Seeing that the two had had enough time playing each other, the soldiers removed the chessboard and laid out the boiled soup and roasted meat.

The aroma is overflowing, and even the body is warmed up. Gao Su couldn't help but sneeze.

Ran Ying squinted at him with disgust: "Look at your sick appearance...... You're just sick, so go and put on your mink fur. On the other hand, he instructed the soldiers: "Go and fetch the mink fur of the king of Le'an." ”

Being with him every day for a while, Ran Ying found that he was not a person who marched and fought, it seemed that he was not well raised when he was a child, and his body was so thin that people were anxious, and he was prone to illness after a few blows.

A light smile sneaked across the corners of Gao Su's mouth. He deliberately didn't bring Zhen Zhen and Lingxi out this time, and he really had ulterior motives.

Ran Ying asked while eating: "Your father is critically ill, I don't see that you are in a hurry at all." ”

Gao Su pursed his lips disdainfully: "Life is days, what's there to hurry?" ”

"You don't seem to have a good relationship with him, do you?" Ran Ying had long been aware of this. Every time Gao Su talked about Gao Huan, he had a rebellious child's expression, as if he had some deep hatred and hatred towards Gao Huan.

This sentence seems to poke at a certain pain point of Gao Su at once. I saw that he seemed to want to hide something, lowered his head and straightened his clothes, then raised his head, and showed that rebellious smile: "Just the eldest brother and the second brother fighting back and forth is enough to give him a headache, and he still has the heart to take care of me?" ”

Hearing him mention his brother, Ran Ying remembered the absurd things about the Gao family that He Louqi had mentioned to her before, and she couldn't help but feel disgusted in her heart. Although Gao Su is not like them, he is also a little neurotic, and Ran Ying sometimes can't figure out what he is thinking, so he doesn't dare to be too presumptuous with him.

She asked tentatively, "Can you keep me in Jinyang this time?" ”

"No, you can't." Gao Su rejected her.

Ran Yingben didn't expect him to agree, so she didn't dwell on this question, and asked, "What has Yuwentai been doing lately?" ”

Gao Su said: "He is seeking to retake Chang'an. It seems to be relatively smooth. He has a very high prestige among the generals, and Yu Jin is not his opponent after all. I'm afraid it will be a matter of time before Chang'an is recaptured. ”

He is still well aware of Yuwentai's movements.

The corners of Ran Ying's mouth curled slightly.

Gao Su raised his eyes to look at her. Her little face was bright red by the firelight beside her, and there were jumping sparks in her two shining pupils.

Through those two sparks, Gao Su has always seen her heart.

In her heart, there was only that one person. Even if she lost him, she put him in an upright position like this. There is no dark dust in her heart, and there are no closed corners.

Gao Su suddenly felt a little lost.

"Why do you mention him?" He asked.

Ran Ying wrapped her knees around and hugged herself together: "Because I'm afraid I'll forget him." ”

Gao Su was stunned. Men and women who are emotionally frustrated do not want to forget about each other as soon as possible and can start a new life. And why was she afraid to forget him?

Ran Ying seemed to fall into deep thought, and said in a low and slow voice: "The years are too long, and people are too easy to change. I'm afraid that as time goes by, I will forget what he looks like, what he said and what he did. ”

She looked up at the stars in the sky: "People say that there is a lot of love and speechlessness, and the still water flows deeply." But I just want to keep mentioning him — and I can pretend I don't know...... Pretending not to know that we will never see each other again in this life. ”

Caught off guard, tears slid down.

Ran Ying's tears looked in Gao Su's eyes, like crystal gems, dripping on the grass under him and disappearing.

He asked softly: "Ah Ying, do you hate our Gao clan to the core, and you want us to be broken into thousands of pieces?" ”

"If you had asked me that two years ago, I would have said yes. So I killed Gao Aocao with my own hands and put him at the gate of the city to display his body. But when I was done, I felt empty...... Now I'd rather live a long life. Otherwise, I don't even have anyone to hate. ”

"And do you hate me?" This question lingered in his mind for a long time. At some point, he realized that he was beginning to care about the answer to this question.

Ran Ying clenched her sleeves tightly and said with some difficulty: "I hate you." If you don't uncover that incident, A-Ying won't die, and I'll be much happier than I am now. ”

Ran Ying is a very transparent person. She had always thought that it was better to be happy in ignorance than to be soberly and miserable.

"A-Ying ......" Seeing her mention the young man who sacrificed herself, Gao Su couldn't help but feel a little emotional. Although he has been held in the game by Ah Ying, the final truth has made him extremely admired Ah Ying.

He was silent for a while and said, "Ah Ying, although you hate me, I have one thing that I want to think about and want to entrust you. Afraid that she refused, she hurriedly added: "It's Zhenzhen's business." ”

Ran Ying glanced at him and teased him: "Zhen Zhen is your future bride, why entrust it to me?" ”

Gao Su smiled, a little bitter, and said, "You also saw that my body is ...... Once upon a time, the imperial physician diagnosed me and said that even if I took care of it, I would not live to be thirty years old. ”

Ran Ying was a little surprised when she heard this. Although he knew that he was weak, he didn't expect that even the number of years he would be determined.

