Chapter 168: My Heart Is Done
Shen Boyo's words echoed in Yang Jing's ears over and over again.
Now it is difficult for her to ride a tiger, it is difficult to believe, and it is even more difficult to not believe.
"The reason why I confess this to you now is only because the prince and the princess are temporarily out of that person's guard, if the young lady doesn't believe me, then the letter from Kyoto, do you want to see it?"
See?
Yang Jing shook her head, "I don't watch." ”
"Why not?"
"Why should I watch it?" She clenched her fists secretly, "I don't care if what you said today is true or not, in short, I came to you today just to fulfill the sixteen-year covenant that my father gave me that day, my father and mother have been very good to me all these years, but they are blessed, and they died early before I grew up, don't you feel ashamed to say these words that slander their lifelong reputation in front of the daughter of the deceased in the past?" ”
Shen Boyo looked away, and slowly gasped for two breaths in his chest.
"I have a clear conscience, and I don't need to be ashamed, I don't know if you have thought about it, your sixteen years of peace and tranquility are all due to your biological parents' willingness to be imprisoned, what about you? Is there really no conscience? The princess unfortunately contracted a serious illness, and now she just wants you to enter Beijing for her to take a sneak peek, but you don't want to? ”
Yang Jing's fist clenched again, and she didn't speak.
"Have you ever thought that all your food and clothing over the years have been secretly sent by the prince and princess? Otherwise, how could Yang Jian leave so much family property for you to inherit? ”
"These, I don't believe you haven't thought about it, and now you're afraid that you can't accept it for a while, I can understand it, but the princess's birthday is coming, and her only wish is that I want you to go back to the palace to see her, you still have to think about it and make a decision."
After speaking, Shen Boyo got up and opened the door, and the intention of driving people away was undoubtedly revealed.
Zeng glanced at Yang Jing worriedly outside the door, and as soon as she stepped out of the door, Shen Boyu immediately slammed the door.
Zeng walked out with her in his arms and asked in a low voice, "Miss, what happened?" Why was that man's face so weird? ”
"It's okay, it's just that I had a verbal disagreement with him and quarreled a few words."
"So, is it all done?" Zeng asked.
Yang Jing was silent, is it done?
"Find a place to rest first, and then go back later." She hesitated for a moment and said.
"Okay, it's time for the horses to rest, and I'll find someone to feed the horses when I find a place to live."
"Okay."
When she came to the inn, she had been on the road for a night, which had made Yang Jing so sleepy that she couldn't open her eyes, and she immediately covered her head and fell asleep.
When she woke up, the sun was setting.
Zeng sat on the side and mended her coat, and when he saw her wake up, he hurriedly handed over a glass of water.
"Come, drink saliva to moisten your throat."
Yang Jing took the water in a daze, and looked at Zeng Shi blankly without blinking.
Zeng is the nurse found by her mother Yang Liu since she was a child, and she has always been by Yang Jing's side to take care of her, and has never left.
A thought suddenly popped up in her heart: Could it be that the Zeng family is also a person arranged in the palace?
"Nurse." She swallowed the water in her mouth and sat up straight to look, "If I'm not mistaken, you grew up watching me, right?" ”
Zeng replied with a smile: "Yes, I have been carrying you since you were so old. As he spoke, he gestured twice with his hand, smiling.
"No wonder I seem to have always had only a nurse in my memory, and I have never seen my mother's appearance, is my mother beautiful?"
The smile on Zeng's face paused for a moment, "Miss, why did you suddenly ask about this?" Did you dream of Madame? ”
Yang Jing lowered her eyes, "Nurse, I remember, you are not from Lin'an, right?" ”
Zeng's heart was uneasy, firstly, she was stared at very unnaturally, secondly, Yang Jing had never spoken to her in such a tone, it was too rusty and undisturbing, and thirdly, she never mentioned where she was from, and even the accent when she spoke was the Lin'an local dialect that she had learned for more than 20 years.
Zeng's silence crushed the last bit of luck in Yang Jing's heart.
"Miss, you... Do you know something? Zeng sorted out the panic on his face and hurriedly approached and asked.
"I'd rather I don't know anything and live this life in peace." Yang Jing smiled bitterly and said, "Why don't God let me go." ”
"Miss, what Lord Shen said is true!" Zeng squatted down in front of her, his hands clasped in her palms.
"Nurse, don't you even ask me, did he tell me anything?" Yang Jing suddenly thought of the moment she entered the door, Shen Boyu was just a look, and he could scare the always steady Zeng Shi away, such an instant coercion, not the domineering spirit accumulated in the royal family for many years, what could it be?
Yang Jing closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
"You go out, I want to be alone for a while."
"Miss."
"Get out!"
Zeng quietly got up, closed the door with a light hand, and then disappeared outside the inn door very quickly.
Jingwangfu?
Is this the uneasiness in her heart for several days?
It stands to reason that finding your biological parents and finding your true identity should be a joyous event worth celebrating.
But this tanuki for the prince really shouldn't have happened to her.
In order to compete with the Yang family and the Liu family for the family property left by Yang's father, she swore to fight to the death and lost her reputation, just to keep the last words of Yang's father, but in the end, these so-called family properties were all just thrown out of the hands of nobles at will..... A Thanksgiving Stone?
Fortunately, God made up for her in another life, if it was the previous life, she was afraid that she would not know until she died, and it turned out that her identity was an unsealed county lord?
"Hehe......" she laughed with tears streaming down her face.
Pathetic?
No.
It's sad.
......
Night.
With a "creak", Yang Jing pushed the door out.
His face was as calm as ever, "You can bring Shen Boyu to see me." ”
Zeng's body was hunched, and he no longer looked at her at eye level as before.
"Yes, miss."
In less than a quarter of an hour, Shen Boyo came on horseback.
Yang Jing sat in the carriage outside the city gate, looking at the people calmly.
"Lord Shen has worked hard." She smiled lightly, her voice a little chic and clear, "Please come with us, I still have some things to explain in Lin'an City." ”
Shen Boyo's face-like face suddenly showed a smile, "It is worthy of the flesh and blood of the prince of my family, even if you still have a bit of blood!" ”
This is so polite, but compared to the false politeness in the small courtyard before, Yang Jing prefers to talk to him with his true temperament.
"Lord Shen, I have said ugly things in the front, this time I agreed to go to Beijing with you, not because I miss my parents and feel the affection of my flesh and blood, but because my husband is still in Kyoto, I happen to pick him up together, and I can only meet with them and leave, and I will never stay for long."
Shen Boyo's face sank immediately, but he finally didn't say anything, turned his head and got into the carriage.
Then, he shouted, "Get in the car." ”
Zeng hurriedly climbed into the car.
The carriage galloped away the way it had come.