Chapter 70: Rivalry
In this kind of thing, she has always been passive and will not react, and it is not before, she will definitely cooperate with him before.
Tonight, she was distracted, even looking at the corner of the ceiling and chuckling.
"You came to me, just to do it?"
Lu Lihan's love words have always been full marks, and he naturally ignored the derogatory meaning in her words, and said: "I not only want to do it, but I also miss you, and I want to see you at a loss under me." ”
He Yiyi paused and asked lightly, "Did you teach your technique with women outside?" ”
She used the word teaching, Lu Lihan's subordinates made a lot of effort, ambiguously close to her ear, and said in a low voice: "My first time is you, do you believe it?" ”
Men have always been self-taught in this kind of thing, don't look at him when he was so old-fashioned to her, in fact, the first time was with her, but she was relatively dull and didn't find out.
So he didn't know the dosage of the medicine afterwards, so he let her take a few more pills that time, and then he specially went to understand the dosage of the medicine, and if he ate too much, it would cause a lot of harm to her body.
While not wanting to hurt her, he made a move to hurt her.
He was an unintentional mistake and could not refute it.
This time in the bath, Lu Lihan took her into the bathroom to clean it once, and both of them were silent, his mood tonight was actually not quite right, and it was inevitable to think of the report, but fortunately, she was found in time, and she was also receiving treatment, otherwise, where else would there be anything reported.
The bathroom was full of mist, and Lu Lihan asked her softly, "Who is that man tonight?" ”
He's talking about Wei.
"Someone the roommate knows."
"He's interesting to you." His tone was a little sour, and he regretted a little in his heart, letting her run so far alone, he couldn't see it all the time, and he didn't know how many people of the opposite sex would surround her.
If he doesn't come, will that guard send her back to school and confess to her?
Of course, he believes in her charm, and she can eat anywhere she is beautiful, whether it is blonde or black-haired.
He Yiyi said lightly: "I'm not interesting to him." ”
She was depressed and didn't want to say more.
Lu Lihan lowered her head and played with her fingers, touching the callus left by the posture of holding the pen in her right middle finger, wanting to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything.
came out of the bathroom, his clothes were all wet, He Yiyi could only sit on the sofa wrapped in a bath towel and watch TV, Lu Lihan ran to the balcony to smoke, and by the way, he was calm and calm.
Because when I did it just now, I found that she was bleeding a little.
I don't know if he acted too roughly.
Or because of that report, he didn't control it at once.
After turning off the TV, He Yiyi went to the bathroom to pick up the wet clothes, and hung them on the hanger after washing them before coming out of the bathroom.
Lu Lihan returned to the room after smoking, and looked at her with a very complicated look.
No matter how sluggish He Yiyi was, he felt that something was wrong, and when he thought of the missing case report, he just didn't dare to think about it over there.
She didn't go back to school tonight, so she stayed with him for the night.
Early the next morning, after she woke up, she went to the bathroom to change into her dry clothes, and when she came out, Lu Lihan was getting dressed, obviously in an ordinary action, but it was very extravagant when he did it.
"You shouldn't be out of class this weekend, let's go out for a walk."
She subconsciously asked, "Where to go?" ”
"Zoo."
"...... what kind of zoo is he going, she frowned, not very understanding of his approach.
Lu Lihan approached her, hugged her thin body in the next second, couldn't help but kiss her lips again, and separated for a long time, saying, "Go on a date." ”
The date was chosen at the zoo, he thought about it for a long time, it was not interesting to eat and go shopping like an ordinary meal, and finally decided to go to the zoo.
Lu Lihan still remembers that she used to like animals very much, except for fierce-looking animals.
After having breakfast at the hotel, I got on a bus and went directly to a nearby zoo, Lu Lihan bought a ticket, took her hand and went in.
"I remember that you used to go to the zoo with Uncle He, and when you came home at night, you accidentally stepped on animal feces, and you would cry when you encountered anything."
The zoo is full of animals, and there is nothing to see other than that.
He Yiyi was silent all the way, he was talking and looking for topics, but she rarely reacted.
