Chapter 19: The big deceitful fairy, the little lame
Zhang Xiaolei knew for the first time that when he worshipped heaven and earth, he couldn't help but want to laugh.
This is especially true when couples worship each other.
Although he couldn't see Shao Xiaoling's face, he could sense that Shao Xiaoling was trembling, and he should be holding back a smile.
When the guests are entertained, many people come to toast.
Zhang Xiaolei was drinking on the surface, but taking advantage of the night, he poured all the wine into his clothes.
He doesn't like to drink with these people.
He didn't even know who they were.
I only heard that it was a relative, but he was confused, and he couldn't hear where the relative was.
Zhao He drank too much.
He grabbed Zhang Xiaolei and chattered for a long time, talking about his great ideals.
He said he went to Luoyang and was attracted by the scenery along the way.
He also wanted to try his hand at sightseeing.
One person, one stroke, all over the world.
After Zhang Xiaolei heard this, he told him very sincerely: "But you don't even have eggs, do you dare to sleep alone in the wild?" ”
Zhao He was stunned at first, and then smiled bitterly, feeling that Zhang Xiaolei had a point.
He stopped talking about ideals, left in despair, sat on the ground and cried before he reached the door, and was kicked out by the Shao family.
After the guests were full of food and drink, Zhang Xiaolei sat at the table and looked at the mess on the table.
He knew that Shao Xiaoling was waiting for him.
But he just wanted to wait.
The moonlight hangs high.
"Little cripple."
A voice rang out behind him.
He turned around, but saw Li Fengwu standing in the corner.
Li Fengwu leaned against the wall and looked at him with interest: "Look at you like this, it seems that you haven't drunk enough." ”
Zhang Xiaolei was shocked in his heart.
He stood up and walked towards Li Fengwu.
"Massive, I'm massive."
He boasted so.
Li Fengwu smiled slightly, and he took out a small wine jar: "Then drink some more?" ”
Zhang Xiaolei thought that he could drink some rice wine today.
Li Fengwu said, "I brought water and wine." ”
"Hmm...... Thank you. ”
"So...... Let's go? ”
"Okay."
The two of them went to the backyard.
Li Fengwu sat on the stone chair, as if conjuring two cups.
He poured himself a glass first, and then poured a cup for Zhang Xiaolei.
Zhang Xiaolei looked at the wine in the cup, he was silent for a while, and then said, "It's been three years." ”
"Huh?"
"You and I have known each other for three years."
"It's still a few days away."
"Almost."
"Let's go."
The two clinked glasses, Zhang Xiaolei didn't play tricks this time, he drank it all.
"How's it going?"
"It's okay, incognito."
"Aren't you going to look for your Liu Yan?"
"She was abandoned by Brilif."
"Oh?"
When he was lifted, he abandoned her. She couldn't get angry, so she tore her face and ran to complain, so Bailifu was accused of being unkind, took off his name as a lifter, and slapped 20 boards. ”
"Let's go!"
The two clinked glasses again.
Zhang Xiaolei said softly: "What about Sun Hu? Did he get it? ”
"I don't know, I guess I didn't hit. If he wins, he will go to find a willow swallow. ”
"Infatuated."
"Don't mention him."
Li Fengwu put down the wine glass, and he said softly: "Three years ago, you were a lame thief, but now you are okay, are you happy?" ”
"It's thanks to you......" Zhang Xiaolei said honestly, "If it weren't for you, I'm afraid I'm still running around with Lian Yuntian, maybe ...... One day he died at the hands of Lian He. ”
Li Fengwu smiled: "Thank you? ”
"Hmm."
"You want to invite me when you release the news?"
"Well, there's something I'd like to ask you."
Li Fengwu said: "I want to ask me, why did you leave you in the first place?" ”
"Yes, I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out, I can't think it out."
Zhang Xiaolei clenched his fists, and he said sincerely: "I used to really think that I would always follow you. You rescued me from the abyss and gave me the courage to live, but you ......"
Li Fengwu said calmly: "I want you to live well." ”
"I don't understand."
"Remember when you almost killed Lian Yuntian, but I stopped you?"
"Yes."
"How ......easy it is to kill Lian Yuntian in that wilderness," Li Fengwu said sincerely, "But tell me, if you kill him at that time, what will be the result?" ”
Zhang Xiaolei fell into deep thought.
At that time, if he killed Lian Yuntian.
At that time, he thought that Lian He was dead, and Lian Yuntian would die again......
Thinking like this, he suddenly felt uncomfortable.
Li Fengwu said gently: "You live in darkness, why do you add blood to your hands and darkness to your heart?" I said at the time that if you killed him, you would no longer be a whole person. ”
"So what?"
"So, you've changed in the last three years, and you do have something. I just want you to understand that people don't live for revenge, they live for something illusory. ”
Zhang Xiaolei shook his head and said, "You still haven't made it clear why you left me." ”
"I made it clear, but you didn't understand."
Zhang Xiaolei pondered for a while.
He sighed, "There are no such ethereal things around you. ”
"You still have brains, I'm very pleased."
Li Fengwu suddenly stretched out his hand and put it on Zhang Xiaolei's head.
He said softly: "You and I are living in the dark, how can I let you pick up the warmth?" Xiao Lei, I have lived for so many years, and I can't find the light myself, how dare I take you with me? ”
"But I'm not afraid, I'm used to that kind of life."
"But what I want to do is to get you out of that life."
"Hmm......"
"Isn't it fun to walk the rivers and lakes?"
"It's not fun, homesick, I miss Xiaoling, I think of you occasionally."
"Most of life is drifting, but the most beautiful thing in life is not ......drifting," Li Fengwu said softly, "My life is like duckweed, I don't think it's fun." ”
Zhang Xiaolei raised his head, he looked at Li Fengwu's eyes, and said seriously: "If Mr. settles down, I can go and see you when I have time." ”
Li Fengwu smiled: "Don't have anything to do with the wanted criminal, this is the last time you and I will get together." ”
"We can get together ...... before"
"You used to be alone, but now you have a home."
Zhang Xiaolei sighed, he nodded and said, "Thank you." ”
Li Fengwu poured the wine again, and he said gently: "I specially bought good wine, congratulations to you, let's go." ”
Zhang Xiaolei said softly: "I don't want to drink, when the wine jar bottoms out, you will have to leave." ”
"Then you look at me more and remember me."
Zhang Xiaolei looked at Li Fengwu.
He was sitting precariously and let Zhang Xiaolei watch.
After looking at it for a while, Li Fengwu suddenly spoke: "Is there a more handsome person in the world than me?" ”
Zhang Xiaolei sneered: "Isn't Mr. long-skinned?" ”
Li Fengwu also smiled.
The two clinked glasses again.
Zhang Xiaolei took out a small box from his sleeve and handed it to Li Fengwu: "I'll give it to you." ”
"Is it a ticket for tens of thousands of taels of silver?"
"It's not."
"Oh."
Li Fengwu took the small box with a little disappointment.
And Zhang Xiaolei stood up, and he said softly: "I should go back." ”
Li Fengwu was stunned: "Are you going back?" I thought you were going to cry and beg me to sit a little longer, but I changed my old clothes today, and I planned to put a new one after your snot and tears came up. ”
"Don't cry...... Zhang Xiaolei shook his head, "I've already cried enough." ”
He waved his hand and walked into the house.
Li Fengwu didn't say a word, watching him drift away.
When Zhang Xiaolei entered the house, Li Fengwu picked up the box with both hands.
Open it and take a look.
It is a soaked willow tree.
Li Fengwu smiled slightly.
He picked up the willow tree and bit it into his mouth.
"Little cripple."
(End of book)