1110. Guilt
Xu Shu came back covered in blood, Mrs. Zheng Si didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, just arranged for someone to serve Xu Shu to freshen up and rest, and when Xu Shu went to bed and lay down, Mrs. Zheng Si looked at Xu Shu's bloodless face, and her eyes were red after all, "Xiao Jiu, if you feel uncomfortable, just cry, just cry!" Now it's our mother and daughter, no one will laugh at you! ”
Xu Shu smiled weakly, "What's there to cry about, isn't it just a dead person, life is in the world, birth, old age, sickness and death, anyone will die, it's just the difference between morning and evening!" ”
Besides, no matter how much you cry, the dead will not survive......
"Little Nine...... If you want to drive a little bit, don't get along with yourself! I heard what that Zhuang Gongzi said, this matter is not your fault, you must not blame yourself, your father told you to live well, you can't let him worry about you under Jiuquan! ”
Although he knew everything the Xu family had done to Xu Shu, Xu Hui even gave up his life in order to save Xu Shu, and Mrs. Zheng Si couldn't blame it after all, no matter how bad Xu Hui was, he also paid for saving Xu Shu, and he used his life to make up for his debt to Xu Shu.
Perhaps it is precisely because of this that Xu Shu is even more unacceptable! In Xu Shu's heart, Xu Hui may be an eccentric father, or a useless father, but not a loving father, and now Xu Hui has rewritten Xu Shu's perception of him with his life, Xu Shu will feel guilty for the prejudice and hatred she once had for Xu Hui.
Xu Shu touched the wrench on her neck, Xu Hui's words seemed to be ringing in her ears, she hated Xu Hui, when Xu Hui was inclined to Xu Ting, and the Li united front forced her to marry Xu Ting, at that moment, she hated Xu Hui very much, but she just hated it, she was already about to let go, why did fate play this joke with her, and pulled her back into the whirlpool, the Xu family was like a nightmare that she could never get rid of, haunting her like a shadow.
"How good it would be if he didn't go......" Xu Shu would rather end up with her and Li Tai than the current result.
"He's also worried about you and doesn't want you to be hurt!" Mrs. Zheng Si wiped away the tears that overflowed from the corners of Xu Shu's eyes, "After Miss Xu Shi disappeared, Master Xu was in a hurry!" Later, when I saw Miss Xu Shi's maid coming to you, I felt that something was wrong, so I wanted to come to you to ask, but I happened to meet Song Liugongzi on the way to send Miss Xu Shi back, knowing that you went to the Li family, he knew that this matter was for you, so he hurried to the Li family, just to save you......"
"I don't need him to save me!" Xu Shu's eyes widened, but tears still flowed out uncontrollably, "He shouldn't have gone at all, he went and caused chaos for me, I planned it......"
Mrs. Zheng Si touched Xu Shu's hair and comforted her, "Xiao Jiu, everything has happened, and now saying this will only make you feel more uncomfortable, you have to learn to be relieved, you also said that birth, old age, sickness and death are the norm, there is nothing to cry about, you have to do what you say!" ”
"I ...... I'll try my best to ......" Mrs. Zheng's concerned and loving eyes Xu Shu touched her infinite heart, what qualifications did she have to enjoy Mrs. Zheng's sincere love.
"Xiao Jiu......" Mrs. Zheng Si took Xu Shu's hand and asked with a little hesitation, "Who is that Zhuang Gongzi?" I think he's very good to you......" Zhuang Li looked at Xu Shu's eyes, and Mrs. Zheng Si, who was a person who came over, could see what it meant at a glance.
"He's the Prince's man!"
"Too ...... The prince ......" Mrs. Zheng's hand shook, thinking that she had misunderstood, so she said tentatively, "Is it the guard next to the prince?" But the people of the capital? ”
"He's the one the prince sent to protect me!"
Mrs. Zheng Si just wanted to inquire about the relationship between Xu Shu and Zhuang Li, but she didn't expect to ask such a big news, and it took a long time for Mrs. Zheng Si to wake up from the shock, "What...... When was this? ”
When did Xu Shu get involved with the prince? Didn't the prince just come back? When did Xu Shu meet the prince? It must have only been seen at the banquet in the palace on the day the prince returned, right?
Intuition told Mrs. Zheng Si that this matter didn't seem to be so simple, and her heart couldn't help but be together, what was the origin of her Xiao Jiu? How many secrets are there?
"I'm sorry, mother!" Xu Shu withdrew her hand from Mrs. Zheng Si's hand and knelt on the bed, "I'm not a good person!" The sixth brother and his father are not wrong, I am a wicked person with evil intentions, and I came to the Zheng family for ulterior purposes! ”
Mrs. Zheng Si was stunned for a long time before she reacted, "You have been the prince's person from the beginning, right?" You came to the Zheng family to let the queen mother contribute to the crown prince......"
I see!
Every time Xu Shu helps the Zheng family, she is actually helping the prince, especially in the matter of the prince's return to the dynasty and canonization, the queen has made great contributions! No wonder Master Zheng Si thinks that the Zheng family is invincible, if the Zheng family is defeated, won't the prince also be defeated!
"Yes!" Xu Shu closed her eyes, not daring to look directly into Mrs. Zheng's eyes, "I have been uneasy and kind from the beginning, everything I have done is to gain the trust of the Zheng family and achieve my goal!" ”
Mrs. Zheng looked at Xu Shu in disbelief for a long time, and finally sighed, "Silly boy, I'm not blind in my eyes, if you are all uneasy and kind, then there will be no good people in this world!" ”
"I'm not a good person...... I have ulterior motives...... I will kill people......" Xu Shu muttered, all the people close to her did not end well, so she had to stay away from the Zheng family, the farther away the better, she couldn't let the Zheng family become the next handle for others to blackmail her, she couldn't affect the Zheng family anymore.
"I believe that you came to the Zheng family for another purpose, but you have not harmed anyone, you have not done a bad thing, there is nothing to be sorry for the Zheng family, but the Zheng family has too many places to be sorry for you, if it weren't for you, the Zheng family would not have survived several times! In all fairness, the Zheng family should thank you! ”
"I took advantage of the Zheng family's ......"
"Think about it from another angle, the Zheng family also took advantage of you, didn't they? If it weren't for you, the Zheng family probably wouldn't have been able to hold on until now, as early as the last time, it was used by the Deng family to establish power! ”
"I will kill the Zheng family's ......"
Xu Shu drilled the horns like this, Mrs. Zheng Si couldn't help but be dumbfounded, Xu Shu was obviously still blaming herself for Xu Hui's death, she was afraid that she would implicate the Zheng family, so she desperately poured dirty water on herself, wanting to provoke herself and drive her out, so as to break off the relationship with the Zheng family, but now that Xu Shu is the most vulnerable and needs the most care, how can she let her Xiao Jiu endure the torment alone?
"If the Zheng family is really killed by you, then it is also the fate of the Zheng family, and I can't complain about others!"