What can two years change a person? Appearance? Sound? Nature?

Or is it about a person's memory?

When the answer was in front of him, Zhong Yi chose to give up.

She ignored the abrupt voice behind her, and looked down at the huge boulders under her feet that she almost wanted to climb up, and below the rocks was a bottomless cliff.

Her joke with her own life is indeed an act of looking for death in the eyes of others, and she is not treated as a psychopath, which is obviously worthy of the little sympathy that others have for her.

The mountain wind was very strong, whistling past the ears, and the raindrops suddenly became rapid, and the large pieces smashed on the umbrella surface and the rocks, making a crisp "crackling" sound.

The whole world fell silent in an instant, and only the sound of rain in the mountain wind remained in my ears.

"Don't make a fuss, okay." The clear voice sounded again, mixed with a little helplessness, through the mountain wind into Zhongyi's eardrums.

The words are so clear, and the tail note rises, with an indescribable charm, mixed with a bit of light strangeness.

As soon as his body stiffened, the blood flowing throughout his body then clotted, tumbled, and coagulated again. An unstable heart in the chest was beating violently, as if it was about to break through the shackles of shackles, but in vain only there was weak pathos, and the brain was blank for a while.

She didn't have time to think, she didn't even have a little psychological preparation, so she was caught off guard and reunited with him, she should have had the joy of reunion, but her heart, which had exhausted her patience for him, had long been unable to give birth to the slightest fluctuating emotions.

After a while, Zhong Yi gave up the idea of continuing to climb the rocks and take pictures of the beautiful scenery. Before she could turn around, her slender wrist was grabbed by a wide and gentle palm, the force was beyond her imagination, and the heat of her palm continued to flow down her wrist into her limbs.

She was taken to a flat area, surrounded by green bricks and tiles, with high walls towering, and very safe. The lush trees stand tall and tall, and the large canopy of the trees blocks out a lot of rainwater that seeps in.

Zhong Yi never imagined where the scene where she and Yasuki would meet again one day. I never had the hope of meeting him again, like a dull life, missing such an insignificant passer-by, it was fleeting.

She hypnotized herself, and really didn't care where he went anymore, but when the fictional world was forcibly inserted by An Shu, interrupting her self-hypnosis, it turned out that people and things that she didn't want to forget would pour into her brain like a marquee.

Repeating important images from memory.

"I didn't think about suicide." The first sentence he said was not to ask where he had gone, but to explain the "farce" just now in a flat tone, "I will not commit suicide." ”

If these words reach Zhong Mu's ears, she will definitely be severely criticized by her ears, and she will be sent to the compound to re-study the party's teachings.

"It's you, who appeared without saying a word, do you want to leave without saying a word?" The cold mountain breeze filled the collar of her clothes, Zhong Yi only felt that her eyes were astringent and painful, and the corners of her lips still raised a shallow smile.

It's like celebrating their reunion after two years.

"You've changed, like." Seventeen-year-old An Shu is much more mature and stable, after the voice change period, his voice is cold and slightly magnetic, and his childish face has now been replaced by maturity.

"It's been two years, and people will always become." Zhongyi's eyes stared at him calmly, from his eyebrows to the corners of his lips. He has also changed, and he is very different from the An Shu two years ago, if he hadn't grown up intimately since he was a child, Zhong Yi might not have recognized him.

But he recognized her at first sight.

"No, you're still the same as before, getting sluggish." It was so sluggish that it almost didn't recognize me. An Shu slightly hooked the corners of his lips and looked at the little girl in front of him condescendingly. He had so much to say to her, but he couldn't say anything when he saw the tiredness in her eyes. He wanted to hug her hard and eliminate the estrangement and strangeness between them, and he was so happy to meet her here, but he could only hide his excitement desperately.

During Anshu's two-year blank period, Zhong Yi didn't participate, she didn't know which city he went to, what friends he made, which university he was admitted to, whether he majored in French or Italian?

She didn't ask, and An Shu wouldn't say. simply stubbornly stuck with him, and spent it in the ancient temple in the mountains.

But I still can't help it first, how did I learn to hide my emotions, and in the face of An Shu, who gets along day and night, the depressed anger in my heart turned into endless sadness. The bitterness in the corners of his eyes deepened, and as soon as the cold wind blew, tears flowed silently down the corners of his eyes, hot ground, dripping on the back of An Shu's hand.

She said, "Why did you deliberately avoid me? Do you know how worried I am about you when I can't reach you? ”

When she was fifteen years old, she lost Anshu twice, and when she found him at the beach for the second time, she hugged him and cried very violently, probably because she was afraid that she really couldn't find him, and she was burdened with a heavy sense of guilt.

And what is different now is that instead of losing him, he left her himself. It was him who did the wrong thing, but she was the one who cried out of breath, and she was the one who was afraid and worried about him.

"I know, so I'm here to see you." He comforted softly, and gently wiped away the tears from Zhongyi's face with his fingertips, "Do you believe it, Zhongyi." This is fate, and you are the fate of my life. ”

The crying stopped abruptly, Zhong turned his head uncomfortably, and the trickling rain dripped down through the gaps in the layers of leaves, wetting his shoulders and his cold and proud eyebrows.

