Chapter 500: Still Don't Understand
When he stepped into the land of Tibet, Xu Jiangcheng felt that his heart was trembling: It turned out that the more I got closer to Wen Ning, the stronger the fear in my heart became, and the more I couldn't calm down my hands and feet?
I don't know when I made myself such a person, but Xu Jiangcheng knew that all of this was because of Wen Ning, and Wen Ning made his life change like never before.
When he went to love Wenning, Xu Jiangcheng would know the unexpected things in his life; When he went to love Wenning, Xu Jiangcheng would know how easy it was to change those things that made people's hearts were astringent.
Perhaps, in every day's life, it is easy to expel those injuries, but the most critical point is still in Wen Ning's hands, because Wen Ning is the main reason why he came to Tibet this time.
I don't know what's going on, after Xu Jiangcheng got off the car, he was able to make some negotiations with the local people, not because he deliberately thought about it, but because the underlying consciousness had made him blurt out the language.
After learning that Wen Ning and they had begun to prepare everything for the school, Xu Jiangcheng pursed his lips and smiled: Soon those books will reach the hands of every child, Wen Ning, as long as it is what you want, I will give it to you without reservation, even if such a thing may make you feel a little hypocritical, but as long as I feel that I have a clear conscience, it is already very good, and other things are really not so important.
Fingers crossed the bridge of his nose, Xu Jiangcheng slowly felt a kind of hope in life, he felt that there might be a series of changes in his future, as long as he could make life a little more comfortable, then all the efforts would be very worthwhile.
To like a person is to like all, if you pick and choose, then in the end, it will be more criticism from others, because no one has to tolerate other people's mistakes for a lifetime, if you can't face it, it is very likely that other people's lives will kick you out, and then you want to change something, but it is not easy.
After understanding this, Xu Jiangcheng didn't feel that he needed to make any more efforts, because at any time, the potential love in his heart made people feel haggard, since the past could not be changed, it was better to let himself be a person Wen Ning really liked, although maybe such a person is a hypocritical existence for her, but, as long as she has worked hard, then everything can be tolerated, even if every second in the future will be filled with some sadness, But the red rope of fate will not change anything, and when you don't know it, it will completely bind you and each other's = love, and then let your whole person enter a kind of love for love.
Maybe everyone will have a feeling of wanting to work hard to control love in the future, but that's also because as a person, there is too strong desire to possess, and if there is no such desire to possess, all this will not happen after all.
There can be some hesitation in the bottom of the heart, and there can also be some special things, as long as the yearning for fate is not changed casually, then everything still has a chance to be soothed.
Perhaps, in the eyes of others, the length of life will really change with people's efforts, but when life changes, what can people do? Isn't it to use your own happiness every moment to influence everyone? Isn't it a matter of every second of happiness to make everyone feel the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of being a person?
When Xu Jiangcheng came to the yurt, his hands and feet were trembling subconsciously, that was because he was not completely ready to meet Wen Ning, and he was not ready to make Wen Ning fall in love with him.
However, Xu Jiangcheng felt that he was embarrassed enough: since you have already decided, why don't you go in? Do you think you still have something to retreat from? What do you have to retreat from? From the moment you choose to embark on this path, there is only one possibility left in your life, and that is to completely subvert your love, isn't it?
"Who are you?"
Hearing the low man's voice, Xu Jiangcheng came back to his senses and waved his hand to Li Qiu in front of him apologetically: "I'm sorry, I'm here to find someone." ”
"Looking for someone?"
Li Qiu glanced at him a little strangely: Look at his appearance, he should also be from a big city, but we are all nomads here, will there be any guys he knows?
"What's the matter, why don't you go to class~~"
When Wen Ning saw Xu Jiangcheng again, the whole person was already uncomfortable and couldn't speak, because Xu Jiangcheng in front of him was really very haggard: he hadn't seen each other for a few months, why was he as thin as a monkey spirit? Do you eat well after all the dollars?
Reaching out and clenching his fist, Wen Ning didn't know what to say, but felt that his smoke ring was a little astringent: "Why are you here?" ”
Xu Jiangcheng slowly walked in front of Wen Ning, stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on her face: "Fool, don't cry, I don't want you to be so uncomfortable." Also, I'm not here for what you think, I'm just going to be with you, it's as simple as that. ”
Hehe, not what I thought?
Xu Jiangcheng's words made Wen Ning feel very heartbroken: Are you a roundworm in my heart? You know what's going on in my heart? To you, is it true that our relationship is nothing?
