Chapter 3 of the Quiet Year
Quiet Year (3)
Although Ya doesn't have to go to work now, she still goes to bed at one or two in the morning, which makes it a little difficult for her to wake up in the morning. Knowing that she didn't have to get up to work in the morning, she let herself sleep until she woke up naturally.
Ya found herself sleeping before two o'clock at night, and her energy during the day was still preserved. If you go to bed at two or three o'clock, or later, the next day you will be dizzy and dizzy, and for two or three days in a row, you will start to have headaches and vomiting, and your eyeballs will seem to be bulging from the pressure of heavy objects. That's when she had to take painkillers.
When she was in her hometown, she once had a headache that seemed to burst. She came to the clinic with pain and vomiting, and the doctor told her to take two fast-acting cold capsules, and she said strangely, "This is not a medicine for headaches." The doctor said, "Cold medicines contain ingredients for headaches." Sure enough, it didn't take long for Ya's headache to get better. Since then, Ya has taken two fast-acting cold capsules once she has a headache, but over the years, the amount of two pills seems to be a little less.
Now, Ya's rhinitis also flared up frequently, sneezing, runny nose, and a roll of paper after a short time to wipe the nose. Ya even relied on taking fast-acting cold capsules to reduce symptoms, which still had some effect.
The sun warmly shone through the windowpane, and Ya and her daughter were brightly swept away. Washing and cooking porridge, Ya walked around and felt the cool air of the morning, her nose began to clog again, and sneezes and snots came together. Ya originally wanted to take cold medicine, but thinking about it all the time, it might hurt her brain.
In the past year, Yajue's memory has been declining more and more, and some words that are not commonly used can be remembered for a while, which almost did not exist before.
Yasso took the hula hoop and the skipping rope to the door. The daughter has already been able to turn hula hoops, and it took Ya almost half a year to learn. The neighbor Ju is not tall, he was once fat to one hundred and forty pounds, and the whole soil is fat and round. Later, I turned to hula hoop every night, and after a year, I became a beautiful woman but not a hundred. So, the women in the courtyard each had a hula hoop.
Ya also bought one, but her legs were bruised. Helplessly, Ya bought a small light one again. The daughter didn't know when she had learned, but Ya still kept picking up the hula hoops on the ground.
Yaxue will not fail to speak, and the posture is stiff and funny. Once the window was open, Ju's husband saw it and couldn't hold back a long laugh. Ya was embarrassed, so she had to say, "You jump off and I'll take a look." Ju's husband was not polite, and he turned it around in an interesting way, and it even showed a soft rhythm.
Ya is extremely envious, thinking: When can I turn so well, I will turn every day.
Ya seems to have suddenly learned to spin the hula hoop. One day during the summer vacation, she watched her daughter turn back and forth one by one, and seemed to suddenly open up. After Ya learned to turn the hula hoop, she didn't turn it every day, and she held her mobile phone to watch it for a while. The allure of mobile phones trumps the rest.
It was as clear as a chrysanthemum, and the golden sunlight was so warm that people couldn't open their eyes. Ya was sweating profusely, and she stopped and jumped rope again. It is said that the effect of jumping rope is higher than that of turning a hula hoop, but he is too tired to jump a hundred, and Ya is already out of breath.
Ya felt that her nose was breathable and no longer blocked. Exercising for a while is equivalent to taking two cold pills. Ya was complacent about the discovery.
My husband called, and they arrived home this morning. Ya said, "How did you get there! "If you're taking the train, you should be there early. The last time Ya took the bus back, he stopped at the bus station after two o'clock in the morning and did not leave until five o'clock. Husband, they must not be able to get on the highway at night, delaying the trip.
In the afternoon, Yafu watched the scenery outside from the railing, and the white clouds were all shapes in the sky. Someone was watering the vegetable patch, this person was supposed to live not near here, and she came on a motorcycle.
The water in the pond had also dried up, so she had called an excavator a few days earlier and dug a deep ditch, and there was water in the ditch. The excavated earth formed a narrow path, and a cement pipe was buried in the middle, probably waiting for water to flow from the pipe to the ground below, and the lower piece of land was much lower than the one above.
In the summer, this is a whole pond, the color of the blue waves is sparkling, and you can't see the height or low. This man came on a motorcycle twice a day to water the vegetable patch. Ya is so envious in her heart, this vegetable field is enough for the family to eat, and it is all natural.
A flock of ducks, leisurely perched in the grass. No one disturbed them, the birds sang cheerfully in the forest, the warm breeze was blowing, the sun was warm, how quiet and beautiful their life was! Ya had the idea of becoming one of them.
Now, Ya spends most of her time looking at her phone. When you are tired of watching, you will walk to the railing, look at the greenery in the distance, look up at the magnificence of the sky, and overlook the quiet beauty under the railing.
It was late at night, and Ya had already extinguished the fluorescent lamp on the roof. The security guard let the wolf dog come here at night, she didn't want the security guard to see it so late, the light in her house was still on, but she turned on the lamp.
Rhinitis is committed again, Ya wears cotton slippers all day, her heels are exposed, and her whole foot is cold. The snot flowed down like water, and I quickly ran out of a whole roll of toilet paper.
The sound of the security guard riding a motorcycle rumbled, and it was deafening in the silence of the night, he must have come to set the wolf dog free. The wolfdog had been barking for a long time before, and it was a lonely and oppressive roar.