"It's a pity that there are no pandas, next time we go back to Jiangcheng, we will go to see pandas."
He Yiyi looked up and saw the tall back of the man in front of him, he was dressed simply, his hair was shaved a lot shorter, revealing the back of his neck with clean lines, her height was only to his shoulders, it was quite tiring to talk to him, she had to tilt her head, who made her too petite, so in bed, she was always submissive by him.
"I don't like to come to the zoo." She looked down at the tip of her shoe.
Lu Lihan looked back at the top of her head and pursed his lips, "You liked it before." ”
"That was before, but now it's different." She raised her head and finally said what was in her heart, "You don't have to do this on purpose to accommodate me and please me, I know you're busy, so you can just be busy with yours, don't worry about me." ”
The implication was that she was enough to live on her own, and he couldn't afford to think of so many ways to attract her attention.
"The zoo or something, it's more suitable for a family, but you and I are not together, let alone a family."
She sighed deeply, "I just want my dad, and nothing else." As long as my dad is safe and sound, you can take whatever you want, He's or whatever. ”
Lu Lihan's eyes turned red instantly: "What about me?" ”
His tone was a little out of shape, desperate to know if he was not in her plans.
"You have other people, the two of us are people from different paths, I didn't understand it before, and forcibly broke into your life, so let's make it clear today, so as not to have other misunderstandings."
"I don't like to hear this, so don't mention it in the future." Unable to hear her satisfactory answer, Lu Lihan took her hand and hurriedly walked into the depths of the zoo, a little stubborn and stubborn.
He looked too much like what she had been before.
Returning to the hotel from the zoo, the two of them didn't say a word, because of the smell, Lu Lihan went into the bathroom to take a bath, the mobile phone was on the table, and the phone rang for a long time, she hesitated for a while and answered.
He said: "Mr. Lu, there is something wrong with the suburban project, fortunately no workers were injured, but now the media has come to interview, and the company has it, blocking the downstairs and refusing to leave." ”
The man said a lot, but instead of hearing Lu Lihan's voice, he heard a gentle female voice.
He Yiyi was embarrassed to say: "It's not convenient for him to answer the phone now, otherwise, you will call again." ”
This he, naturally, refers to Lu Lihan.
The man didn't expect that Lu Lihan's call would be answered by a woman, and Ai Ai Ai was expecting for a long time and said, "Are you Mr. Lu's wife?" ”
He Yiyi said: "Yes." ”
"Hello Mrs. Lu, excuse me, please wait and help me convey it to Mr. Lu, the matter is urgent, otherwise I won't call to disturb you."
He was so polite, He Yiyi was not too embarrassed, "It's okay, it's okay, I'll help you convey it." ”
"Okay, thank you, Mrs. Lu."
This Mrs. Lu made He Yiyi lose her mind for a moment, and Lu Lihan happened to come out of the bathroom to see her holding her mobile phone.
He Yiyi came back to his senses and said, "Someone called to find you, I was afraid that there was an emergency, so I helped you pick it up first." ”
Finally, he said, "I'm sorry, I apologize if you're angry, but I didn't mean to answer the phone for you." ”
Cautious and cautious, she seemed to be so in front of him, humbled to the dust, without ego.
It has always been dominated by his emotions.
Lu Lihan also heard her cautiousness, her expression was cold and even serious, obviously he hadn't said anything yet, she apologized first and made an appearance, so that he had nothing to say.
In connection with what she said at the zoo during the day, she said that she only had a father, and she didn't treat him as a member of her family, so the future blueprint plans didn't have him.
He would love to dig out his heart and lungs on the spot to show her what color his heart was.
"Forget it."
Lu Lihan took the phone, looked at the call log, dialed back, and walked to the balcony to make a call.
He Yiyi was lying on the sofa watching TV again, and when he came back after calling, she asked again, "How long are you going to stay?" ”
Lu Lihan said: "One week. ”
Ah, a little long.
But after tomorrow, she will go back to school, and it shouldn't stop her.