I don't want to say that I want to blame the man in front of me too much, but Wen Ning only feels that if she doesn't do that, it seems that the pain she has endured these days has no meaning: why do I have to endure my pain? Why do you have to be able to have so much love? If there is a change in my life, then I hope that this change is better not to end like this, because I really want you to be able to make your destiny more tolerant.
Regarding these things in front of him, Li Qiu was obviously a little confused: What, did the two of them know each other?
Seeing Xu Jiangcheng staring at Wen Ning like this, Li Qiu felt that his mood was a little depressed: Could it be that they are lovers? If that's the case, then what do I have to look forward to? Isn't it long overdue to put it down? If you don't let go, how can you change the axle wheel in your destiny? Do you want to let your heart be bound for the rest of your life?
I'm not sure how much joy, anger, sorrow and joy I need to let go of in my life, but Li Qiu knows that he doesn't have a good impression of Xu Jiangcheng: looking at him like this, he must be a disciple of Ge Xuan, and he must have hurt Wen Ning, otherwise, how could Wen Ning be so uncomfortable? Looking at Wen Ning like this, it is clear that he has expanded all kinds of tragedies in life without limits.
Stretching out his hand and nodding his eyebrows, Li Qiu slowly leaned over: "This gentleman, we are going to class, so please come back later!" ”
"Impossible!"
Xu Jiangcheng's eyes showed a hint of a low breath: "I am her husband, what will she do if I leave?" Don't think that you may be a monkey king here, I am A-Ning's husband, and it is up to me to decide where A-Ning is going! ”
Husband?
Li Qiu felt that his whole person was stunned: they, are they husband and wife?
"Xu Jiangcheng!"
Wen Ning glanced at Jiang Cheng in front of him angrily: "How far do you want to make trouble before you give up!" ”
"Unless you're willing to go back with me, I'll always be here to stick to you, and I know I'm not going to throw in the towel, so don't even want me to leave you at any time!"
Neuropathy!
Wen Ning can really only use these words to describe Xu Jiangcheng in front of him: Is threatening others your biggest way? Do you think my heart will never die? You're ridiculous, using such means will only make me farther and farther away from you.
Reaching out and grabbing his hair, Wen Ning felt very helpless: for the taste of happiness, maybe you have never tasted it carefully, otherwise, how could you think that it must be right to use such a means? In fact, the happiness you think is just that you are pitying yourself for yourself, and there is no room for sympathy in this situation.
Fingers caressing his forehead, Wen Ning spoke again: "Xu Jiangcheng, I want to talk to you!" ”
"I can't ask for it!"
Pursing his lips and smiling, Xu Jiangcheng didn't care whether there was someone around him, and directly pulled Wen Ning away: "My dear, I want to say, you really know me better and better, since this is the case, you should be able to go with me." ”
"Have you had enough trouble?"
Wen Ning's whole face was a little difficult to look at: "What do you think you are?" Why are you dictating to me? Do you think I have to make myself a puppet in the palm of your hand? I'm telling you, I never want that! Therefore, if you give me the heart of death, I will never let you hurt me for the rest of my life, you are really just a stranger to me. ”
Stranger?
His heart was sour, and Xu Jiangcheng felt that he didn't understand Wen Ning at all: Are you talking to me just to hurt me? Do you know how uncomfortable it would be for me? Do you know how scared I am of losing you? I've put myself in painful situations one after another to love you, but why don't you know it all along? Do you think you're really going to be able to change me in any way?
Grabbing the edge of his clothes with both hands, Xu Jiangcheng lowered his head: It seems that I have reached the time when I must let go of everything, because, in front of you, I am nothing, although I can continue to love without reservation, but I have to say that I am really fed up with love, what you make me feel is a cold breath that cannot be pleasant.
Although he was a little sad, Xu Jiangcheng also knew that he shouldn't have given up all this like this, so for the various injuries that Wen Ning gave him, Xu Jiangcheng just smiled calmly: "Perhaps, the two of us have different ways of living, so your choices are also different." However, I know what I need to do, because I love you, so now I am reluctant to give up, even if I am by your side, all I can do is make my every day a little more desirable, and that is enough. ”
"But I don't want to give it!"
Wen Ning felt that her heart was very painful: How can I give you the love you want? Now I am finally able to live a happy life without you, but if I have anything to do with you, what will happen to these children around me? Will they accept you too?
Moreover, Wen Ning feels that freedom is very important for oneself or others, because at any time, people will always rely on understanding the definition of love, if they can't grasp their own kind of free life, even if they have a loved one by their side, the result is no longer particularly important.
Perhaps, in this life, there are not many things that people can want, but as long as they work hard, they can achieve all the expectations they once had, because that is reality.
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