It was silent, and the huge backyard was completely quiet. The wolfhound should be in the front yard. The courtyard gate is an iron fence that can be opened and closed automatically, and outside the fence, the speeding traffic on the main road may be a long-cherished scenery for it.
The daughter was asleep, breathing evenly. Ya kept wiping her snot, but she didn't feel sleepy. Suddenly, there was a sound of a bottle falling to the ground overhead, Ya's heart was beating faster, and the neighbor upstairs had also returned to his hometown, why was there a sound of a bottle falling to the ground? Not long after, the sound of the wine bottle falling to the ground was heard again, and Ya felt a hairy feeling in her heart.
Fortunately, she has her daughter here to accompany her, otherwise she is alone, in this empty backyard, she lives alone in a building, and there are some inexplicable sounds in the middle of the night, how can she not be frightened.
Not long after eating the next morning, my husband came to the video, and my son and daughter didn't see each other for a few days, and I was overjoyed. Ya's heart was also happy.
Son, lovely son! His eyes narrowed into a line when he laughed, his well-behaved appearance, his sweet voice. Whenever Ya handed him snacks such as bread and biscuits, his son would sweetly say, "Thank you, Mom." When he is sleepy at night, he will run to Ya and say, "Mom, I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep", Ya thinks that her son's words and deeds are so cute, and her son is like a candy, sweet to her heart.
The daughter always said that Ya liked her brother more than her. Ya doesn't deny it, every time her daughter makes her brother cry, Ya scolds her daughter, why don't you coax her brother well, but beat her brother to cry and cry? The daughter was always unconvinced, saying that her younger brother beat her first and talked about her first.
She was very loud, and she cried loudly every time she spoke, and the sound was so loud that it shook her ears.
Ya was afraid that she would be complained about being too loud and disturbing the people, and there was a family on the third floor that moved to the second floor because of her youngest son's crying and loud noise, which made the neighbors rest badly. There are no residents on the 2nd floor, but there is a pond outside the wall downstairs, and there are many mosquitoes in summer.
The daughter cried loudly, and when Ya got angry, she hit her, but she still didn't give up and cried. Ya had no choice but to cover her mouth with a towel to reduce the volume.
In fact, her daughter's temperament and personality are very similar to Ya when she was a child. Ya was beaten a lot by her father when she was a child. The sisters were beaten while hiding and begging their father not to beat, and they didn't dare to do it in the future. Ya never begged her father for mercy, but stood still and let her father beat her. She looked at death as home, which made her father even more angry and beat her harder.
Dad often said that "filial piety comes out under the stick", but Ya didn't hate his father when he grew up. Dad is anxious and upright, and he can't get angry in the unit, and it is inevitable that he will be angry with the Ya sisters when he comes back.
Mom and Dad are the eldest, and Dad's salary is not high, but he still has to bear the life of his grandmother's family and grandma's family, and his grandfather and grandfather are sick people who lie in bed all year round. When she grew up, Ya felt that her father's life was not easy, and he came out to work to support his family before he was 15 years old.
Maybe it was because he was too hard when he was young, and his father was sick after middle age. My father's greatest luck in this life was to meet his hardworking and kind mother. In his later years, his father often said that his life was worth it. When he and his mother got married, they rented a small house, and even the bed was the landlord's. I have children and daughters in my life, the house is a self-built 3-story building with a small courtyard, and the children are not sick or healthy.
The son was not around, and when he went to bed at night, Ya hugged her daughter, but her daughter turned back and forth, saying that Ya couldn't sleep. In the past few years, Ya seems to have put more energy on her son, and she has neglected her daughter.
My daughter has been crying since she was a child, and sometimes she doesn't know why she cries. When her daughter was born, Ya couldn't sleep well every night. The daughter could cry many times a night, but there was no way, so Ya put her in the cart and pushed her, and it was easy to push her to sleep, and when Ya thought that she could finally sleep, her daughter cried again.
The husband and daughter's grandparents don't care, they sleep to death at night, and it is impossible to get up. During the day, they were busy with themselves, except for teasing their daughter a few times during meals.
Ya gave birth to her daughter for two months, and her waist and hip hurt so much that she couldn't walk, and she still endured the pain and coaxed her daughter. In the eyes of her husband's family, Ya doesn't have to do anything, and it's not good to coax just a child. Coax the child, make milk powder for the child, make supplementary food, wash diapers, in order to save money, my daughter used diapers when she was a child. When my daughter was a child, I don't know why there was so much urine, and by dawn it was already a lot of diapers.
When the son was born, the husband came back and left 10 days later. From then on, serving his son was Ya's business alone. Fortunately, my son is so well-behaved, he doesn't cry when he doesn't get hungry or pee, and when he sees Ya coming, he happily stretches out his arms and kicks his legs.
Ya still thinks about it, and feels that she really doesn't feel tired to coax her son, just because her son was born well-behaved. My son rarely used diapers anymore when he was young, and most of them were diapers. Ya still remembers the tragic situation when her daughter was so tired that she almost couldn't walk when she was a child, and she has heart palpitations. Later, her father took her to a famous gynecology doctor in the suburbs to grab Chinese medicine and take it, and Ya's waist and leg pain gradually improved.
The daughter and son happily said this and that through the video, they have never seen such a close relationship at home, and they always start fighting soon, but they will get back together soon, and today they talked for a long time before closing the video.
Not long after Ya took the phone, her daughter was crying on the bed, and Ya asked in surprise, "What's wrong with you?" What are you crying about? ”
"Who told you not to go back! I can't go back! The daughter said indignantly.