Lu Lihan went to the balcony to call again, he asked Min Yu to find a well-known local psychological counselor, asked for contact information, and took He Yiyi the next morning without saying anything.
Of course, I didn't tell her what to do, I just said that I would take her to meet someone.
When she arrived at the destination, He Yiyi knew that Lu Lihan had taken her to see a doctor, and the doctor had given her psychological counseling before, that is to say, Lu Lihan seemed to know everything.
The report was in his hands.
The doctor was not surprised to see her, but when he saw her come in holding hands with a man, he was surprised.
Her face was not good, she could be said to be very nervous and terrified.
The doctor understood her personality, so he found a legitimate excuse to let Lu Lihan go out first, and psychological counseling could only be carried out when she was completely relaxed.
Lu Lihan didn't say anything, walked out, and waited outside.
After the door was closed, He Yiyi cried almost at the same time, his face was pale, and he couldn't say a word for a long time.
The doctor gently comforted her: "It's okay, don't be nervous, I'll pour you a glass of water." ”
In the early stage of depression, the main manifestations are lack of energy, lack of interest in surrounding things, avoiding interpersonal interactions, unable to express one's emotions, feeling very tired, easily anxious, losing trust in others, pessimistic, but not to the point of despair.
After a while, he calmed down a little, and He Yiyi said, "Will I be treated as a monster?" ”
"No, no, my dear, don't worry, no one will look at you like this, you're just sick in your heart and nothing else. Just like a normal fever and cold, it's not serious. ”
He Yiyi's fingers clenched into fists, thinking that Lu Lihan was still waiting outside, she couldn't help but tremble, as if the most invisible, the most invisible, was seen by him cleanly, and her last bit of secret was exposed to the sun.
When she came out again, it was five o'clock in the afternoon, the orange sun shone on this foreign city, Lu Lihan looked up at the sky outside the window, bright and clear.
He Yiyi's eyes were still red, and he was a little unwilling, but he was also much calmer.
Lu Lihan said: "You can tell me directly. ”
He Yiyi bit his lip: "What to tell you?" Why should I tell you? ”
"I'm sorry."
He was also uncomfortable, his heart was strangled fiercely, and he said for a long time: "Your misfortune is caused by me, Yiyi, I have a responsibility that I can't escape, you give me a chance to atone for my sins." May I? ”
"No, it's my own problem, not your fault."
She left as soon as she finished speaking, regardless of whether he followed or not.
This marriage itself is based on interests, there is no emotional component, she wants to break the contract, he refuses, she also gives him the last bargaining chip, he still refuses.
I also learned her new secret, how to say this feeling, it's annoying, it's annoying.
He Yiyi had just walked to the side of the road to call a taxi back to school, and accidentally ran into Wei.
Wei greeted her quite naturally and asked her how her condition was.
Lu Lihan was not far away, so he naturally saw the foreign man quickly, and he was still talking to He Yiyi.
Wei spotted him and greeted him as well.
Lu Lihan glanced at him, then went to shake He Yiyi's hand, but she dodged him.
His face instantly fell, and he said, "Yiyi." ”
Just called her name, she didn't like to be called Xiao Qianjin by him, and he didn't shout anymore. But the relationship between the two people has not eased at all, it is all his unilateral efforts to mend it, and she is unmoved.
Even rejected him thousands of miles away.
Wei also saw that something was wrong with the two of them, but the two of them spoke Chinese, and he couldn't understand it, so he could only ask He Yiyi in English: "He, are you okay?" ”
He Yiyi was very bad, she shook her head, avoided Lu Lihan, and said to Wei: "I want to go, can you take me away?" ”
Guard: "Where are you going?" What's wrong? ”
She was depressed, and Wei thought that she should have been stimulated by something, so she was emotionally unstable, and after thinking that only this man appeared, she was not quite right.
Wei naturally regarded Lu Lihan as the source of the problem, stood in front of He Yiyi, and said to him: "Please stay away from He, she doesn't want to see you now." ”
Lu Lihan saw her hiding behind a strange man, realizing that he was thankless, but he didn't take this foreign man in his eyes, but looked at He Yiyi directly, and said in a deep voice: "Yiyi, come here." ”
The tone of the command, He Yiyi didn't want to go over even more.