"My aunt went early, and I didn't have anything to worry about. But now Vera is following me...... She's not yet six years old, and when I die, she may not be married. I want to entrust her to you and help her find a good husband, who doesn't have to be rich and noble, as long as she has no worries about food and clothing, and treats her well. ”

Ran Ying was anxious, and waved her hand again and again: "Don't say that, I myself look like this, when you die, I have no food and clothing, how can I still take care of her, and where can I find her a home with no worries about food and clothing?" Don't put your own business on my head. You owe me enough. ”

Gao Su smiled again, and the firelight reflected on his face, with a somewhat sad look.

He said slowly: "You also know me, if I still have someone to entrust, I will never come to trouble you." But Zhenzhen, I really can't rest assured. I can't be sorry for it. ”

"Then why don't you give Vera back to their family?"

"The Mei family is huge, and Jingzhi is a concubine. In such a family, marriage has always been a tool for consolidating interests. She doesn't have her parents to support her, so it's conceivable that they won't bother to choose Zhang Luo for her. I'm afraid I've missed her life. ”

"You...... Can't you work harder to live a few more years? Ran Ying suddenly felt a little aggrieved.

Gao Su smiled: "Work harder? …… The number of lifespans is predetermined. You're going to help me change the eight characters. ”

Can this be done with more effort?

Ran Ying glanced at him: "I'm not an immortal cultivator, how can I understand this." But what the doctors say is not necessarily accurate. If you do good deeds and accumulate virtue in the future, and do less bad deeds, you may be able to live for a few more years. ”

"Yo, the sun is coming out in the west. You, Ran Ying, would actually want me Gao Su to live a few more years? ”

Ran Ying scowled: "I don't want to take the pot you threw over!" ”

Gao Su pursed his lips and smiled coldly: "I can't live a few more years, what I'm going to do next is all bad things." ”

"You...... Are you fighting Chang'an's idea again? ”

"I'm sick of it! You can't just fail to mention that person?! Gao Su suddenly became so irritable that he wanted to hit someone.

He shook his head again, looked at Ran Ying seriously, and said word by word: "You promise me this, I can ...... You can let go of the matter of Jingzhi and his wife, and from then on, he will not retreat from him, and he will never step into the middle of the pass. ”

Ran Ying listened to it and became serious. She knew how desperately he wanted to avenge his friend. But now this incident can actually make him say things like "turn away from him......

She didn't know what she wanted, but she instinctively felt that she was just going to Jinyang for the funeral, so that he wouldn't even arrange his own funeral.

She asked, "Jinyang hasn't arrived yet, why did he say this to me?" ”

"This time I went to Jinyang, I'm afraid I went to the tiger's den in Longtan."

Ran Ying looked at his expression and suddenly felt a little frightened. Thinking of what he had just said, she couldn't help but ask, "You...... What bad things are you going to do next? ”

Gao Su listened to her question, and there was a gentle and deep desire in his heart to tell her all his misfortunes.

But his self-esteem was so high, he smiled and said, "If you promise me to accept Zhenzhen, I will tell you." ”

"Who knows that you have a bad belly......" Ran Ying muttered, but curiosity forced her to say, "Well, if you...... I'll raise Vera. ”

Gao Su smiled with relief, and then he grinned and showed an evil smile: "I want to kill my mother-in-law, kill my mother-in-law's son, and destroy everything my father has saved all his life." ”

Speaking of this, he smiled cruelly: "I'm going to make the world chaotic, maybe it's just cheap Yuwentai - if he can still take back Chang'an." ”

Ran Ying gasped, this person is crazy, right?

"You...... Why are you doing this? ”

Gao Su looked at the fire in front of him, and his face gradually covered with a layer of deep hatred.

"My mother-in-law, Lou, designed to kill my mother. And in the most vicious way possible, he killed her. My father, on the other hand, was obsessed with believing and insisted on going his own way, and he was outwardly fond of my mother, but he did not prevent the tragedy from happening, and he single-handedly contributed to it...... The humiliation of my mother—"

He unconsciously clenched his fists: "I want them to double it back!" ”

Ran Ying opened her mouth and stammered. She didn't know what to say for a moment other than shock. This noble son of heaven has long since abandoned his life.

He is not a white-clothed boy who mirrors the red plum, he is an evil ghost rakshasa who is struggling in the red lotus karmic fire.

After Gao Su said this, he looked at the fire in front of him in a daze, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

Why did he want to say this to Ran Ying.

The pain buried deep in his heart has never been mentioned to anyone, not even Jingzhi. But why did he want her to know?

Want her to sympathize with him?

No, no, he never needed anyone's sympathy.

But he didn't want her to dislike him like that, and stubbornly thought that he was a vicious and unscrupulous person.

He didn't want her to think of him as a bad person.

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