic Love
"Ahh
Ling Su shouted, and with a vigorous wave of the hand holding the dagger, she broke free of Yun Zhan's big palm and shook off the dagger.
But at the same time, due to her vigorous swing, Yun Zhan's arm was cut open by the dagger, and blood flowed out of it.
Ling Su, on the other hand, stared at Yun Zhan's bleeding arm with red eyes, the bright red blood stimulated every nerve in her, and a tear slipped from the corner of her eye.
Although she didn't want to admit it, she was really in pain now, not only because of the loss of her child, but also because of the pain that Yun Zhan brought her.
And she is fighting against Yun, even at this moment, she still can't do it, which is very ironic, but very helpless!
"Susu, you are reluctant, you can't do anything to me!"
Ling Su's mind was seen through by Yun Zhan, she didn't want to admit it, and she didn't want to let herself be soft-hearted again.
In fact, Ling Su knew in her heart that it was not that she couldn't do anything about Yun Zhan, but that modern peace education had been deeply ingrained in her heart, and this could not be changed.
Her respect for life, she felt that she would never be like the ancients, who regarded human life as a mustard, she couldn't do it.
"Susu, don't embarrass yourself anymore, your kindness comes from the bottom of your heart, and it can't be erased by being ruthless on the surface!"
"Enough!"
Ling Su didn't want to hear it, the kindness in Yun Zhan's mouth was the biggest insult to her, it wasn't kindness, it was cowardice, it was useless!
"Yun Zhan, I'm not kind, I just won't be like you, I just don't regard human life as a mustard, but that doesn't mean that I will tolerate everything, nothing matters!"
Ling Su felt that she was really going crazy, a few days ago in the Great Prince's Mansion, everything seemed to be very calm, but only she knew that her heart had actually been hysterical.
And at this time, when facing Yun Zhan, this hysteria was completely released, she felt that she had lived too forbearance before, in fact, revenge was very simple, why bother so much.
"I know, I know!"
Seeing that Ling Su was already on the verge of collapse, Yun Zhan immediately stepped forward to comfort him, but he didn't dare to touch Ling Su, he was afraid that Ling Su would have a greater reaction.
Therefore, he just raised his hand to caress Ling Su's cheek and said "I know" over and over again in a soft voice.
"No, you don't know, you never believed me, and you never let down your guard against me, your feelings for me and Princess Jinyun are different!"
Ling Su slowly calmed down, she responded to Yun Zhan, but her voice sounded so ethereal.
"It's different, I know very well that I love you! As I said, you were the ones who let me know what it feels like to love someone! ”
"Love? Do you love me? Haha! ”
Hearing Yun Zhan say that he loved himself, Ling Su suddenly laughed, do you love? She remembers that in modern times, she heard a sentence that because she loves someone, she always feels that love is enough, and when she chooses, she gives up this so-called lover because of the word "love".
Isn't that exactly what cloud warfare is all about?
At the moment of life and death, the first choice was Princess Jinyun, and the last word "love" was dissolved, and everything should have never happened?
"Your love is really ironic, love is selfish, not selfless, I told you from the beginning, I can't tolerate a little sand in my feelings, if love is not pure, then, I would rather give it up than compromise!"
Yun Zhan's eyes froze, and the scene of Ling Su telling him this before appeared in his mind, but at that time, he didn't take it seriously, he only thought that it was Ling Su who was coquettish with him.
But at this moment, Ling Su said this again, combined with the fact that Ling Su was pregnant and hid it from him and didn't tell him, all kinds of signs seemed to show that what Ling Su said was what he thought in his heart.
It's not just coquettish with him, I want more pampering.
If he didn't tell him that he was pregnant, he should have planned to leave him, and if he saved Ling Su that day, maybe Ling Su would have a chance to stay by his side under Ling Su's touch.
Thinking about it like this, Yun Zhan's heart was even more like a knife, what did he lose in one of his decisions.
"Susu, it's all over, don't torture yourself anymore!"
"It's not like you can really pass by saying 'it's over', just like my dream tonight, this is the pain of my life, don't you hurt?"
Yun Zhan felt that as long as he and Ling Su spoke now, she would be transferred to the child, and he knew that the child's affairs would hit Ling Su too hard.
Therefore, in Ling Su's mind, no matter what he said, even as long as he saw him, it would remind Ling Su of the lost child, or rather, as soon as he saw him, he would think of the day he resolutely flew to Princess Jinyun's side.
And left her and the child aside!
Yun Zhan can't forgive himself for this matter, but what if he doesn't forgive? The days still have to go forward, and he doesn't want to have regrets in his life in the future.
Therefore, he didn't want to let go of Ling Su anymore, he wanted to be by her side for the rest of his life.
Seeing Yun Zhan's speechless silence, Ling Su sneered coldly, and then lay down, she was different from Yun Zhan's education since childhood, or rather, she had different ideas from everyone in this era.
Just like she persuaded the county lord of Jinshan to leave her imperial brother, she was not joking, she really couldn't understand why the love of women in this era could be so humble.
Even a woman has to rely on a man to live, this is something that makes her feel powerless and can't change, since she can't change it, why should she waste her efforts.
As long as she knows what she wants and can do, she can do it!
Seeing that Ling Su was lying back again, Yun Zhan silently followed and lay down, he still wrapped him around him from behind Ling Su, he wanted to warm Ling Su, but it was better that he wanted to warm each other with Ling Su.
He saw his original shadow in the current Ling Su, and he was so cold that he was rejecting anyone thousands of miles away.
And now he feels how much his coldness hurts the people closest to him, and he can only fully understand and understand it by feeling it himself.
"Susu, we will be fine, I believe in you, please believe in me!"
Yun Zhan's murmur was destined to not get a response from Ling Su, perhaps because he was too tired in the dream, so, after a while, Ling Su fell asleep.
Listening to the sound of even breathing in his arms, Yun Zhan sighed, and his heart was also soft, no matter how much Ling Su hated him, as long as he could still hold her, Yun Zhan would feel very satisfied.
In the dead of night, Yun Zhan was also thinking that if he was not the identity of the prince, maybe he and Ling Su would find a hidden town to live in seclusion, and they would be a pair of fairy couples every day.
But his identity is destined not to give Ling Su a promise to a couple, however, he still won't let Ling Su go, even if it is a lifetime of painful entanglement, it is better than a lifetime of missing.