Wei took her away.
When she came to a café, Wei ordered a cup of hot coffee for her to calm down, and did not dare to ask her and her husband what was wrong.
And her husband was standing outside the café and did not come in.
He Yiyi turned his back to Lu Lihan's direction, and thanked Wei for a long time: "Thank you." ”
"You're welcome." Wei said.
"I didn't have long been married to him, and the relationship was not good." He Yiyi needs to confide in someone too much, not a familiar person, but someone who doesn't know anything about her past, Wei is a good person to talk to, he is also a psychiatrist, she is a patient, a very harmonious identity.
Wei said: "There are a lot of bad relationships between husband and wife after marriage, don't worry too much." ”
"That's right, but I can't do without him for a short time, it's hard to be together, and it's hard to be separated." She never said this to Lu Lihan, and she only dared to reveal it to others.
Wei looked up at the man standing outside, "I don't know much about your feelings, but I think that love makes people happy, and you are so uncomfortable, it is better to separate as soon as possible." ”
The reason is clear, but it is difficult to implement.
It was dark, He Yiyi's mood stabilized, and she said goodbye to Wei, and she returned to Lu Lihan's side.
Lu Lihan didn't ask her what she and Wei Du talked about, under his nose, they couldn't do anything, and the relationship was innocent.
He Yiyi said: "I want to go back to school. ”
"Okay."
Lu Lihan sent her back to school, and at the end, a moment before she entered the apartment, he said: "One of the projects I did before was that the suburban scenic spot has been put into development, and it is expected to be officially opened next year, and it will be ...... by then."
"We'll talk about it then." She couldn't wait to interrupt, and after saying that, she went into the apartment without looking back.
Lu Lihan stayed here for a week, and on the day he was leaving, he sent her a text message and told her that he had returned to Jiangcheng.
Only then did she reply and ask him to go see He Zhang.
Time passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, at the end of October, He Min called and said that He Zhang was completely out of breath and was no longer breathing, this result, in fact, everyone knew it in their hearts, but they didn't dare to think about it.
He Yiyi's depression did not get better, but worsened because of He Zhang's death.
Because He Min concealed the time of He Zhang's real death, before telling He Yiyi, it was already no longer possible.
There is also a copy of Lu Lihan in this, and he also helps to hide it, not letting her know, for fear of delaying her studies.
He Yiyi couldn't take care of anything, ignored the exam, bought a ticket back to Jiangcheng, and she was shrouded in haze.
When Lu Lihan saw her, he said, "Uncle He's funeral will be held when you come back." ”
He Yiyi sneered: "You are considerate." ”
After saying that, she went upstairs without looking back.
On the day of the funeral, Feng Chen and Feng Jin came, and even the Lu family came.
Lu Lihan was in charge of He Zhang's funeral, and in He Yiyi's opinion, he did his best to prevent her from seeing He Zhang's last face, just one side, and he didn't let her.
It was raining lightly, He Yiyi stood in front of people with a solemn face, and looked coldly at the guests who came to mourn at home.
In fact, she didn't know many faces, but she was numb to deal with them, and she didn't shed a single tear.
She didn't want her weakness to be seen by everyone.
Lu Lihan was really worried about her, so he took her directly into the room to rest, during which ... Feng Jin knocked on the door to talk to her, but she was also stunned.
Lu Lihan was also there, and the three of them had their own thoughts.
Feng Jin said: "Yiyi, you have to mourn." ”
He Yiyi moved his eyelids, "Okay." ”
She doesn't know how many times she's heard this, and if she hears it again, it's fine.
Feng Jin looked at Lu Lihan again, "Lu Lihan, you did a good thing." ”
Lu Lihan stood behind He Yiyi, holding her waist with a weak hand.
"What did I do?"