"I can't love you, I'm already in love with Xu Huaisheng." This is the third time that Zhong Yi has "rejected" him, but he has never been able to define his "love" for her.

She is already twenty years old, but she is like an old man who has experienced half a life, has seen through the love of all things in the world, and has begun to pursue a dull life. And seventeen-year-old An Shu is still alive and young, with unlimited energy and time.

At that time, Zhong Yi could see clearly that the boundary between her and An Shu was not only separated by a three-year age difference, but also by her dedication to life.

"That's why I left you." He said with a smile.

Zhong Yi lowered her eyes slightly, the hand holding the handle of the umbrella couldn't help but tighten a little, she wanted to leave, and immediately turned around and left this place, no matter where she went, she didn't want to maintain such a relationship.

"Like, running away won't change anything." His voice was soft, with an indescribable charm.

“……”

"I'm leaving, favor."

"Where are you going?"

"Will you miss me?" An Shu lowered his eyes slightly, stretched out his long arms, and gently took Zhongyi into his arms. He rested his chin on her shoulder, holding this position for nearly three minutes, not hearing her voice in his ears, An Shu sighed almost inaudibly, and let go of this embrace.

"I accompanied an old gentleman here to chant and chant Buddha, and my intuition told me that you were here, and soon I met a partner who came with you, and he told me that you came to the back mountain, so I chased after me." An Shu narrated the cause and effect, his eyes flashed brightly, and he said, "No matter where you are, I can find you." ”

"I'll look for you in the future, favorite."

…………

It was already past five o'clock when I went down the mountain, the rain had stopped, the mountain road was not easy to walk, and the road was slippery and accumulated a lot of rain, so I walked extra carefully every step.

Separated from An Shu, also before going down the mountain, he said that he was leaving, but he refused to tell her the direction, there was a vast sea of people, and she didn't know where to look for him.

Zhong Yi stood absentmindedly on the side of the road, holding in her hand the peace blessing that An Shu had prayed for her in the temple before parting, which reminded her that she had also given An Shu a peace blessing, and I don't know if he still kept it.

The partner who was filming with her stopped a taxi on the side of the road, and when she opened the back door and was about to get into the car, she noticed that Zhong Yi was still stunned, greeted her, and then got into the back compartment.

Zhong Yi came back to her senses, only to realize that the taxi had been parked on the side of the road for a long time, and she hurried around the other side of the door, opened it, and sat inside.

After giving the address, the driver started the car and drove away from the mountain.

At the same time, a black BMW drove in the direction the taxi had left. There were three people sitting in the back seat, and the old man with a white beard in the middle, wearing a simple plain clothes, looked not angry and arrogant.

On the right hand side of the old man sat a beautiful girl about sixteen or seventeen years old, and on the left hand side, An Shu in a black windbreaker sat An Shu, half of his face hidden under the standing collar, and his expression could not be seen clearly.

He said that he would come to her in the future, and he waited for a month, but he still didn't wait for An Shu's figure to appear in sight.

Gradually into winter, the temperature in City A has dropped significantly, and there are more and more tasks assigned to shoot exterior locations, and the magazines are busy keeping up with the new news in November this year, so the workload of Zhong Yi has increased all of a sudden, and she is almost out of breath.

Xu Huaisheng's work at the bank was even more busy, and after calculating it, they hadn't seen each other for more than half a month and had a meal.

Most of them are chatting a few words on the phone to relieve the pressure caused by the intense work, and they always can't say a few words, they are interrupted by the assigned work, and they make an appointment to eat together in advance, and in the end either the bank has a temporary job, or the film has to be revised, and it is too late in time, and finally I have to cancel today's dinner date.

Thanks to the teachings of the old-timers during the internship: with a meager salary, doing work that is more tiring than a dog. I think I should add a sentence: catch up with the date time, and add endless classes.

Video chatting with Xin Rui mentioned that he was about to be exhausted, in exchange for the other party's sneer: "What are you doing, and this front-line reporter who is running around China to find news, I simply don't bother to mention it." ”

The easiest thing to relieve the pressure of work is that other people's work is harder and more tiring than yours, think about how many films you can't shoot in a day, and then sit in front of the computer all day to retouch pictures, Zhong Yi suddenly felt that she could still be rescued.

After chatting about the troubles at work, Xin Rui played a humanitarian role and began to care (gossip) about her and Xu Huaisheng's "love progression"?

In exchange for a sentence of "he is busy, not suitable for disturbing", he was speechless.

"If you're busy, you can still have the president busy." Xin Rui suddenly beat her chest: "Do you know how long the love shelf life of a couple is?" Do you know how many times the phrase "he's busy, not suitable to bother" has opened the back door to someone? Do you know that the most indispensable thing between couples is communication? If you don't see each other a few times a month, what's the difference between you and a long-distance relationship. Oh, there's a difference, the difference is that you're both in the same city. ”

Zhong Yi picked the protective film on the computer keyboard and didn't say a word. What Xin Rui said was nothing more than for her good, for her sake, she understood. But there are some things that cannot be settled in one or two sentences.