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At that time, he would rather she hate him, rather she cry and beat and scold him, than she looked at him calmly with black eyes, at least that would give him the courage to keep her.
At that moment, his heart seemed to be cut by a thousand knives and drenched in blood, but there was no emotion on his face, and he signed and left the book as calmly as she did.
From that time on, his heart also died, and from then on his eyes could no longer see any color, and his tongue could no longer taste anything.
The world was nothing but black and white to him, and all the delicacies, even the spirits, were as dull as white water to him.
When she was gone, he dismissed his concubine and punished the woman who had killed his child.
But so what, she won't come back after all, his child won't come back, and it wasn't the woman who killed them, he was the real culprit.
He lives alone in the house, and always hears the baby's cry in his midnight dream, presumably his unborn child is crying, he invited the monk to give the child a surplus, and worship the child in the house, but the child's cry still accompanies him day and night.
In fact, he is not afraid, he wants this child to accompany him in this way for a lifetime, but he is afraid of delaying his reincarnation, he hopes that he can vote for a good family, and not be a bastard father like him......
He knew that many people were swearing him behind his back, and even those robes shook their heads in disapproval of him, and his affair with her even became a joke in the Northlands......
So what? He never cared what others said, but silently cultivated the pain of more than ten years into the cinnabar mole in his heart.
Later, she was admitted to the scientific examination, and soon married Pei Sheng, within a few years Pei Sheng was gone, she was expelled by her in-laws after a year of mourning, and returned to Dali Temple, all the way to Dali Temple Shaoqing, these years she has not been idle, all the way forward, walking faster than many people are higher, she was originally such a dazzling woman, for him to live in the back house willingly, entrust everything to him, but he is not a good person, let her down all his life.
From the north to the south, from the young general to the governor, from the young man to the old and serious middle-aged, he still stayed in the same place, staying in that day when his heart was like ashes.
In the past ten years, they have both been officials of the imperial court, and by chance, the two have met a few times, without excitement and surprise, without resentment and curse, and without light clouds, sharing old feelings, just rubbing shoulders with wooden faces, as if they never knew each other.
originally thought that they could be okay like this, but when he learned that Ye Ping had been hit by the Gu, he still panicked, and desperately brought the southerners who were proficient in Gu art to prepare a lot of medicinal materials and quickly enter the capital.
He knew that there was a fraud in this matter, but he still did not hesitate, he could forget about her in the rivers and lakes, but he couldn't watch her die.
Ye Ping is the Shaoqing of Dali Temple, directly responsible for the cleaning of the Southern Barbarian Gu worms, and has become a thorn in the flesh in the eyes of the behind-the-scenes commanders, Rao is no matter how careful she is, she has also been prepared, in the matter of Gu worms, although Wen Shao'an is not as good as Cheng Jin, but he is also a middle master, but he didn't expect that to solve her Gu is still missing an important medicinal material, this is something that only exists in the south, if it wasn't for Ni Guang to send it to Beijing in private, I'm afraid that Ye Ping is already dead.
Although they had grievances in the past, Hongshan still had to receive this love, so although Wen Shao'an was anxious, he treated him politely until Cheng Jin's ridicule pierced his dream.
The Gu in Ye Ping was very dangerous, he almost couldn't survive yesterday, this morning he solved the Gu, and found out that he had fallen into the love Gu, and he realized that this was the Gu in the Gu.
Seeing that Ye Ping turned back into a delicate girl, Ni Guang actually accompanied her to play with her in a good way, Wen Shaoan really had no choice but to find Cheng Jin.
"No wonder I can't solve it, it turns out that this love Gu is this way, I can be regarded as knowledge," Cheng Jin thought thoughtfully, "I thought she was going to experience the pain of being humiliated and practiced again, but now it seems that this love Gu has arranged an illusion for her, allowing her to live in that false reality." ”
"What if I can't unravel this love Gu?"
"Can't unravel and turn back into an idiot! Ni Dudu, is this anxious? Want to take advantage of it? Or directly kidnap Lord Ye from the capital? Cheng Jin stared at him, his gaze was not good, "I'm afraid these thoughts are all circling in Ni Dudu's heart, right?" ”
"Lord Ye is the Shaoqing of Dali Temple, I don't dare to give birth to such delusions." Ni Guang's face remained unchanged, that is, his heart had not been put down at all, and reason also told himself that he and Ye Ping had ended their lives in this life, "After all, I had a relationship with Lord Ye in the past, and I hope I can help." ”
Ni Guang's words were very detached and calm, if it weren't for Cheng Jinfang seeing him hugging Ye Ping with his own eyes, I'm afraid he would have really believed his words.
"Ni Dudu, your favor has been helped, and we in Hongshan Academy also appreciate it, now that the situation in the south is tense, you better go back quickly." Although Wen Shao'an persuaded him, his words meant more threats than thanks.
"The Gu in her now is very dangerous, can you be completely sure?" Ni Guang stared at the two of them tightly.
"I'm not sure, it's the first time I've seen such a virtual and real love Gu, I can't promise you anything, but it's useless for you to be here." No matter what the situation was back then, Cheng Jin didn't sympathize with him at all.
"Okay, I'll go." He nodded, as if he had suddenly regained consciousness, "If she is awake, you must not tell her that I have been there, and if she needs any medicine, just tell me, I will definitely find it." ”
Wen Shaoan breathed a sigh of relief, he had no personal grudges with Ni Guang, and he didn't care about the love and hatred between him and Ye Ping, he only had the overall situation in his eyes, Ni Guang picked his son and left at this time, it was very dangerous, if King Qi found out the news, he would suddenly send troops and take Jianzhou with lightning speed, so Ni Guang must return to Jianzhou as soon as possible, and he would never allow the slightest rumor to leak.
"I'll get you out of town." There is Cheng Jin guarding here, Ye Ping's Gu doesn't have to worry for the time being, he sends Ni Guang a ride, maybe it will be faster, and it is not easy to leak the news.
Ni Guang was not pretentious, took a deep look at Ye Ping's room, and turned his head to leave without hesitation.
"Do you think I'm stupid?"
Ni Guang is very dangerous to pick his son and leave at this time, if King Qi finds out the news, he will suddenly send troops and take Jianzhou with lightning speed, so Ni Guang must return to Jianzhou as quickly as possible, and he will never allow the slightest rumor to leak.
Now that the situation in the south is tense, you might as well go back quickly. Although Wen Shao'an persuaded him, his words meant more threats than thanks.