Feng Jin looked at He Yiyi again: "Yiyi, I've heard about it, you must have been forced to marry him, my brother is also here, don't be afraid of any grievances you have to say it, we will help you make the decision." ”
Feng Chen came up from downstairs just when he heard Feng Jin's second half of the words, and without hesitation, he pulled him away, smiled apologetically at He Yiyi and Lu Lihan, and took him away despite Feng Jin's struggle.
Feng Jin, who walked downstairs, was thrown by Feng Chen and threw him on the ground, saying, "Everyone is married, what else is wrong with you?" ”
"Brother! You won't let me go back to Jiangcheng, and now that Uncle He has passed away, you won't let me say a few words for Yiyi! ”
Feng Chenpi didn't smile: "It's none of your business." ”
……
When the two were at a stalemate, Gu Xingzhi was standing at the gate, he was still wearing a military uniform, as if he had just come out of the team, and he didn't have time to change his clothes.
He Yiyi went downstairs to drink water, and when he saw Gu Xingzhi standing at the gate, he panicked for a moment, thinking that he had made a mistake.
Gu Xingzhi approached calmly, and after not seeing him for a long time, he seemed to have become more mature and steady, and said, "Are you okay?" ”
Almost everyone who has been talking to her for this time, but they all say mourning, not asking her if she is okay.
Gu Xingzhi wanted to pinch her face, raised his hand and put it down: "I don't seem to have come at the right time, but if I don't come this time, I'm afraid I won't see you." Yiyi, if you are sad, cry out. ”
Feng Chen's brothers had already left, Feng Jin didn't want to leave and had no choice, Feng Chen didn't let him get involved.
Lu Lihan just answered the phone, and then went downstairs to see two people standing facing each other at the door, one was He Yiyi and the other was Gu Xingzhi.
When the old lover met, her eyes were very red, especially He Yiyi, when she saw Gu Xingzhi, she frantically remembered those things in the past, like a silent movie, and then kept playing in her mind, obviously there was no sound, but she clearly remembered the bits and pieces that happened before.
Gu Xingzhi finally couldn't help but pat her on the shoulder, and said softly: "You cry, Yiyi, I know how sad you are." ”
He Yiyi covered her face with her hands, choked up, her shoulders kept shaking and trembling, and she couldn't cry: "I have no home, I have no home......
Repeating this sentence over and over again, the father who loved her the most died...... She had nothing left......
Gu Xingzhi was also uncomfortable in his heart, the person he once liked on the tip of his heart cried like this in front of his eyes, and initially thought that letting go was fulfillment, just for her good, and not embarrassing her, but the truth didn't seem to be like this.
"Well, I don't have anything."
Gu Xingzhi raised his eyes and saw Lu Lihan standing on the stairs who seemed to be smiling, he was not afraid, and when he met his gaze, the two of them were fighting.
Gu Xingzhi touched her hair and looked down at her: "Yiyi." "And him.
Lu Lihan went downstairs and said loudly: "Yiyi, you can't get involved with other men on the day of Uncle He's funeral, if you let others see it, what will you say." ”
After a pause, he added: "It's still an ex-boyfriend." ”
Gu Xingzhi was unmoved: "I just came today to take a look at Yiyi's father, I don't mean anything else, Lu Lihan, you don't have to choke people." ”
"I'm stating the facts, am I?" Lu Lihan stared at He Yiyi's back: "Yiyi, come here." ”
As early as when he spoke, He Yiyi stopped crying, she was very weak, she bowed her head and felt weak, she seemed to have dragged Gu Xingzhi into the water again.
She still stayed away from Gu Xingzhi and said politely to him, "I'm sorry for worrying you." ”
"It's fine." Gu Xingzhi's face was pale.
Lu Lihan raised his hand to hold her hand, but she avoided her, as if he was tired of contacting him.
He Yiyi looked at Lu Lihan: "I didn't hook up with other people, I just talked normally, if you want to slander me even this, it's really boring." ”
"Yiyi, is what I saw fake?"
There doesn't seem to be a third person between the two of them.
Obviously, the saber is tense, and the momentum is like fire and water.