Yan Luoxi looked at the blue sky and white clouds, her gaze was far away, "When I came out of the hospital that day, do you know why I went to your secret base?" ”

Li Yeqi was stunned, "Why?" ”

Yan Luoxi retracted his gaze and looked at him intently, "I think, if I die there, I will definitely leave this world with all the good memories you gave me, so in the next life, will I be a little happier?" ”

Li Yeqi's heart trembled, she really had the idea of suicide, he subconsciously grabbed her shoulders with both hands, "Xi'er, I'm not allowed, did you hear it?" ”

"But, I don't dare, I'm afraid that if I really die there, it will pollute your spiritual pure land, and you will hate me." Yan Luoxi lowered his eyelids, "You see, I'm so cowardly, I don't even dare to die." ”

Li Yeqi's heart swelled with dense pain, he pinched her chin, forcing her to raise her head to meet his gaze, he said loudly: "Xi'er, your life is mine, I don't allow you to have this kind of thought, do you hear?" ”

Yan Luoxi's gaze fell on her, but she didn't seem to look at him at all, she smiled sadly, "Li Yeqi, I have finally tasted what it means to live and not to die, do you say that I was guilty in my last life, so this life will be so difficult." ”

"Nonsense, Xi'er, the grievances of the previous generation have nothing to do with us, you cheer me up, I am not allowed to say that I am not dead, and I am not allowed to think about this word again." Li Yeqi turned her face, how could she watch her give up on herself?

Yan Luoxi closed his eyes, "Li Yeqi, why is your gun not loaded?" If I had loaded the bullets, I would have been relieved now. ”

"Yes, you're free, but what about me? Have you thought of me? Yan Luoxi, how can you be so selfish, it was you who made me fall in love with you, it was you who made me love you to the point that I couldn't extricate myself, you said that you would die, and if you said that you would withdraw, you would leave me alone, and let me live in the abyss of pain for the rest of my life, would you die with peace of mind and deserve it? "I prayed all night with grief and indignation.

Tears rolled down, Yan Luoxi threw herself into his arms, and she broke down and wept, if she had known, if she had known, she would not have gone to the bar that night, she would not have cried on the side of the road that night.

Then if there is no beginning, it will not be as painful as it is now.

Li Yeqi's eyes flashed with tears, he took her into his arms and patted her back gently, "Xi'er, I understand your feelings, even if it is painful, please live well, because you are not nothing, you still have my love for you." Even if the whole world abandons you, I won't, I will always be there for you. ”

Yan Luoxi grabbed his shirt tightly with both hands, and she howled helplessly, like a wronged child who just wanted to cry indulgently.

Li Yeqi hugged her tightly, letting her tears wet his clothes, his heart was more painful and uncomfortable than hers.

After Yan Luoxi cried a lot, she began to eat, and for the past two days she has been asleep, consciously refusing to eat. Hearing her take the initiative to say that she wanted to eat, Li Yeqi was very happy.

He carried her into the villa and put her on the sofa, "You watch TV for a while, I'll cook." ”

As soon as he got up, he found that his clothes were grabbed by her, he looked back, and saw her uneasy expression, he leaned down, dropped a kiss on her forehead, and said in a dumb voice, "What's wrong?" ”

"I'm going to go to the kitchen with you, okay?"

Li Yeqi nodded and picked her up again, "Okay, but you promise me, sit obediently." ”

"Hmm."

Li Yeqi put her at the kitchen door, brought a chair for her to sit down, and he opened the refrigerator and began to rummage through vegetables and meat, after marrying Yan Luoxi, he practiced a good cooking skill, and could make something other than noodles.

Yan Luoxi sat on the chair and quietly watched his busy figure.

Fu Xuan went to the birthday banquet to wreak havoc, and saw Li Yeqi raise a gun and aim it at Fu Xuan's head, and at that moment, the safe castle she had been piling up collapsed instantly.

She has always underestimated the hatred of the two families, Fu Xuan's trouble, the hatred of the two families has intensified, and their love, how to survive in this crack?

She knew that she was very selfish, because at that moment, she didn't think about how much Old Man Li would be hurt because of this, and she didn't think about how much the Li family would be hurt because of this, she only thought about herself.

Li Yeqi was washing vegetables, and suddenly was hugged from behind, he lowered his eyes, looking at the arms that were so white that he could see the cyan blood vessels, he said lightly: "What's wrong?" It's not that I was promised to sit obediently and not move. ”

The arms on his waist tightened, the woman silently pressed against his back, his thin lips slightly hooked, "Then rely on me like this, it's okay." ”

So, Yan Luoxi stuck to his back like a koala, she followed him wherever he went, and the hand around his waist never let go of a penny, until Li Yeqi cooked the meal, and she let go of him.

Li Yeqi served a good meal, put it on the dining table, and saw her sitting in a daze, he walked over, picked her up, walked into the restaurant, and put it on the chair, "Try it to see if it's delicious, huh?" ”

Yan Luoxi looked at the meat and vegetables on the table, which were her favorite food, her eyes were hot, and she silently picked up a piece of meat with chopsticks and put it in her mouth, chewed it twice, and tears rolled down.

Li Yeqi's heart hurt, he raised his hand to wipe away her tears, "Why are you crying again?" ”

Yan Luoxi hurriedly wiped her eyes, she shook her head and said, "No, I'm fine." ”

Li Yeqi pulled a chair and sat closer to her, he picked up the porridge bowl, scooped a spoonful with a spoon and put it to his mouth to blow cold, and then brought it to her mouth, "I'll feed you, eat." ”

"Li Yeqi, you really don't hate me at all?" Yan Luoxi blurted out, even she herself hated her existence, didn't he hate her at all?

"There is a debtor and a debtor, Xi'er, that is a grudge between me and your mother, and it can't be counted on your head." Li Yeqi brought the porridge to her mouth, and when she opened her mouth to swallow it, his eyebrows were cold, "If you say hate, for a moment, I hate you very much." ”

Yan Luoxi's eyes widened, looking at his expression, she said in her heart, sure enough, it was impossible for him not to hate her.

Li Yeqi repeated the action of feeding her porridge, and he said: "The moment you pulled the trigger on your heart, I hated you, hated you for not hesitating at that moment, hated you for not cherishing your life." ”

Yan Luoxi's eyes were covered with a layer of fog, how selfish she was, she only thought of herself at that moment, "I'm sorry." ”

"Xi'er, promise me, don't despise your life so much, no matter what happens in the future, don't end yourself easily, can you do it?" Li Yeqi's eyes flowed with affection, and he didn't really blame or hate her, but was full of begging.